a lone stalk of algerian ivy

i ask myself repeatedly the same

is it wrong to feel such a vehement, vile feeling towards someone whom hath borne you no ill will?

i must not care as much as i feign

for i find myself teeming with hatred, like maggots writhing beneath my skin, itching to burst, to rear their ugly heads

and i do not dare look deeper

for hatred does not wish to conceal anything

it simply loses reasoning, loses meaning

until the vile spewing of that blackened, dark liquid is turned on both friend and foe alike.

which makes me question.

did i even have foes in the first place?

kinda glad.

this is exactly what I asked for, after all

after all, my failures can finally fade off into obscurity beside me

have fun, friends!

go pursue your dreams, yeah?

ill lay here, my muscles atrophying as I wait

not waiting for anyone to come back

just waiting for the long quiet to catch up with me

but you shouldn't be worried!

I have a really cool idea, and I wanted to share it with y'all

so basically, I wanna draw an abundance of characters in the style of mewgenics boss portraits, as cats of course!

You can give me any character you want, oc or existing!

Anyway, you can also choose to have them mimic any of the existing classes to any degree!

Those classes being:

Collarless (different from having no class, as a collarless cat is just locked to more mundane abilities)

Fighter

Tamk

Ranger

Mage

Cleric

Necromancer

Thief

Tinkerer

Psychic

Druid

Monk

Butcher

Jester (Some special abilities, but mostly plays on the gimmick of being able to get special moves from any class)

If you need any further explanation, please let me know!

You can also 100% use a different gimmick/idea! (my favorite boss is Gambit after all, and his gimmick is entirely original, not based off of one of the classes.)

Forgot to mention that if you do ask for a character, I'll need a few things from you!

For OC's I'll need at least a brief backstory summary, (unless it's Hero's Blade, then give me whatever you can without spoilers, a class/battle gimmick, any specific design details, etc

maybe he wanted to die, for the sake of the future of his friends.

he hated everything, was scared of leaving the small area around his house until he met them.

he had nothing to go back to, and he was grateful for the chance to sacrifice himself.

it felt so wrong and yet so right that he was allowed to live.

that the ritual didn't need him to die.

because in some right, that means that the part of me that created him,

the part of me ive disconnected from so thoroughly,

that part of me isn't evil.

i may have grown up in masculinity,

but the shadow it left over that little boy,

that boy who got called weak for crying so much,

that boy who was too emotional,

Heed my warning, and step out of my path.

All of them, their selfishness, will be not their downfall.

I will be their downfall.

I will be their purge.

i am horribly sleep deprived lol

i am probably gonna pass out after dinner, and then wake up really late and have to stay up a bit to fall asleep agaon

grrrrrrrrrr

when they cut the fabric to make me, they left the edges frayed when they sewed me together, so i have these weird, frayed margins that make me stick out a bit among my peers

it fosters a kind of confidence in me, and i enjoy the thought that i may one day be the same