Jules

would love to be in a period drama. wearing those dresses half titty out acting shy 

i just wanna own a lot of pretty dresses, write poetry, eat pastries for breakfast, travel around europe, learn three more languages, always smell like flowers, have perfect hair, meet the love of my life, read new books, own lots of cute stationery, paint modern masterpieces and actually enjoy life, is that too much to ask??

i’ve healed myself so many times

I am very tired and I want to be held by someone who loves me

soft reminder: you’re alive. you survived the worst nights you’ve ever experienced. you picked yourself up when you were at rock bottom. you made it through the worst relapses, loneliness, heartbreak, failure and darkness in your life. when you wanted to disappear you stayed, time and time again. you can make it through anything. you will get through this too.