you return like autumn and I fall every time

Rose | 27 | she/her | writer | poet | selfshipper | qui-gon jinn's wife

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It might seem like a small thing, but the intention was there. It was just extremely insensitive and rude to make a disparaging joke about something I’ve literally just told you is something I love. That was a choice on his part. He chose to be a jerk. I didn’t think he was like that, to be honest.

Hi there, anon 😊

Honestly? Not been doing too great. I’m going to use this ask as a mini update on what’s been going on and why my posting’s been so sporadic:

First thing’s first, my grandpa just passed away on Monday night. He was my paternal grandfather and he lives about 3hrs from where I do, so we are having to prepare to travel for the funeral next weekend.

Second, my cat, Rusty, just went to the vet for his annual checkup and turns out his teeth have gotten so bad that he needs an $800 surgery. I’ve got it scheduled for next Tuesday, but with his teeth this bad he’s not wanting to eat his dry food and subsequently lost 3lbs, so I’ve been feeding him canned cat food throughout the day to supplement. I don’t typically feed him canned only because he’s so sensitive to any canned food he immediately gets sick if I give him any, but I was able to find something his system can tolerate and he seems to like it okay.

Finally, I am in the first few days of a SAAT procedure for my allergies and lactose intolerance. It is a type of acupuncture treatment that requires the insertion of several tiny needles inside of the ear for a specific period of time (28 days for me 🙃) and I cannot take a proper shower because I can’t get the ear wet at all during the process and it’s been a bitch and a half. I also cannot eat any dairy whatsoever for 21 days, so I’m having to inspect everything I eat to make absolutely certain it has no dairy, which I’m not used to doing. I found out I’m allergic to cats and nearly cried, so that’s one of the things I’m being treated for.

I was diagnosed with some other things too, which I’m not going into, but long story short, I’m having to do a total upheaval of my entire diet and start eating better/healthier.

And my boyfriend and I are kind of…we had a “disagreement” last night and there’s some unresolved issues there, but am not going into that online.

So, to answer your question, YES you absolutely WILL be seeing some new fics from me😊🩷 Life is just kicking my ass right now, but I do see a light at the end of the tunnel and that’s what’s kept me going. I planned to post some new fics today, but time got away from me. I have free time this weekend, so that’s when I’m planning to edit a few and get some stuff posted so stay tuned! I should have plenty of time to get some new fics out for you guys this weekend, but my hobbies had to take a backseat while I sorted all this stuff out.

There’s still lots to do, but I figured I needed to at least let you all know a little about what’s been going on and why I’ve not been writing.

I absolutely LOVED reading about the different birds you and Qui Gon Jinn would be, as well as the history of roseate spoonbills! 🦉🌹 It’s so cool that you got to see them in real life, and they definitely fit your vibe. 💖

I have another ask for either Qui Gon Jinn, or Boba Fett, or both, whatever you feel like! 🍎 Is he picky? Are you picky? When you eat with him, is there any food either of you share with the other?

I hope you have a fabulous day! Bye for now! *poof* ✨

Hi, there, dear anon! So sorry it's taken me this long to get back with you about this😅 My life has been so chaotic and utter shit since early July. Thank you so much for asking about my beloveds again; you are far too kind! ❤️

Thank you and I loved getting to discuss the different types of birds I associate us with! It was a very unique question and was one I hadn't ever really put that much thought into. Roseates are so pretty and such unusual birds; they kind of make me think of Alice in Wonderland!!

As for your new question...

Qui-Gon is certainly not the type to be picky. He can't exactly afford to be, since Jedi don't have much money to be able to pick and choose what they eat, and most meals are provided in the Temple when they aren't on missions. He doesn't eat a whole lot and when he does it is strictly to adhere to and reach the nutritional needs his body has. We've grown close enough that we'll pick off each other's plates if there's something either of us want that the other has (of course we always ask first before taking anything that isn't ours.) We both really enjoy lentil soup—it's one of the dishes I make/have most frequently because it has so many good veggies in it, it's completely dairy free and has lots of fiber and iron. He tries to get me to eat more protein, which is something I desperately need to do more of.

We are on a bit of a diet journey right now because of some of the health diagnoses I've received this week, so I am trying to put a lot fo effort in to eat better.

I'm not terribly picky, but it just really depends. Sometimes my body goes through phases where I don't want to eat or have no appetite, which is apparently not good for me to do.

As for Boba Fett, I don't think he'd turn up his nose at any food set in front of him. He's never hurt for money because, as a bounty hunter, his entire career depended on him earning a decent living. Now, as Daimyo of Mos Espa, his droids/staff feed him exceptionally well. Sometimes, a lot ends up being too much, because we'll find ourselves sitting in the dining hall in front of a table inundated with the most extensive and extravagant spread of dishes fit for a feast of at least twenty and it all is just too overwhelming.

He certainly makes sure that I eat well and that I am receiving the proper nutrition. It is easy to do, considering the meals are made for me. I just have to make the time and the initiative to go and eat them.

The only catch is that most times he wants to eat with me and I think it's because he wants to make doubly certain that I am eating. He worries a lot, but never voices it.

How are you honey? Are you okay?

So I was looking at this little cutie and then I wondered... Which of my three parents would be the most likely to look after Lolo while I'm away on a 24 hour shift?

I was thinking Father would offer kindly, genuinely forget, so Mama would step in, orrrr Papa would pause, stand up straight, tilt his head and go racing through the house to feed him and then go back to what he was doing, hoping but not caring too much that no blood transferred from his boots to the house... He knows Mama will cover for him

Orrrr they all forget because they're all crazy busy and Mr Poole is the one who fed him? I'd be VERY surprised if that happened but this is the Jekyll household... Stranger things will happen daily 🥺🤣

Hi Eri❤️

I'm...hanging in there. Not doing the greatest, if I'm being honest. On top of being super busy just in general and having so many things go wrong in the last, what, a month? God it's just been...awful.

I hope you're doing better than I am. How are you? How is everything with you?

Oh for sure! I can imagine Loki following your Mama around while she works or sprawled out on your Father's desk while he's trying to work. Your Papa would definitely square his shoulders, set out to care for Loki and then go right back to exacting chaos on the rest of the world without a second's hesitation🤣 Your parents would all three adore Loki though!

I had a freak out/breakdown last night, but Alex was there for me all the way through it. He took control after he let me express my emotions, made sure I was fed, had brushed my teeth, showered and then got me to bed. I’m so grateful to have him back in my life again, especially at this difficult time. I always need Alex, but I truly needed him even more this time. I got some interesting/enlightening health diagnoses today and I’m relieved that he was there for that too.