i haven’t used this blog in ages, but i came on here to say that one direction saved my life. they were my light when all i saw was darkness. i will forever cherish the life long friendships i’ve made because of them and all the beautiful memories. i am the person i am today because of one direction. i work in the music industry because of how much they inspired me and the joy i felt at their concerts.
I am absolutely devastated that liam has passed. my inner child is mourning. i miss being a teenager and staying up all night just to see what the boys were up to. i miss all the fun events, live streams, music videos, and everything else that came with being a one direction stan. i wish i could go back just for one day to relive that era.
there are so many heavy and complicated feelings that come with liam’s passing. i am so sorry for his son who will now have to grow up without a father. i am also very sorry for maya who i hope has all the support in the world right now. my heart is with harry, niall, louis, and zayn as they navigate this profound grief.
one direction forever and always. thank you for everything, i owe you my life.
rest in peace liam payne
