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😅 I rly shouldn't be too surprised I got this ask cuz like, my old ivti art still gets attention (plus I did see the new teaser). but to be honest, the answer is: its complicated
I could just end it here but I'll also put in my genuine rly long and rambly thoughts so u guys get the full picture! but basically the show itself is ok, but aside from just naturally moving on, there's other factors that, while not necessarily because of alnst, I associate closely with the show
like man, the fandom. just, god. the alnst fandom I was active in for around a year or so and it was rly tiring. I found rly great friends and so much amazing artists that I took inspiration from and the music is still good! but yeah towards the end the discourse was just so exhausting.
I feel like no one was willing to have conversations about the story or the characters and everything either boiled down to juggling knives, good or bad (when the point is its gray), what character/rs were BAD! or your interpretation of this very vague and symbolic series is WRONG! or... top bottom dynamics?????? and even if I kept to my little corner with my mutuals or anything it would somehow find itself onto my TL again and id be burnt out.
twitter, where I was most active with this show, also rly gives me anxiety and I felt shoehorned into just drawing alnst cuz my other art wouldn't do well. its lowkey my fault cuz whenever I get into anything I only draw that for so long so ofc id be associated with it, but still. that's rly how I work! and I feel like twitter's algorithm is unfriendly to straying from what u got popular for
it got to the point there were times I would draw alnst just cuz I was used to drawing it by then and other people seemed to like it, but I never actually had anything to say or let out like I usually do!!! it would be one thing if I got commissions out of it but it just drained my soul lol. it made me re-evaluate my priorities in creating (good!) but I rly do associate alnst with that period and feeling of being "trapped" (bad!)
on another note I got a little tired at some point of all the endless merch that were blind boxes / random picks over and over.. i spent a lot and I got a little frustrated that even if I just wanted to buy this character, I wouldn't be able to unless I go online and even then, they add SO much to the price! those cute phone keychains were my last straw!!!!!! like, why can't I just get ivan? and yes I understand the characters are not equally popular but it felt sooooo scummy to me lol
also I'm not sure what other kinds of stories there are in store for this world and these characters. I kind of moved on slowly after the ending dropped, and never rly felt the pull again. even the zombie stage teaser, while clearly aiming to explore the fact these characters are reused over and over and never allowed to "die" (albeit its an au? I think) is not too interesting to me to watch (but again it's just a teaser!!! I could be wrong abt its themes)
im just not sure what else I could give, or if I have anything else to express in regards to these characs. all the relationships they have with their significant others are kind of in limbo cuz yk... 1/2 of the pairings are dead? I'm not sure what new things can be unveiled to their relationships that would inspire me to draw them again. unless they're suddenly alive then that's just super cheap to me. I was always in the vein that I didn't want a s2 with these characters again - it should be a new cast or it would have to do something rly interesting (which I haven't encountered)
oh yeah and speaking of drawing, man, my art... that's another thing. I think I actually really disliked my art style hahahaha, this is SUPER minimal compared to everything else and again, NOT alnst's fault, it's mine! but for some reason when I was drawing alnst I can see aspects where I improved but I also just feel like my art style was soooo... idkkkk. i really struggled balancing alnst's art style and mine and I feel like the result is not something im particularly happy with
ok there you go im sorry anon u literally just asked a yes or no answer but here's my rambling but honest mess of an answer
in summary: i like alien stage in the sense that it allowed me to meet many people and of course, I had so many fun ideas that I made in my art! i rly loved drawing these characters, and I loved how messy their relationships were. sm of my engagement with it came from a place of love and I was rly so inspired by it! its still one of the most unique shows I've seen!
but yeah, a little too many things not rly alnst's fault + naturally moving on is the reason why I haven't drawn them in (looks at clock) a year now even though I'm aware there's new activity
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ooo!! okay nothing very like. structured, but as a kid i always looooved the idea of like running off somewhere with my friends where it would kind of just be like us against the world, or us doing an adventure together
when i was at a con, someone pointed out i really likes groups of threes in my artwork, and i think it opened my eyes a little lol. i think maybe that childhood fantasy could explain why i love to draw people hanging out, or even two ppl that are in their own little world (aka perfect for beatles, ninja turtles, p5r, etc)
4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw
ringo 🥲 the beatles are my favorite subject to draw right now cuz aside from the fact ive fallen into beatlemania, they have so much fun pictures and they play off each other so well, but man. i really struggle with ringo's face! ive definitely gotten better at it (thank you references) but most of the time i find myself always having to tweak something at one point a lot more compared to the other three
other subjects would be akira/ren from persona 5, any fate character that isn't enkidu, and oh suuper random but rooms are such a bitch to draw. like i know i just waxed poetic about it last ask but man they are hell!!!!!
8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in
oh my god, too many 😭 i always have at least one abandoned work for every fandom, but the one that stick out to me is this ivan and till comic set after the blink gone mv
it was looooong, like 6-7 pages, and it was kind of the aftermath of the round (like they ran off w hyuna or smth). i had the first two lined and colored already and had also redrawn composition soooo many times, it became more of a chore than something i was doing for fun. so i ss'd all my progress but deleted the file because i knew i would not be able to completely abandon it even though it was draining me
(theres also three other ivti comics i have that ive abandoned / deleted but ssshhh)
16. Something you are good at but don't really have fun doing
i still rly hate lineart 😸 i think ive gotten better over the years, esp if i'm rendering something, but its painful to try and clear up details because i draw very roughly and i tend to go wherever i want if that makes sense
i think im good at picking colors for lineart that would make characters pop a lot more but yeah its not always fun - even my most recent drawing with jp i was like redrawing lineart three times before i went this is not working! it feels more tedious than usual. im going to just paint, block it in, and try to fix it after, which i was lucky was in my favor cuz it helped with the dreamy atmosphere i was going for
19. Favorite inanimate objects to draw (food, nature, etc.)
i love drawing interior in general, more specifically aspects of like. a room well lived in? maybe its cuz i like sketching in my room and sometimes i need to take a break from staring at pinterest, but i really enjoy drawing desks filled with little trinkets on them (pen holder, some papers, rulers etc), messy bed, sticky notes on a mirror, etc.
items on their own dont really interest me but i really do love picturing them as little snippets of a life if that makes sense, like you can infer a person did it. a book on its own is boring to me but stacking it with others and making a bit of a mess, thats what makes them a favorite to draw
29. Media you love, but doesn't inspire you artistically
oh my god, i have sooo much interests that i just never really drew, not even a doodle cuz i just never got that itch
one would be succession which is still crazy to me because the show is very shakespeare-esq (right up my alley and perf for drawing), and also i was having so much fun watching eps as they came out. it was def smth i was actively keeping up with but yeah ive never even thought of doodling anything for it!
there's also severance and pluribus, where both are right up my alley and again, never got inspired or anything
other extremely random media that come to mind that i have hugeee love for are EEAAO, sinners, ghibli movies, pokemon, star wars, the muppets, kung fu panda, httyd, the it movies, resident evil, etc. at most ive sketched but never full blown artistic inspiration where i feel i have smth to express or add if that makes sense
Didn't see a lot of artist ask games, wanted to make a silly one.
(I wrote this while sick out of my mind last year and it's been collecting dust in my drafts, I might as well let it run free)
1. Art programs you have but don't use
2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)
3. What ideas come from when you were little
4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw
5. Estimate of how much of your art you post online vs. the art you keep for yourself
6. Anything that might inspire you subconsciously (i.e. this horse wasn't supposed to look like the Last Unicorn but I see it)
7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate
8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in
9. What are your file name conventions
10. Favorite piece of clothing to draw
11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what
12. Easiest part of body to draw
13. A creator who you admire but whose work isn't your thing
14. Any favorite motifs
15. *Where* do you draw (don't drop your ip address this just means do you doodle at a park or smth)
16. Something you are good at but don't really have fun doing
17. Do you eat/drink when drawing? if so, what
18. An estimate of how much art supplies you've broken
19. Favorite inanimate objects to draw (food, nature, etc.)
20. Something everyone else finds hard to draw but you enjoy
21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways
22. What physical exercises do you do before drawing, if any
23. Do you use different layer modes
24. Do your references include stock images
25. Something your art has been compared to that you were NOT inspired by
26. What's a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended
27. Do you warm up before getting to the good stuff? If so, what is it you draw to warm up with
28. Any art events you have participated in the past (like zines)
29. Media you love, but doesn't inspire you artistically
30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated
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