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so imagine this: its before you get captured again, some way some how the tension between you and Court snaps. maybe its an argument, maybe its omething else, but it doesnt matter because Court is kissing you and you are kissing him! and you sleep together! and it brings out a whole new dynamic between the two of you! and you guys are happy and in love! and you dont need to be afraid of it anymore!

and then you get captured and scream and yell for Court! (its terrifying to hear you call out his name like that, when the only other time youve said his name is in the throes of passion!)

and then you learn that your new lover was apart of the raid that destroyed your village!

see! now its much worse!

(as an aside, i find it much more interesting if nobody knows who or even how your husband died? did Court kill him? maybe. but it could have easily been one of the other briggands too! it was a mass of screaming and scared people, and the faces tend to blur together.)

have a nice day!

i......i do see.......it IS so much worse.....oh my god.....

and that is totally fair about no one knowing who killed your husband. i think i like that better too. i do find it interesting though if court actually witnessed it....cause yeah. that also makes it so much worse. the terrible thing that finally broke him wasn't watching some guy get brutally murdered but that guy's wife begging and crying for help.

just interesting idk

like ryder cant *stand* that colt is an alpha, while he is a beta, and not to mention that colt now has a pretty little omega friend!

also fully convinced that Ryder would try to mask his beta status and pretened that hes an alpha lol. be it with wierd drugs or sent changers or something, and like nobody buys it but they all kinda humor him.

more a/b/o boxer shit more a/b/o boxer shit MORE A/B/O BOXER SHIT

it is my full-hearted belief that tom ryder, in any a/b/o universe but ESPECIALLY the boxer au, is a beta that is trying to convince everyone around him that he's an alpha. uses fake scents. will step up to literally anyone to try to seem like an alpha. takes hormone injections probably. it ain't good. some people probably believe it. strangers, acquaintances. but if you even get to know him a little bit it's like 'oh.....he's a beta. lol." and tom is SO jealous of real alpha colt man. he hates that guy just because he's an alpha and he's not.

so anyway florist!omega!reader.

i've been imagining that your flower shop is like right down the street from the gym that colt and tom train/fight at. so they both have seen you before and colt has obviously developed a long distance crush on you. and tom notices.....and hates it. so tom has definitely taken you out on a date and it did not go well because you called him out on being a beta and he absolutely flipped his shit.

so tom also hates you. and it gets even worse when you hit him with those garden sheers. so when he sees you with colt? maybe you accompany him to the gym once to watch him train? he wants you both taken out. gone. he can't stand the sight of you - especially together.

rhinestone cowboy - human!ken x fem!reader

summary: after travelling to the real world to find himself, ken ends up joining the travelling carnival as a rodeo clown/stable boy. he definitely wasn't attracted to the carnival at first because of the horses. no way. and he definitely doesn't decide to stick around because of you...A horse rider/trainer/performer that is quite simply the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. nope. definitely not.

tags: no tags. only vibes. and fluff.

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Ken stood off to the side of the arena, adjusting his costume and ignoring the heckling kids behind him. The handlers would be releasing the bulls any second now, as was part of your routine. Any second, he would have to go back out into the dirt and trampled grass as a sparkling distraction in case a bull got too close. But for now, he got to watch you.

I have so many thoughts i can hardly articulate them!

I cant imagine how heartbreaking it would be learning that the man you love took part in the burning of your home! Not only that but he could have been the one to kill your husband! Like how do you begin to process that?? And would you even be able to forgive him? Could you move on from that horrible deed and make a new life with this person?

For the reader I really think its a matter of *how* you find out this information. If Court is the one to tell you, i think it might be a bit easier, because hes finally decided to be honest. But if you hear that information in passing while captured, well thats just much worse, because then you have a chance to start spiraling.

It also depends on how long it been since the whole incident! Because tge longer Court waits to tell you the worse its gonna be!

Not to mention the fact that this is probably one of the major reasons why Court has held back from pursuing anything more with you! He ruined your life! Why would you ever want him?!?

God i love angst!

god I love angst too. So much.

so here are my thoughts: court was not the one who killed your husband. But he did help burn down your village and raid it and etc. and idk maybe he saw it happen though. And did nothing.

Im going to say you and court have been traveling together for about…half a year? Six months ish? A long enough amount of time for the two of you to fall in love, get over a lot of walls with each other and what not, AND for it to be harder and harder for court to tell you about his involvement. Because idk the more time he spends with you the more he…ignores that part of his life. The easier it is to pretend it never happened. Part of him is like “how could she ever love me after what I did” but the other part is like “she never has to find out and I can live with that” it’s a terrible thought. But he can’t help but have it. so anyway when court saved you from his own gang he definitely cost them a bunch of money and probably killed a few of them. The gang wants revenge. They’ve been tracking you for some time. They can’t believe you’re still traveling with him. So they take you.

and while you’re locked up in a cage they tell you all about court.

“did he tell you? That he was there that night.”

“what? No. No he wouldn’t do that. That’s not him.”

“but it used to be. He stood over my shoulder and watched as I killed your husband. Remember it clear as day. Told me to make it painless.”

you remember someone saying that that night. And the longer you think the more your realize the voice did sound a lot like courts.

the realization hits you like a ton of bricks and a knife to the chest all at once. And idk something something when court breaks open your cage and tells you to come with him you…”I would rather be sold across the tar sea than go anywhere with you!”

And this time its for boxer!colt

You were having some issues with figuring out hiw his story all got concluded right? My solution: add Gail and Tom Ryder to the equation.

This does take out the stunt double stuff, or at least Ryder being the actor Colt doubles for.

Gail is obviously the manager for both of the boys. Ryder is the golden child. He knows whats going on with the fixed fights and is amazing at making everything look real. Between the two boys, Colt is obviously the better boxer, but Ryder is the better actor.

That fight Colt fucked up? That was against Ryder. And now Ryder wants Colt gone. So Gail pins the murder (that was actually toms fault) of a more important mob goon on Colt. Mob is now after Colt because of said murder AND fucking up a fixed match.

Obviously Colt doesn’t like this, buy when the mib threatens Reader, he has no choice but to become a puppet fir them.

If only he could find the evidence that proves his innocence, toms guilt, the grudge against colt, and how Gail has been shorting the mob their winnings!

ITS FUCKING PERFECT YOU GENIUS

can Ryder PLEASE be the mob goon reader throws garden shears at to save Colt? lol cause number 1 that’s funny. Number 2 gives Gail and Ryder both of a good reason to threaten you. To make Colt comply but also cause Ryder is pissed that he got embarrassed like that. Beaten by a damn FLORIST.

you just started working at the hardware store. Gus’s new cashier that’s new to town in general. You moved for a fresh start. Away from people. Away from bad things. I like to imagine that omega reader is shy. Not lars levels of anti-social but quiet, reserved, likes to hide from others. So you haven’t made many friends in town. Really it’s only Gus. Plus you just like that he’s a beta. That he’s not gonna….

so anyway Gus invites you over for dinner one night. So Karin of course begs lars to come over too. Gonna guess Karin doesn’t know you’re an omega. Karin just knows that lars is trying to be better with people after Bianca!

you and lars actually are walking up the drive at the same time. You can tell right away he’s an alpha. So you shrink in a little on yourself tbh. Dinner is awkward and stilted, Karin and Gus both are trying to get you and lars to open up. But the more time goes on the more you realize that lars is….different than any other alpha you’ve met.

lars on the other hand is basically panicking as soon as he meets you. You’re so pretty. And smell so good. He knows you’re an omega. It’s obvious as soon as he gets close enough.

and after dinner……this man basically has to chop up an entire tree to get himself to stop thinking about knotting you. About filling you up in every way he can. Cause boy howdy has lars resisted that urge inside himself for his entire life. He’s always felt some sort of shame about his urges as an alpha. ESPECIALLY during a rut. So lars has never been with an omega. Hell, I’m sure he’s avoided them like the plague for a while.

Alpha!Ryland and Omega!Reader bonded years before the Hail Mary. The moment he’s knocked out and induced you’re able to feel it and you demand to know what happened from Stratt and she just says ‘I did what I had to, I assured him I wouldn’t let you drop’ but theres a funny thing about biology. Somethings you can’t change.

Ryland wakes up feeling the deep urge to go to someone, to make them feel better. And he feels like a piece is out of place, the entire time he’s on the Hail Mary, because he can’t. And then he remembers you. And he knows why he’s feeling this piece out of place. And it’s nothing Rocky can fix. Because biologically it’s something only he can fix. And that makes it so much worse.

Stratt didn’t let you drop. Not quickly anyway. And you’re in pre-drop just long enough to see the tape that Ryland left for you on the beetles.

Ryland wakes up one night on Erid in a cold sweat. Hyperventilating, sobbing. Because the piece that was missing, is suddenly gone. And the place where it’s supposed to be, is empty. This isn’t a message that traveled a long way, this is a message that traveled instantly. Because there’s something funny about biology. It lets you know when it’s time.

glad i can be the source for everyone a/b/o rygos needs 🫡 it is my duty and my joy

so! Had to look up what an omega drop is cause I’d never heard of that before! Interesting idea!!!! And honestly makes so much sense for ryland if he still goes on the mission. LIVE start telling you that Ryland told her not to let you drop. Which he definitely wouldn’t have. It’s a comfort for you. A way to keep you from dropping instantly.

Wow. This is all so good. Speaks for itself really. The angst is damn juicy. Ryland feeling, from light years away, that you’re gone. That you’ve slipped into a state it’s hard to come back from. That you CANT come back from without him. That he can’t save you from. Because even if he left Erid even if he made it home alive.

So Ryland never presented right? Always thought he was a beta. Honestly probably for the best. Cause if this is coltlandgentry too, *someone* needs to he able to think with their brain and not their hormones.

And then he meets you. For some reason a beautiful omega wants him, a normal beta. And it really confuses him for a while ya know. But then the whole mob stuff comes into play. And suddenly Ryland understands so much more. You “picked” him *because* he was a beta. You were making a choice for yourself for once, and that choice involved defying so many social norms.

(No you dummy, reader wants you cause you adorable and funny! And lots of other things too!)

But then suddenly you’ve been kidnapped, and all these new feelings and instincts and bubbling up. And Ry presents as an alpha right before/while beating the shit outta Mark.

And afterwards, Ryland is having this whole crisis. Because now that he’s properly presented as an alpha, what if you dont want him anymore?

yes!! Yes yes yes this is exactly what I was thinking!!!! Ryland thinks he is a beta. Doesn’t understand why an omega like you would choose him, someone who can please you but not someone who can give you all you need. And at first, the reason you chose him was because it was the opposite of what your dad wants for you. But then you continue to choose him because….god because you might love him.

but then mark kidnaps you. Then your dad gets a note and brings ryland along to get you back. But it is as soon as ryland hears that you are in danger that he starts to present. It’s slow at first, just a burn all over and a bit of sensory overload. But then he sees you tied up, hurt, mark looking so fucking smug. And that’s when he truly, completely presents. Ryland fucking GROWLS at your dad to stay back (cause your dad is also an alpha obviously) and you dad is just shocked enough that ryland can even DO that that he lets it slide. Mark is fucking done for. Ryland beats him to death im pretty sure. Cause that’s a freshly presented alpha right there! He’s full of pheromones and adrenaline and enough rage to level a city. Once mark is still enough for ryland liking he unties you with shaking hands and struggles to do it for a minute, growls in frustration probably because he NEEDS to know if you’re okay.

which of course you aren’t. Mark was a okay with you dying, so you’ve got a pretty lethal stab wound in your side. Ryland scoops you out of the chair and into his arms and you are so so confused as to why he smells so…different. But you’re starting to go dizzy and blacking out from the blood loss, and ryland is panicking. His emotions his hormones his everything is too strong rn. He just wants to fix it but he also can’t control himself. He’s attempting to stop the bleeding but hurting you more in the process.