Romantic Alice

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So the last week has been just completely unfettered and unstructured. Neither of us really knows what happened, but it just did… we got back from WInter break and never got back in the swing of what makes our life works. So I have been staying up late, sitting on furniture whenever and wherever, watching whatever TV I wanted, buying whatever I wanted, eating whatever I wanted, and engaging in some extracurricular activities that made me a little grouchy and a little sad. I had been doing what he asked, he just asked a lot less than previously. 

Friday night at about 11, I had a little mini breakdown and was crying and feeling like a failure and was just super unhappy. So Saturday morning we had “the talk” where we each talked about what we needed and wanted again. We both recognize our faults, the major one being laziness for both of us and it’s kind of hard to be structured and lazy. So I’m going to be participating a lot more in making and enforcing said structure/ rules. But we both agreed that it can’t happen again where we both slide and start neglecting things. 

So we have put bed times in place again (8:00/8:30 for Su-Th and 10:00 for F/Sa), we have put a weekly meal plan on the fridge that I fill out and adhere to, and even a chore chart with things such as dishes, change sheets, dust ___, laundry, etc… (At first I was meh about the chore chart but looking around the apartment realized I needed it.) We have added a mandatory 30 minute fun reading time to my schedule. Purchases need to be approved and only on Saturday, he will help pick out my outfit every day and I will do so with his, In the house I have an “outfit” that I amy wear and only this, I must not watch TV or sit on the couch without asking him. If he feels at any time that my extracurricular activities are harming me, he may stop them. 

Sexually things are going to be a little bit more structured. We got a long term wear butt plug which I will wear for 1 hour every night. When it works out I will serve as J’s urinal at all times and will practice to better serve him at night, I will strip upon entering the house and wait there until J acknowledges me and offer myself to him (this was something I had not been in to but we are going to do this as a time for me to separate work from home), I am not to say no to anything he requests and he will spend at least 30 minutes every night with me- this will sometimes be sexual depending on HIS mood, but does not have to be. I am also keeping a journal online (yay google docs) that he has access to so he knows what is going on in my head.