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Bêka & Lemoine Interview: The Emotion of the Space

I daydream the best time of my life in 20s while living in Los Angeles. City of Angel. Even 10years have passed and still it has been in my heart and feel like my soul has been soak into.

When I first left Los Angeles and moved to Seoul, I could not stop thinking of being in my second hometown. At that time, i thought the feeling of missing the city would go away after few months or at least few years... but here it is.. even though wonderful life events happened in my life (marriage, birth) i still don't .. no i still can't leave that time of my life. I daydream all the time consiously and u consiously. I dream at night and i experience the gorgeous view of ocean and city landscape.

Probably the reason it is unforgettable was the most challenge time in my life. I was like riding a roller coaster all the time and i ended up enjoying at the end and that gave me the opportunity to look from the top and feel from the botton.

I used to surf every sat morning, sometimes jogging along the santa monica beach to malibu by myself and eat brunch. I did acroyoga every sunday and hanging out after.

The reason i felt the most happy in my life is because i felt freedom.

I desperately would love to feel same feeling of achieving my goal and feeling of complishing through challenging myself and pushing my boundaries. I missed this part last 2.5 years since i've married and now it is really time for transforming into new version of myself. Now i have a baby girl already over 14mons. I need differnt version of myself to be a mom i want to be.

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I have no regret of any decision so far in my life. Only one thing i regret in my life from 20s is that i have no strong feeling of pain while my brother was going through the hard time of his life. When i think back of my 20s, i cannot recall my memory of desperately taking care of my brother. Only memory i have is that probably on friday i visited the hospital for the first time. When uncle and aunt visited, i felt the most weak energy of our family and nothing can be done except sympathy. I felt like boat of my family was slowly sinking into deep ocean.