róisin marie

a thing i’ve learned, is that no one really cares - in the best way possible. no one is really paying that close attention to anyone but themselves. and that is so freeing. being able to have that same energy toward myself when i start to question my decisions or my capabilities, is very important. i should direct more energy toward working on my craft and learning, so that i build my confidence thru knowledge and skill.

i was looking thru my camera roll last night, and it’s crazy how the first week or so of lockdown felt so long. like i see pictures and i remember feeling very stuck and it was only a few days in. i think with how quickly things move with social media, it was weird for things to just stop. but now it seems we’ve become desensitized to it all (in the states at least). and suddenly it’s december.

when i went away to school, i met someone and fell platonically in love with them. we grew apart. and then one day i was overwhelmed with the feeling of missing them and wondering “what if.” so i journaled about it, and that journal entry later became my song “like that.”

warmer weather 

#tongue #thirst #drip