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This is my first request, so I’m a little nervous, but I was wondering if you could write a fic about mature Michael.

The idea is that Michael’s kids get a new nanny (not the reader). Since no one knows her yet, she asks if she can take the kids to the out ( like a mall or something ) without their masks because she thinks no one will recognize them. Michael is hesitant, but the kids really want to go, so he eventually agrees.

A few hours later, the nanny calls Michael in tears, telling him she’s lost one of the kids. She actually lost them almost two hours earlier but was too scared to call because she thought she’d get fired, so she tried searching on her own first.

Michael completely panics and rushes to the place with his bodyguards, desperately searching everywhere.

When he finally finds his child, instead of being terrified, they’re happily sitting with a woman (the reader), who’s also a single mom. Their kids are laughing together and eating ice cream.

The reader explains that she found Michael’s child crying and tried to help them find their family, but they had no luck. She figured the best thing to do was calm them down first and stay with them until someone came looking.

Michael is incredibly relieved and grateful. He thanks the reader over and over, and before leaving, asks for her number because he wants to repay her somehow. He also can’t help noticing how beautiful, kind, and naturally motherly she is, and he’s already a little captivated by her.

That’s it, i hope you like the idea and have a nice day !

heaven sent

synopsis: finding a lost child at the mall was just your instinct. finding out his dad is michael jackson? that was the start of a dinner you’ll never forget.

themes: mature era! michael x non famous! fem reader, single dad michael, single mom era, blanket gets lost, michael panics and gets tearful, you help him, michael is captivated by you, kids can’t help but tease him.

note: I’ve been so excited planning and writing this! it’s only short…for now!

The blinding Las Vegas sun beat down on the manicured gardens of the estate, pouring through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the grand living room. Inside, the air conditioning hummed a soft, artificial chill, but it did little to cool the tension in the room.

Michael paced slowly across the polished marble floor. His arms were folded tightly over his chest, his fingers lightly tapping against his elbows.

On the oversized velvet sofa sat his three children. Nine-year-old Prince was trying to sit up straight and look responsible, but his legs kicked back and forth against the cushions. Beside him, eight-year-old Paris was practically vibrating with excitement, her big, blue-green eyes wide with hope. Four-year-old Blanket sat on his knees, leaning forward over the back of the sofa, his dark hair falling into his face.

Opposite them stood their brand-new nanny, smoothing down her skirt with a bright, overly optimistic smile.

“I was thinking, Michael,” she began, her voice sweet and persuasive, “the weather is beautiful, but they’ve been cooped up inside for days. They have so much energy! Maybe I could take them to the Boulevard Mall for just a few hours? A change of scenery would do them wonders.”

Michael stopped pacing. He looked up, his dark eyes locking onto hers. The warmth in his expression vanished, replaced by an instant, protective guard.

“The mall?” Michael’s voice was barely above a whisper, yet it carried an immense weight.

“Yes!” she replied quickly, trying to maintain her cheerful demeanor. “Just to walk around, maybe get some ice cream, look in the window of the toy stores. Just simple, everyday fun.”

Blanket immediately bounced on the cushions, his hands clasping together.

“Please, Daddy! Please can we go? I want to see the giant toy displays!”

Prince leaned forward, trying to sound as mature as possible to win his father over.

“We’ve been really good, Daddy. We finished all our reading lessons today, and we didn’t make a mess in the playroom. I promise we’ll be on our absolute best behavior.”

Paris clasped her hands together dramatically, tilting her head and biting her lower lip.

“Pleeeease, Daddy? Just for a little bit? We won’t ask for anything else all week!”

Michael looked at his children. His heart softened, and a tender, helpless smile tugged at the corner of his lips. He loved them more than life itself, and it pained him to always say no to the normal things other children took for granted. He looked back at the nanny, his smile fading into a serious, protective line.

“They’ll need their masks,” Michael said firmly. “And the hats. They don't leave the house without them.”

The nanny hesitated. She took a small step forward, her voice dropping to a gentle, pleading tone.

“Michael… I actually wondered if… maybe, just this once, they could go without them? The masks draw so much attention. People stare. If they just wear normal clothes, they might actually blend in.”

Michael’s expression dropped instantly. The warmth vanished from his eyes, replaced by a cold, protective instinct.

“No. Absolutely not.”

“They deserve to feel normal, even if it’s just for an hour,” she pleaded softly, trying to appeal to his heart. “People may recognise them, yes, but security can keep a comfortable distance so they don’t feel crowded. They can just feel like regular kids.”

“They are children,” Michael replied, his voice dropping to a quiet, intense register. “But the world they live in is not normal.”

“I understand that, but—”

“No, you don’t,” Michael interrupted gently but firmly, shaking his head. “You don’t understand what people are capable of. The cameras, the crowds, the people who want to grab them, to take them… They don’t understand the danger. It only takes one second.”

A heavy, suffocating silence fell over the living room. The children stopped fidgeting, sensing the gravity of their father’s mood.

The nanny took a quiet, steadying breath. “I promise you, Michael, I will stay right beside them the entire time. I won’t let them out of my sight. Not even for a breath.”

Michael studied her face. He searched her eyes for any sign of carelessness. She had only been working for the family for a single week. He barely knew her, barely knew if he could trust her with the things he valued most in the universe.

He looked back at his children.

Blanket was already grinning, sensing a sliver of hope. Prince looked up with quiet, pleading eyes. Paris had perfected her puppy-dog gaze, a single tear almost gathering in her wide eyes.

Michael let out a long, heavy sigh, running a hand through his dark curls.

“…Two hours,” he whispered. “No longer.”

The sofa practically exploded.

“Thank you, Daddy!” Paris squealed, jumping up to throw her arms around his waist.

“We’ll be so good, I promise!” Prince cheered.

“But listen to me,” Michael’s voice became razor-sharp, turning back to the nanny. He didn’t let go of Paris, but his eyes locked onto the nanny’s with absolute seriousness. “You do not let go of their hands. Do you hear me?”

“Of course,” she nodded quickly.

“You don’t leave them alone. Not to pay for something, not to look at a shelf. You hold them.”

“I won’t leave them, Michael. I swear.”

“If anyone approaches you, if anyone starts whispering or pointing a camera—”

“We leave immediately. We head straight for the security SUV.”

“If you lose sight of them for even a single second, you call me. You don’t search on your own, you call me instantly.”

“I promise.”

Michael stepped closer, his voice cracking slightly with the sheer weight of his anxiety.

“I’m trusting you with my entire world.”

She nodded, her expression finally matching the gravity of his. “I understand.”

For the first sixty minutes, it was absolute magic.

The mall was bustling, but under their hats and light disguises, the children seemed to blend into the sea of shoppers.

Blanket laughed hysterically, pointing at a giant scoop of bright blue bubblegum ice cream. He and Paris were locked in a passionate debate over whether chocolate or strawberry was the superior flavor, their voices echoing off the tiled floors.

Prince rolled his eyes, sighing heavily like a tired teenager, though he was secretly smiling. He pretended not to know either of them, walking a half-step ahead with his hands in his pockets.

The nanny watched them, a sense of relief washing over her. She took a bite of her own ice cream, looking back at the two security guards who walked a discreet fifteen yards behind them.

Maybe Michael worries too much, she thought to herself. They’re just normal kids having a normal day.

Meanwhile, back at the Las Vegas mansion, the atmosphere was entirely different.

Michael sat at the massive oak desk in his study, a stack of contracts and schedules spread out before him. His assistant, Barbara, was quietly organising files, occasionally glancing up at her boss.

Michael hadn’t read a single line. He kept tapping his pen against the desk, his eyes dating to the grandfather clock in the corner.

He stood up, pacing to the window, staring out at the empty driveway.

“They’ve only been gone an hour, Michael,” Barbara said gently, offering a sympathetic smile. “They’re fine. The security detail is the best we have.”

“An hour is a long time,” Michael murmured, his voice tight. “Anything can happen in that space of time.”

He walked back to the desk, picked up his phone, checked the signal, and put it back down.

Five minutes later, he was pacing again, his fingers nervously tracing the collar of his shirt.

“An hour and ten… they should be heading back soon. They should be in the car.”

Suddenly, the silent study was shattered by the sharp, shrill ring of his cell phone.

Michael practically lunged across the desk, grabbing the receiver before the first ring could even finish.

“Hello? Is everything okay?”

On the other end of the line, there was no cheerful voice. There was a gasping, hysterical sob. Actual crying.

“Michael… oh my God, Michael…”

Michael’s stomach dropped into a bottomless, icy void. His heart hammered violently against his ribs.

“…What’s wrong? Who is this? Talk to me!”

“I—I don’t—I’m so sorry—”

“What happened?!” Michael roared, his voice cracking, the sheer terror slicing through his chest. “Where are my children?!”

“I’ve lost Blanket,” she sobbed. “I only turned around for a second to pay for the toy, and he—he was right there, and then he was gone—”

Everything around Michael came to a screeching, violent halt. The air in his lungs felt like ash. The room seemed to tilt.

“…You’ve what?” he whispered, his voice dangerously low, trembling.

“I only turned around to grab the receipt—”

“YOU LOST MY SON?” Michael screamed, his voice echoing off the walls of the mansion. The raw, agonising panic in his voice made Barbara freeze in her tracks, her face turning pale.

“I—I’m looking everywhere, the security guards are—”

“What did you do?!” Michael’s vision blurred with tears of absolute terror. He was already moving, his legs shaking as he bolted toward the door. “Where did he go?!”

“I don’t know! He just vanished!”

“ARE PRINCE AND PARIS SAFE? DO YOU HAVE THEM?”

“Y-yes, they’re right here, they’re crying, I—”

Michael was already grabbing his black fedora and his jacket from the coat rack, his hands shaking so violently he could barely hold his keys.

“Stay exactly where you are,” Michael commanded, his voice trembling with a mixture of profound fury and devastating fear. “Do not take another step. Do you hear me?”

“I’m so sorry, Michael, I—”

“Do. Not. Move.”

He slammed the phone down, his breathing coming in shallow, ragged gasps.

“Security!” he shouted, his voice cracking as he ran down the hallway.

Within seconds, his primary security team four massive, heavily armed men converged on the main foyer, their faces grim.

“My son is missing,” Michael gasped, tears finally spilling over his eyelashes. “Blanket is gone. At the mall. Move, now!”

Every face in the room changed. The air grew cold. Within seconds, the engines of the black SUVs roared to life.

The Boulevard Mall erupted into a state of controlled, terrifying chaos.

Though Michael tried to keep his head down to avoid a public riot, his sheer desperation made anonymity impossible. His security team spread out across every single floor, their radios buzzing with tense, clipped updates.

Michael ran through the corridors, his heart hammering a frantic, painful rhythm in his chest. He pushed past confused shoppers, his eyes scanning every face, every brightly lit storefront.

“Blanket!” he called out, his voice choked with emotion, ignoring the whispers of the people who were starting to recognize him. “Blanket! Baby, where are you?!”

Nothing.

He checked the crowded toy shop, pushing past displays of action figures and board games.

He checked the bustling food court, scanning the noisy tables.

He ran to the escalators, looking up and down the moving steps, his breathing becoming faster, more shallow. Panic was clawing at his throat, threatening to choke him.

Please, God… he prayed silently, his eyes burning. Please, keep him safe. Please let me find him. Take me, do whatever you want to me, just let my baby be okay. Please, please…

And then, through the cacophony of mall chatter, crying babies, and clattering food trays…

A laugh.

A tiny, musical, familiar laugh.

Michael froze. His entire body went rigid.

“…Blanket?” he whispered.

He spun around, his eyes desperately scanning the open area just outside the food court entrance.

There, nestled quietly next to a decorative indoor tree, was a small wooden bench.

Sitting on the bench, happily swinging his legs back and forth, was Blanket. He didn't look scared at all.

Sitting right beside him was you. You were holding a rapidly melting waffle cone, laughing softly at something Blanket had just said.

And on your other side sat a little boy who was also no older than four with chocolate ice cream smeared across his cheeks and a joyous grin on his face. This was your son, Teddy.

The two boys were giggling uncontrollably, pointing at a small mechanical toy dog that was flipping on the floor in front of them. Blanket looked completely content, safe, and utterly untroubled.

Michael didn’t think. He didn’t care who saw him. He ran.

“BLANKET!”

Blanket’s head snapped up. His eyes lit up with pure joy.

“Daddy!”

Michael dropped heavily to his knees, his knees slamming hard against the tiled floor, and scooped Blanket into his arms. He pulled the little boy against his chest so quickly and fiercely that Blanket let out a small squeal of surprise.

“Oh my God…” Michael gasped, burying his face in his son’s shoulder. He held him impossibly tight, his hands trembling as he ran them through Blanket’s hair, reassuring himself that his boy was real, warm, and safe. “Oh, baby… oh my God…”

Blanket wrapped his small arms tightly around his father’s neck. “I’m sorry, Daddy… I got lost. I went to look at the puppy dog in the window.”

Michael kissed the side of Blanket’s head over and over, his shoulders shaking with quiet, relieved sobs. “I’ve got you… I’ve got you, baby. You’re okay. You’re safe.”

A moment later, the heavy footsteps of security approached, and Prince and Paris came bursting through the crowd.

“Blanket!” Paris cried, throwing herself onto the floor next to her father, wrapping her arms around both of them.

Prince joined the embrace, his face pale, looking seconds away from tears himself. The three siblings clung to one another, a tight, protective unit on the mall floor. Michael kept his arms wrapped around all three of them, whispering words of love and relief.

Only when his breathing finally began to slow did Michael look up.

He looked at you.

You were standing a few feet back, holding little Teddy’s hand. Your expression was a mixture of profound relief and gentle sympathy.

“I’m… I’m so sorry,” you said softly, your voice warm and comforting. “I didn’t know who he belonged to. He was so frightened when we first found him.”

Michael slowly stood up, holding Blanket tightly against his hip. He wiped a stray tear from his cheek, still trying to steady his ragged breathing.

“What happened?” Michael asked, his voice cracked and raw.

You glanced down at your little boy, who was happily chewing on his collar and looking up at the tall man in the hat. You smiled gently, smoothing back your son's messy hair.

“My son—” you began, gesturing to the toddler. “This is Teddy.”

Teddy waved enthusiastically, his sticky fingers splayed wide. “Hi! I have chocolate!”

Despite the residual terror vibrating through his veins, Michael managed the smallest, incredibly tender smile at the little boy.

“We were walking past the toy shop,” you explained, your eyes soft and sincere. “We heard a little cry, and when I looked over, Blanket was standing by the entrance, looking around in a panic. He was crying so hard.”

Blanket nodded against Michael’s shoulder. “I couldn’t find the nanny. I couldn’t find Prince.”

“My heart absolutely broke for him,” you admitted, looking directly into Michael’s eyes. “I know how terrifying that is. So, I knelt down and asked him if he knew where his family was. He said he had lost them. He was so scared, so I told him that he was going to be my special helper, and that we would sit right here on this bench and eat ice cream until his daddy came to find him.”

You shrugged, a modest, gentle smile playing on your lips.

“I figured… if my Teddy was ever lost in a big place like this, I’d pray with all my heart that someone would stay with him, keep him safe, and wait with him, too.”

Michael stared at you.

The crowd of onlookers, the whispering, his security team, everything seemed to fade into the background. His eyes, still glossy with unshed tears, searched yours. He looked down at Blanket, who was safe, calm, and sticky with ice cream, and then back at you.

“I…”

For perhaps the first time in his life, Michael Jackson was completely at a loss for words. The sheer magnitude of his gratitude choked him.

Under the brim of his black fedora, his dark eyes were bright, tracing the soft lines of your face. There was a quiet, captivating intensity to the way he looked at you. It wasn't just appreciation for saving his son, he was genuinely struck. In a world where so many people approached him with hidden motives, your gentle, unpretentious warmth was like a breath of fresh air. He watched how naturally you held Teddy’s hand, how your eyes pooled with maternal tenderness when you looked at both of the little boys. You possessed a quiet, radiant grace that seemed to soothe the chaotic energy of the crowded mall around you.

He was completely captivated by your beauty, and the pure, effortless motherly nature that radiated from you.

“…Thank you,” he whispered, his voice trembling with emotion. “Thank you so much.”

You smiled warmly, shaking your head. “It’s really nothing. Any mother would have done the same.”

“It isn’t nothing,” Michael insisted, his voice growing stronger, filled with a quiet, intense sincerity. He took a step closer to you. “You found my son. You didn't leave him.”

You laughed softly, a light, comforting sound. “I just did what I hope anyone would do for my little boy.”

“No,” Michael said softly, shaking his head. “A lot of people would have walked by. A lot of people wouldn't have cared. But you protected him. You stayed.”

His voice cracked slightly on the last word, the reality of what could have happened if you hadn't been there washing over him once more.

A long, quiet silence fell between you. The warmth in Michael’s eyes was undeniable, a deep, profound appreciation that transcended his usual guarded nature.

Finally, Michael took a slow, deep breath, a genuine, beautiful smile breaking across his face.

“I don’t know how I could ever repay you for this.”

“You don’t have to,” you said quickly, waving your hand. “Really. Seeing him back in your arms is more than enough.”

“I insist,” Michael said, his eyes crinkling at the corners. “Please.”

You chuckled, feeling a bit embarrassed under his intense, grateful gaze. “Really, Mr. Jackson—”

“Michael,” he corrected gently, his voice soft and inviting. “Please, call me Michael.”

“…Michael,” you said, the name feeling surprisingly natural on your tongue.

He smiled, a soft, boyish charm coloring his expression. He hesitated for a moment, looking down at his kids, then back at you and Teddy.

“Would you… would you let me take you and Teddy to dinner one evening? Sometime soon?”

You blinked, utterly surprised. “Dinner?”

“As a thank you,” Michael said quickly, as if worried you might say no. “Just a quiet, private dinner. A chance for us to properly thank you.”

“Oh…” you murmured, a blush creeping up your cheeks. “You really don't have to go to any trouble.”

“It’s not charity,” Michael said, his eyes shining with warmth. “It’s gratitude. Pure gratitude. I would really love it if you joined us.”

Before you could answer, little Teddy looked between you and the kind man with the soft voice. He reached up, tugging gently on the hem of your sleeve.

“Mummy…” Teddy whispered loudly.

You looked down at him. “Yes, sweetie?”

“Can Blanket come to dinner too? We have to finish our game!”

Blanket’s face lit up instantly. He looked up at Michael with wide, hopeful eyes. “Can he, Daddy? Can Teddy come over? We can play with my toy cars!”

Michael looked at the four hopeful, innocent faces in front of him. Despite the sheer, heart-stopping terror of the last hour, a genuine, joyful laugh bubbled up from his chest. It was the first time he had laughed freely all day.

“I think,” Michael said, tightening his grip on Blanket and looking directly into your eyes with a gaze full of promise, “that sounds like a wonderful idea.”

You caught him staring and felt a sudden, fluttering warmth in your chest. You cleared your throat softly, glancing down at your watch, and let out a sudden, disappointed sigh.

“Oh, goodness,” you said, looking back up at Michael with a sheepish smile. “As much as I would love to stand here and chat, I’m so sorry, Michael…we actually have to run. We’re going to be late.”

Michael’s brow furrowed slightly, a flicker of disappointment crossing his features. “Late? Is everything okay?”

“Yes, yes!” you reassured him quickly. “Just a little overdue. I have to take Teddy to his optician's appointment.”

At the mention of the appointment, Teddy’s face lit up. He began to bounce on the balls of his sticky feet, tugging your hand with absolute glee.

“Mummy is going to buy me some glasses!” Teddy announced proudly to Blanket, his voice booming with toddler excitement. “And they’re gonna have green dinosaurs on the sides! Roar! Big dinosaurs!”

Blanket’s eyes went wide with pure awe. “Whoa... Dinosaurs? Real ones?”

“Yeah! Tyrannosaurus rex ones!” Teddy beamed, holding his hands up like little claws.

Michael couldn't help but let out another soft, musical chuckle at Teddy's enthusiasm. But as you began to gently guide your son backward, preparing to leave, a sudden wave of quiet panic seemed to hit Michael. The warmth in his eyes flared into something urgent.

He couldn't just let you walk away.

“Wait,” Michael said quickly, taking a half-step forward.

His security guards immediately shifted, subtly adjusting their perimeter, but Michael ignored them, his focus entirely locked on you. He lowered Blanket back to his feet, holding his hand tightly, and reached into his jacket pocket. He pulled out a sleek, simple phone, his long, slender fingers hovering over the screen.

He looked up at you, his eyes searching yours with an earnest, almost vulnerable hopefulness.

“I... I don't want to lose touch,” Michael said, his voice dropping to a soft, private register meant only for you. “And I want to make sure we set up that dinner. Please... what’s your number?”

You stared at him for a second, a little breathless. Michael Jackson,the most famous man on the planet, was standing in the middle of a Las Vegas mall, looking at you as if you were the only person in the room.

“Of course,” you murmured, a genuine smile breaking across your face.

You quickly recited the digits, watching as his long, slender fingers moved gracefully across the screen to save them.

“Got it,” Michael said, a look of profound satisfaction settling over his face. He locked the phone and slid it back into his pocket, his dark eyes locking back onto yours with a soft, lingering intensity. “I’ll call you. Personally. Tonight.”

“I’d like that,” you replied softly, your heart doing a nervous little flip. You gathered Teddy's hand in yours and offered a warm wave. “Bye, Michael. Bye, kids. Have a safe trip home.”

Michael smiled warmly, tipping his hat slightly. “Goodbye. And bye, Teddy. Make sure you get those dinosaur glasses.”

Blanket waved his small hand enthusiastically. “Bye, Teddy! Bye, pretty lady!”

You turned and began to walk away, guiding Teddy gently through the thinning crowd of onlookers.

As you walked, Blanket slipped his small hand back into Michael's. He looked up at his father, his dark eyes wide and completely innocent as he asked, loudly enough for his siblings to hear..

“You think she’s pretty, Daddy?”

Michael instantly cleared his throat, a sudden, subtle flush rising to his cheeks as he tried to maintain his composure. He looked down at his youngest son, trying to sound nonchalant.

“Whatever makes you think that, Blanket?”

Prince smirked, nudging Paris with his elbow.

“Maybe because your face is turning as red as Blanket's strawberry ice cream, Daddy,” Paris teased, a cheeky, knowing grin spreading across her face.

“And because you saved her number with two exclamation points,” Prince chimed in, whispering loudly. “He’s totally going to call her before we even make it to the car.”

“All right, all right, that's enough, you three,” Michael mumbled, though a helpless, incredibly handsome grin was breaking across his face.

Just then, you couldn't resist the urge to glance back over your shoulder one last time.

Through the parting crowd, you caught the exact moment of their family huddle. Michael was caught red-handed, looking thoroughly teased by his kids, but the second his eyes met yours again, his playful embarrassment vanished. He locked gaze with you, his smile softening into something deeply intimate, promising, and magnetic.

synopsis: two years after he broke your heart and married someone else, you finally break your silence. you shatter his world on live television. now, in a private vip booth you make him crawl and beg for an encore.

themes: HIStory era! michael x famous singer! reader, ex boyfriend, angsty michael, he hides his feelings for someone else, breaks your heart, 1995 vma’s, make your come back, michael begs.

note: this is inspired by escapism by raye!! listen along as you read!!

The cameras adored you before you even admitted you were together. To the media, you weren’t just a couple; you were a cultural phenomenon. Every magazine printed the exact same bold headline across glossy covers: The King and Queen of Pop. The impossible couple. The unstoppable couple. The forever couple.

That reality felt largest on the nights you shared the stage. Stepping off the platform after a grueling two-hour set, sweat still glistening under the stadium lights, your chest heaving after another flawless performance. Before your manager could even hand you a towel, Michael materialized from the shadows backstage.

“You were incredible,” he whispered, his voice a breathless rush as he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling your back flush against his chest.

“You say that every night,” you teased, leaning back into his warmth.

“‘Cause it’s true every night, spread the word.” He kissed your temple, his eyelashes brushing your skin as the blinding pop of paparazzi flashes caught the silhouette of the embrace through the heavy velvet curtains. The next morning, the world woke up to the same image plastered across every major newspaper: KING AND QUEEN OF POP RULE THE WORLD.

Those public triumphs were born in the quiet spaces no one else saw. A year prior, Michael had been sitting cross-legged on the hardwood floor of the Neverland library, helping you scratch out lyrics on a crumpled legal pad while Bubbles wandered through the room, occasionally swipe-grabbing pens off the coffee table.

“No,” Michael had laughed, a high, musical sound that filled the room. “No, no, hold on. That line needs to hit harder. Don’t cheat yourself. It’s too soft for what you’re trying to say.”

“You think everything needs to hit harder,” you grumbled, chewing on the cap of your pen. “Sometimes a whisper works, Michael.”

“Because you’re capable of a roar!” he said, his playful demeanor instantly shifting into something intensely serious. He leaned forward, his dark eyes locking onto yours with absolute sincerity. “I mean it. I believe you’re the greatest artist of our generation. You have to show them that.”

Your cheeks flushed, a warm heat spreading down your neck. He smiled, that soft, dimpled expression that belonged only to you, far away from the stage lights. “And one day,” he murmured, reaching out to tuck a stray lock of hair behind your ear, “they’ll realize I wasn’t exaggerating. Just wait.”

The world seemed to agree, turning every public appearance into an interrogation about your future. By the time the 1992 MTV Awards rolled around, the red carpet was a chaotic sea of screaming fans and blinding white flashes. Hand in hand, you and Michael moved through the press line like royalty until a bold interviewer thrust a microphone toward him.

“Michael, the rumors are flying! Do you think wedding bells are next for the King and Queen?”

Michael laughed shyly, burying his face slightly in your shoulder to hide his burning cheeks. “Oh, gosh… I don’t really discuss my private life, you know that..”

The interviewer pushed, sensing a headline. “But she’s the one? Come on, Michael, give us something.”

Michael stopped walking. He looked over at you, the chaotic roar of the red carpet seemingly fading into background noise. His eyes softened into something so deeply tender it made the breath catch in your throat. “I think she’s… very special. More than special.”

The world exploded, and with that explosion came the vicious teeth of the industry. Yet, he defended you constantly. He was your fiercest protector, a barrier between you and the gossip. When executives questioned your risky artistic choices, Michael would slam his hand on the boardroom table and tell them, “They don’t understand her. Let her create. She knows exactly what she’s doing.” When gossip columns claimed your sudden success had made you difficult on set, he snapped at reporters, “They’ve never met her. She is the kindest soul in this business.” And when a prominent reporter sleazily suggested that your chart-topping success was merely a byproduct of dating the most famous man on earth, Michael’s polite smile vanished. The air in the room turned to ice.

“No,” Michael said, his voice dropping to a terrifyingly cold, razor-sharp register, staring the reporter down until the man visibly fidgeted. “She’s successful because she’s extraordinary. Don’t ever confuse her brilliance with my presence. She commands the stage all on her own.”

You loved him for that. You worshipped him for it. He always stood between you and the world, until the day the storm inside Neverland grew louder than the noise outside.

It started on a night when the rain was battering violently against the panoramic windows of the sunroom. “You cancelled another dinner,” you said, your voice trembling with a toxic mix of exhaustion and hurt. “That’s the third time this week, Michael. We live in the same house and I have to schedule a meeting to see you.”

Michael was pacing, his boots clicking sharply against the floor. He looked frayed, his curls damp with sweat, his leather jacket thrown carelessly over a chair. “I was recording! I told you, the tracks aren't blending well, the mixing is all wrong. I’m running out of time, I have people breathing down my neck!”

“I was recording too! We share a studio calendar, Michael, I know when you left the booth. You were gone by four.”

“You don’t understand the pressure I’m under!” he suddenly shouted, his voice cracking, pitching high into that raw, strained register he only used when he was completely unraveling. He spun around to face you, eyes wide and frantic. “The labels, the press, the tour prep, everyone wants a piece of me! Everyone is draining me! I don’t need this from you too!”

You laughed, a bitter, hollow sound that cut through the room. “Oh, don't give me that. Don't play the martyr with me. Don't make me out to be the villain just because I want my boyfriend back.”

Michael stopped pacing. He took a deep breath, rubbing his temples aggressively, his fingers burying into his hair. “I’m exhausted,” he pleaded, his voice dropping to a broken whisper. “I am so, so exhausted. Please, just let it rest tonight.”

“So am I,” you whispered, the anger giving way to a devastating grief. “It means you’re disappearing. You’re right here, and you’re entirely gone.”

The silence that followed was suffocating. Michael looked down at his hands, his voice barely audible. “I’m trying. I swear I’m trying.”

“No,” you snapped, the truth ripping out of you. “No, you’re pretending.”

The distance only grew, mutating into a toxic paranoia over the weeks that followed. The breaking point arrived in the main house when a phone began ringing on the antique side table. Michael, who had been sitting on the sofa, practically leaped across the room to grab it. The moment he saw the caller ID, his body went completely rigid. He didn't answer it there; he turned on his heel toward the hallway.

“Who keeps calling?” you demanded, standing up.

Michael froze at the threshold of the room. He didn't turn around. “What? It’s nobody. Just the office.”

“Every time that phone rings, you leave the room. You look like you’ve seen a ghost, and then you vanish into the office for an hour. Who is it? Is it a woman?”

His jaw tightened so hard you could see the muscle flexing in his cheek as he finally turned to face you. His eyes were dark, guarded, reflecting a side of him he usually kept reserved for his enemies. “It’s business. Don't do this. I said it’s business, leave it alone.”

“Bullshit, Michael! Don't lie to me!” You folded your arms, your heart hammering against your ribs. The suspicion that had been rotting in your gut for weeks finally formed into a name you had seen pop up in the logs. “Is it Lisa? Is she the one calling you at midnight?”

Michael’s face changed. It was subtle slight widening of his eyes, a momentary parting of his lips, a sudden drainage of color from his face. But then he recovered, his expression hardening into defensive anger. “No! No, it’s not! Why are you doing this? You’re making up stories in your head!”

“You don’t trust me,” Michael groaned later that same night, throwing his hands in the air as he paced the length of the bedroom.

He was sweating now, the nerves rolling off him in waves. He looked cornered, defensive, like a man desperately trying to protect a secret that was already bleeding through his fingers. “You’ve become so suspicious of everything I do! I can’t even have a private conversation without you treating me like a criminal!”

“Should I trust you?” you yelled back, tears finally stinging your eyes. “You’ve become a stranger to me, Michael! You look at me like I’m an obligation, like you're just waiting for me to leave the room!”

“You make everything into a crisis!” he yelled, his voice cracking violently. He gripped the edge of a dresser, his knuckles turning white. “You’re projecting your own insecurities onto me! I can’t even breathe in my own house without you analysing it! There is nothing going on! I told you, she’s just a friend, we are talking about a project!”

“Because there IS something!” you screamed, your voice breaking.

“There isn’t! I swear to you, there isn't!” Michael roared back, his chest heaving, his face contorted in a mask of defensive fury.

“Then look me in the eyes,” you challenged, stepping directly into his space, forcing him to face you. Your voice dropped to a deadly, trembling whisper. “Look me in the eyes right now and tell me there’s absolutely nothing between you and Lisa Marie Presley. Tell me you don't feel anything for her.”

Michael opened his mouth to speak. To repeat the denial. To yell at you again.

But he couldn’t.

He looked at you, and the lie died in his throat. He choked on it. His gaze broke, his eyes darting frantically to the floor, his breathing shallow and ragged. That hesitation, that agonizing, five-second silence, shattered something inside you that could never be pieced back together.

The quiet that followed that fight was the prelude to the end. One evening, you drove back through the heavy wrought-iron gates of Neverland after a grueling fourteen-hour session at the recording studio. You walked into the main lounge and stopped. Michael was sitting entirely alone on the edge of the large sofa. The television wasn’t on. There was no music playing. He looked smaller than usual, his head bowed, his hands clasped so tightly between his knees.

He looked up when the door clicked shut. “Oh… hi. You’re back.”

“…Hi?” The air in the room was thick with impending doom.

He stood up slowly, his movements stiff, almost robotic. “Can… can we sit down for a minute? Please?”

You frowned, dropping your keys onto the side table. “What the heck is going on, Michael? Just tell me.”

He gestured to the sofa, his eyes swimming with a desperate, agonising anxiety. He looked physically ill. You sat down, the silence stretching for a minute. Two minutes.

“…Michael?” you whispered, a cold dread pooling in your chest.

He stared intently at the pattern of the carpet. “I’ve been thinking a lot… about us. About everything.” Your stomach dropped into a bottomless pit. “I…” Another agonizing pause. Michael swallowed hard, his throat bobbing. “…you know you’re my best friend. You’re the closest person to me.”

“No.”

He blinked, finally cutting his eyes to you. “What?”

“Don’t start with that,” you said, your voice deadpan, completely hollow. “Don’t do the 'best friend' speech. If you're going to break my heart, just do it.”

Silence. Michael’s lower lip began to tremble, a deep, painful angst taking over his features. He looked like he was suffocating under the weight of his own words. “I’ll always care about you. No matter what happens, I will.”

Your breathing quickened, panicking. “No. Stop it.”

“I just…”

“No!”

“I don’t know how to say this,” he choked out, a single tear finally escaping and tracking down his pale cheek.

“Then don’t say it.”

He closed his eyes, took a ragged breath, and finally spoke the words very quietly. Very clearly. “I don’t love you anymore.”

Everything stopped. The wind outside. The ticking of the grandfather clock. The very beating of your heart.

“…What?” you whispered.

He kept his eyes glued to the floor, his voice shaking but resolute. “I don’t love you anymore. I’m sorry.”

“What the fuck?”

Michael’s shoulders flinched violently at the profanity, a soft gasp escaping him as he curled further into himself.

“No,” you laughed, a broken, hysterical, confused sound that ripped from your throat. “No… no… why? Michael, look at me! Why?”

Nothing. He just sat there, taking the blows of your words, his head bowed in absolute shame.

“Michael!” you screamed.

Nothing.

“WHY?”

He couldn't answer. Not a single word. He couldn't give you a reason because the reason was a betrayal he didn't have the courage to voice. You stood up so quickly your knees slammed into the coffee table, rattling the crystal coasters. “Oh my God… Oh my God.”

He finally looked up at you. His face was entirely streaked with tears, his eyes red-rimmed and brimming with a profound, heavy misery. He looked broken, but he wasn't changing his mind.

You pointed a shaking finger at him. “It’s her. You lied to me. It’s her, isn’t it?”

Silence.

“It’s her, damn it!”

His lips trembled violently. He looked like he wanted to scream, wanted to beg for forgiveness, but he remained completely paralyzed. “Lisa.”

He looked back down at the carpet. He didn’t deny it this time. He didn’t defend himself. He didn’t even say your name to comfort you.

You let out a ragged laugh that dissolved into a heavy, devastating sob. “I knew it. I knew it all along.”

“I’m sorry,” he whispered, his voice cracking completely, a pathetic, broken sound. “I didn’t mean for it to happen, I swear I didn’t…”

“You let me think I was crazy!” you shrieked, the betrayal burning through your veins. “You made me feel like I was insane! You stood in this room and lied straight to my face!”

“I never wanted to hurt you—” Michael cried out, standing up, reaching a frantic hand out toward you. “Please, you have to understand, I was so confused—”

“You LOVED HER!”

“I…”

“You loved her while you were sleeping in my bed! You loved her while you were looking me in the face!”

He couldn’t answer. He just stood there, tears pouring down his face, his chest heaving under the weight of his own guilt. That silence was your final answer. You grabbed your handbag from the chair. Michael took a frantic step forward. “Please… don't leave like this.”

“No.”

“Can we just—can we please talk tomorrow? When we're both calm?”

“No!” Tears finally spilled freely down your cheeks, hot and blinding. You looked at the man you had built your life around, the man you thought was your forever. “I chose you,” your voice cracked, breaking into pieces. “Every… single… time. No matter what they said about you, I chose you.”

Michael was crying openly now, big, heavy sobs shaking his entire frame. He covered his face with his hands, the picture of absolute, unadulterated angst. “I know,” he wept into his palms. “I know you did.”

“And you couldn’t even look me in the eyes.”

You turned and walked straight to the grand front doors. He didn’t stop you. He didn’t chase you down the driveway. He didn’t fight for you. He just stayed in the center of that massive, empty room, weeping into the silence. The heavy oak door clicked shut behind you. You never returned to Neverland.

The split absolutely broke Hollywood. Every entertainment news show ran 24-hour coverage, and fans chose sides across global forums. The King and Queen of Pop were dead. And then, you simply vanished. No press releases. No promotional singles. You pulled the plug on your public life entirely. For two long years, the music industry was a ghost town, wondering where its Queen had gone, even as Michael moved on publicly, marrying Lisa Marie Presley under a storm of relentless headlines questioning if their fairytale was already over.

The answer came at the Video Music Awards in 1995. Michael sat in the front row of the packed arena, Lisa sitting stiffly beside him. Their smiles for the flashing cameras looked entirely rehearsed, brittle and hollow. Michael looked exhausted, the spark missing from his eyes, his mind clearly a million miles away from the awards ceremony until the presenter walked up to the podium with a knowing smile.

“And now, ladies and gentlemen… a surprise performance.”

The arena lights died instantly. Complete, pitch-black darkness enveloped the venue. Confused murmurs broke out across the thousands of celebrities and fans. Then, a massive, heavy bass beat boomed through the stadium speakers. A slow, deliberate inhale echoed through the microphone, sending a collective chill down the audience's spine. From somewhere hidden deep in the dark stage, a voice purred…

“Sleazin’ and teasin’, I’m sittin’ on him…”

Gasps erupted like wildfire across the arena. Michael’s head snapped toward the stage so fast he nearly strained his neck. His entire body went completely, terrifyingly rigid. His breath caught in his throat. No… it couldn’t be.

The voice continued, oozing with an effortless, dangerous confidence.

“All of my diamonds are drippin’ on him…”

Michael stopped breathing entirely. He knew that voice. He had spent years helping train that voice. He had fallen asleep to that voice. He would know it in the middle of a warzone.

“I met him at the bar, it was twelve or somethin’…”

Lisa looked over at him, her brow furrowing as she noticed his sudden, deathly pallor. “…Michael?” she whispered, reaching for his hand. He didn’t answer. He couldn’t. His hand was trembling.

“I ordered two more wines ’cause tonight I want him…”

The audience was screaming now, a deafening, hysterical roar as the realization swept through the crowd. A single, blinding white spotlight burst to life on the center stage.

You stepped forward, flanking a line of synchronized dancers. You looked breathtaking. A skin-tight, floor-length black dress that fit like a second skin, towering heels, your hair cascading over one shoulder in perfect waves. The diamonds dripping from your neck and wrists caught every single flash of the media pit. The arena exploded.

Michael couldn’t move. He sat frozen in his seat, a man watching his past life return to haunt him in full high-definition glory. His dark eyes found yours instantly across the sea of thousands of screaming faces. And across the distance, you found him too. Neither of you looked away. The music suddenly softened, dropping to a sultry, rhythmic pulse. You lifted the microphone to your lips, a faint, dangerous smile touching your face. You stared directly into Michael’s soul, and you sang to him.

“A little context if you care to listen…”

Michael swallowed hard, his throat dry, a look of sheer, agonizing vulnerability passing over his features.

“I find myself in a shit position…”

His jaw tightened, a muscle leaping in his cheek as the lyrics began to register. Next to him, Lisa went entirely stiff.

“The man that I love sat me down last night… and told me that it’s over.”

The crowd collectively gasped, a massive wave of realization washing over the stadium. This wasn’t just a comeback performance. This was a public execution. Your eyes never left his as you delivered the final, devastating blow of the verse, your voice ringing out crystal clear and mocking over the microphone.

“Dumb decision.”

The shift into the chorus was a physical explosion, a seismic shockwave that rattled the steel beams of the arena. The heavy, syncopated bass line dropped like a hammer, the speakers vibrating so violently that the floorboards beneath the front row trembled. You tore your gaze away from Michael, severing the heavy thread of tension between you, and did exactly what you were born to do take absolute, unapologetic ownership of the room.

You strutted down the long catwalk, every step calculated, dangerous, and dripping with an untouchable, lethal confidence. The two years of agonising silence, of hiding away and nursing a shattered spirit, evaporated under the heat of ten thousand stage lights. You were fully, blindingly alive, soaking in the electric thrill of the crowd, riding the high of a woman who had survived the worst of the wreckage and lived to flaunt it.

Your voice cut through the stadium, raw and laced with a venomous, triumphant joy as you belted the melody.

“Just a heartbroke bitch, high heels, six inch, in the back of the night club sippin’ champagne!”

The arena went completely feral. The sound of thousands of people screaming the lyrics back at you was deafening, a wall of noise that fueled the fire in your chest. You danced down the stage, hips swaying with a hypnotic, predatory grace, your movements fluid yet violently sharp as the dancers flanked you in flawless, tight synchronisation. You spun on a dime, catching the main camera’s lens with a wicked, teasing glint in your eyes before delivering the next emotional shrapnel.

“Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex, I was lookin’ for a man who was on the same page!”

Down in the front row, the air left Michael’s lungs. It felt like a physical blow to the sternum. His eyes widened, his chest locking up as the words hit him like a bucket of ice water. He knew exactly what that line was about.

It had happened precisely five weeks after you packed your bags and walked out of the Neverland gates. The initial wall of his defensive anger had finally crumbled, leaving behind a hollow, terrifying reality. Alone in the sprawling master bedroom, suffocated by the quiet and fueled by a rare, desperate fog, Michael had unraveled completely. He had spent that entire night hunched over his phone in the dark, his hands shaking as he sent you a relentless barrage of frantic, pleading texts. Messages typed through a blur of tears, full of embarrassing typos and raw, naked desperation, begging you to just answer him, to come back, to tell him what he needed to do to fix it. You had never replied. You had left him floating in that silence. And now, he was forced to sit in a room full of the most powerful people in his industry, under the glaring scrutiny of rolling television cameras, while you broadcasted his private breakdown to the entire world. His hand gripped the armrest of his chair so tightly the leather groaned.

You didn't give him an ounce of pity. You were already moving, launching into the next complex choreography block, completely mesmerising the venue. You dropped low to the stage floor, the skin-tight black dress catching the moody purple and crimson hues of the stage lights, before rising up with an effortless, gravity-defying power to deliver the melodic, sweeping pre-chorus. You locked eyes with him once again, your voice soaring, thick with a beautiful, devastating irony.

“Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last night, I don’t wanna feel how I did last night…”

Michael’s chest heaved, his breathing shallow and ragged. He looked utterly paralysed, his gaze pinned to yours like a man facing a firing squad. Every single muscle in his jaw was flexing, a visible pulse jumping in his cheek as he fought with everything in him to keep his face a mask of stoic composure for the broadcast. But the sheer, unadulterated angst in his eyes was blinding. He could feel the heavy, suffocating weight of the room shifting; he could hear the subtle whispers as the people around him began looking between him, Lisa, and the stage, effortlessly putting the pieces of the puzzle together.

Next to him, Lisa pulled her hand away from his entirely, her posture turning to solid stone as she stared straight ahead, refusing to look at him.

You transitioned seamlessly into the next verse, your tone dropping into a conversational, biting rhythm as you moved right to the absolute edge of the stage, towering directly above where his seat was positioned.

“Last night really was the cherry on the cake, been some dark days lately and I’m finding it cripplin’…”

Michael’s breath hitched, a faint, fractured gasp escaping his lips. He leaned forward just a fraction of an inch, his eyes burning with a volatile mixture of heartbreak, guilt, and an intense, suffocating longing. Hearing you publicly acknowledge the dark days was tearing him apart in real time. He looked like he wanted to jump out of his seat, like he wanted to scream, his eyes begging you for a shred of mercy you had no intention of giving.

You gave him a look that was pure, unfiltered heat and malice, leaning over the stage monitor as you delivered the final lines of the verse straight into his face.

“Excuse my state, I’m as high as your hopes that you’ll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling!”

The beat exploded again, throwing you right into a massive, high-energy dance break. The choreography was relentless, sharp, and undeniably powerful declaration that you were back, completely unbroken, and dominant in your element. The arena erupted into a roaring sea of cheers, the applause rising like a physical wall of sound as you hit every single beat with flawless, devastating precision.

As the music began to decelerate, winding down into a sparse, echoing rhythm, the dancers melted away into the shadows behind you. A single, dramatic spotlight trapped you in its beam, painting you in stark, sharp contrast against the darkness. The track slowed to a crawl, leaving your voice bare, vulnerable, and completely commanding.

“Lipstick smudged like modern art, I don’t know where the fuck I am or who’s drivin’ in the fuckin’ car…”

Michael watched you through a thick, agonizing blur of unshed tears, completely captivated, utterly unable to look away even if the world depended on it. He looked like a man drowning in plain sight, his throat bobbing heavily as he swallowed down the massive lump forming there. The absolute, raw honesty of the lyrics was stripping away every single ounce of his carefully built public armor.

You took a slow, deliberate step forward, your towering heels clicking sharply against the stage right at the absolute edge of the catwalk, looking straight down into his ruined expression as the song drew to its absolute close.

“Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed, I remember nothing, so there’s nothing to regret…”

You paused, letting the heavy, breathless silence hang in the air for a fraction of a second, before delivering the final, echoing line:

“…other than this four-four kick drum poundin’ in my head.”

The final electronic beat thudded through the massive speakers and cut out entirely, leaving a vacuum of pure tension. You stood perfectly still, bathed in the blinding white light, your chest rising and falling heavily from the exertion. Down in the front row, Michael was completely breathless, his eyes locked onto yours, his heart hammering against his ribs in a painful, chaotic rhythm. He looked entirely wrecked, utterly exposed, his lips parted slightly as he stared up at you in a state of tragic, hopeless defeat.

You caught his shattered gaze, held it for one final, devastating second, and let a slow, triumphant smirk spread across your lips.

The stage lights slammed into pitch black, and the entire arena went completely, utterly wild.

The suffocating heat of the stadium lights gave way later that night to the exclusive, low-lit velvet luxury of the official VMA after-party. You didn’t run backstage, and you didn't hide. Instead, you glided into the venue like a conquering monarch, peacefully letting the compliments slide off your shoulders as you retreated to your private, heavily guarded VIP booth. The bass from the club speakers thudded softly through the thick curtains, a dull reminder of the storm you had just unleashed on live television.

You stood near the back of the dimly lit booth, looking out through the smoked glass at the crowded dance floor. You swirled a glass of champagne in your hand, watching the bubbles rise, entirely at peace with the chaos you'd left in your wake.

Then, the heavy velvet curtain behind you rustled. The security guard outside didn't make a sound because there was only one person in the world who could bypass your detail with a single look.

The air in the small booth shifted instantly. A familiar, clean scent of expensive cologne and ozone cut through the musk of the club, making the hairs on the back of your neck stand up. You didn't turn around. You kept your back to the room, your fingers tightening just a fraction around the stem of your champagne flute.

Silence stretched.

The intruder didn't storm in. There was no shouting, no dramatic scene. This was someone who fiercely guarded their privacy, who loathed airing dirty laundry in public spaces, keeping their composure tightly coiled.

“That was quite a performance,” a voice murmured from the shadows behind you.

It was low, velvety, and laced with a dangerous, quiet gravity. It was a voice used behind closed doors when wanting absolute control.

A slow, deliberate smirk spread across your lips. You kept your back to him, facing the glass, letting him look at the sharp silhouette of your shoulders. “I learned from the best.”

A heavy pause. You could hear the faint rustle of a jacket as he moved a step closer, though he kept a respectful, agonizing distance. “The lyrics,” the voice said softly, dropping an octave, carrying a raw, jagged edge of hidden angst that couldn't quite be masked. “The text messages. You told the whole world.”

“I told the truth,” you replied smoothly, taking a slow sip of your champagne. “I thought you loved a good story.”

“Not when it's mine,” he countered. He took another step, his shadow falling over yours against the glass. You could feel the heat radiating off his body, thick with two years of buried longing and unspoken regrets. “And certainly not when it's incomplete.”

Your smirk widened slightly, though your heart hammered against your ribs. “Oh? Did I miss a verse?”

“You forgot the part where I never stopped looking for you,” Michael whispered, his voice finally thick, cracking just enough to let the agony bleed through the armor. “You forgot the part where I still wake up in the middle of the night reaching for someone who isn't there.”

The words hung in the dim air of the booth, heavy and toxic with unresolved history. You finally turned around, slowly, deliberately, bringing yourself face-to-face with him.

Michael stood under the dim amber light of the booth his shadowing eyes that were dark, intense, and absolutely swimming with unadulterated heartbreak.

He looked proper, perfectly put together on the outside, but his bottom lip trembled slightly. The sheer, desperate love he had tried to bury under a massive public marriage was burning right on the surface, practically begging you to touch it.

You looked him up and down, your face a mask of beautiful, cruel indifference. You stepped closer, tilting your head up until you were inches from his face, your eyes locking onto his.

“The song is already a hit, Michael,” you whispered, your voice a teasing, lethal purr. You reached out, your manicured finger tracing a slow, agonising line down the silver trim of his jacket, right over his racing heart, before gently tapping the rim of your champagne glass against his button. You leaned in closer, your lips almost brushing his ear as you exhaled, “But don't worry. If you play your cards right tonight... I might let you help me write the encore.”

Before he could capture your hand, before his fingers could close around your waist to keep you from slipping away, you glided past him. Your dress fluttered against his leg like a whisper as you vanished through the velvet curtains and into the flashing lights of the club.

synopsis: moving into michael’s bedroom at hayvenhurst was supposed to make his tour easier to handle. instead, the midnight calls turn into hours of sweet temptation, raw dirty talk and certain knowing echoes that are a little too loud.

themes: bad era! michael x non famous! gf reader, established relationship, bad world tour, phone sex, fingering, lingerie, masturbation, michael begs you, dirty talk, you tease him, you’re interrupted, calls you princess.

The first week without Michael had felt strange like walking into a room and forgetting what you went in for. By the second week, that mild disorientation had deepened into something heavy, hollow, and utterly unbearable.

Every morning before work, your car seemed to steer itself. You’d find yourself driving through the familiar, security-gated entrance of Hayvenhurst, a lukewarm paper cup of coffee gripped in your hand. You always rehearsed your excuse on the drive up, telling yourself you had simply “popped in” to drop off a book, check the mail, or say a quick hello. Everyone knew better.

Katherine would always smile that knowing, maternal smile the second you walked through the kitchen door, the rich scent of frying bacon and fresh biscuits hanging thick in the air.

“There she is,” Katherine would say warmly, wiping her hands on a dish towel and immediately reaching for an extra plate.

“Come on over and have some breakfast before work, sweetheart.”

It quickly became your morning routine. Breakfast with Katherine, a comforting cup of tea, and a quick, grounding chat with La Toya about the latest fashion trends or neighborhood gossip. Then, the brothers would wander downstairs. And that was always precisely where the peace ended.

“You know,” Jackie said one morning, “I’ve never seen somebody look this completely miserable who ain’t even been dumped. It’s tragic, really.”

Tito chuckled, hiding his grin behind his coffee mug. “I give her another week. By next Tuesday, she starts hugging Michael’s pillows and talking to his portrait in the hallway.”

“Oh, don’t encourage her, Tito,” Jermaine laughed, leaning against the counter as he poured himself some orange juice. “She’s already looking at the phone like she expects it to sprout legs and dance.”

Randy leaned back in his chair, locking his hands behind his head with a mischievous smirk. “Actually, I walked past his bedroom yesterday afternoon. I swear I heard someone inside sighing dramatically.”

You glared around the table, your cheeks burning hot. “I hate all of you. Every single one of you.”

“You love us,” Marlon corrected smoothly, sliding into the seat right next to you and casually stealing a piece of toast from your plate.

“Barely,” you mumbled, though a reluctant smile tugged at the corner of your lips.

Jackie’s expression softened into a warm grin. “Hey, you’re family now. Teasing comes with the job description. If we didn't pick on you, it'd mean we didn't like you.”

“You lot are completely impossible,” you sighed, resting your chin in your hands.

“But…” Tito added, his voice dropping into a much gentler, sincere tone, “…just remember, he misses you just as much. He's probably driving Bill and Frank crazy over there.”

Your shoulders instantly softened, the tension melting away. “I know.”

Katherine reached across the table, her warm, soft hand covering yours and giving it a reassuring squeeze. “It’ll go quicker than you think, sweetheart. The first month is always the hardest, but time flies when they're on the move.”

Every night became your favorite part of the day, the single anchor keeping you grounded. No matter what timezone Michael was in, no matter how grueling the press schedule was, and no matter how thoroughly exhausted he was after performing... he always called.

The heavy rotary phone in your parents' hallway would ring around midnight, the sharp bell cutting through the quiet house. You’d practically sprint down the stairs, bare feet skidding on the hardwood, just to answer it before the second ring. When you answered, out of breath, you'd manage a quick, "Hello?"

Michael's voice would come through, soft and raspy. "Baby."

Your entire face would light up in the dark hallway, the knots in your stomach instantly untying themselves. “Michael.”

“I’ve missed hearing your voice so much,” you whispered, pulling the long, coiled telephone cord around the corner so you could sit on the bottom step.

“I’ve been waiting all evening to make this call,” he admitted, and you could practically hear the familiar, shy smile in his voice. “The second I got backstage, they tried to hand me a dozen different schedule sheets, and I just told everybody, ‘Don’t bother me until I’ve called my girl.’ I ran right to the dressing room.”

You laughed quietly, wrapping your sweater tighter around yourself. “Oh, really? Just left the promoters standing there?”

“Every single one of them,” he chuckled.

“How was the show tonight?”

“Oh…” Michael sighed, a sound of pure, exhilarated exhaustion. “Tokyo nearly blew the roof off the stadium tonight, baby. The energy out there... it’s like electricity in the air. It’s beautiful, it really is. But it’s loud.”

“Well, you’ve only got yourself to blame for that,” you teased.

“Oh? And why is that?”

“Because you keep moonwalking, Michael. You know what happens when you do that.”

He let out a loud, melodic laugh that echoed clearly across the thousands of miles of ocean between you. “So it’s my dancing? That’s what’s causing the riot?”

“It’s definitely the dancing. It’s a public safety hazard.”

“Hmm. I thought it was the glitter socks,” he mused playfully. “Maybe I should swap them out for regular white ones and see if the screaming stops.”

“No, it might definitely be the glitter socks. Don't risk it.”

For an hour, the distance between continents simply evaporated. You talked about absolutely everything and nothing at all. He’d tell you about the bright lights of the Tokyo skyline, the funny gifts fans had left at the hotel desk, and his grueling rehearsal schedules. You’d tell him about the moody American weather, a silly mistake you made at work, and exactly what Katherine had cooked for breakfast that morning.

Eventually, a muffled, polite knock would sound on the other end of the line, and someone would call out that the car was waiting in five minutes. Michael groaned softly into the receiver. “I gotta go, baby. They’re pulling me away.”

“I know,” you said, swallowing the sudden lump in your throat. “Go get some rest. You earned it.”

“I love you so much.”

“I love you too, Michael.”

The line would click, followed by the dull, empty hum of the dial tone. You’d slowly lower the receiver back onto its cradle, and suddenly, the house would feel far too quiet all over again.

Your parents noticed the change almost immediately. Of course they did they knew you better than anyone. The cheerful, talkative girl who usually filled the house with energy had vanished. You barely smiled anymore. At dinner, you simply pushed your food around your plate in slow circles, your mind thousands of miles away. You spent your evenings curled up on the sofa, staring blankly at the television screen without actually registering a single thing that was playing.

One evening, after watching you trace the pattern on your napkin for ten minutes, your mum finally sighed gently and set her fork down.

“Love…”

You blinked, snapping out of your thoughts and looking up. “Yeah?”

“You can’t keep moping around like this,” she said, her voice filled with a mixture of pity and tough love. “It’s heartbreaking to watch. You’re turning into a little ghost.”

“I’m trying, Mum. I really am.”

“I know you are, sweetheart.” Your dad smiled kindly from the head of the table, offering a reassuring nod. “But he’s coming home. He’s doing what he loves, and he’ll be back before you know it. This isn't forever.”

“It just doesn't feel like it,” your voice cracked slightly, the raw emotion slipping through your defenses. “It feels like he’s been gone for a year already. I just... I miss him so much it actually hurts.”

Your mum reached across the table, squeezing your wrist gently. “And that’s a lovely thing. It means you truly love him. But you still have to live your life while he’s living his, okay? Don't put your whole world on pause.”

Even work had become an uphill battle. Normally, you were the bright, bubbly estate agent in the office the one who could sweet-talk even the most difficult clients. Now, you were a shadow of yourself. Even Cheryl behind the reception desk noticed the heavy slump in your shoulders.

“You alright, hun?” Cheryl asked, peering over her reading glasses as you walked past.

“I’m fine,” you murmured, not looking up from your paperwork.

“You’ve said ‘fine’ exactly six times today, and it’s only noon,” Cheryl countered, raising an eyebrow.

Your colleague Emma leaned against the edge of your desk, crossing her arms with a sympathetic smirk. “Boyfriend away on business again?”

You finally looked up, blinking in surprise. “How did you know?”

Before you could answer, Emma pointed out that you've been staring out that window at the rain for twenty minutes straight, and you just signed a lease agreement with today's date written as 'Michael'. The office laughed softly, a warm, good-natured sound. Cheryl offered a kind smile. “Just make sure you snap out of it before the big viewings on Friday, alright?”

That Saturday, the loneliness became too heavy to bear at home, so you found yourself right back at Hayvenhurst. Again.

You sat on a high stool at the kitchen island, your hands wrapped around a warm mug while La Toya stood by the stove making a fresh pot of herbal tea. You had been trying to tell her about the latest phone call about how tired Michael had sounded, and how hard it was to hear him so far away when midway through a sentence, your voice simply gave out.

The tears came suddenly, hot and fast, spilling over your eyelashes before you could stop them.

“I just…” you sniffled, wiping your cheek with the back of your hand, feeling utterly embarrassed. “I know he’s living his dream. I know how much the stage means to him, and I'm so proud of him, La Toya. I really am. But I hate hanging up that phone. I hate it so much.”

La Toya immediately set the teapot down and walked around the island, rubbing your back in slow, soothing circles. “I know, sweetie. I know.”

“I just miss him so much,” you sobbed into your hands, the dam finally breaking. “Every night feels so wonderful while we're talking... and then the second he says goodbye, my heart just breaks all over again. The silence in my room is just... it's deafening.” You buried your face in your hands, your shoulders shaking. “I feel so ridiculous. I'm a grown woman crying into a teacup.”

“You are not ridiculous,” La Toya insisted softly, pulling a tissue from a box and handing it to you. “You love my brother. And believe me, Michael is probably crying into his pillow for the exact same reason.”

Right then, Katherine walked into the kitchen carrying a wicker basket full of fresh washing. She stopped instantly, her eyes darting from your tear-stained face to La Toya.

“Oh, sweetheart…” Katherine set the basket down on the nearest chair without a second thought. “What happened? What’s wrong?”

La Toya answered quietly, keeping a comforting hand on your arm. “She just really misses Michael, Mom. The distance is getting to her.”

You let out a weak, watery laugh through your tears, trying to clear your throat. “I know it sounds so silly, Mrs. Jackson. I'm sorry.”

“It doesn’t sound silly at all,” Katherine said firmly. She walked over and wrapped arms completely around you, pulling you against her shoulder. She smelled of lavender and comfort, and she held you until your breathing finally slowed down. Katherine pulled back slightly, looking at you for a long, thoughtful moment. A gentle, brilliant idea seemed to spark in her eyes, and a warm smile spread across her face.

“If being here helps you feel a little closer to him…” Katherine began, smoothing down your hair, “…why don’t you ask your parents if you can come and stay here with us while Michael is away?”

You blinked, your breath catching in your throat. “What?”

“This house makes you happy,” Katherine reasoned gently. “And you already spend almost every single morning here anyway. You’re family now. You shouldn't be sitting in a quiet house by yourself when you could be here with us.” She squeezed your shoulder warmly. “You’d have your own room, of course.”

“Well…” La Toya smirked, leaning against the counter with a playful wink. “…technically, she’d have Michael’s room.”

Your heart skipped a heavy beat. The thought of being surrounded by his things, his space, made a rush of warmth bloom in your chest. “You… you really wouldn’t mind? I wouldn't be in the way?”

Katherine smiled, kissing the top of your head. “You could never be in the way, sweetheart. You’re family. Go home, pack a bag, and come right back.”

That evening, you nervously pitched the idea to your parents over dinner. Your mum exchanged a long, knowing look with your dad across the table. Your dad suddenly let out a hearty laugh. “Well, if it’ll stop the dramatic sighing every single evening…”

“Dad!” you gasped, blushing furiously.

“…then yes, absolutely,” he finished with a grin. Your mum smiled softly, her eyes full of understanding. “Go on. As long as it makes you happy, love. We just want to see you smile again.”

Within two hours, you were walking up the grand staircase at Hayvenhurst, carrying two heavy suitcases. Walking into Michael’s bedroom felt like a physical wave of relief. Your chest ached and settled at the exact same time. His iconic black fedoras and sequined jackets hung neatly in the wardrobe. His favorite history books, poetry collections, and Peter Pan novels sat on the shelves. The air still smelled faintly and beautifully of his signature cologne Tom Ford and sweet cedar. You changed into one of his oversized flannel shirts, sliding beneath the heavy, dark sheets of his bed.

For the first time in weeks, the crushing weight of the loneliness vanished. You slept peacefully through the entire night.

Three nights later, the main family phone down in the Hayvenhurst living room rang out. Jermaine happened to be walking past and picked it up.

“Hello?”

Michael’s voice came crackling down the international line, sounding slightly frantic. “Hey! Jermaine? Where is everybody? Why is the house so quiet?”

“Hey, Mike. They’re around. Most of them are watching a movie in the den.”

“Is… is she there?” Michael asked immediately, his voice dropping into that familiar, anxious tone he got whenever he was worried about you. “Did she come by today?”

Jermaine looked toward the stairs, a wicked, teasing smirk growing on his face. “No... haven't seen her.”

Michael’s tone sharpened instantly with panic. “What do you mean, no? Jermaine, I haven't been able to get ahold of her at her parents' house for two days straight. I’ve been calling and calling, and there's no answer. Is she alright? Has something happened? Please tell me she's okay.”

Down the hall, Jackie burst out laughing, having overheard the conversation. “Man, relax! Your blood pressure's gonna go through the roof!”

“I’m serious, Jackie!” Michael snapped over the line, sounding completely stressed out. “Can somebody please stop laughing and tell me where my girlfriend is?”

Marlon practically skipped over, assigning himself to handle the call and taking the receiver from Jermaine. “Hey, Mike. Hold on a second, I’ll transfer your call.”

“Transfer?” Michael repeated, thoroughly confused. “What do you mean transfer? She’s not at Hay—”

Marlon covered the receiver with his palm and yelled at the top of his lungs toward the ceiling: “PHONE!”

Upstairs, you were curled up on Michael's bed reading a book. Hearing your name, you threw off the covers and hurried over to the bedside table, lifting the extension receiver. “Hello?”

A heavy silence hung on the line for a split second. “…Baby?” Michael whispered, his voice completely breathless.

You smiled instantly, leaning against his pillows. “Hi, Mikey.”

“Oh my goodness,” he breathed, a massive wave of relief washing through the line so clearly you could practically feel it. “Where are you? What's going on?”

“I’m at yours,” you said softly.

“…What?”

“I moved in,” you explained, giggling at his utter bewilderment. “I was moping around the kitchen, crying into La Toya's tea, and your mom decided she’d had enough of it. My parents agreed. Dad said it was the only way to stop my dramatic sighing.”

Michael let out a laugh so pure and loud that it cracked slightly. He sounded so incredibly happy you could hear the tears of joy in his eyes. “So you’re… you’re in my room right now?”

“Mhm.”

“In my bed?”

“I am literally sitting right in the middle of your bed, wearing your favorite blue shirt,” you smiled, tracing a pattern on the bedsheet.

“Oh, wow... I don’t know whether to laugh or cry right now,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. “I wish I was there bad. I wish I could just crawl in next to you.”

“So do I, Michael. So do I.”

He went quiet for a moment, a soft, contented sigh traveling over the wire. “I’m so glad you’re there, baby. I really am. I hate the thought of you being lonely in a quiet house. I was worrying myself sick thinking something happened to you.”

“I’m perfectly safe. Your family is looking after me incredibly well. Marlon even stole my toast this morning.”

“I figured he would,” Michael chuckled warmly. “I love them so much.”

“So do I.”

“So…” Michael cleared his throat, his tone brightening with excitement. “What else have you been up to? Tell me everything.”

You sat up a little straighter, your eyes shining. “Actually… something really amazing happened today at work. My manager called me into the back office.”

“Oh? Tell me!”

“They want to promote me, Michael. Into the senior real estate division. I'll be handling my own independent listings now.”

There was a moment of complete, stunned silence on the other end of the line. Then—

“Baby…” Michael choked out, his voice bursting with pure, unadulterated pride.

You laughed softly. “What?”

“I am so incredibly proud of you!” he gushed, and you could practically picture him throwing his hands in the air in his dressing room. “You work so hard, and you are so brilliant at what you do. You deserve this more than anybody. I knew you’d get it. I told you so, didn't I?”

Your cheeks warmed up, a rush of happiness filling your chest. “You think so?”

“I know so. You’ve always been absolutely brilliant, baby. Don't ever doubt yourself.” His words settled every lingering fear and insecurity you’d been carrying for weeks.

“Thank you, Michael.”

“I wish I could fly back right this second and take you out to the biggest, fanciest dinner to celebrate,” he sighed regretfully.

“You can take me out the very second you get home,” you promised.

“It’s a date. I won't forget.”

The calls continued like clockwork. Every single night, from every single city on the tour map.

From London, he'd tell you about a palace guard who wouldn't even blink when a pigeon landed right on top of his hat. He laughed, mentioning how he tried to make him crack a smile but the guard just stared straight ahead.

From Paris, he called to admit he nearly fell completely over backward during rehearsal because the stage was too slick. When you told him to be careful, he playfully scolded you not to laugh, though you admitted you absolutely were laughing at him.

From Munich, he excitedly told you he found the exact hazelnut chocolate you loved so much and bought a whole crate of it. When you asked if he really bought that much, he replied, "Course I did. Anything for my girl."

By the time the tour reached its halfway point, the nature of the late-night conversations began to shift. The initial excitement of the travel faded into the background, replaced by longer, heavier silences and quiet, vulnerable confessions whispered into the dark. The distance was no longer just a romantic longing; it had turned into something deeply physical.

It was well past two in the morning when the bedside phone finally rang. You were tangled in his dark sheets, the heavy California night pressing into the bedroom. You hadn't been able to sleep for hours. Instead, you had been lying there, looking around the dark room, tracing the shadows of the heavy wooden headboard and remembering the nights you had spent pinned to this very mattress, moaning his name into the quiet while he took his time with you.

You picked up on the first ring, your voice thick with sleep and frustration. “Hello?”

“Hey, baby,” Michael murmured. His voice was lower than usual, carrying the quiet, solitary echo of a hotel room thousands of miles away.

“Hi,” you breathed, shifting onto your side and pulling his pillow against your chest. “You’re calling late tonight.”

“Yeah, the press dinner ran over, and then Frank wanted to review the schedule for the next city,” he sighed, and you could hear the rustle of him shedding his jacket on the other end. “I’m sorry. I didn't wake you, did I?”

“No. I was already awake. Just... lying here looking at the ceiling.”

“Thinking about me?” he asked, a small, familiar trace of a smile in his tone.

“Always,” you said softly. “It’s just quiet here. I was looking around the room.”

Michael went quiet for a moment. You could hear him settling into his own bed, the long-distance line humming with a sudden, subtle shift in energy. The casual, daytime warmth of the call began to evaporate, replaced by a thick, charged tension.

“What are you wearing, baby?” he asked out of nowhere. His voice had dropped an octave, losing its casual lightness and turning husky, intimate.

You swallowed hard, your heart giving a sudden, heavy thud against your ribs. “Just one of your shirts. The big blue flannel one.”

A low, ragged breath hitched in Michael’s throat. “The one that barely clears your thighs?”

“Mhm. It still smells like you.”

“God,” he muttered, a rough, desperate sound. “You have no idea what it does to me picturing you in my bed wearing my clothes. Do you have anything on underneath it?”

The bluntness of the question made a sudden flush of heat rush straight to your stomach. The safe boundaries you usually kept on the phone felt completely useless tonight. “No. Just the shirt.”

“Michael…” you whispered, your hand unconsciously sliding down your stomach, tracing the fabric over your skin. “I was looking at the bed before you called. Just remembering the last night before you left. How loud I was right here in the center of the mattress. I can still feel your hands on my hips.”

The silence that followed was heavy and loud. When Michael spoke again, the shy, sweet boy from the breakfast table was entirely gone. He sounded assertive, possessive, and completely focused.

“Don’t do this to me unless you mean it,” he groaned, his voice rough and incredibly close to the receiver, as if he were whispering right against your ear. “I’m sitting in this room losing my mind wanting you. Tell me what you're doing right now.”

“I’m just missing you,” you murmured, your breathing getting shallower as the ache low in your stomach tightened. “I’m hot, Michael. I’m lying here wishing you were the one touching me.”

A low, commanding purr came over the wire. “Then do it for me tonight, baby.”

Your breath caught in your throat. “What?”

“You heard me,” Michael whispered, his voice dark and demanding, sending a powerful shiver straight down your spine. “Touch yourself for me tonight. Right now. Slide your hand under that shirt and tell me exactly what it feels like.”

“Michael, I can't—”

“Yes, you can,” he interrupted smoothly, his own breathing turning heavy and uneven. “Close your eyes and pretend it’s my fingers. Slide your hand down... let me hear that little hitch in your breath when you find where you're aching for me. Don't stop. Let me hear you, baby.”

Your heart hammered violently against your ribs, the sheer audacity of his request melting away any remaining hesitation. The heat between your thighs was unbearable. Slowly, deliberately, you pulled the receiver away from your ear.

"Hold on," you whispered into the mouthpiece.

With trembling hands, you set the heavy plastic phone down onto the nightstand, leaving the line wide open. You lay back in the center of his mattress, your eyes closing as you slid your hand beneath the soft flannel of his shirt. The cool air of the room hit your bare skin, but you were burning up.

Pretending it was his long, elegant fingers guiding you, you finally touched yourself, a soft, broken whimper tearing from your throat.

On the other side of the world, Michael held the receiver tightly against his ear in the dark. The sudden distance in the audio told him exactly what you had done. He couldn't hear the direct friction of your skin, but the ambient quiet of his bedroom poured through the line, punctuated by the echoing, breathless gasps and sweet, undone groans you couldn't hold back.

Hearing you lose control in his bed, even from miles away, made his own breathing turn completely ragged. He closed his eyes, gripping the phone until his knuckles turned white, entirely consumed by the raw, unscripted sounds of your pleasure echoing in his ear.

The morning after that call, walking down to the Hayvenhurst kitchen felt entirely different. Your cheeks still flushed when you caught Katherine’s warm smile, and you had to actively avoid eye contact with Marlon, half-convinced the brothers could somehow read the lingering, breathless secret written all over your face. You survived the day at the estate agency on pure adrenaline, your mind completely trapped in the memory of the heavy quiet of the phone line and the rough, demanding edge of Michael’s voice.

By the time the clock crawled past midnight again, the anticipation was a physical ache. When the phone finally rang, you didn't even let it finish the first chime.

"Hello?"

"Hey, beautiful," Michael’s voice came through, lighter tonight, carrying a playful, boyish energy that made you melt instantly. "You're getting faster at answering."

"I was waiting for you," you admitted, curling your legs up on the mattress.

You could hear the immediate smile in his voice, the rustle of a hotel pillow as he settled in. "Yeah? What are you doing right now?"

"Just lying in your bed. Missing you."

"Mhm. And what are you wearing tonight, baby?" It was becoming his favorite question, a new ritual established between the two of you.

"Just a pair of regular silk pajamas," you teased, running a hand down your covered thigh. "Completely boring."

Michael let out a soft, low chuckle that vibrated right against your ear. "Nothing you wear is boring to me. But I'm still counting down the days until I can pull them off you."

The conversation stayed in that electric, teasing territory for the rest of the hour.

The next night was no different.

When the midnight hour hit and the phone rang, he asked the exact same thing.

"Tracksuit tonight, Mikey," you laughed, leaning back against the wooden headboard. "An oversized one, too. I'm completely swallowed up in fabric."

"Oh, really?" Michael groaned playfully, a raspy note cutting through his voice. "You're teasing me on purpose now. You know I love seeing you in casual clothes, but god... what I wouldn't give to see you completely dressed up right now. When I get home, the very first thing we're doing is going out. I'm taking you to the most beautiful restaurant in the city, and I want you to wear a pretty dress. A really tight one. Just for me."

"A dress?" you murmured, a slow burn starting up in your chest.

"Yeah. And you're going to let me look at you all night," he whispered, his tone dropping into that dark, possessive register that always made your stomach flip. "And the whole time we're at dinner, we're both going to know exactly what's waiting for us when we get back to this bedroom."

The promise of that night carried you through the next twenty-four hours.

By the time the third evening arrived, you decided you were tired of playing innocent. You wanted to drive him absolutely out of his mind.

Before the clock even neared midnight, you walked over to your suitcase and pulled out a brand-new box you hadn't gotten to open yet. Standing in front of the full-length mirror in his bedroom, you slowly slipped it on. It was an all-in-one intricate black lace piece, hugging every single curve of your body, paired with sheer fishnet stockings that cut high up your thighs. You knew exactly what the color black did to him whenever you wore a black dress out on a date, his eyes would darken, his hands lingering just a little longer on your waist, completely unable to keep his distance. You crawled back into the center of his bed, the cool lace brushing against the sheets, the contrast of the delicate fabric making your skin feel hyper-sensitive.

At exactly twelve-thirty, the phone cut through the quiet room. You picked it up, deliberately slowing your breathing, letting the silence stretch for a beat. "Hello?"

"Baby..." Michael breathed. He was clearly back in his hotel room, the background completely silent, his voice instantly dropping into that deep, husky murmur the second he heard you breathe. He didn't even say hello tonight. The anticipation on his end was already dialed to a dangerous high. "Are you still awake for me?" he whispered, a thick, heavy tension instantly flooding the line.

"I'm awake," you whispered back, shifting slightly on the sheets. The delicate lace of the bodysuit brushed against your skin, sending a tiny jolt of anticipation straight to your chest.

"Good," Michael murmured. You could hear the quiet rustle of fabric on his end as he settled into the sheets of his hotel bed, completely alone in the quiet room. "How was your day, beautiful? Are you taking care of yourself?"

"I'm good. Just... very restless tonight," you said, your voice dropping into a softer, deliberate register.

"Yeah? Why's that?" He let out a low, tired breath that vibrated right against your ear. Then, inevitably, his voice dropped an octave, thick with the routine they had built over the last few nights. "What are you wearing tonight, baby? Don't tell me it's another tracksuit."

You let out a small, slow breath, leaning your head back against his pillows. "No tracksuit tonight, Mikey. I decided to change things up."

"Oh yeah?" You could hear the immediate shift in his attention, the sudden sharpness in his breathing. "Tell me."

"I bought something new," you purred, letting your fingers trace the high cut of the fabric over your hip. "It's an all-in-one intricate black lace piece. It’s completely sheer, Michael. The lace cuts really low in the front, and it has these delicate little straps holding it together. And I’m wearing matching black fishnet stockings that go all the way up my thighs, cutting off right where the lace meets my skin." You paused, letting the visual sink in before adding, "My hair is down, too. Just messy on your pillows."

A heavy, restricted sound came over the wire a sharp, rough grunt that broke into a strained groan. "Baby girl..." Michael choked out, his voice instantly turning thick and completely ragged. "That’s not fair. You know exactly what you're doing to me."

You smirked into the dark room, your heart hammering against your ribs at the sheer power you held over him across the ocean. "Why is it not fair, Mikey? I'm just telling you what I'm wearing."

"You know why," he growled, the shy, sweet boy completely dissolving into the heavy, demanding tone of a man desperate and entirely out of options. "You know exactly what the color black does to me. You know what it does to me picturing you in my bed looking like that. God..."

The pace of the call suddenly accelerated, the playful tension from the previous nights completely evaporating into something urgent and heavy. The air in his bedroom felt thick, charged with a frantic sort of energy.

Slowly, you lifted your free hand. "I'm looking at myself right now, Michael. I'm running my fingers along the edge of the black lace... just tracing the outline of my breasts." Your voice hitched slightly as your fingertips brushed over the sheer material. "I'm running my thumb right over my nipple now. It's so hard through the lace. It's aching."

"Oh, god," Michael gasped, a desperate, breathless sound.

"I'm moving my hand down now," you whispered, your breathing turning shallow as the heat between your thighs flared. "Past my ribs... tracing my hand right down my stomach, all the way down to my aching, wet pussy. It's soaking through the lace, Michael. Just thinking about you."

"Baby, stop," Michael begged, his voice cracking with a mix of raw desire and pure frustration. "Stop, please..."

"Why?" you challenged softly, your fingers pressing firmly against your center through the damp fabric.

"You're killing me," he groaned, his own breathing turning incredibly heavy and fast.

You didn't listen. Instead, you let out a soft, undone sigh, your hips tilting up slightly on the mattress. "I'm moving the material to the side now, Mikey. Slipping my fingers underneath the lace so there's nothing between my skin and..."

"Princess, be a good girl and stop," Michael interrupted, his voice dropping into a low, commanding register that made a powerful shiver shoot straight down your spine. It was a plea, but it was laced with a possessive authority that made your breath catch.

"Why?" you whispered, completely breathless, your fingers trembling against yourself.

"Because I'm dying to fuck you right now and I can't," he burst out, the raw, unfiltered honesty tearing from his throat. His breathing was completely ruined, ragged and loud against the receiver. "My cock is so hard, baby. It's throbbing. I'm sitting here thousands of miles away losing my mind because I want to slide inside you so bad, and all I can do is listen to you."

You smirked into the quiet darkness of the room, a low, triumphant sound that was instantly cut short as you finally slipped a finger inside your slick warmth. A sharp, broken gasp ripped from your throat, echoing clearly into the mouthpiece of the heavy receiver.

"I just slid a finger inside, Michael," you whimpered, your hips twitching against the mattress. "Oh god, I'm so wet for you. The lace is completely soaked. It feels so tight, so hot."

On the other side of the world, you could hear Michael shifting violently against his sheets, completely restless as your undone moans poured into his ear. A heavy, desperate groan rolled through the line, thick and strained. "Baby... please... you're driving me crazy."

"I want you here so bad," you breathed, completely lost to the heat building in your core. The sheer distance between you only made the fantasy sharper, more intense. "I want to get down on my knees for you, Mikey. I want to look up at you while I take your whole cock in my mouth. I want to swirl my tongue around the head, tasting you, before I slide it all the way down my throat. I want to suck you until you lose control, letting your warm cum trickle right down."

"God, stop... don't do this to me," he choked out, his voice practically a growl now, completely stripped of any innocence. The sheer graphic nature of what you were saying was breaking his resolve.

"Stroke your cock for me, Michael," you commanded softly, your voice dripping with sweet temptation. "Do it right now. Don't make me do this alone."

A sharp intake of breath echoed on his end, followed by the heavy rustle of fabric as he finally gave in, discarding whatever boundaries were left. Within seconds, a low, rhythmic friction hummed over the wire, punctuated by his deep, ragged groans.

"I'm touching it," Michael confessed, his voice dropping into a rough, low rumble that felt like a physical touch against your skin. "I'm stroking it for you, baby. It's so hard... it hurts. I'm closing my eyes and imagining I'm right there in the room with you. I'm imagining pushing you back onto those pillows, pinning your wrists over your head, and looking down at you in that black lace."

"Tell me what you want to do to me," you begged, your own pace increasing as you arched your back.

"I want to pound that perfect pussy," he burst out, the raw, aggressive words tearing from his throat with an intensity that made your stomach drop in the best way possible. "I want to bury myself so deep inside you, driving into you until you can't even breathe. I want to lift your legs over my shoulders and completely stretch you out."

The mental image made the ache between your thighs unbearable. With a shaky breath, you slid a second finger inside yourself, stretching your slick walls.

"Michael... I just put another finger in. I'm moving them inside me, flexing around them, picturing your hands, your touch..."

"Ah, fuck..." Michael groaned, his pace instantly quickening on his end. The rhythm of his breathing was entirely ruined, matching the heavy, desperate thrusts of his hand. "Baby, I need to feel myself inside you. I need to come back home right now. This is torture."

"Come for me, Mikey," you moaned, completely forgetting about the open bedroom door, forgetting about the quiet halls of Hayvenhurst, entirely blind to how loud your voice was echoing into the midnight quiet of the house. "Fuck me through the phone... tell me how much you need it."

"I want to mark you," he growled, the dirty talk pouring from him unfiltered, raw, and possessive. "I want you screaming my name so loud the whole house hears you."

You were completely unraveled, your hips rolling against the mattress in a frantic rhythm, your fingers working desperately inside your soaked core. "Michael... Oh god, Michael," you sobbed his name into the receiver, your voice rising, entirely undone.

"Say it again," he gasped out, his own groans turning frantic, breathless, and heavy. "Say my name, baby. I'm so close... I'm right on the edge. I can't hold it."

"I'm going to cum, Michael... I'm going to cum right now!" you cried out, a loud, echoing groan tearing from your chest as your walls suddenly locked up, the intense wave of pleasure violently crashing over you, sending ripples of electricity through your whole body.

"Me too—fuck," Michael choked out, his voice cracking into a loud, desperate shout as he completely lost control on the other side of the world, his voice dissolving into raw, guttural cries.

The line flooded with the sound of his heavy, undone groans and the ragged gasps of your mutual release, the sheer intensity of the climax shattering the thousands of miles between you until you were both left breathless, shivering, and completely bound to one another in the quiet dark.

The line remained open, filled with nothing but the wet, shallow sounds of your breaths mingling through the receiver. The residual tremors of the climax were still rolling through your thighs, making the black lace feel almost electric against your skin.

"God, baby," Michael panted, his voice a low, raspy gravel that sounded completely spent. You could hear the rustle of him pulling the hotel sheets up, his chest rising and falling heavily. "You completely ruined me. My heart is beating out of my chest."

You let out a soft, breathy giggle, pulling his pillow tight against your chest. "You started it, Mikey. You're the one who told me to be a good girl."

"And you didn't listen at all," he murmured, a deep, possessive rumble returning to his tone. "But I'm glad you didn't. Hearing you take two fingers while you screamed my name... I'm never going to forget that. I'm going to be thinking about how tight you felt around them all through rehearsal tomorrow."

"Good," you whispered, tracing a slow circle over the damp sheet. "Because next time, it won't be my fingers. I want you to pound me exactly like you said."

"Oh, you better believe it," Michael groaned, a helpless, desperate laugh catching in his throat. "The second I get off that plane, I'm taking you straight to this bed. I'm going to make you pay for every single night you kept me waiting over this phone—"

Suddenly, a heavy pounding on the bedroom door sounded like a gunshot in the quiet room. You froze instantly, your heart leaping straight into your throat. Your fingers gripped the receiver so hard your knuckles turned white.

"Hey, lovebirds!" Marlon’s voice bellowed through the thick wood of the door, completely dripping with a smug, teasing grin. "Look, if you two want to have long-distance phone sex, that’s beautiful, truly. But some of us are trying to sleep, and your moans are echoing halfway down the hall! Keep the volume down, will ya?"

Your face instantly flushed a shade of crimson so hot it felt like it was going to burst. You buried your face straight into Michael’s pillow, letting out a muffled, horrified shriek.

On the other side of the line, a beat of dead silence passed before Michael cracked. A sharp, high-pitched giggle erupted from his throat, followed by a loud, breathless burst of laughter that shook the entire line. He was laughing so hard he sounded like he was choking, completely unable to contain himself at the absolute absurdity of his brother catching you both.

"Oh my god," you wheezed into the receiver, your mortification instantly giving way to contagious laughter. "Michael, shut up! It's not funny! I'm going to have to face him at breakfast!"

"I can't—oh my god," Michael gasped out through his hysterics, his melodic laugh echoing beautifully across the ocean. "Marlon is completely impossible! I told you he was dangerous!"

"He's a menace!" you whispered loudly, laughing so hard tears were pricking your eyes as you pulled the sheets over your head. "I am never leaving this bedroom. I'm staying in here until your tour ends."

"Don't worry, baby," Michael chuckled, his voice finally smoothing out into a warm, incredibly sweet tone as his laughter subsided. "I'll protect you from him when I get back. But he's right, we should probably let the house sleep."

"Yeah," you breathed, a soft, contented smile spreading across your face as the lingering tension fully melted away. "We probably should."

"I love you so much," he murmured, the line turning quiet and peaceful once more. "Go to sleep, okay? Dream of me."

"Always. Night, Mikey."

"Night, baby."

requests are open if you have anything at all!!!🪼🐬

Michael and the reader are in his office/library on a rainy night. While he’s sitting in his chair , she’s in his lap cuddled up to him , lying her head in the crook of his neck. He keeps telling her how cute she looks cuddled into him. He also reads a poetry book to her. Thanks in advance!!

ink & velvet

synopsis: exhausted from a long day, you wander into michael’s office looking for comfort. he decides his lyrics can wait trading his notebooks for a more deeper, breathless rhythm.

themes: bad era! michael x non famous! fem gf reader, lots of compliments, smut, oral, fingers you, bends you over the desk, p in v sex, lots of praise, calls you my pretty girl, you make him breathless, you tease him with silk.

note: oh I hope I’ve done this justice!! I’ve put my own little spin on it!

The rain had settled over Neverland hours ago.

It drummed steadily against the tall windows, turning the massive ranch into a private cocoon of warmth. October always made the place feel different, quieter, more grounded somehow. The amusement park rides stood entirely still beneath the weeping grey sky, the manicured gardens shimmered under the fresh downpour, and inside, every single room glowed with the amber invitation of lamplight.

The main house was unusually peaceful.

The busy daytime energy had melted away; the maids and staff had all gone home for the evening, leaving only you and Michael to enjoy the rare, golden silence.

After spending the entire afternoon comforting your sister through the messy, painful aftermath of a sudden breakup, you finally stepped through the kitchen door. You were exhausted, carrying a heavy ache in your shoulders that sleep alone couldn't fix.

Michael looked up from the counter, where he was halfway through brewing a fresh pot of chamomile tea.

“There you are,” he murmured, his face instantly softening as he set the ceramic mug down.

Before you could even set your purse down on the stool, he crossed the polished floor. His hands were warm as they cupped your face, his thumb gently wiping a stray drop of rain from your cheek before he pressed a long, lingering kiss to your forehead. He didn't pull away immediately, just rested his brow against yours.

“Long day at your sisters?” he asked softly, trying to coax a smile out of you.

You let out a ragged sigh, nodding against his chest. “She’s putting on a brave face, Michael… but she’s completely heartbroken. It was just hours of crying and trying to piece together what went wrong.”

Michael’s expression shifted into one of deep, genuine concern. He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you tight against him. “Oh, man, that’s just awful. It breaks my heart to hear that. Did she manage to eat anything at all? I know how she gets when she's upset she completely forgets to take care of herself.”

“Barely a few bites of toast,” you whispered into his shoulder. “I tried to get her to drink some soup, but she just couldn’t stomach it.”

“That’s no good,” Michael murmured, gently stroking your back. “Listen, tomorrow morning, I’m going to have the chefs whip up a big basket of her favorite comfort foods some fresh pastries, fruit, and that specialized herbal tea she loves and I’ll have security drive it right over to her house. We have to make sure she’s looking after her health, okay? And you, too. You carry everyone’s weight on your shoulders, baby.”

“That’s incredibly sweet of you,” you whispered, leaning into his chest to breathe in the familiar, comforting scent of his cologne. “I think she just needs time. Right now, I desperately need a shower to wash this day off of me.”

He chuckled, a low, melodic sound that vibrated against your cheek. “Go on up. Take your time, stay under the hot water as long as you need. I’ll be down in my office, just finishing up a few stubborn lyrics that have been bouncing around my head.”

You pulled back slightly, raising an eyebrow. “You and those lyrics. Do you ever actually switch your brain off?”

“They won’t write themselves,” he argued playfully, giving your hip a gentle nudge toward the stairs. “Now go. Be kind to yourself.”

The master bedroom overlooked the rain-soaked gardens, the glass fogging slightly from the chill outside. You peeled off your heavy layers, stepping into the master bath. The steaming water worked wonders, slowly melting the residual tension from your muscles until your skin was flushed pink.

By the time you dried your hair, you finally felt a sense of peace returning. You slipped into your favorite ivory silk nightdress, the delicate lace along the neckline catching the soft bedroom light, before tying the matching silk robe loosely around your waist.

Downstairs, the long hallway was dark, save for the warm, amber light spilling out from beneath Michael’s office door. You walked barefoot across the hardwood, knocking once out of habit before turning the brass handle.

The fire was crackling beautifully in the hearth, throwing dancing shadows across the mahogany bookshelves. Stacks of leather-bound notebooks lay open across his desk, surrounded by scattered sheets of legal paper covered in his messy, hurried handwriting.

Michael looked up the second the door creaked.

“Hey,” he said, his voice dropping an octave. His entire face brightened, his dark eyes tracking you as you walked in. “Look at you. You look comfortable.”

“I finally feel human again,” you admitted, crossing the room. “The shower saved my life.”

He laughed quietly, tossing his pen onto the desk. “Come here then.”

You didn’t hesitate. Wandering over to his leather chair, you settled yourself sideways across his lap. It was seamless, an unspoken routine, as though your body belonged exactly there. One of his arms immediately looped around your waist, pulling you securely against his chest, while his other hand reached back out to pick up his pen, resuming his idle scribbling.

Every now and then he would pause, humming a complex, beautiful melody beneath his breath a song only he could hear in that brilliant mind of his.

“Mmm…” you hummed along.

“What?” he asked, his lips twitching into a smile as he kept writing.

“You’re doing it again.”

“Doing what?”

“Writing with your mouth. I can hear the bassline in your throat.”

“I think better when I hum,” he defended himself, turning his head to press a quick kiss to your shoulder. “It’s a package deal. You date the man, you date the hum.”

“I’ve noticed,” you teased, leaning your head back against his shoulder.

The room fell into a cozy, easy silence, broken only by the rhythmic lashing of the rain against the glass, the popping of the firewood, and Michael’s soft musical murmurs. Your eyes wandered across his desk shelves until a worn, vintage poetry book caught your eye.

“Oh? What’s this?” You reached out, sliding the delicate book from the shelf. “When did you start reading this one?”

Michael smiled sheepishly, a faint blush creeping up his neck. “A while ago. I found it in an old bookstore in London. It’s got some beautiful imagery in it.”

You flicked through the yellowed pages, stopping when a folded corner caught your attention. “This one’s marked. 'To the One Who Holds the Key.' You dogeared it.”

He immediately looked bashful, trying to gently pull the book from your fingers. “Don’t look at that. I liked that one, that’s all.”

You held it just out of his reach, grinning up at him. “Read it to me.”

He hesitated, looking down at the pages and then into your eyes. “I don't know, baby… I’m tired, my voice is a little raspy tonight.”

“Michael, please? You have the most beautiful reading voice in the world and you know it.”

“You are so incredibly spoiled,” he groaned affectionately, though there was nothing but adoration in his eyes.

“I know,” you smiled, pressing a kiss to his jaw. “Please?”

With a dramatic, loving sigh, he took the book from your hands. Opening to the marked page, his voice became soft, rhythmic, and deeply melodic as he began to read the opening lines:

"The world outside may rage and weep in gray, But in the quiet shelter of your grace, The heavy winter melts entirely away..."

Every word carried a profound, gentle warmth. The poem spoke of quiet devotion of finding a true home in another person, of autumn evenings spent in silence, of gentle touches, and loving someone not for a flawless facade, but simply because they were inherently themselves.

When he finished the final stanza, neither of you spoke for a long moment. There wasn’t any need to fill the air. The fire continued its crackling dance, and outside, the rain kissed the windows in a steady loop.

Michael leaned down, burying his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply against your warm, clean skin.

“Mmm…” he breathed out, his lips brushing your collarbone.

“What is it?”

“Your hair,” he murmured, his fingers tangling into the damp strands. “It smells completely like honey. Just pure, sweet honey. It’s driving me crazy.”

You laughed quietly, a shiver running down your spine as you shifted on his lap so you were facing him more directly, straddling his thighs. “I’ll definitely take that as a compliment.”

“It is a major compliment,” he said, his voice dropping into a husky, deliberate register. He set the poetry book completely aside on the desk and, with a decisive snap, closed his notebook of lyrics. “There.”

“Finished?” you asked, your breath hitching slightly at the sudden intensity in his gaze.

“For tonight. I have much better things to focus on right now.”

You looked at him. Really looked at him. In the dim, flickering firelight, you studied the soft black curls framing his face, the lingering spark of creativity in his eyes, and the tiny, endearing crease between his brows that always appeared when he’d been concentrating too hard.

He noticed your intense gaze. “...Why’re you looking at me like that?” he asked, a shy smile pulling at his lips, though his dark eyes flared with a sudden, heavy heat.

You reached up, your fingers tracing his jawline before gently brushing a stray curl away from his forehead. “Because…” your thumb lingered against his temple, smoothing over his skin, mercilessly breaking the remaining tension of the day, “…I am so deeply, completely in love with you, Michael.”

His playful smile faltered into something incredibly intense. He stared at you, his dark eyes searching yours as if looking for a catch. Then, he shook his head in a quiet, breathless kind of disbelief.

“I don’t think I’ll ever truly understand why you fell for me,” he whispered, his fingers intertwining tightly with yours, pressing your knuckles against his chest so you could feel the steady, rapid thumping of his heart.

“Michael—”

“No, let me say it,” he interrupted softly, his voice thick with emotion. “I fell for you… because you never once treated me like 'Michael Jackson.' Not for a single second. You treated me like Mike. The man. The person who gets clumsy, who burns the toast, who gets tired. You actually listen when I talk. You laugh at my awful, corny jokes. You tell me when I’m overworking myself and look after me.”

He smiled, a low, devastatingly attractive expression as his gaze dropped to your lips. “And you’ve never made me feel like I had to earn your love. I don't have to perform for you.”

Before you could formulate a reply, he leaned forward, closing the small distance between you. He caught your lips in a slow, deep kiss that made your head spin. It started tenderly, but as you sighed into his mouth, his grip on your waist tightened, pulling you firmly against him until there was absolutely no space left between your bodies.

As the kiss deepened, lingering and hot, his hand drifted slowly down your side, his fingers trailing over the smooth fabric of your robe until they found the ivory silk bow tied tightly at your waist.

He paused, pulling back just a fraction of an inch, his dark eyes hooded and heavy with desire. A wicked, playful little glint flashed in them as his lips brushed against yours with every word he spoke.

“So formal,” he murmured, his voice a low, teasing purr that vibrated against your mouth. “All locked up in silk for me?”

With slow, deliberate fingers, he tugged on one end of the ribbon. You watched his face as the knot easily slipped free, the fabric parting and pooling around your hips. His fingertips brushed lightly against the exposed skin of your bare waist, sending a sharp, electric shiver straight up your spine.

His dark eyes snapped back up to meet yours, completely unblinking. The sweet, bashful boy from a moment ago was entirely gone, replaced by a man who knew exactly how to take his time.

“You know…” he whispered, his warm palm sliding completely inside the robe, his thumb slowly tracing the bare curve of your hip, dragging the silk nightdress up your thigh, “…you are the most beautiful, intoxicating thing that’s ever wandered into my life. And right now, you are making it impossible to be good.”

Your breath hitched instantly, a soft gasp escaping your lips as his hand slid further up your back, pulling you flush against his chest. “Michael…”

He chuckled, a low, wicked sound that sent another wave of heat straight to your core. He leaned in closer, his lips tracing a burning path along your jawline before burying themselves in the sensitive skin just beneath your ear. He nipped playfully at your sweet-smelling neck, making you arch into him.

“And somehow,” he whispered against your skin, his hands shifting to grip your hips firmly, lifting you slightly so you could feel the unmistakable, rigid proof of his desire pressing hard against you, “I still get butterflies every single time you walk into a room. But right now? I think I'm completely done talking.”

He chuckled against your skin, that low, rumbling hum vibrating directly against your pulse point before he slowly pulled back. His gaze locked onto yours, heavy-lidded and burning with an intensity that made the air in the room feel completely thick.

Slowly, his large, warm hand traveled up from your waist, his thumb gently stroking the line of your jaw. The contrast of his rough thumb against your flushed skin made you shiver. His touch wandered higher, his thumb tracing the soft curve of your lower lip, pressing down slightly to part them.

You didn't break eye contact. Holding his dark, hooded gaze dead in the eye, you parted your lips further, swapping his thumb for his long fingers. You slowly drew his index and middle fingers into your mouth, wrapping your tongue around them, sucking gently while your eyes stayed locked onto his.

A slow, wicked smirk spread across Michael’s face. He let out a low, ragged breath, his chest expanding against yours.

“You’re so fucking good, baby girl,” he growled, his voice dropping into a raspy, gravelly register you rarely let anyone else hear.

While you continued to hold his fingers in your mouth, his other hand began an agonizingly slow ascent up your thigh. The cool ivory silk of your nightdress bunched up in his palm, sliding higher and higher until the fabric was pushed completely past your hips. His warm, bare palm slid over the sensitive skin of your inner thigh, making your muscles twitch beneath his touch.

His hand moved higher, his fingers parting you effortlessly, sliding right into the heat of your core. As his fingertips brushed against your slick, throbbing clit, finding you completely drenched for him, his smirk widened. He paused, his fingers lightly circling the sensitive bundle of nerves.

“No panties, baby?” he murmured, his voice laced with pure, unadulterated satisfaction at the realisation.

You slowly let his fingers slip from your mouth, a soft gasp escaping your lips as his hand flexed against you. You leaned down closer to his face, your breath hitching, but your voice remained steady, dripping with confidence as you stared right back into his dark eyes.

“I didn't think I'd need them tonight, Mike,” you whispered, your voice a sultry, teasing purr. “Not when I knew you’d be down here, writing lyrics with that pretty mouth of yours. I wanted to make it easy for you to take exactly what’s yours.”

Michael’s eyes flared, a dark, primal heat taking over his expression as he gripped your hip hard enough to leave a mark. “Oh, is that right?” he whispered, his thumb applying a sudden, firm pressure right where you wanted it most, making your hips helplessly roll against his hand. “You came down here just to distract me, didn't you? You knew exactly what you were doing to me in this dress.”

“Maybe I did,” you gasped, arching your back as his fingers began to move in slow, torturous circles against your wet skin. “But you’re the one who closed the notebook, baby. You’re the one who can’t keep his hands off me.”

“And I’m not going to,” he growled softly, his face hovering just inches from yours, his breath hot and demanding. “You’re so wet for me, sweetheart. Tell me how bad you want it. Tell me what you want me to do to you.”

“I need you inside me, Mike,” you panted, your hands gripping his broad shoulders as his fingers continued their steady, maddening friction. “I want to feel how big you are. Make me forget everything but you, baby. Do it.”

He didn't need to be told twice. His thumb slid back over your drenched clit, pressing down and swirling against the sensitive peak with a sudden, deliberate rhythm. The sheer intensity of the pleasure hit you instantly. You threw your head back, a breathless cry ripping from your throat as your spine arched off his lap.

Instantly, his large hand came up to catch the back of your neck, his fingers tangling securely into your honey-scented hair to support your weight. He leaned up, tracking your movement, and began pressing a trail of tender, burning kisses along the exposed line of your throat. Each kiss was a soft, warm contrast to the devastatingly wicked work his other hand was doing between your thighs.

“That’s it, let it out for me,” he murmured against your skin, his breath hitching as your thighs trembled against his hips.

Then, hooded and heavy-lidded eyes never leaving your face, he shifted his hand slightly and slipped a single, long finger inside your heat. You were so incredibly tight, your body instantly clamping down around him, and your mouth formed a perfect, breathless “O” shape as the fullness stretched you out.

A loud, uninhibited moan echoed through the quiet office, bouncing off the mahogany shelves.

Michael’s smirk returned, deeper and darker this time. He pumped his finger in slowly, testing your wetness, feeling the internal ripples of your body wrapping tightly around him. He leaned in close, his lips brushing your earlobe as he spoke, his voice dropping into a deep, raspy purr.

“Think you can take another one, baby girl? Look at how tight you are for me.”

Before you could even gasp out an answer, he slid a second finger right alongside the first, stretching you beautifully. You let out a high, sharp cry, your hips bucking upward instinctively. Michael growled, gripping your waist tightly with his free hand to anchor you down as he instantly picked up the pace, his two fingers driving into you with deep, rhythmic strokes.

The friction against your clit combined with the deep, stretching pace of his fingers was entirely too much. You looked down at him, your eyes half-lidded and glazed with raw pleasure, and leaned in close to his ear to whisper through your panting breaths.

“You’re stretching me so good, Mike… fuck, you feel so big inside me. Harder, baby, ride me with your fingers. I’m melting for you.”

The dirty talk hit him like a physical blow. Michael’s pupils dilated, a dark, primal growl ripping from his chest. “God, you’re a little bad girl,” he choked out, his control snapping as his fingers began to drive into you faster, harder, ruthlessly targeting the sensitive spot inside you over and over again.

Your head swirled, the heat in your lower stomach tightening into a knot before completely shattering. You began to orgasm, your walls contracting violently around his fingers in heavy, desperate waves. You cried out his name, your fingers digging into his shoulders as your body shook with the release, riding the intense waves of your climax right on his lap.

Michael watched you the entire time, absorbing every moan, every twitch of your body, a look of fierce, possessive pride written across his face. He kept up the steady pace until the worst of the tremors subsided, slowly drawing his slick, soaked fingers out of your heat.

Holding your gaze, he slowly brought his hand up to his mouth and sucked his own fingers clean, his tongue swirling around them, his dark eyes never breaking contact with yours.

The sight sent a fresh wave of heat straight to your core. Driven by a sudden surge of desire, you shifted your weight and slid off his lap, dropping to your knees on the soft rug between his thighs.

Michael’s breath caught in his throat, his hands resting on the arms of the leather chair as he looked down at you. “What are you doing, sweetheart?”

You didn't answer with words. Reaching up, your hands were steady as you unbuckled his leather belt, the metal clinking softly in the quiet room. You undid the button of his trousers, slowly zipping them down and pulling his dark underwear out of the way. His thick, rigid cock sprang free, completely hard and glistening with anticipation.

You leaned forward, wrapping your lips around the plush head of his length, and began to suck him slowly, drawing him into the wet warmth of your mouth.

Michael let out a loud, ragged grunt, his eyes snapping shut as his head fell back against the headrest of his chair. His knuckles turned white as he gripped the armrests. You kept your eyes wide open, looking straight up at him through your lashes as you moved your mouth up and down his length, swirling your tongue over the sensitive ridge.

He opened his eyes, looking down at you, his chest heaving. “God… those pretty eyes looking up at me while you do that,” he groaned, his voice completely wrecked. “You’re killing me, baby. You look so beautiful down there.”

Spurred on by his praise, you gripped the base of his shaft and pushed yourself forward, taking him much deeper into your throat, swallowing him whole.

Michael let out a harsh, choked cry, his hand flying to the back of your head, his fingers tangling into your hair to hold you there for a split second as his hips twitched upward.

“Fuck… look at how much of me my baby girl can take,” he gasped, his voice trembling with the sheer intensity of the sensation. “You’re so deep, sweetheart. So wet.”

You bobbed your head a few more times, pulling out just enough to swirl your tongue around him before taking him deep again, pulling a string of heavy, breathless groans from his throat. You could feel his core tightening, his breathing turning into shallow, desperate gasps as he neared the edge.

Right before he could come, you deliberately pulled away. You licked your wet lips, looking up at him with a teasing, sultry smile as he let out a whimper of pure frustration.

“Oh, no, baby,” you whispered, standing up slowly. “Not yet. I want to feel you inside me.”

Michael didn't waste a single second. He stood up, his trousers pooling around his ankles as he stepped out of them, his tall, lean frame completely imposing in the firelight. He reached out, his hands gripping the hem of your ivory silk nightdress, and in one swift, fluid motion, he pulled it up and over your head, tossing it carelessly onto the floor along with your robe.

You stood entirely bare before him, and his eyes devoured you. Without a word, he grabbed you by the waist and lifted you effortlessly, hoisting you up onto the edge of the large mahogany desk, scattering a few sheets of lyric paper to the floor.

Before your heels could even settle against the wood, Michael crowded into your space, his body hot and heavy against yours. He crashed his lips onto yours in a fierce, possessive kiss, his tongue instantly demanding entry, drowning out your soft gasp.

His hands gripped your thighs, pulling your legs wide apart and draping them over his broad shoulders. He positioned himself at your entrance, the thick, burning head of his cock rubbing against your still-throbbing clit.

He pulled back from the kiss just an inch, his dark eyes ablaze, his breath mingling with yours. “Don't make me beg for it, Mike. Put it in,” you provoked him, your hands sliding up his chest, your fingers digging into his warm skin as you stared back at him with desperate desire. “I want you to stretch me out. Fill me up right now.”

“I’m going to stretch you so wide, baby,” he growled back, his voice completely raw. “You’re mine. All of you.”

With a heavy, deliberate thrust of his hips, he slipped himself all the way inside you, buried to the absolute hilt.

Both of your voices merged into a loud, echoing moan that shattered the quiet of the room. You cried out at the sheer, overwhelming fullness of him, your inner walls squeezing him tightly as Michael let out a deep, guttural groan, burying his face in the crook of your neck as he began to move inside you, the heavy rain outside completely forgotten against the heat of the fire.

The agonizingly perfect stretch of him filling you completely made your vision blur. You clamped your legs tighter around his broad shoulders, anchoring him closer as his hips locked flush against yours. Michael let out a ragged, trembling breath against your collarbone, holding completely still for a fraction of a second just to let your tight walls adjust to the massive size of him.

Slowly, his large hands slid up from your hips, his long fingers trailing up your ribcage until they cupped your breasts. He squeezed them firmly, his thumbs brushing in heavy, deliberate circles over your taut, sensitive nipples.

“God, you feel incredible,” Michael choked out, his voice a deep, gravelly growl that sent shivers straight to your core. “So tight. Look at how beautifully you take all of me. You’re built perfectly for this, sweetheart.”

“You’re so big, Mike,” you whined, your hands clawing at his back as he pulled back slightly and delivered a slow, crushing thrust that bottomed out deep against your cervix. “Ah! Fuck, you’re hitting everything… keep going, baby. Don’t stop.”

“I’m not stopping a single thing,” he whispered hoarsely, his pace instantly quickening. His hands stayed locked onto your breasts, caressing and lifting them as his lower body worked with a fierce, punishing rhythm. The wet, slapping sound of his hips pounding against your bare thighs echoed through the office, competing with the heavy downpour outside. “Tell me how good it feels. Tell me what I'm doing to you.”

“It’s ruining me,” you cried out, your head tossing from side to side on the desk, scattering handwritten lyric sheets to the floor. “You’re stretching me so wide, Mike… fuck, hard, give it to me hard. It's all yours.”

“Yeah, it is,” he growled, his pupils dilated with absolute dominance as he hammered into you, his breathing turning into sharp, desperate pants. “Every single drop of this is mine. You’re so fucking good for me.”

Suddenly, Michael groaned, his grip tightening on your waist as he abruptly pulled himself completely out of your dripping heat. You let out a loud whimper of pure frustration, your hips instinctively chasing his warmth.

“Mike, please, don’t do that—”

“I’m not done with you, sweetheart,” he panted, his chest heaving as he gripped your thighs and hoisted you off the edge of the desk. Your feet hit the soft rug, your knees trembling so hard you could barely stand. Before you could even catch your breath, Michael gripped your hips and spun you around, pressing your chest flat against the polished wood of the desk.

He leaned over your back, his heavy, rigid length pressing hard against the crease of your ass. With one hand, he reached forward, his fingers tangling firmly into your honey-scented hair at the base of your neck, gently pulling your head back so you had to look toward him.

“Look at you,” he whispered, his voice dripping with raw, possessive lust. “Bent over my desk, dripping wet, completely bare for me. My pretty girl.”

He guided his slick head back to your entrance and, with one brutal, unrelenting shove of his hips, he buried himself back inside you from behind. The change in angle made him hit even deeper, invading you completely. You let out a loud, piercing scream, your fingers digging into the edge of the mahogany wood.

“Oh my god! Mike! Deeper… please, bend me over and go deeper,” you begged, your voice cracking with overwhelming pleasure. “I need you all the way inside. Fuck me harder, baby, please.”

“God, you love it hard, don’t you?” Michael growled, his control snapping entirely at your words. He tightened his grip on your hair, pulling just enough to make you arch your back perfectly as he began to ruthlessly pound into you from behind. Every thrust was deep, heavy, and utterly consuming. “Take it then, baby girl. Take all of me. You want it deeper? Look at how much you’re taking.”

“Yes! Ah, fuck, right there, Mike! Right there,” you screamed, your hips mindlessly slamming back against his with every thrust, meeting his brutal pace. “I’m gonna cum, baby, I’m gonna cum again.”

“Cum for me, sweetheart. Let me feel you squeeze me,” he commanded, his voice raw, his own pace turning completely frantic as he felt your core begin to contract violently around him. “I’m right there with you… fuck, you’re so hot, you’re milking me so good—”

The tightening in your lower stomach shattered completely, sending a massive, paralyzing orgasm crashing through your entire body. Your walls clamped down around him like a vice, pulsing in heavy, desperate waves. The sensation pushed Michael completely over the edge. With a loud, deep, guttural roar that tore from his chest, he buried himself to the absolute hilt inside you, his hips twitching violently as he shot his hot, heavy load deep into your contracting warmth.

He held himself deep inside you for several long, trembling seconds, his chest slamming heavily against your bare back as both of your ragged breathing filled the quiet room. The fire crackled softly in the background, a sharp contrast to the absolute wreckage of the desk.

His grip on your hair relaxed, his fingers gently smoothing down the tangled strands before he reluctantly pulled out of you, a soft hiss escaping his lips. He wrapped his arms around your bare waist from behind, pulling your back flush against his sweat-glistened chest, both of you still shaking from the intensity.

Michael buried his face in the crook of your neck, kissing the damp skin tenderly before letting out a low, breathless chuckle.

“Well,” he murmured, his raspy voice vibrating directly against your skin as his hand slid down to playfully pinch your bare hip. “I think those lyrics are definitely going to have a completely different vibe tomorrow.”

You let out a weak, breathy laugh, leaning back into his heavy warmth. “You’re a menace, Mike. My legs are completely like jelly.”

He turned you around in his arms, his dark eyes sparkling with a wicked, deeply satisfied smirk as he looked down at your flushed, thoroughly loved-on face.

synopsis: you knew the rules. you knew the age gap. you knew that you had to maintain a professional boundary. but what happens when michael starts looking at you differently on a business trip? you were just his PA..until the bedroom door shuts.

themes: mature era! michael x non famous! fem reader, age gap relationship, you’re his PA, keeping it professional, michael teases you, midnight phone calls, kiss, oral, p in v sex, michael claiming you, he calls you baby girl, hotel room sex.

You thought you understood Michael Jackson.

Not the headlines that everyone saw each day. You understood the quiet gravity of the man who walked into a room and, without uttering a single word, shifted the entire atmosphere.

When you first became his personal assistant, you were confident. At twenty six, you had a sharp mind, a resilient work ethic, and a healthy dose of youthful fearlessness. You knew the music industry’s chaotic underbelly. You knew schedules, logistics, and how to out-maneuver demanding executives. You knew how to organize chaos, and you did it with a calm, unblinking efficiency that made people twice your age look amateur.

Michael, who was forty-five and deeply weary of people who froze or fawned in his presence, had respected that immediately. He trusted you. For months, your interactions were a finely tuned and professional. You handled his arrangements, double-checked every itinerary detail with him, and ensured his sanctuary remained uninvaded. You were a shield and a shadow.

"You’re very good at what you do," he had told you once, his voice a low, gravelly cadence quite different from the soft pitch he used for the public. He had been looking over a travel manifesto you’d spent all night correcting. You remembered it vividly because Michael didn't give compliments casually. When he praised your work, his dark eyes held yours with an intensity that made you realise he saw everything.

But somewhere along the way, the air between you began to change.

The trip to Los Angeles in the spring of 2004 was supposed to be standard. It was a grueling blur of album meetings, legal discussions, and long days spent in sterile corporate conference rooms. Michael was facing immense pressure, and your job was to be the anchor. Yet, the dynamic was slipping out of its neat, professional box.

That particular Thursday had been exhausting, but surprisingly light. Michael had been relaxed, laughing with a genuine, booming warmth that rarely made it into the press. Throughout the meetings, he kept turning to you, asking your opinion on production timelines and creative concepts instead of simply handing down instructions.

As you finally left the Sony building late that afternoon, the routine broke. Usually, you walked two steps behind him. It was easier. It was your role to watch his back and keep the pace. But as you moved down the quiet, wood-paneled corridor toward the private exit, Michael intentionally slowed his long strides. He lingered until you were walking perfectly side by side.

"Go ahead," he murmured, halting just before a heavy glass doorway.

You stopped, momentarily confused, looking from the door to his face. "Michael?"

"After you," he said, a faint, amused smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

"You're letting me go first?" you asked, a little laugh escaping you. "I'm pretty sure my job description says I clear the way for you."

"Why wouldn't I let you go first?" His voice was incredibly gentle, devoid of the superstar persona. "A beautiful woman should always lead the way."

As you stepped through the doorway, his hand lifted. His palm rested lightly, securely, against the small of your back. It was a fleeting gesture, meant to guide you forward, but the warmth of his hand burned through the fabric of your blazer. It wasn't just a polite, old-school chivalrous gesture. It felt like an electric current snapping straight through your skin, leaving a trailing path of heat that made your breath hitch. And the strangest, most terrifying part was the look in his eyes when you glanced back. He knew exactly how much that brief touch had disrupted your equilibrium. He liked it.

That evening, the hotel lobby of the Beverly Hills Hotel was quiet, save for the soft murmur of a jazz pianist. You were tucked into a plush velvet armchair, a laptop balanced on your knees, sorting through a deluge of emails. A shadow fell over your screen. You smelled his cologne first something rich, subtle, and distinctly masculine before he actually sat on the arm of the opposite chair. He had changed out of his formal jacket into a loose-fitting black shirt, his curls damp and framing his face.

"Have dinner with me."

You blinked, pulling your eyes away from the screen. "Michael, I'm just finalizing the schedule for tomorrow's security brief, and the lawyers sent over—"

"Dinner," he repeated, his voice dropping an octave, cutting through your frantic checklist. He smiled, a slow, mesmerizing expression. "Not a meeting. Just dinner. Forget the lawyers for two hours."

You hesitated, your fingers hovering over the keyboard. "Is this business?"

"At first," he admitted, his eyes dancing with a hint of mischief.

You raised an eyebrow, leaning back. "At first?"

He laughed quietly, a sound that felt incredibly intimate in the dimly lit lobby.

"Okay, no. I want to get to know you."

That caught you completely off guard. You closed the laptop slightly. "Michael, you've known me for months. You hire me, you pay me, we talk every day."

"I know your work," he corrected softly, leaning a fraction closer, his eyes locking onto yours. "I know you can organize my entire life without breaking a sweat. I know you remember every little detail I forget, and I know you aren't afraid of the sharks in those boardrooms. But I don't know you. I don't know what makes you laugh when you aren't being the perfect assistant. I want to see the real you."

The restaurant he chose was a secluded, dimly lit spot hidden away in the hills, entirely booked out for privacy. Sitting across from him at a small, candlelit table, the nineteen year age gap and the staggering weight of his global fame seemed to evaporate into the shadows. He wasn't the King of Pop here. He was just a man.

"What was your childhood like?" he asked, resting his chin on his hand, watching you intently over the rim of his glass.

You smiled, swirling the wine in your glass. "Normal. Boring, honestly. Growing up in a quiet suburb, riding bikes until the streetlights came on, fighting with my siblings over the TV remote."

He tilted his head, a look of genuine fascination in his eyes. "Normal is interesting to me. It sounds beautiful. I would have given anything for a day of that. Just to run around outside without a care in the world."

You laughed, the tension finally leaving your shoulders. "You're probably the first person in the world who has ever called a boring suburban childhood 'interesting.'"

"I mean it," he said softly, his expression turning reflective. "I like hearing about people's stories. Real stories. Tell me why you chose this industry, of all places. It can be a very cold world."

You shrugged, looking down at the table before meeting his gaze. "Because music is one of the only things that connects everyone. It doesn't matter where you're from, what language you speak, or how much mess is going on in your life. You can be from completely different worlds, but you can hear the same song, feel the exact same emotion, and suddenly you don't feel so alone. It's a universal language."

Michael's smile was breathtakingly soft. He reached across the small table, his long, slender fingers lightly brushing against the back of your hand. It was just a graze, but a sharp, undeniable spark flared where your skin met. Your fingers twitched under his touch. "That is exactly why I love it. Exactly," he whispered, his eyes dark and intent. "You feel it too. You look at it the same way I do. You have a beautiful heart, you know that?"

"I think I'm just pragmatic, Michael," you murmured, your pulse quickening as his fingers slid just a little further along your skin.

"No, it's more than that," he said, his voice dropping lower, holding your gaze captive. "It's rare to find someone who actually understands the soul of it. I knew from the moment I hired you that there was something special about you. I just didn't realize how captivating it would be to sit across from you like this."

The conversation stretched for hours, bleeding into the late-night air. It was easy. Too easy. It felt dangerously comfortable, like slipping into a reality where you weren't his employee.

When you finally returned to the hotel, the spell broke. A phalanx of security met Michael at the elevator to escort him to his penthouse suite, while you walked in the opposite direction toward the standard staff rooms. Before turning the corner, you risked a glance back. He was already looking at you over his shoulder, ignoring a question his head of security was asking him. You quickly looked away, your heart hammering against your ribs.

In your room, after a long shower, you walked to the window and aggressively pulled the blinds closed, shutting out the glittering, fake neon skyline of Los Angeles. You sat on the edge of the bed, burying your face in your hands.

"What the fuck is my life?" you whispered to the empty room.

This was a disaster in the making. You were twenty six. He was Michael Jackson. He was your boss, a man carrying the weight of the world, and your entire livelihood depended on maintaining a flawless professional boundary. Your job was to organize his life, not weave yourself into the fabric of it.

You had barely drifted into a restless sleep when the sharp, shrill ring of the hotel bedside phone shattered the silence. You blinked at the glowing clock. 1:00 AM. There was only one person who bypassed the hotel switchboard directly to your room at this hour. You picked up the receiver. "Hello?"

"Did I wake you?" His voice was a low, intimate murmur, accompanied by the faint sound of classical music playing in his background.

You sat up, pulling the sheets to your chest. "No... No, I was just resting. Michael, are you okay? Is something wrong?"

A long pause stretched over the line. "I can't sleep," he admitted quietly. He sounded incredibly vulnerable, a stark contrast to the composed man from the afternoon. "My mind won't quiet down."

Your heart softened, the professional walls crumbling just a bit. "Do you need anything? I can call room service, or I can personally ask the kitchen to bring you a hot drink? Camomile tea?"

Another silence, thick and heavy with unsaid words. "That... that would be nice. Thank you."

"Of course. Try to rest, Michael."

You hung up, arranged the delivery, and spent the rest of the night staring at the ceiling, pretending your chest didn't ache with a strange, terrifying warmth.

The next morning, the corporate mask was back on. It was a brutal day of legal briefs and scheduling conflicts. You were professional, cool, and detached. Except when Michael caught you alone by the coffee station.

"Thank you for last night," he said, stepping into your personal space, his voice kept low so the passing executives wouldn't hear. "For the tea. You didn't have to do that."

"It's my job, Michael," you said, keeping your eyes on your clipboard.

"I know," he murmured. He reached for a sugar packet, and as he did, his palm slid slowly along the inside of your wrist. It was deliberate, smooth, and full of intention. The contact sent a sharp shockwave of heat straight up your spine, making your breath stutter. His eyes caught yours, tracking the sudden flush on your neck. "But you did it anyway. I appreciate it more than you know."

Throughout the day, the subtlety vanished. He stood closer to you during presentations.

When he handed you folders, his fingers lingered against yours for a second too long, each touch carrying a heavy, magnetic pull that left you dizzy.

By Friday night, you were utterly spent. When the production crew invited you out for drinks, you politely declined, desperate to escape the tension. You ordered room service, took a bath, and turned off the lights early.

Then, the phone rang.

1:00 AM.

A helpless smile tugged at your lips as you reached for the receiver. "Michael?"

A soft, melodic laugh came through the line, laced with a playful warmth. "You knew it was me."

"You're calling at the exact same time every night," you pointed out, leaning back against the pillows. "It's becoming a pattern."

"I suppose I am a creature of habit," he murmured, his voice dropping into a teasing purr. "Or maybe I'm just incredibly predictable when I want something."

Your stomach did a violent flip at the implication. You gripped the phone tighter. "And what is it you want, Michael?"

"I told you. I just wanted to talk to you."

There was a long pause, the silence between you thick with a heavy, sweet tension. Then, he spoke with a raw honesty that took your breath away. "During the day, everyone needs something from me. They need decisions, they need answers, they need a performance. They look at me and they see an asset, or a legend, or a target." His voice lowered to a whisper, sending a shiver over your skin. "But when I talk to you... I don't feel like I have to be Michael Jackson."

You swallowed hard, your throat tight, the air in your room suddenly feeling very warm. "Who do you feel like?"

"Just Michael," he said softly, a smile evident in his voice. "And honestly? I think 'just Michael' is completely infatuated with his assistant. What do you think about that? Am I crossing a line?"

"Michael, you shouldn't say things like that to me," you breathed, your voice shaking slightly despite your best efforts.

"Why not?" he countered, his voice dripping with a smooth, relentless charm. "Because it's true? Because every time you look at me with those sharp, beautiful eyes of yours, I forget what I'm supposed to be doing? You have this effect on me, and I don't think you're as indifferent as you pretend to be."

Your heart beat so hard you were certain he could hear it through the line. "I think... I think you should try to get some sleep, Michael."

"Coward," he teased gently, a low chuckle vibrating down the wire. "Fine. But I'll see you tomorrow. And don't wear your hair up. I like it down."

The next day, the tension reached a boiling point. During a break between legal strategy sessions, you were organizing documents at the back of the empty conference room. You heard the door click closed, but before you could turn around, a shadow loomed behind you.

Michael stepped up right against your back. He didn't touch you with his hands, but you could feel the heat radiating from his chest. Slowly, he leaned down. His breath was warm against the sensitive skin of your neck, making every single hair stand on end as a profound spark fired through your entire body.

"You're avoiding my eyes today," he whispered directly into your ear, his voice a gravelly, devastating murmur. "It’s driving me crazy. Stop hiding from me. I miss my favorite view."

Before you could even draw a breath to respond, he stepped away, leaving you trembling and clutching a stack of papers to your chest like a lifeline.

By Saturday night, you were entirely undone. You lay in bed, staring at the phone, your mind a battlefield of logic versus desire.

1:00 AM. On the dot. The phone rang. You answered on the first ring. "Let me guess."

"I wanted to talk," he said, the teasing tone gone, replaced by something deep, heavy, and resonant.

You laughed quietly, trying to mask your nerves. "You really need to fix your sleeping schedule, Mr. Jackson. This can't be healthy."

"Maybe," he murmured. "Or maybe... I just really like the sound of your voice at night. It's the only thing that calms me down. Come have breakfast with me tomorrow. Early. Before the world wakes up."

"Michael, we have the final wrap-up meeting at ten—"

"Breakfast," he repeated, his tone leaving no room for argument, though it was incredibly soft. "There's a private café nearby. Completely secured. No meetings. No schedules. Just you and me. Say yes."

You closed your eyes, knowing you were stepping over a ledge. "Okay. Yes."

The breakfast was magical. Away from the lawyers and the stress, Michael was funny, incredibly attentive, and utterly disarming. He sat close to you at the small booth, his knee brushing against yours under the table, another spark, another jolt of electricity that kept your pulse racing. As the plates were cleared, his eyes darkened with a deeper curiosity.

"Have you ever been in love?" he asked, resting his interlaced fingers on the table, staring at you with an intensity that made the rest of the café disappear.

You shook your head, suddenly feeling very young, yet fiercely grounded. "No. Not really. I've been busy. Focus on my career, trying to make it... I haven't found anyone who made me want to stop running."

He smiled, his eyes searching yours, dropping down to your lips for a fraction of a second before meeting your gaze again. "Not really? Or you just haven't let anyone get close enough to try? Maybe you're just waiting for the right person to show you what it actually feels like."

You laughed nervously, shifting the weight. "What about you?"

His expression shifted, a fleeting shadow of old pain crossing his features before it smoothed away. "I've had people around me. Many people. But it’s hard to know who loves the man and who loves the shadow."

"That's not what I asked, Michael," you said softly, emboldened by the privacy of the room. You reached out, reversing the roles, and let your fingers brush against his wrist.

He leaned into the touch instantly, his hand turning over to clasp yours, wrapping his long fingers around your hand. The warmth was overwhelming, a crackling, heavy heat that settled deep in your stomach. "You're very honest," he whispered, squeezing your hand, his voice thick with a low, intense heat. "People rarely say 'no' to me, let alone call me out. I like that about you. I like it a lot. It makes me want to keep you very close. Closer than anyone else."

"You asked," you countered with a small smirk, your heart hammering as his thumb caressed the back of your hand, tracing slow, dizzying circles.

"I did," he murmured, his gaze dropping to your mouth again, the flirtation turning heavy and deliberate. "And I'm glad I did. Because looking at you right now, all I can think about is how much I want to find out what else you're hiding behind that professional mask."

That night, the internal dam broke. You went to bed telling yourself that breakfast was just a friendly gesture. You were determined to stop overthinking. You were his PA. That was it.

You were finally drifting into sleep when the phone rang.

1:00 AM. You stared at the plastic device, your heart hammering a frantic rhythm against your ribs. You picked it up, your voice breathy. "What do you need, Michael?"

Silence. Only the sound of his steady breathing on the other end. Then, softly, like a confession: "You."

Your breath caught completely in your throat. "Michael..."

"I know," he interrupted, his voice a gentle, pleading caress that felt like a hand sliding down your cheek. "I know this is complicated. I know who I am, and I know how hard your job is. I know all of it."

You bit your lip, a slow, knowing smirk spreading across your face in the dark room as you listened to the King of Pop lose his legendary composure over you. "Then why call? Why do this to me?"

"Because I've spent all day telling myself I shouldn't," he whispered fiercely. "I spent hours listing every single reason why this is a mistake. And I still wanted to call you. I still want you here. Come to my room. Please."

You knew it was a terrible idea. You knew that in less than nine hours, you would have to sit across from him in a room full of cutthroat executives and pretend your world hadn't just tilted on its axis. But the thrill of it was intoxicating. You were already throwing off the covers.

The hallway of the hotel was deserted, bathed in muted golden light. Your bare feet made no sound on the thick carpet. When you reached the door of his penthouse, your hand trembled only slightly as you knocked.

The door clicked open, and before you could even register the relief on his face, Michael pulled you inside by your waist. He slammed the heavy door shut, locking it immediately with a sharp twist of the deadbolt, and pressed your back firmly against the wood.

His mouth found yours instantly, hard and hungry, drowning out any lingering hesitation. The sheer force of the collision sent a massive, soul-deep spark flaring through your entire body. He tasted like mint and sweet heat, his large hands anchoring your hips against his.

"God, I wanted to taste your lips," he groaned against your mouth, his breath hot and ragged as he pulled back just an inch, his dark eyes burning into yours. "That pretty smile has my mind racing. I haven't been able to think about anything else."

You wrapped your arms around his neck, leaning into his warmth and deepening the kiss, matching his intensity. You pulled back just enough to look at him, your lips flushed, a breathless smirk playing on your face. "You think you get your own way, don't you, Jackson?"

A low, rumbling chuckle vibrated in his chest. In one swift, effortless motion, Michael scooped you up into his arms, lifting you off your feet. You gasped, gripping his shoulders as he carried you across the dimly lit room and placed you gently on the center of the massive plush bed.

He hovered over you, his long frame casting a shadow in the moonlight filtering through the curtains. "Only when it's something that I want," he murmured, his voice a gravelly, dominant whisper that sent a delicious shiver down your spine.

He pressed a soft kiss to your lips before sliding down, his mouth trailing fire along your jawline, down the sensitive column of your throat, and over your collarbone. You arched off the mattress as his lips tracked down your chest and over your ribs, his hands gently tracing your curves. He kissed his way down your stomach, each press of his lips sending sharp jolts of electricity straight to your core.

Slowly, his fingers gathered the hem of your satin nightdress, lifting it up over your head and tossing it to the floor. His warm hands slid along your thighs, pulling off your lace panties and throwing them to the other side of the room. The contrast of his warm skin against yours made your breath hitch.

Michael looked up at you through his dark curls, his gaze intense and completely unyielding, before he hooked his arms under your knees, lifting your legs and draping them over his broad shoulders.

You gripped the silk sheets beneath you, throwing your head back and moaning his name, "Michael... oh god, Michael," as his tongue swiped directly over your clit. A breathless gasp tore from your throat, your hips twitching instantly against him as the overwhelming waves of heat and sparks entirely consumed the space between you.

While his tongue maintained a relentless, torturous rhythm against your clit, he slid two fingers deep inside your slick warmth. You cried out, moaning so loud the sound echoed off the high ceilings of the penthouse suite.

He paused for a fraction of a second, looking up your body, his eyes dark with unbridled desire. "I've spent hours thinking about you moaning under me," he growled, his deep voice sending a fresh wave of heat straight to your center. "Hearing you say my name like that."

You reached out, your hands tangling in his damp curls as you tried to pull him up. "Michael, please..." you moaned, completely undone by the sensation.

He ignored the plea, shifting his body upward to blanket yours. His large hands gripped your breasts, squeezing them firmly before his mouth clamped down on one hard nipple, sucking heavily. A sharp gasp left your lips. He pulled back, his thumb rubbing the wet peak as he stared down at them. "Fuck, I've pictured these tits for so long. In those low-cut tops you wear to the office... driving me completely out of my mind while I'm supposed to be listening to legal briefs."

"You... you noticed?" you whined, your body arching up into his touch, your skin tingling with an electric shockwave at his words.

"I notice everything about you, baby girl," he whispered roughly, the nickname sending a thrilling shiver down your spine.

Wanting to touch him just as badly, you braced your weight on your elbows and tried to sit up as he briefly shifted off you. You reached for the tie of his silk robe, your eyes dropping down his frame. "Let me... let me suck your cock, Michael. Let me look after you."

But Michael gently caught your wrists, his grip firm but incredibly soft, pinning them lightly to the mattress above your head. A sultry, dominant smile played on his lips as he looked down at you. "No. Let me look after my pretty princess for once."

You blinked up at him, a breathless, teasing smirk returning to your face despite your racing pulse. "Your pretty princess?"

"You heard me," he murmured, his voice a low, gravelly purr as he untied his robe and parted it, his hard length pressing against your thigh. He leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear as he delivered the final blow to your composure. "You're mine now. Entirely mine."

Before you could even process the words, he guided his cock to your entrance and pushed deep inside you in one smooth, heavy stroke. A loud, ragged moan tore from your throat, your eyes rolling back at the sheer fullness of him.

He didn't give you time to recover. Michael locked his fingers through yours, pinning your hands to the bed as he began to move, establishing a powerful, driving rhythm. You moved together effortlessly, your hips rising to meet every single push. "Michael... oh god, Michael, yes," you moaned his name repeatedly, the rhythm between you building a friction so intense it felt like pure electricity snapping through the room.

"That's it, baby girl, take it for me," he growled, his pace quickening as his sweat dripped onto your chest, his chest slamming against yours with every thrust.

The room filled with the raw, heavy symphony of your collision a shameless blur of friction and heat. Every deep, relentless plunge of his hips brought a loud, wet slaps of his skin roughly meeting yours, the sound echoing sharply off the walls of the quiet penthouse. Beneath his weight, the massive bed groaned under the force of his rhythm, the slick, sliding friction of your soaked centers adding a dirty, intoxicating cadence to his movements. Over it all was the ragged sound of your combined breathing; your high, breathless whimpers and trembling cries were completely swallowed by his low, gravelly grunts as he claimed you deeper with every single strike.

Sensory overload was taking over, and you needed more. You managed to pull your hands free, pressing them against his hips. "Turn me over," you panted, your voice thick with desperation. "Michael, turn me over."

He complied instantly, his hands gripping your waist to guide you onto your hands and knees in doggy style. The moment you were settled, Michael reached forward, his large hand tangling firmly into your loose hair, pulling your head back slightly so you had to look toward the mirror on the wall. He lined himself up and drove back into you, burying his entire length inside you from behind.

You cried out, your back arching sharply as he pulled on your hair and fucked you with a fierce, possessive urgency.

"Your pretty pussy is perfect for me," he whispered darkly against the skin of your shoulder, his thrusts becoming harder, faster, hitting your sweet spot over and over until you were completely blind with pleasure.

"Look at us," he commanded roughly, his grip tightening in your hair to force your gaze onto the massive, gold-framed mirror reflecting the entire bed. The sight was completely obscene your chest flushed and trembling on your hands and knees, while he loomed over you, his dark curls falling forward as his hips slammed relentlessly against you. With every deep plunge, you watched his length disappear completely inside you, your wet skin parting and gripping him in a tight, desperate hold.

"Look at how you take all of me," he growled, the dirty words vibrating against your spine as you watched the visual proof of him stretching you open. You threw your head back, your eyes locking with his in the reflection as a heavy, breathless sob left your lips. "Michael... oh god, I can see you so deep inside me," you cried out, entirely undone by the view of your bodies completely joined in the glass, your frantic hips rolling backward into him to beg for more.

"Michael, harder... please, fuck me harder," you begged, entirely shameless, your voice cracking as the climax began to crest over you.

He didn't hesitate, his grip on your hair tightening just enough to anchor you as he slammed into you with everything he had, driving you both straight over the edge into a shattering, breathless release.

The next morning, the sun was blindingly bright, flooding the grand conference room of the hotel. The long mahogany table was crowded with managers, publicists, and legal counsel. Everyone was entirely focused on a heated debate regarding international distribution rights.

Everyone except Michael.

He sat at the head of the table, wearing his signature black fedora and dark aviator sunglasses, seemingly listening to his manager speak. But his posture was entirely directed toward you, where you sat three chairs down, your skin still hypersensitive, every nerve ending screaming with the memory of his touch from just hours before.

When you finally looked up, you found him already watching you. Michael smirked.

Slowly, he reached up with two fingers and tilted his aviators down just enough to look over the rims. His dark eyes flashed with an undeniable, wicked playfulness, a secret shared between just the two of you in a room full of people. You had to violently bite the inside of your cheek to suppress the smile threatening to break across your face.

By the time the grueling meeting finally ended, the room erupted into the chaotic noise of people filing out. You purposely lingered, gathering your papers with agonizing slowness, pretending your hands weren't shaking slightly as you slipped them into your briefcase.

Michael waited. He remained seated at the head of the table, watching the doorway until the very last executive left and the heavy oak door clicked shut. The silence in the room became absolute.

Michael stood up, adjusting his cuffs, and walked slowly down the length of the table until he stopped right behind your chair, leaning down until his lips were brushing the shell of your ear.

forty eight hours

synopsis: two years ago, breaking up with michael jackson felt like the safe option. the mature option. now, the wedding is only forty eight hours away, michael shows up and your door to drop off your son. every piece of your perfect new life completely shatters beneath you.

themes: HIStory era! michael x non famous! fem reader, ex-boyfriend, baby daddy, heavy hidden feelings, you’re getting married, he’s begging for you, lots of desire, kiss, fingering, angsty michael.

note: i have been SOOO excited to write this!! i hope I’ve done it justice!!

People always assumed that because you and Michael Jackson had broken up, it must have ended in a spectacular, tabloid-worthy explosion. The public imagined screaming matches that shook the walls of Neverland, shattered glass, dramatic betrayals, or bitter ultimatums.

It hadn’t.

That was almost the cruelest part of it all. There was no villain to hate, no specific sin to forgive.

You had simply reached a quiet, devastating point where life became too heavy to carry.

His career was a beast, swallowing him whole, demanding every ounce of his energy and soul as he traveled from country to country, stadium to stadium. Meanwhile, you were drowning in the profound, isolated exhaustion of raising a newborn. The silence of empty hotel rooms morphed into the silence of a massive estate. Every goodbye at the tarmac hurt more than the last, chipping away at your foundation until, one rainy Tuesday night in a dimly lit kitchen, you’d both quietly agreed that maybe loving each other simply wasn't enough to survive the storm.

It had been the easy option. The safe option. The kind of mature, rational decision that made perfect sense on paper.

Until it didn’t.

Because two years later, there still wasn’t a single day not a single fraction of a second that either of you had truly let each other go.

Co-parenting Prince had become second nature, a flawless, well-oiled routine. Michael was a fiercely devoted father he never missed his designated days unless a physical impossibility or a global tour dictated otherwise. You’d celebrate birthdays together under a shower of confetti, laugh genuinely over the ridiculous, mangled words your toddler said, and even spend Christmas mornings in the exact same room, unwrapping presents while pretending the phantom ache in your chest wasn't there.

Only the two of you knew how dangerous that performative peace really was.

There had been moments. Unguarded, terrifying moments. A lingering glance over the top of a storybook that lasted a beat too long. An accidental brush of hands while passing a baby bottle. Late-night conversations that stretched out into the early hours of the morning, long after Prince had fallen asleep in his crib and the rest of the world had gone quiet.

And then… there was two weeks ago.

Prince had been fast asleep upstairs at Neverland after a long movie marathon. You had been waiting by the grand front doors for your driver to arrive, your coat already pulled tightly around your shoulders, when Michael offered to walk you out to the porch.

The night air was crisp, smelling of jasmine and wet earth. You’d laughed about something incredibly trivial neither of you could even remember the punchline now and then the laughter had slowly died down, leaving a thick, charged silence in its wake.

He’d looked at you. Really looked at you, with those deep, searching eyes that seemed to read every hidden secret in your soul.

"You look beautiful tonight," he had murmured, his voice a low, raspy velvet that vibrated straight through you. "You always do, but tonight... you're glowing."

Your breath had caught sharply in your throat. "Mike, don't say that."

"Why not?" he whispered, taking a slow step closer, closing the distance between you until you could feel the heat radiating from his chest. "It's the truth."

Slowly, almost hesitantly, he reached out and gently brushed a stray strand of hair behind your ear. His fingers didn't pull away; instead, they lingered against the sensitive skin of your neck, his thumb tracing your jawline with a reverence that made your knees weak.

"So…" he’d whispered, his eyes dropping to your lips before locking back onto yours.

"So…" you replied, your heart hammering a frantic, painful rhythm against your ribs. "I should... I should see if the car is here."

Neither of you moved. The world stopped spinning. Michael leaned down, resting his forehead against yours for barely a second. It was close enough that you could feel the exact cadence of his uneven breathing, close enough that the scent of his familiar cologne overwhelmed your senses. His lips had brushed against yours not a full kiss, but a ghost of a touch, a desperate, feather-light graze that tasted like everything you had lost. One more inch would have completely rewritten the past two years.

Instead, panic had flared in your chest. You’d stepped back, breaking the spell, pulling your coat tighter around your shivering frame.

"Goodnight, Mike," you had choked out, rushing toward the car without looking back.

He hadn’t tried to stop you. He had simply stood on the porch, a solitary figure under the warm golden glow of the lights, watching you drive away into the dark, leaving you to spend the next fortnight drowning in the phantom feeling of his lips against yours.

You promised yourself it had been nothing. A momentary lapse in judgment. A symptom of nostalgia. After all, you were getting married. You had a meticulously planned future. A beautiful new house, a successful, dependable fiancé who adored both you and Prince, and a life free of chaos. There was no room left for old feelings.

There couldn't be.

Two days before the wedding, the new house was finally beginning to feel like a home, though it was still trapped in a state of transition. Cardboard boxes sat unopened in the corners of the living room, glittering wedding gifts filled the dining room table, and your own exhaustion was starting to weigh heavily on you despite your best efforts to tidy up before your fiancé got home from his business trip.

The clock on the wall read just after eight when the sweeping flash of headlights washed across your living room windows.

The quiet hum of an engine died out in the driveway, followed by the sound of a car door firmly shutting. A moment later, there was a gentle, rhythmic knock at the front door.

You smiled despite yourself, the tension in your shoulders dropping for a brief second as you walked down the hallway. You pulled open the heavy front door, and Michael stood there on the porch, holding a sleepy Prince securely in his arms. He was finally dropping him off after their day out at the zoo.

Prince mumbled sleepily, burying his small face into the crook of Michael's neck and tightening his little arms around his dad's shoulders.

Michael looked up from Prince, his gaze meeting yours. The easy, playful smile on his face softened into something quieter, something entirely intimate.

"Hey," he murmured.

"Hey," you replied softly.

"I wore him out," Michael said, shifting Prince’s weight to his hip.

"I can tell."

Prince’s little curls were a wild, static mess, a telling smudge of chocolate ice cream stained the collar of his shirt, and his eyelids were visibly heavy, fluttering as he fought a losing battle against sleep.

"We went to the zoo," Michael explained, a faint chuckle in his voice. "He insisted on seeing every single animal twice."

"I know. I heard all about the lions over the phone earlier."

"They were THIS big, Mommy..." Prince mumbled suddenly, waking up just enough to weakly stretch his tiny arms out a few inches before dropping them back around Michael's neck.

Michael laughed, rocking him. "They definitely weren’t that big, Prince. You're exaggerating."

You couldn’t help the genuine smile that tugged at your lips. "Thank you for bringing him back, Mike. And thank you for taking him. I really needed the afternoon to clear out some of these boxes."

"My pleasure. Always," he said.

An abrupt silence settled between you. It wasn't awkward; it was comfortable, heavy with history, and desperately, dangerously familiar. You looked at him standing in your new foyer the foyer of the house you were about to share with another man and a sudden pang of hospitality, or perhaps pure self-destruction, took over.

"You… uh…" you glanced at your watch, clearing your throat. "Have you eaten dinner yet?"

Michael hesitated, his eyes darting to the unpacked boxes, then back to your face. "No. I was planning on grabbing something back at the hotel."

"You should probably…" You knew better. Every logical instinct in your brain was screaming at you to stop, to wish him a good night, to close the door and lock it tight. Your heart completely ignored the warning. "…come in. I was just about to order something."

Michael’s eyebrows lifted in slight surprise.

"You sure? I don't want to intrude."

"It’d be rude not to feed the father of my child after he spent the day chasing a toddler around a zoo," you rationalized, stepping aside to let him through.

A tiny, knowing smile appeared on his lips. "If you’re sure."

"I’m sure."

You shouldn't have been.

An hour later, empty cardboard takeaway boxes covered the sleek marble of your new kitchen island. Chinese food. It was Michael’s absolute favorite. Neither of you had mentioned the glaring fact that you’d ordered his exact usual, steamed white rice, vegetable spring rolls, and garlic broccoli, without even asking him what he wanted. Some habits were too deeply ingrained to ever truly erase.

"So…" you smiled, swirling the remaining wine in your glass.

"So…" Michael echoed, leaning his elbows on the counter, looking relaxed in a way he rarely was in public.

"Prince is getting so big," you murmured softly, looking toward the hallway. "He's starting to ask questions about everything. He wants to know how the world works."

"He's smart," Michael said proudly, a soft look in his eyes. "Just like his mom. He has your curiosity."

"And your stubbornness," you retorted with a smirk.

"Hey, that's a good trait to have," he defended with a completely straight face, pointing a chopstick at you. "Helps him stand his ground. I’m not crushing his spirit."

You laughed, shaking your head. "You are unbelievable."

"I’ve been told," he murmured, his voice dropping an octave, his eyes locking onto yours with a sudden, intense warmth.

The conversation flowed with an embarrassing, terrifying ease. You talked about Prince's upcoming preschool, old memories from the Bad tour, favorite movies you'd both seen recently, and new music. It was seamless. It was everything except the one colossal, suffocating topic hanging over both of your heads.

The wedding. In forty-eight hours.

Suddenly, Prince’s little head dropped heavily against your arm where he sat next to you, his eyes completely shut, a soft little snore escaping him. He was completely spent.

"Looks like the zoo finally won," Michael whispered, a tender smile on his face.

"I've got to put him to bed," you said softly.

"He's practically a zombie."

You carefully scooped Prince into your arms, his small body warm and heavy against your chest. "I'll be right back."

"Take your time," Michael murmured, watching you with an expression you couldn't quite decipher.

You carried Prince upstairs to his new bedroom, the one with the freshly painted walls and the star-shaped nightlight. You gently pulled off his shoes, changed him into his favorite pajamas, and tucked the soft duvet up to his chin. He mumbled something incoherent, turning onto his side, completely asleep. You stood over his bed for a long moment, brushing his curls away from his forehead, your heart aching with a profound, terrifying confusion. When you finally closed his door and walked back down the stairs, you felt entirely exposed.

You walked back into the kitchen, your motions slow and deliberate. Michael didn’t sit back down. Instead, he stood there, looking around the pristine, modern kitchen. His eyes tracked the takeaway boxes, the two half-empty wine glasses, and finally, they landed on you. A soft, bittersweet laugh escaped his lips, a sound tinged with a heavy sadness.

"What?" you asked, leaning forward slightly against the island.

He shook his head, looking down at his shoes before looking back up. "This…"

"What about it?"

He walked over, resting his hands on the high back of the barstool opposite you. "This is the old days."

You frowned, your chest tightening. "What do you mean?"

"Us," he said, his voice dropping into a nostalgic, velvety whisper. "You putting him to bed, walking back downstairs to the kitchen where it's quiet, and finding me exactly where you left me. It feels exactly like the old days. Like we never left that kitchen in Neverland."

You swallowed hard, the wine suddenly tasting bitter on your tongue. "He was only little then, Mike. It was a different time. We're different people now."

"Are we?" Michael asked softly, taking a step around the kitchen island. "Because when I look at you, I don't feel different. I used to love walking back downstairs, or waiting for you to come down, just to have this peace with you. Just us."

The silence that followed was suffocating. The air in the kitchen grew thick, charged with an undeniable, electric tension. Michael walked slowly, his footsteps completely silent until he stopped right beside your stool.

Then, without another word, his long, slender fingers gently slid across the marble and found yours.

Your entire body stiffened. His hand was warm, larger than yours, comforting, and far too familiar. It felt like a homecoming you weren't allowed to have, a beautiful ghost pulling you backward into the dark.

"Mike…" you warned, your voice trembling as you tried to pull away, but his grip tightened just enough not to hurt, but to beg you to stay.

"I loved you so much when I first met you," he whispered, his eyes wide and glossy under the kitchen lights.

You closed your eyes, shaking your head. "Michael, please don't do this. Don't say these things now."

"But then you became a mother," he continued, completely ignoring your plea. His thumb began to gently brush back and forth across your knuckles, a sensation that sent a shiver straight down your spine. "And somehow… I didn't think it was possible, but… I loved you even more." His voice cracked, a raw, fragile sound. "I didn't think my heart could hold that much."

Tears instantly burned behind your eyelids, hot and threatening to spill over. "Mike, stop. Please, I'm begging you."

"I watched you become everything I’d ever hoped the woman I loved would be," he said, looking down at you with a heartbreaking, unshielded honesty that stripped away every defense you had spent two years building. "You gave me Prince. You gave me a real family. Not a headline, not a crowd. A family. Do you know what that meant to me? What it still means?"

The room was dead silent, save for the uneven, ragged sound of your own breathing.

Then, he leaned down slightly, his lips inches from your ear, and whispered the words that destroyed everything: "I still love you now."

Your heart stopped dead in your chest.

"No…"

"I do."

"No, Michael, you don't," you cried, finally ripping your hand away from his touch as though it physically burned you.

"I’ve tried not to," he confessed, a tear finally escaping his eye and tracking down his cheek. "God knows I've tried. I've stayed away, I've buried myself in the studio, I've tried to force myself to see you as just my co-parent. But it doesn't work. It never works."

"You can’t say this to me," you choked out, standing up so quickly that your barstool scraped harshly across the hardwood floor.

"You can't do this to me right now."

"You can't look me in the eye and tell me you don't feel it too," he urged, standing his ground, his eyes burning into yours. "Look at me and tell me you don't ache for me the way I ache for you."

"I am getting married!" you yelled, your voice cracking under the sheer weight of your panic.

"I know."

"In two days, Michael! Two days!"

"I know."

"You shouldn’t even be in this house right now! You shouldn't be saying these things to me!"

"I know!" he yelled back, his own voice breaking as he took a step toward you. "I know all of it! I know it's wrong, I know the timing is terrible, but I can't keep pretending anymore! I can't let you walk down that aisle without knowing that my heart is still lying at your feet!"

"No," you sobbed, shaking your head violently, covering your mouth as the tears finally spilled over. "No, no, no. I promised myself."

Michael’s expression fell, looking completely shattered. "What did you promise yourself?"

"I promised myself that whatever happened between us two weeks ago on that porch… whatever that almost-kiss was… I was done looking backwards. I was moving forward. I have a life planned, Michael! A safe life!"

"I wasn't done," he said softly, a desperate plea in his eyes. "I never stopped looking back. I've been looking back every single second of every single day, drowning in the memory of you."

"Don't do this," you begged, pressing your hands against your temples. "Please, don't do this to me."

"Why are you marrying him?" Michael asked suddenly, the question cutting through the air like a knife.

"Because he loves me!"

"So do I!" Michael shouted, taking another step forward, his hands gesturing between the two of you. "I love you more than my own breath! I love you until it physically pains me to breathe!"

"He’s here, Michael!" you screamed back, your chest heaving. "He is actually here! When life gets complicated, when things get loud, he doesn't fly to another continent! He stays! He's consistent!"

"But you’re looking at me," Michael whispered, his voice suddenly dropping into a fragile, devastating octave. "Even when he's here, you're looking at me. Your body is reaching for mine right now, I can feel it."

"I am not."

"You are. You've been doing it all night." His eyes searched your face, tracing the tears on your cheeks. "He gives you stability. I know he does. He gives Prince security. He’s safe. But let me ask you something… Does he make you laugh until you cry?"

You bit your lip, fresh tears rolling down your face, unable to answer.

"Does he know how you take your coffee without you having to ask?" Michael pressed, his voice thick with emotion. "Does he know that you sing under your breath when you’re cooking, completely unaware that you're doing it?"

"Stop it, Michael," you sobbed, turning your head away.

"Does he know you still sleep with one foot outside the duvet because you get too warm in the middle of the night?"

"Please stop…"

"Does he know the exact face you make when you're trying desperately not to laugh at something inappropriate? Does he know the sound of your real laugh? The one you only give when you're completely happy?" Michael’s voice was breaking completely now, a ragged, breathless sound.

You covered your face with both hands, your shoulders trembling violently as the brutal accuracy of his words tore through your armor. He knew you. He knew every microscopic, trivial detail of your existence because he had loved you with an intensity that another man could only dream of mimicking.

He stepped into your space, gently but firmly pulling your hands away from your face so you were forced to look at him.

"So why him?" he whispered, his eyes completely bloodshot, glittering with unshed tears. "So why not me?"

Your breath hitched, a broken sob tearing from your throat. "Because you broke my heart!"

Michael flinched as if he’d been physically struck. The tears finally cascaded down his face, his lips trembling. "I broke my own too," he admitted, his voice barely a whimper. "I broke my own heart every single day I spent away from you. Every hotel room, every stage, every crowded stadium... I was entirely alone because you weren't there."

Neither of you moved. The house was completely silent, save for the low, rhythmic hum of the refrigerator and the sound of your shared, fractured breathing. The yearning between you was a living thing, stretching tight, pulling you toward him like gravity.

Michael’s grip on your hands softened, becoming entirely desperate, his fingers intertwining with yours as if he were drowning and you were the only thing keeping him afloat. "I know I chose the easy option back then. I know I let you walk away because I was terrified of destroying you with the madness of my life. I know I spent two years pretending co-parenting was enough, telling myself that if you were happy, I’d survive it."

He shook his head, a look of pure, unadulterated terror crossing his features. "But I was wrong. I won’t survive watching you marry someone else. I won't survive seeing another man hold my son and love my woman. It’s an agony I can’t bear."

Your heart shattered into a million unfixable pieces. You wanted to pull away, but your hands gripped his jacket instead, your fingers bunching the fabric, pulling him closer even as your lips formed a protest.

"I’ll smile for Prince," Michael whispered, his chin trembling. "I’ll shake his hand at the altar. I’ll tell the press, I’ll tell everyone who asks that I’m happy for you. I’ll play the perfect, supportive ex-boyfriend." His voice broke entirely, a sob escaping him. "But it’ll kill me. It will absolutely kill me. I'll be a ghost walking through life."

He took one final step forward, closing the remaining distance between your bodies. His forehead came to rest against yours once more, mirroring the night on the porch, but this time, he wasn't pulling back. He was trembling, his chest heaving against yours, the desperate, unyielding hunger of two years of separation crashing over both of you.

"So don’t," he begged, his warm breath mingling with yours, his lips brushing yours with every word. "Don’t marry him."

"Michael…" you breathed, your eyes closing as the sheer force of your own longing threatened to consume you. "It's too late. The invitations, the house, the future..."

"It's never too late," he cried, his hands moving up to cup your face, his thumbs wiping away your tears. "Please. Look at me. Just look at me."

You opened your eyes, meeting his gaze, completely undone by the raw devotion shining through his tears.

"Choose me," he pleaded, his voice a broken, desperate whisper. "Let me spend the rest of my life making up for choosing fear instead of us. I don’t care if we have to start completely over from scratch. I don’t care if we have to earn each other’s trust all over again, piece by piece. I don’t care if it’s difficult, or if the media goes crazy, or if the world screams. I don't care about any of it anymore. I just need you. I'm empty without you."

He squeezed your face gently, his lips lingering just a millimeter away from yours, the torment of the space between you almost impossible to endure.

"Just… please," he whispered against your lips, a final, ragged breath of a man pouring his entire soul into your hands. "Please don’t marry him. Come back to me. Come home."

Michael’s hands slowly dropped from your face, the absence of his touch instantly leaving you cold. He stepped back, his chest still heaving, looking at you with a gaze that was entirely raw, stripped of the global superstar facade. He looked entirely like the man who loved you in the quiet hours of the night, before the rest of the world got a say.

Turning away, he began to walk slowly toward the dining room doorway, his footsteps heavy against the hardwood. He stopped at the threshold, gripping the frame, his back to you for a moment before he turned his head.

"You still have time to decide," he said, his voice dropping into a soft, gravelly whisper that cut right through the quiet kitchen. "You have forty-eight hours. The choice has always been yours."

He didn't wait for your answer. He walked out of the kitchen, his silhouette moving through the dimly lit dining room and toward the front entrance door.

For a single second, the silence of the house rushed back in the heavy, suffocating reality of the unopened boxes, the wedding gifts, and the safe, predictable life waiting for you in two days. It was the ultimate battle of logic against instinct.

But your head didn't stand a chance. Your heart completely took over, shattering every promise, every rational thought, and every ounce of fear you’d been hoarding for two years.

You ran.

Your bare feet slapped against the floor as you bolted from the kitchen, tearing through the dining room just as Michael’s hand wrapped around the brass knob of the front door.

"Michael!" you gasped out.

He stopped, freezing in place before slowly turning around. His dark eyes widened slightly as he saw you standing there, breathless, your chest rising and falling rapidly.

You took a step closer, your voice trembling but entirely resolute. "How bad do you want me?"

Michael’s breath hitched. A dark, intense fire suddenly ignited in his eyes, the tragic sadness from moments before burning away into pure, unadulterated hunger. He let go of the doorknob, stepping away from the exit.

"So bad," he rasped, his voice vibrating with a deep, dangerous intensity that sent a shiver straight down your spine. "So bad it feels like a sickness."

"How bad do you need me?" you pressed, taking another step, the space between you completely dissolving.

"More than you will ever know," he whispered fiercely, his eyes tracking the frantic movement of your lips. "More than my own soul."

"What can you offer me, Michael?" your voice cracked, desperate and pleading, needing to hear it one last time. "If I throw everything away... what do you give me?"

"Life," he said instantly, closing the final distance between you until he was looming over you, his heat enveloping you completely. "Life. Love. A non-broken family. Prince getting to be with his mom and dad all the time, under one roof. Me and you. Everything we were meant to be before I let the world tear us apart. Just trust me."

That was it. The final thread snapped.

With a low, possessive growl that was entirely uncharacteristic of his gentle demeanor, Michael lunged forward. His hands gripped your waist, and in one swift, powerful motion, he spun you around and slammed your back against the heavy wood of the front door. The impact jolted through you, but any shock vanished the instant his lips crashed onto yours.

The kiss was explosive a violent, desperate release of two years of unendurable yearning, stolen glances, and suppressed agony. He didn't kiss you like a ghost anymore; he kissed you like a man claiming what belonged to him. His mouth parted yours hungrily, his tongue tangling with yours in a deep, bruising rhythm that made your head spin.

You let out a broken gasp against his lips, your hands flying up to wrap firmly into his jacket, pulling him closer, crushing your chest against his. You wanted to dissolve into him.

"Ah, God," Michael groaned into your mouth, his lips moving down to trace a path of searing kisses along your jawline, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin of your neck. "You're mine. Tell me you're mine."

"Yours," you cried out, arching your back off the door as his lips found the sweet spot at the base of your throat. "Always yours, Mike."

His hands became frantic, sliding down your hips, gripping your thighs through your clothes before his fingers fiercely hooked into the waistband of your pants. He didn't hesitate. His long, warm fingers slipped beneath the fabric, sliding smoothly past your underwear to find the bare, burning skin of your hip.

You whimpered, a sharp spike of heat pooling between your legs as his touch slid lower. Michael’s breathing was completely ragged against your ear, his chest heaving aggressively against yours as his fingers slipped directly into your wetness.

"Michael—" you choked out, your fingers tightening in his hair, your head snapping back against the door.

"I've got you," he whispered darkly, his fingers finding your slick heat and immediately moving in a slow, torturous stroke. He knew exactly how you felt, exactly how to touch you, his muscle memory guiding him perfectly. He slid one finger, then two, deep inside you, stretching you out as his thumb found your swollen center, pressing down with a firm, deliberate friction.

A loud, uninhibited moan escaped your lips, completely muffled as Michael brought his mouth back down to yours, drinking the sound straight from your throat. He began to pace his fingers inside you, pushing deep and pulling back, matching the desperate, frantic rhythm of his tongue. Your hips buckled against his hand, completely helpless under the sheer, blinding pleasure of his touch. He was driving you over the edge within seconds, the intensity of the reunion too overwhelming for your body to handle.

"Look at me," Michael breathed, pulling his lips back just an inch, his fingers continuing their wicked, relentless rhythm inside you, driving you to the absolute brink of sanity.

You forced your heavy eyelids open, your vision blurred with tears of pleasure, meeting his dark, blown-out pupils.

"You're not marrying him," he ordered, his voice raw, dropping into a terrifyingly beautiful, low pitch.

You let out a broken, trembling gasp, your body shaking against the door, completely at his mercy. "Michael... the wedding..."

"No," he cut you off, his grip on your waist tightening until it borders on bruising. "The decision is made for you."

He growled the words against your skin, a sound so fiercely possessive it made your heart stop, before he crashed his mouth back onto yours. The kiss wasn't just a reconciliation; it was an absolute takeover. It was a declaration of ownership, a promise that he would tear down the entire world before he ever let you walk away from him again. He drank your cries, his tongue deep and demanding, claiming every part of you as his fingers delivered the final, hard strokes that sent you crashing over the edge.

The climax ripped through you like wildfire, a breathless, sobbing cry torn from your throat as your walls clamped tightly around his hand. Michael held you up, pinning you flat against the door, absorbing the violent tremors of your release while his own ragged breath burned against your neck.

Slowly, the blinding waves began to recede, leaving you completely spent, clinging to his broad shoulders for support, your chest heaving in sync with his. Michael gently withdrew his hand from your pants, but he didn't give you an inch of space. He kept his heavy, solid frame pressed firmly against yours, trapping you in his warmth.

He leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of your ear, his voice dropping into a dark, velvety whisper that promised everything and left you entirely undone.