this is your captain baby crazy monkey speaking

do you mind if i witness ur tumblr situationship from a third party point of view?

has anyoje eveer thoight that jay and matt should engage in sexuial congress?

Heated rivalry shouldve been about 2 ugly old guys that play mahjong then maybe id consider watching it

like okay. imagine you’re matt johnson and you almost exclusively make autofiction where you play the lead character who is called matt johnson. And all the matt johnsons have sexual designs on their best friends which you are able to state out loud in front of your real life best friend who also plays your fictional best friend. and your first movie is about a matt johnson who makes semi autofictional movies in which he plays the lead who is called matt johnson. and it’s about how he is unable to separate reality from his fictions. and also is in love with his best friend. which he sublimates into extreme violence. matt johnson (real) playing matt johnson (fake) playing matt johnson (fake fake). which amplifies the subtext of matt johnson (fake) enthusiastically playing a woman (fake fake) because he can only get away with it if it’s fictional. and he cant even get away with it then. but he can get away with violence at least at first because the whole mechanism of masculinity is performed through violence. but that’s another story entirely. like obviously matt johnson (real) probably has plenty of well defined boundaries about this and can clearly delineate between fiction and reality. But his first movie is about a matt johnson who cannot, and is doomed by that. And all of his art blurs the line between fiction and reality on purpose. his art which stars himself as himself as himself. It’s um very interesting