Robyn_CarlsonMDA

This week has stressed me but not bad Stress. You see I'm starting a new chapter I'm moving out of my inlaws finally I've been trying for a while and now it's finally happening. So my body is going through this thing where it's more stressed about changing than I am. It's kinda like my body is preparing me for change. But I have been losing my appetite and feeling sick and upset tummy, headaches . Having to have alot of bathroom visits. It's just a way of showing me that my life was stressful. I think. But I think it's going to get better soon hope it stays better. Life am I right I'm only going to be stressing about making sure I can make the payments right regularly. I should be fine. Plus I'll receive some assistance for moving an my mother had some insurance money coming that will help but don't know when I will see any of it yet but soon. Just keep praying for me but I could do without feeling this crappie. I'm not going to talk about my personal life. Not sure if anyone was even reading these. But this is for my personal release and no one knows who I may or may not be talk with or dating. It's a mess my love life. I don't even use my real name on here. But my life is about to change with enough things going on already my dating life will need to wait. I have some pretty big decisions to make in that department anyway but I have many options. I also might need to end a online relationship that's going nowhere. We'll it wasn't totally all online but. He messed up 3 times and I just don't know if I have anymore time to waist with this. But I Am a Cancer sign. I'm being persuade by a Gemini, Sagittarius, 2 Taurus signs, A guy I only talk about our kid's with. And 1 guy who's my friend 🧡 we tell jokes/ riddles to each other all day. Still doing my podcast and we're still doing great things with it. Still enjoying my time with my son and getting ready for the dog to settle finally and de-stress and have him back to listening to me only again will hopefully help the Anxiety of him. Maybe I should just date another woman. Maybe that would solve my relationship problems. But also Not. 😂 hahahaha. It's been a week and I think it's almost over so thanks for reading if anyone is and as always love to hear any thoughts. ❤️Robyn C much love

I must be a master manifester because I choose to focus on me and my son. Another incredible human came into my dms this week. This individual is so talented and actually very kind and very wise. I feel like he might want something more with me. But the problem is I don't think I see him like that. I totally see the coolest and chillest human ever we talk about. A lot of parenting. Life stories crazy energy shit he's so kind and generous it's crazy. He's a true lyrical genius, for sure. I just feel blessed to know him. For now, I just wanna keep this

OK, so it turns out I must be a master at manifesting because I have had the opportunity to be in contact with 3 musians singers, one comedian, and some other connections, which turns out that people love. People, people, are alone, and they want a connection with people.I guess I'm that type of people. I have this ability to be what people like. They listen to me, and I listen to them back, and it's rare to find someone in this world like me. I'm honest, genuine, and carring empathetic trust worthy. I'VE really started to know my worth. I Also haven't told anyone of you who these people I've been involved with are because id like to respect their privacy. I see big things in my future. But for now, I'm just letting whatever plays out happen because I will have to make a choice, but I don't know yet the right one will be seen by me when the time is right you can love. Multiple people, but be smart about your choice. Isn't that why they call it dating to see what is best. Till next time, it's Robyn signing out .love you guys ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I have a delemha. I have 3 very important people in my life. Each I love but in different ways. 1 is like my best friend they are so easy to talk to very odd like me. Way more intelligent than me, by many means. Who has shown me so much help and kindness and has many great qualities as a partner. Older than me for once in years thinking about dating someone older, never been my thing, but i have done it. I don't know if this person is what I want. But logically, they are the best choice for me. The smart choice. 2 is a young sexy gentle individual. Who loves so hard and fast that I can get whiplash and don't know if I have the energy for this young temptation. But they are so sweet and so gentle and mature for their age and like older than their age range. Which isn't a problem. I just don't know if I should be with someone younger again. The last one destroyed me. 3 This individual seems to have my whole heart ❤️ not young, young. But not older, which I like, 5 years difference 🤔 Their is this unspoken feeling of pure acceptance. With so many qualities i need, I want. They see me understand me. So many things in common. They accept all my mistakes and my flaws. Almost sounds to good to be true, right? Maybe they seem to have an obsessive nature that screams Red flag. Don't know if their over their ex ither because they write things about them always. They are so busy and work hard that they seem like they don't have time for what I need from them. Don't know what to do, can't make up my mind. Because they all have the same type of job and are totally unavailable for maybe 50 percent of everything that I will do in life, and I have my son to think about. I'm Airing out my thoughts .maybe someone has a suggestion. Your thoughts, thanks, Robyn.

.... But if you asked me on a deeper level, I'd say you neglected you verbally and mentally abused me, accused me of ridiculous things. You made me feel like I was in this alone 😔 You drove me to talk to someone else. All while trying to give you another shot. But with someone else on my mind. Which is unfair to you. Making you feel cheated and betrayed. Which you didn't deserve and made me the villain in your mind. For that, im sorry. But I did try. And so did you, but now the trust is gone. I fell out of love with you when you showed me your true colors after I messed up. Everything from the beginning came back around. More accusations, threats, violent out bursts, feeling attacked, that's what I'd say ❤️ love Robyn