The only thing that he can think about is that sheâs got his blood on her face.
Everything else doesnât matter. He can feel the blood forming a pool at the back of his throat, and when he tries to swallow, it blocks his windpipe, and he starts coughing. More blood makes its way through his mouth. He can taste it on his lips, and he wonders if this is what it feels like when the characters on TV shows all suddenly have blood seep from their lips.
She takes his shoulders, gently, and help him turn over, but the pain stabs through his chest - he can feel the arrows embedded in it, and every single cough makes it worse. So he shakes his head, and he turns it to the side, hoping that the blood and spit and dirt will just, somehow, make it out. So he doesnât choke to death. Hah. That would be stupid.
âHey, youâre- youâre going to be alright, okay?â she says. He almost laughs, when he focuses on her face again. Sheâs got his blood on her face, smeared across her cheek. When she lifts his hand to feel the warmth of it, he notices that her hands- no, her entire arms, are smeared with it. Itâs that bad, huh? He smiles. Maybe he shouldnât, but itâs funny. In a way. That sheâs covered in his blood, and he doesnât really feel the pain.Â
The coldness is moving in, though. The cold and numb feeling he knows from blood loss - creeping from his fingertips all the way to his chest, slowly.Â
She continues to whisper words of comfort to him, but he sort of phases them out as he lets his head lull back, and he watches the sky. Itâs just that moment in time where the sun is about to break through from the last remnants of night - right before the light will shine onto all the small droplets of condensation on grass and where the sweet and misty taste of the air feels so crystal clear.Â
He tries to speak again, but he starts choking again, as a mixture of blood and spit makes its way down to his lungs, and he forces himself to the side, even if that means pushing some of the arrows deeper into his chest. It feels horrible.Â
After a couple of seconds, her hands are on his forehead, and their warmth make him realize that heâs freezing. Heâs sweating, too, but heâs so damn cold. His fingers spasm.Â
He gathers some strength as he tries to relieve the pressure on the arrows poking out of him, and tears a grimace when it sort of helps. âI knew,â he starts, wheezing as the shattered ribs move further into his ribcage, probably poking at his lungs. Itâs probably why heâs been coughing up blood, too. âI knew Iâd love you,â he goes on, trying with every single breath to keep going, because he wants to say this.Â
âI knew Iâd love you til the day I die,â he says, but she shakes her head. No. She doesnât want to hear it, she says, and he smiles again, closing his eyes. Donât close your eyes, she says, and he wants to obey. He wants to open his eyes again, but itâs so hardâŚ
A fist hits his chest, and his eyes open up again, seeing her kneeling next to him, her head resting on his chest. She shouldnât do that, he thinks. Sheâll get more blood onto her face, and into her hair. Itâll be hell to wash out. As he looks up from her beautiful hair, he sees the first beams of sunlight. Itâs quiet, he thinks.Â
Maybe, just maybe, it is not so bad. To die when the sunlight is coming back from the deepest and darkest night?Â