holey moley, me oh my, you're the apple of my eye.

The babies are growing and Orchard is progressing. He’s crawling and pulling up to stand. Next is getting him to walk! They aren’t babies anymore, either, today they are 15 months old. Flora is super smart and busy.

I keep a vibe or two in my bedside drawer. I’m an adult, ok???

Normally our kids don’t go in my drawer but today my 3 year old pulled out my lemon-shaped silicone vibrator.

My husband texted a pic, “should he have this in his mouth?”

We move March 24th. Then we close on the selling of our house on April 3rd.

I will be so glad to have it all done! Getting out of the house for showings and the inspection is very hard with all three kids. And cleaning is also difficult. I was up past midnight most of last week, deep cleaning grime.

I feel very proud and accomplished.

7 years ago, I was moving out of the house I’d purchased with my ex and technically I was homeless. I squatted in my mom’s abandoned hoarded house. I had lost everything.

Then I moved in with my husband, who owns the house where we live now.

Now I make enough money to buy a bigger house for our family so we can really start our lives.

The day before the babies were born I was 310.

Then I had them and deflated, down to 277.

Today I am 237.6.

First goal weight is 200, and then we’ll see how I’m feeling.

Ultimate goal is to have a “mommy makeover” and remove extra skin and lift my boobs.

Orchard is not throwing up anymore either but he’s really tired and grumpy/sad.