Poor Nyx Archeron
Nyx: “I believe there are less bloody ways to seek justice.”
Her: chooses violence, frost, and emotional devastation
Nyx: …falls anyway
Your honor, he never stood a chance.
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Poor Nyx Archeron
Nyx: “I believe there are less bloody ways to seek justice.”
Her: chooses violence, frost, and emotional devastation
Nyx: …falls anyway
Your honor, he never stood a chance.

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“That insult in the shape of a male.”
It wasn’t possible.
It couldn’t be possible that he knew where Kaelith was already.
After the blowup they’d had in the Grand Hall the morning before, she had hoped desperately not to see Nyx Archeron again anytime soon.
But The Sand Plateau wasn’t all that big, and apparently neither was Sunspire. She would have to find a way to make him leave, one way or another.
At her outburst, Veyra stepped up beside her at the window. It didn’t take long for her to understand what was already eating away at Kaelith’s nerves.
“Kae, calm down,” the handmaiden asked, placing a hand on her shoulder. “As fun as it was, I really thought you were going to kill him yesterday.” Veyra forced Kaelith to look at her. “You know it’s not advantageous to kill the heir of Night. If it were, I’d already be planning the circumstances with you. But the last thing we need right now is a civil war against Velaris.”
Kaelith sighed, pressing her fingers to her throbbing temples. Veyra was right—obviously. But the truth of her words didn’t lessen the growing hatred that reddened her vision.
“Besides,” Veyra let her go, turning back to the window with one of those smiles that promised trouble. “It would be a shame to kill someone as handsome as him.”
The High Lady’s attention was drawn to the Colonel below as well. He wasn’t walking toward the Library. He seemed to be strolling casually through the city—smelling peaches at fruit stalls, talking to weapons merchants, or simply observing his surroundings.
“Do you really think he’s handsome?” Kaelith asked casually, hating the way her voice trembled.
Veyra laughed scornfully. “Kae, please. Don’t give me that clueless look. As if you hadn’t noticed that Colonel Archeron is offensively attractive.”
Kaelith’s eyes widened, and the breath she let out wasn’t forced. “I can barely look at him without wanting to kill him.”
“Kill him in bed, I bet,” her friend murmured with a small laugh.
Kaelith grabbed a book from the nearest shelf and threw it at Veyra. Without the slightest effort, the handmaiden caught it before it could hit her square in the face.
“I don’t know why I’d want to sleep with him when I have Eris at my disposal,” the High Lady shot back, returning her attention to the prince exploring the city below.
“Eris and half of Prythian, if we’re being honest.”
“What an exaggeration,” Kaelith said, crossing her arms over her chest. “I don’t have any lovers in the Day Court, for example.”
That was one of the things she loved most about her relationship with Veyra. They could be entirely themselves around each other—with all their endless flaws—without fear of judgment. The handmaiden had chosen to wait for true love to give herself body and soul, but she never criticized Kaelith for choosing to indulge in the pleasures of the flesh.
“If you slept with Nyx,” Veyra whispered, raising her brows conspiratorially, “you’d have a lover in the Night Court. I don’t think you have one there either.”
“May the gods spare me.” Her eyes returned to the Colonel, who was washing his hands in one of the fountains along the street. “I bet he doesn’t even know what he’s doing in bed. He looks like the type who takes two showers before and ten after sex.”
Kaelith’s mind was flooded with images of the prince in not-so-innocent scenes. A bead of sweat running down his sculpted back. Tousled black hair sticking to his face. Strong arms holding his own weight over a mattress.
Her chest burned, a wave of heat rising up her neck and settling in her cheeks.
What in the hells was that.
Damn Veyra and her talk of Nyx Archeron and beds.
As if drawn by the force of her gaze, he looked up. Toward the Millennial Library. And even though she was on the twenty-second floor, his eyes found Kaelith’s.
She jumped back from the window, one hand instinctively flying to her heart. Her chest rose and fell as if she’d run for miles, her face now completely on fire.
“He made me,” Kaelith gasped, breathless.
“He’s coming this way,” Veyra, still glued to the window, pointed. “What are you going to do?”
Kaelith’s head spun in circles, utterly disoriented. She wasn’t naïve—she knew the Archeron brothers were there because of her. Whether it was to stop her from discovering the truth or from destroying the Day Court when she did, she wasn’t sure. But they weren’t merely Helion’s diplomatic guests.
Taking a deep breath and steadying herself, she said, “Rhysand knows everything that happens on this island. He has the most powerful Spymaster in Prythian at his disposal. If he doesn’t know who killed my parents, I bet he knows what was stolen here.” Kaelith dared another glance downward. “And I’m going to make that detestable Colonel tell me once and for all.”
She was rushing toward the spiral staircase when she heard Veyra behind her. “Please, don’t kill him. He’s far too pretty to die.”
Kaelith made an obscene gesture and started down the four hundred steps toward Nyx Archeron.
Unsurprisingly, he was waiting for her beneath the imposing archway at the Library’s entrance. With the classic posture she’d now always associate with him—spine straight, arms crossed behind his back.
Maybe it would be better to use another tactic from her personal arsenal of manipulation. Poison-sweet kindness.
She felt sick just thinking about it.
She didn’t know how she was supposed to be kind when all she wanted in that moment was to slap those high cheekbones, lightly flushed from the scorching sun. But perhaps her good-girl mask would be more effective than her blades in making Nyx Archeron talk.
“Hello.” The greeting came out soft, almost shy, and Kaelith hoped the Prince would believe the timid glimmer she forced into her eyes.
Her gaze was locked on his—steel against stormy blue—and still she caught the way Nyx’s jaw tightened. Was he nervous, or was her plan working?
“Hello,” he replied, his voice a rough murmur.
Nyx uncrossed his arms, opening and closing his fists. He was clearly unsettled. Anxious even. And Kaelith had the distinct impression that he was always like that. That his mind must be hell.
She was about to speak when, with rushed words, Nyx blurted, “I was looking for you.”
Kaelith’s eyes widened before she could stop herself. The surprise was brief, quickly replaced by suspicion.
So you can spy on me, she wanted to say. But if she wanted him to talk, she couldn’t be reactive right now. Even so, her brow furrowed.
The Colonel stepped closer, hesitantly. He also seemed to have chosen to retire his leather armor while staying at the Day Court, wearing light, pale clothes instead. Kaelith barely knew him, but for some reason it felt strange to see him so casual.
“I wanted to apologize for the way I behaved yesterday.” His voice wavered as he spoke. Lowering his gaze for a fleeting instant, Nyx cleared his throat. “I’m ashamed of how I acted. Of the harsh words I said. I shouldn’t have lost my temper so easily.”
It took all the control in the world not to let surprise color her face that time. Before Kaelith stood the heir to the Night Court, Colonel of the Illyrian Legions—one of the most respected military figures in Prythian, according to Idris’s countless stories.
And he was… apologizing. His gentle tone and twisted expression made her believe Nyx was truly sorry.
That was strange. Kaelith wasn’t used to that level of humility from the island’s nobility.
And she felt strange in the face of his apology. Because something uncomfortable, something she couldn’t quite name, stirred inside her ribs.
“I hope you’re not expecting an apology from me,” Kaelith finally managed, lifting her chin and crossing her arms. “Because what you deserve is my irritation, for following me everywhere.”
A smile curved the corner of Nyx’s lips, his gray eyes gleaming. “Well, two nights ago it was you who followed me in the Plateau’s gardens.”
Kaelith couldn’t stop herself from rolling her eyes. “I wasn’t following you. I went for a walk to clear my head after—” she paused, a knot forming in her throat. That wasn’t the moment to trade notes about her terrible nightmares with the Night Prince. Although he, with his furrowed brow and focused features, seemed to want to hear what she had to say. Shaking her head, she changed the subject. “What are you really doing here?”
The space between them shrank again when Nyx took another step toward her. “I was being honest when I said I wanted us to be allies.”
“If you truly want us to be allies,” Kaelith said, struggling to keep her temper in check, “then tell me the damn truth.” When Nyx opened his mouth to—probably—defend himself, she went on, firm. “Enough with the games. I may be young and inexperienced in politics, but I’m not naïve. I know that the fact your father and mine were friends doesn’t make Rhysand automatically trust me. And I know even more that he sent you here to spy on me. To make sure my actions won’t interfere with your Court’s affairs.”
Great, Kaelith thought, her chest heaving. I couldn’t keep the sweet diplomat mask on for even five minutes.
She expected Nyx to turn combative, as he had in the Great Hall the morning before. But he only looked at her with a nerve-wracking seriousness.
“It never crossed my mind that you were naïve.” His voice was a soft breath. “You may think yourself inexperienced, but… everything we do in this life is political. Breathing is political. You don’t need to be five hundred years old to be good at it.” He was so close… Kaelith could see details in his face she hadn’t noticed before. Thick lashes framing his eyes like kohl. A chin marked by a subtle dimple that softened the rigidity of his features. The straight, well-defined line of his nose. “And my father didn’t send me. I came because I wanted to. Because I chose to be emissary to the Winter Court.”
Emissary to the Winter Court? Not to all Courts?
Kaelith studied him suspiciously. “I thought you were a soldier, not a diplomat.”
“I’m really not a diplomat,” Nyx replied with a humorless laugh, running a hand through his hair. “I’m terrible at politics, actually, but I wanted to…” He stopped. His gaze on her was deep now, as if he saw something Kaelith hid in the deepest part of herself. Shaking his head, Nyx looked down. “It seems I’m going to be the heir of the Night Court. I needed to start acting like one.”
That wasn’t why Kaelith was down there. But she was intrigued. Was Nyx Archeron truly an heir who didn’t want to be High Lord? Because between the lines, that was what she understood.
Kaelith had never imagined she would be High Lady. Because, apparently, Prythian’s magic had some issue with females. She had never even been allowed to dream of the possibility. And there, in front of her, stood a male who would certainly wear that power as if it had been made for him. And he didn’t want it?
It made no sense at all.
His hesitation also didn’t make sense. Or the way he looked at her as if he knew her. Suddenly, Kaelith remembered a detail that had gone unnoticed the day they fought in the garden.
“You said you heard me scream. The day that…” she stammered. “The day everything happened. Were you drunk? Hallucinating?”
Nyx laughed, making her ears tingle. “I was in full possession of my mental faculties. Though my uncle Cassian still thinks I’m insane.”
With squinted eyes, she asked, “Why?”
“I kind of—” he let out another laugh, ruffling his dark hair once more. “Ran half-naked through Windhaven looking for whoever was screaming.”
Kaelith’s mouth fell open, a shocked breath escaping her lips. “You really are completely insane.”
“You’re not the first person to think that,” the Colonel shrugged, unfazed.
Provocative, she looked him up and down and saw his hands tremble. “You really don’t seem very normal.”
Nyx let out a low laugh that drew one from her as well.
Silence settled between them—too dense to be casual, too soft to be uncomfortable. And within it, Kaelith considered that maybe Nyx Archeron wasn’t so detestable after all.
“I didn’t come to spy on you.”
His voice was such a faint breath she barely heard it. Kaelith lifted her eyes, meeting his once more.
“I still believe there are less bloody ways for you to get what you want—” Kaelith rolled her eyes. “—but that’s your choice. Whether it interferes with the affairs of my Court or any other is still your choice to make. I just hope that, whatever path you take, you don’t lose yourself to revenge.”
✨Under the Stars and the Storm - Nyx Archeron next-gen fanfic✨
Nyx was about to sit down, tired of the incessant circles his mind was making, when a glacial breeze invaded the Great Hall.
Every hair on Nyx's body stood on end.
Kaelith walked as if the world belonged to her. Not from arrogance or pride. But because everything seemed to naturally bow before her.
She and the handmaiden—Veyra—chatted carelessly, laughing at something they whispered to each other.
The Colonel stood up before even sitting down completely. He crossed his arms behind his back and straightened his posture—ignoring the cold that gripped his stomach. Ignoring, even more, the erratic beating of his heart at the sight of her.
Scenes from that night flooded Nyx’s mind like an unbridled river.
Kaelith's malicious smile as she froze time and hurled daggers in his direction. The expression of wonderment that had painted her face when he broke free from her temporal prison and pulled them into a reality created by him. Her wide eyes seeing the weapons transform into black roses—dozens of them, falling uselessly to the ground.
Nyx still felt the desperate cadence of Kaelith's pulse when he'd wrapped his hand around hers, preventing another misaligned blow. Still felt the icy touch of her skin when they fell onto the cotton bed he'd created to cushion the fall—her beneath, him on top, the two entwined in a tangle of legs and arms.
The High Lady's metallic gaze met Nyx's and, in that infinitesimal second, his head spun. His ribs ached with the force of the drum his heart seemed to have become.
His knees hit the marble with a crack when Nyx positioned himself to bow to her. One leg bent, body inclined and head curved. His chest heaved, and Nyx prayed Kaelith wouldn't be able to hear the irregular rhythm of his breathing.
Perhaps Lysander was hearing the commotion afflicting his body, and the low, biting whistle his brother let out beside him confirmed it.
The Colonel raised his chin just enough to cast a murderous look at Lys. He at least had the decency to kneel as well—but not without sighing dramatically first.
Kneeling, time seemed to move slowly, as if Kaelith had bewitched it. All Nyx could hear was his own breathing and the frantic rhythm of his chest. All he could see was the reflection of his black hair, combed back, in the impeccably polished marble of the Plateau.
He risked looking a bit further ahead, to where the High Lady stood. Nyx could only see her bare feet.
No... She wasn't barefoot... She wore blue sandals of leather so fine it seemed like a second skin, with straps that crossed the tops of her feet. Her nails were painted white—a light, subtle white that reminded him of lace soft to the touch.
Nyx swallowed hard.
His eyes climbed a bit higher, almost of their own accord. He didn't know why the hell he was looking at her shoes. His gaze slowly rose to where the delicate ties of the sandals embraced her calf, disappearing into the hem of her dress—
The Colonel lowered his head so fast he felt a twinge in his neck. His ears burned and the heat descended down his neck, setting fire to the rest of his body.
By the damned gods.
He was kneeling before the most dangerous High Lady in Prythian, nearly combusting because he'd looked at her feet.
Her feet.
Kaelith cleared her throat. Nyx could almost hear the mischievous smile in her voice when she said: "It's not every day I have two Illyrian males kneeling at my feet."
Lysander laughed, standing up, and so did Nyx.
His brother had the same expression on his face as when he was enjoying an exciting chess match—when he finally found an opponent worthy of him. Which wasn't the case with Nyx; he was always shamefully humiliated by Lysander in any game involving strategy. Lys was simply more cunning, more sly and calculating. He always managed to beat Nyx despite his dozens of years of military experience.
It was no wonder Lysander was Night Court's emissary. And it was precisely for that reason that Nyx believed he should be the true heir to Rhysand's throne.
The younger Archeron approached Kaelith with his typical provocative confidence, that magnetizing walk that made anyone in the room fix their eyes on him. When Lysander took the Winter Lady's hand, Nyx feared she would freeze his brother or impale him with her ice weapons.
But Kaelith let Lys bring her hand to his mouth, where he placed a light kiss on her knuckles.
The Colonel’s mind once again carried him to dark places—places he had no desire to be. Nyx caught himself wondering what Kaelith’s skin would feel like beneath his lips… he knew it would be cold, like the winter she carried within her, but would it be soft?
Yes... Nyx had no doubt her skin would be velvety as a secret whispered amid satin sheets.
Nyx wouldn't have the same audacity as Lys, however. Of course not. Kaelith would surely murder him in the space of a breath if he dared touch her with his mouth.
Why, in the Mother's name, am I thinking about my lips on her skin?
"I bet my charming brother would love to take you to Illyria, my Lady," Lysander purred, still bent over her hand. "Then you'd have an entire army kneeling for you."
Now it was Nyx's turn to roll his eyes at his brother's not-at-all-surprising attempt at flattery. What surprised him, though, was Kaelith's reaction. Her smile, previously oblique, widened and transformed into something almost sweet.
“Well, I’ll have to find alternative ways to make that happen,” she whispered, casting a sidelong glance toward the Colonel. “Since I have no intention of going anywhere with your charming brother.”
Nyx should feel offended. But instead, he had to hold back a smile from coloring his face. Kaelith's tone lacked the expected bite. She even seemed to be... teasing?
An unknown emotion—something close to joy—warmed the Colonel's chest and spread through the rest of his body. He shifted from one foot to the other, squeezing his clasped hands behind him. Suddenly restless.
Kaelith's eyes were still locked on his. Intense. Scorching, despite the ice that dominated them. And Nyx couldn't sustain the weight of that gaze for long. Cowardly, he stared at his own boots.
"I don't blame you for not wanting to spend much time in the Colonel's company." Out of the corner of his eye, Nyx saw Lysander lean in and whisper in Kaelith's ear: "He's no fun at all."
Oh, how Nyx would have loved to show his brother what real fun looked like—starting by slamming his face into the nearest wall.
“You certainly seemed to be enjoying your brother’s display earlier this morning,” Kaelith murmured. Nyx lifted his gaze and caught something dangerous in her expression. She was playing with Lysander as well. “If I recall correctly, you even applauded.”
Perhaps the gentle features that softened the High Lady’s face were nothing more than traps meant to lure—and snap shut on—Lysander. Perhaps his brother failed to notice the undercurrent of anger vibrating in her voice.
“Forgive me, my Lady, for my frankness,” Lys replied with a smile. “But I did enjoy myself, without question. Martyr does not often provide me with entertainment, and I make a point of taking advantage of it whenever he does.”
By the Cauldron, that would be the day Nyx killed his brother.
The Colonel remained motionless, right behind Lysander, a silent spectator. After all, nothing good would come from his mouth. And the truth was that Nyx didn't want to irritate the High Lady more than he already had the previous dawn. But he observed each of her reactions—the subtle arching of her eyebrows; the imperceptible flaring of her nostrils; the clenching of her jaw and the compression of her lips.
He also noticed Veyra's undisguised amusement beside Kaelith. The sadistic smile had curved the handmaiden's lips since the moment Nyx knelt. Her black eyes jumped from Lysander to the High Lady, and from time to time she let out a low chuckle at Nyx's expense.
"Martyr?" Kaelith's eyebrows rose and she turned to Nyx—speaking of him without speaking to him.
That unfortunate nickname.
The Colonel opened his mouth to defend himself, but Lysander was faster. Obviously.
"You don't know him well enough yet, but Nyx has the glorious tendency of sacrificing himself in absolutely every aspect of his life." Lys looked over his shoulder at Nyx and winked. "Fascinating, isn't it?"
Nyx's teeth already ached from the force with which he clenched them.
Kaelith's eyes traveled over Nyx's body with painful slowness. As if she were meticulously cataloging each of his weaknesses. And only years of military discipline kept him from moving under the weight of her gaze.
She turned to Lys and then to Helion. "What a party you have here, High Lord."
Kaelith finally sat at the opposite end of the Great Hall's long table, Veyra on her heels.
Helion, who had also remained silent before the entire exchange—but who, undeniably, was enjoying himself as much as the handmaiden—laughed. "You know I like a full house, my dear."
"You like chaos, that's what," Kaelith retorted, her tone a mix of impatience and playfulness.
Only when Lysander sat down and cast him an inquisitive look did Nyx realize—he was still standing, watching her every movement. The way she meticulously chose which apricots to place on her plate. How she'd closed her eyes when smelling a succulent peach before biting it. Or how she held the knife and cut a piece of cured ham with the precision of a mercenary.
Nyx cleared his throat and sat beside Helion. His appetite had completely disappeared and when he tried to sip his coffee, the beverage burned his tongue on the first gulp.
"So," Kaelith began, bringing a golden grape to her mouth. "What do the two guests of the High Lord of Day intend to do in Sunspire?"
Nyx let Lysander speak for them both. His brother's mind had always been quicker at conceiving lies, after all. "Helion wanted to discuss a delicate matter about our shared borders." Lys rolled his eyes and sighed. "We'll spend the day locked in his office in tedious and endless debates on the issue."
Kaelith narrowed her eyes. "Poor you."
And there wasn't an ounce of sympathy in her voice for Lysander's diplomatic excuse. The Winter's High Lady didn't believe their false motivation. She knew they were there because of her. But the Archeron brothers would surely not confess the truth.
Unless they wanted to start a war against Winter. For Nyx was certain Kaelith wouldn't look kindly on Night's attempt at intervention.
When Rhysand had told him about the prophecy and the stolen book, Nyx simply knew Sunspire would be her next destination. Helion hadn't even needed to call for reinforcements from Velaris—Nyx had already suggested to his father that they travel to Day in order to monitor the situation.
Nyx kept telling everyone and himself that it was his purpose as the new emissary to Winter. That he had to get close to Kaelith and help her. Help her find a path to justice that wouldn't lead to Prythian's destruction. That, upon hearing her scream, it had become his duty to support her.
There had to be a reason. For the lancing pain she'd projected miles and miles away that only he had felt.
"Thank you for the empathy, my Lady," Lysander responded equally sarcastic, having no problem devouring the mountain of food he'd piled on his plate.
"Do you ever speak?" Kaelith turned to Nyx, who was still studying her attentively. "Or do you only open your mouth when it's opportune to agravate me?"
Lys, Helion, and Veyra laughed almost in unison.
Nyx inhaled, straightening in his chair. "I have nothing to add to this particular dialogue, my Lady."
"I believe that's beneficial for me," she replied, venomous. "I've come to the conclusion that even the sound of your breathing, yards away, is capable of irritating me."
His body burned again, this time with frustration. "Perhaps, then, the problem isn't me, but your unstable temper," Nyx made a point of looking deep into her eyes. "My Lady."
The air in the Hall crackled like a frozen lake cracking under the weight of a wolf. Except for Kaelith, whose chest heaved, everyone seemed to hold their breath.
"Perhaps my temper wouldn't oscillate so much if I didn't have an Illyrian Colonel following me everywhere like a lost dog."
In the seat across from Nyx, Lysander covered his mouth to contain another laugh.
Nyx's hands trembled on the table. "Perhaps I wouldn't need to follow you if you didn't threaten to leave a trail of corpses in your quest for vengeance."
"Justice." Kaelith corrected through gritted teeth. If she possessed the power to kill with her gaze, he'd already be buried six feet under.
"If it's truly justice you seek, do you intend to bring the matter to the High Lords' League?" Nyx pressed, even knowing he was treading on thin ice. "Why not convene a tribunal for investigation and judgment of the guilty?"
"I have no obligation to discuss internal matters of my Court with you, Prince," she spat. Her body trembled as much as his—fingers closed in fists as if Kaelith was restraining herself from attacking him again. "I'm growing exhausted of telling you to stop sticking your nose into matters that are none of your concern. The only reason I haven't tried to kill you yet is out of respect for Rhysand. But I don't know how much longer my patience will last."
"You haven't tried to kill me?" A scornful laugh escaped Nyx's throat. "At every opportunity you hurl frozen stalactites in my direction. Isn't that attempted homicide?"
Kaelith stood abruptly, the chair scraping behind her. "My aim is excellent, Colonel." She slammed her hands on the table's wood, and ice formed like spider webs, moving toward him. "If I'd wanted you dead, I would have done it the moment you dared pull me from my river."
Helion let out a whistle that Nyx barely registered. All his attention was fixed on Kaelith, his vision red with the growing fury that overwhelmed him.
Nyx rarely lost his temper. He took pride in his own control, in the discipline with which he led his life. He was eternally patient with Drazen and Lysander's teasing. Not even the backward commanders of Illyria, always resistant to the smallest changes he imposed, made Nyx lose his serenity.
But never, in his nearly two centuries of existence, had the Colonel encountered someone so insolent, so infuriating, so stubborn as that High Lady. Someone so... so...
"You should try it now, my Lady." His breath escaped his chest in irregular gasps. "I'll take pleasure in bringing you to a place where your power will be useless. And then we'll be trapped, for all eternity, in a distant reality—because in your carelessness, you won't be able to land a single blow against me."
The two stared at each other for a long time—cutting gazes, erratic chests, teeth bared like two enraged beasts.
"Nyx, my boy," Helion's voice seemed to sound in a dimension so distant the Colonel could barely hear it. "Why don't you go to my office now and prepare the papers for our meeting?"
The High Lord was trying to appease the tension that crackled with dense, deadly energy around them. Nyx was fully aware of this.
It wasn't just Kaelith's Winter encircling in the Great Hall—freezing the furniture, making snow fall from the absolute nothing, stopping time and suspending dust grains in the air. Nyx's wings had appeared on his back without him even noticing. And he didn't need to look behind to know he'd transformed half the room into a hell of darkness.
But he couldn't take his eyes off Kaelith. From the vein bulging at her temple. From her tense shoulders, rising and falling with the frenzied cadence of her chest. From her face, always pale, now overtaken by the flush of rage.
Nyx knew she saw the same in him.
And neither looked away.
"Nyx." It was Lysander's turn to call him, gentle, despite the apprehension in his tone. "Listen to Helion. Go wait for us in his office."
The Colonel tried... tried so hard to calm himself. Fought against the flame consuming him mercilessly. Against Kaelith's gaze that seemed to pour oil on an ungoverned blaze.
But how could he be collected when Nyx couldn't even breathe?
His brother rested a steadying hand on his shoulder, and the touch startled him. Eyes wide, Nyx turned to Lysander.
Still gentle in tone, though his brow was drawn tight, Lys commanded, “Go. Now.”
Nyx couldn’t stop his gaze from flicking back to Kaelith. Veyra had also laced her fingers around Kaelith’s arm—as though a simple touch might restrain her.
Nyx doubted there was anything in the world capable of restraining the wrath of the High Lady of the Winter Court.
And that was precisely why he had to leave. They were on the brink of destroying one another—and taking half of the Day Court with them.
Suddenly ashamed of how completely he had lost control, Nyx swallowed hard. He gave a silent nod and cast a glance toward Helion, hoping the High Lord would forgive the humiliating manner in which he had conducted himself.
With quick strides, Nyx headed for the exit of the Great Hall—passing dangerously close to where Kaelith sat, her flaming gaze still locked on him.
As he crossed the threshold, he heard her whisper, “I will destroy you, Prince of the Night.”
The Colonel should have risen above it. He should not have been so easily ensnared by the discord she wove.
But if Kaelith’s aim that morning had been to unmoor him beyond reason, she had succeeded.
For Nyx’s response—also a whisper—was simply:
“I look forward to watching you try.”
Nyx Archeron
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Nyx didn't know how much time had passed when the world seemed to stop.
The change was subtle, almost imperceptible. He wouldn’t have noticed if his senses weren’t so well trained, even when his concentration was focused on the pages of the yellowed parchment.
First, he felt a shiver run down his skin, the hairs on his arm rising at the sudden drop in temperature. Windhaven was indeed frigid, but he was protected by the comfort of the small fireplace that crackled beneath the wide bedroom window. He watched his own breath condense and felt Lyris’s body tremble in his arms.
When he looked out the window, he saw the strangest thing... The snowflakes seemed to be suspended in the air, like constellations held by an invisible thread. Nyx carefully disentangled himself from the Sergeant’s frigid body, a low curse escaping his lips when his feet touched the icy floor. He walked to the window and couldn’t believe what his own eyes saw.
The whole world seemed frozen. Not by the cold, not by winter, but... Inert. Stopped in time. The treetops didn’t move, even though Nyx knew the winds of the Illyrian Mountains never relented. He narrowed his eyes and could swear he saw a fox in the distance also motionless, as if it had been stuffed and left in the open forest.
He shivered and turned back to the room. The dust particles were also suspended, forming small rainbows reflected by the firelight.
Then came the pain in his chest. It wasn’t a physical pain, but as if invisible hands wrapped around his heart and squeezed until only anguish and a deep sadness pumped in place of blood. Nyx felt tears prick the corners of his eyes, running down his cheeks unimpeded.
He wanted to scream, he wanted to sob, not understanding where this sudden affliction came from that made the act of breathing so painful.
Nyx heard a sharp scream that seemed to come from the forest. He searched for his pants on the floor and started running out of the house, not caring about the glacial temperature, the flakes that were now falling freely from the sky, or his bare feet that seemed to burn on the snow.
The scream sounded again—so brutal, so tormented, so violent—and Nyx felt the earth vibrate. He ran through the forest towards the sound, tree branches tearing his skin, pinecone cutting his feet, the biting wind tousling his hair. He needed to find that person in such deep suffering that it threatened to tear his world in half.
Nyx ran through all of Windhaven, barefoot, almost naked, looking like a crazed lunatic, only to realize that... that the scream only sounded in his mind.
He was certain he was losing it. He was hallucinating. Maybe someone had put a psychedelic potion in his drink at the tavern without him noticing.
Because... he had seen the snow and dust hover in the air, as if time itself had stopped. He had felt that stunning anguish for no reason, as if a part of himself had been shattered into a thousand pieces.
Nyx was hallucinating. There was no other logical explanation.
Dazed, Nyx made his way back home. He would see a healer in the morning, just to make sure everything was alright with his head.
He saw the shadow of a massive winged figure standing in front of his door. Nyx cursed himself for having rushed out like a savage, without a single weapon. Not that anyone would be reckless enough to attack him in his own house, but you never knew with Illyrians. He concluded that his hands were strong enough weapons.
“Fancied a midnight stroll through the woods, nephew?” The familiar voice said, and Nyx didn’t need to get closer to know who it belonged to.
Cassian.
He felt even more stupid in front of his uncle, wearing only loose cotton pants and his hair falling in tangled waves across his forehead.
“I...” Nyx didn’t know what to say. He didn’t know how to explain what those most disturbing minutes of his life had been. He couldn’t even explain to himself where that pain that still constricted his chest came from. “I thought I heard someone scream. Someone who needed help.”
Cassian stared at him for long seconds, an expression Nyx couldn’t decipher on his face. Something between concern and recognition. His uncle must also think he had gone mad.
“You felt it,” Cassian said, more of an affirmation than a question.
Nyx blinked, still disoriented. “Felt what?”
“The shift. The magic.” His uncle ran a hand through his long hair, wings rustling behind him. “All the High Lords felt something. But you...” He looked Nyx up and down, noticing his disoriented state. “You felt it differently, didn’t you?”
Nyx didn’t know what to say. How to put into words that pain, that scream that still echoed in his mind?
“Get dressed and say goodbye to Sergeant Lyris,” Cassian said, pointing to the door with his head. Nyx tried not to look surprised by the General’s knowledge of who was in his bed. “We need you in Velaris.”
Nyx narrowed his eyes. “I am needed in Windhaven.”
He didn’t know why he was questioning. It was the middle of the night, and his uncle was here. That meant something serious had happened. But he was Nyx—Guardian of Illyria, Colonel of the Illyrian Legions—and his place was in Windhaven. He had no desire whatsoever to go to Velaris, so he would make his General work for it.
Cassian immediately saw through his game.
“The Night Court needs you,” his uncle said mercilessly, throwing the title he disliked the most in his face.
Nyx didn’t mean any harm — well, at least not most of the time. He knew his place. He was the heir to the Night Court, even if he tried to deny his destiny. Even if he played at being a warlord while his brother took on the responsibilities that should have been his.
“What happened?” Nyx asked reluctantly, crossing his freezing arms in front of his chest. He was trembling, but he wouldn’t bring Cassian inside the house, not when Lyris was still sprawled, naked, in his bed. “Did Lys get into trouble again?”
It wouldn’t be the first time he had to return to Velaris and take his brother’s place in the Court’s diplomatic affairs — something Nyx simply despised — because Lysander had gotten himself involved with the wife of some powerful lord in Prythian and ended up with a death threat on his head.
Perhaps his brother wasn’t such a perfect choice for heir, after all.
“Lys has been behaving. For now.” His uncle sighed, rolling his eyes. “But he’s not why I’m here.”
“Cut to the chase, Uncle,” Nyx exasperated, his patience running out. It was several degrees below zero, he was tired, and he had a beautiful warrior waiting for him in bed. “If you want me to go with you, give me a good enough reason.”
“Good enough reason?” Cassian asked, approaching his nephew with all his imposing presence. “How about the massacre of a High Lord and a large part of his Court in his own castle?”
Nyx’s stomach seemed to drop. “Which High Lord?”
“Kallias.” Cassian’s voice was grim. “And Viviane. Murdered in the Winter Court about an hour ago.”
An hour. When the world had frozen. When Nyx had heard that scream.
The Winter Court.
“There’s more,” Cassian continued, observing his nephew’s stunned expression. “The magic has chosen an heir. Their daughter. The first High Lady chosen by the power of Prythian itself.”
Nyx’s lips parted in shock. He didn’t know which piece of information left him more stupefied.
“Ah, it seems I have your full attention now,” his uncle smiled, but there was no hint of humor in his eyes. “Get dressed, kid. Because Prythian is about to be plunged into complete chaos.”
Astounded, and with more questions than answers, Nyx did not object this time.
But as he went inside to get dressed, a certainty weighed heavily in his chest: whatever had happened in the Winter Court, whatever it was that he had felt, the lives of everyone on that island had changed forever.
acotar next-gen
High Lady: destroying villages
Illyrian Colonel: "please stop"
Her: "no ❤️"
Him: *falls in love*
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nyx archeron, master of yearning
HEAR ME OUT: nyx archeron is the best kind of male lead
everyone's out here writing the brooding mysterious MMC who's emotionally unavailable and "I'm dangerous stay away". meanwhile nyx is:
→ STRESSED
→ emotionally available (TOO available)
→ "please let me help you"
→ wears his heart on his sleeve
→ terrible at hiding feelings
→ anxious control freak
→ overthinks literally everything
→ powerful but doesn't use it to be threatening
→ soft despite being a warrior
→ protective without being possessive
→ respects her agency (while also being a disaster about it)
he's not brooding. he's WORRIED.
he's not mysterious. he's an OPEN BOOK.
he's not "I'm dangerous." he's "ARE YOU OKAY?"
he's a 150-year-old military commander who reorganized an entire
society and has his shit completely together
UNTIL
he meets HER
then he's just:
• running hands through hair
• frowning
• "why do I care so much???"
• making bad decisions
• following her around
• getting attacked
• coming back for more
• falling in LOVE
• being a complete DISASTER
and I think that's beautiful.
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acotar next-gen fanfic
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let's talk about nyx archeron and why he's suffering
so you have this 150-year-old Illyrian Colonel. son of the most powerful High Lord in Prythian. spent a century and a half reforming the Illyrian Legions. everything in his life is controlled, ordered, disciplined.
he's got it together. he's FINE.
then one night he hears a scream.
not just any scream. a scream that shatters across Prythian. a scream that breaks reality itself. a scream from a girl he's never met, in a Court he's not even in.
and something in him just— breaks.
because now he can't stop thinking about her. can't stop feeling responsible for her. can't explain why her pain feels like his pain, why her rage makes his chest tight, why he needs to protect her even though she's literally a High Lady and perfectly capable of protecting herself.
she tells him to stay away.
he shows up anyway.
she attacks him with sixty ice daggers.
he turns them into black roses.
she says "you mean nothing to me."
he says "I don't believe you."
she destroys an entire village.
his first thought is "she's magnificent."
THIS MAN NEEDS THERAPY.
but instead he's getting an enemies-to-lovers slow burn with a morally gray High Lady who manipulates time and keeps trying to murder him.
and he's FALLING FOR IT.
the obsession. the "I can fix her" delusion. the way he keeps running his hands through his hair because he's STRESSED. the military precision meeting absolute emotional chaos.
nyx archeron said "savior complex" and made it his entire personality.
10/10 no notes. I'm obsessed with him.
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UNDER THE STARS AND THE STORM - an ACOTAR next-gen fanfic
she manipulates time. he bends reality. they're disasters.
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Nyx Archeron fanfic (next gen ACOTAR)
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"What are you doing here, Starlight Prince?"
Nyx Archeron still contemplated the sky above them, and Kaelith wondered if he was imagining conjuring his wings and taking flight before she exploded over him like a blizzard.
For that was exactly what she wanted to do. Break him into dozens of pieces beyond recognition.
"I heard your scream."
Kaelith's eyes widened. "What the hell do you mean by that?"
"I can't explain it, but—" The Colonel ran a hand through the dark waves of his hair. "I heard you. In the midst of the Illyrian Mountains, I heard the scream that shattered the Glacial Palace that night."
The world drew tight around them.
"And since then," Nyx continued, his eyes intense and heavy upon her. "I feel as if it's my duty to protect you. Even from yourself."
And that was when Kaelith finally exploded like a storm.
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KAELITH — High Lady of Winter, the Unmaker, silver-eyed and ruthless, haunted by grief and burning for vengeance. She can freeze time itself. She's killed without mercy. And she's not looking for salvation.
NYX ARCHERON — Colonel of the Illyrian Legions, heir to the Night Court, a Reality Weaver with a savior complex. Uptight, controlling, insufferably determined. He heard her break and hasn't been able to stop thinking about her since.
She wants revenge. He wants to stop a war. Neither will get what they want.
But they might get each other.
(Unfortunately.)
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Nyx Archeron Fanfic
Read more at: https://archiveofourown.org/works/72763656/chapters/189691996 Nyx didn't know how much time had passed when the world seemed to stop.
The change was subtle, almost imperceptible. He wouldn’t have noticed if his senses weren’t so well trained, even when his concentration was focused on the pages of the yellowed parchment.
First, he felt a shiver run down his skin, the hairs on his arm rising at the sudden drop in temperature. Windhaven was indeed frigid, but he was protected by the comfort of the small fireplace that crackled beneath the wide bedroom window. He watched his own breath condense and felt Lyris’s body tremble in his arms.
When he looked out the window, he saw the strangest thing... The snowflakes seemed to be suspended in the air, like constellations held by an invisible thread. Nyx carefully disentangled himself from the Sergeant’s frigid body, a low curse escaping his lips when his feet touched the icy floor. He walked to the window and couldn’t believe what his own eyes saw.
The whole world seemed frozen. Not by the cold, not by winter, but... Inert. Stopped in time. The treetops didn’t move, even though Nyx knew the winds of the Illyrian Mountains never relented. He narrowed his eyes and could swear he saw a fox in the distance also motionless, as if it had been stuffed and left in the open forest.
He shivered and turned back to the room. The dust particles were also suspended, forming small rainbows reflected by the firelight.
Then came the pain in his chest. It wasn’t a physical pain, but as if invisible hands wrapped around his heart and squeezed until only anguish and a deep sadness pumped in place of blood. Nyx felt tears prick the corners of his eyes, running down his cheeks unimpeded.
He wanted to scream, he wanted to sob, not understanding where this sudden affliction came from that made the act of breathing so painful.
Nyx heard a sharp scream that seemed to come from the forest. He searched for his pants on the floor and started running out of the house, not caring about the glacial temperature, the flakes that were now falling freely from the sky, or his bare feet that seemed to burn on the snow.
The scream sounded again—so brutal, so tormented, so violent—and Nyx felt the earth vibrate. He ran through the forest towards the sound, tree branches tearing his skin, pinecone cutting his feet, the biting wind tousling his hair. He needed to find that person in such deep suffering that it threatened to tear his world in half.
Nyx ran through all of Windhaven, barefoot, almost naked, looking like a crazed lunatic, only to realize that... that the scream only sounded in his mind.
He was certain he was losing it. He was hallucinating. Maybe someone had put a psychedelic potion in his drink at the tavern without him noticing.
Because... he had seen the snow and dust hover in the air, as if time itself had stopped. He had felt that stunning anguish for no reason, as if a part of himself had been shattered into a thousand pieces.
Nyx was hallucinating. There was no other logical explanation.
Dazed, Nyx made his way back home. He would see a healer in the morning, just to make sure everything was alright with his head.
He saw the shadow of a massive winged figure standing in front of his door. Nyx cursed himself for having rushed out like a savage, without a single weapon. Not that anyone would be reckless enough to attack him in his own house, but you never knew with Illyrians. He concluded that his hands were strong enough weapons.
“Fancied a midnight stroll through the woods, nephew?” The familiar voice said, and Nyx didn’t need to get closer to know who it belonged to.
Cassian.
He felt even more stupid in front of his uncle, wearing only loose cotton pants and his hair falling in tangled waves across his forehead.
“I...” Nyx didn’t know what to say. He didn’t know how to explain what those most disturbing minutes of his life had been. He couldn’t even explain to himself where that pain that still constricted his chest came from. “I thought I heard someone scream. Someone who needed help.”
Cassian stared at him for long seconds, an expression Nyx couldn’t decipher on his face. Something between concern and recognition. His uncle must also think he had gone mad.
“You felt it,” Cassian said, more of an affirmation than a question.
Nyx blinked, still disoriented. “Felt what?”
“The shift. The magic.” His uncle ran a hand through his long hair, wings rustling behind him. “All the High Lords felt something. But you...” He looked Nyx up and down, noticing his disoriented state. “You felt it differently, didn’t you?”
Nyx didn’t know what to say. How to put into words that pain, that scream that still echoed in his mind?
“Get dressed and say goodbye to Sergeant Lyris,” Cassian said, pointing to the door with his head. Nyx tried not to look surprised by the General’s knowledge of who was in his bed. “We need you in Velaris.”
Nyx narrowed his eyes. “I am needed in Windhaven.”
He didn’t know why he was questioning. It was the middle of the night, and his uncle was here. That meant something serious had happened. But he was Nyx—Guardian of Illyria, Colonel of the Illyrian Legions—and his place was in Windhaven. He had no desire whatsoever to go to Velaris, so he would make his General work for it.
Cassian immediately saw through his game.
“The Night Court needs you,” his uncle said mercilessly, throwing the title he disliked the most in his face.
Nyx didn’t mean any harm — well, at least not most of the time. He knew his place. He was the heir to the Night Court, even if he tried to deny his destiny. Even if he played at being a warlord while his brother took on the responsibilities that should have been his.
“What happened?” Nyx asked reluctantly, crossing his freezing arms in front of his chest. He was trembling, but he wouldn’t bring Cassian inside the house, not when Lyris was still sprawled, naked, in his bed. “Did Lys get into trouble again?”
It wouldn’t be the first time he had to return to Velaris and take his brother’s place in the Court’s diplomatic affairs — something Nyx simply despised — because Lysander had gotten himself involved with the wife of some powerful lord in Prythian and ended up with a death threat on his head.
Perhaps his brother wasn’t such a perfect choice for heir, after all.
“Lys has been behaving. For now.” His uncle sighed, rolling his eyes. “But he’s not why I’m here.”
“Cut to the chase, Uncle,” Nyx exasperated, his patience running out. It was several degrees below zero, he was tired, and he had a beautiful warrior waiting for him in bed. “If you want me to go with you, give me a good enough reason.”
“Good enough reason?” Cassian asked, approaching his nephew with all his imposing presence. “How about the massacre of a High Lord and a large part of his Court in his own castle?”
Nyx’s stomach seemed to drop. “Which High Lord?”
“Kallias.” Cassian’s voice was grim. “And Viviane. Murdered in the Winter Court about an hour ago.”
An hour. When the world had frozen. When Nyx had heard that scream.
The Winter Court.
“There’s more,” Cassian continued, observing his nephew’s stunned expression. “The magic has chosen an heir. Their daughter. The first High Lady chosen by the power of Prythian itself.”
Nyx’s lips parted in shock. He didn’t know which piece of information left him more stupefied.
“Ah, it seems I have your full attention now,” his uncle smiled, but there was no hint of humor in his eyes. “Get dressed, kid. Because Prythian is about to be plunged into complete chaos.”
Astounded, and with more questions than answers, Nyx did not object this time.
But as he went inside to get dressed, a certainty weighed heavily in his chest: whatever had happened in the Winter Court, whatever it was that he had felt, the lives of everyone on that island had changed forever.

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Nyx Archeron Fanfic
Read at AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/72763656/chapters/189691996
They said she would be the ruin of Prythian. They had no idea how right they were.
When assassins slaughter her family, Kaelith of Winter becomes the first High Lady chosen by magic itself—and grief doesn't just break her, it weaponizes her. With the power to bend time, she hunts her parents' killers across Prythian, leaving a trail of bodies and shattered realities in her wake.
They call her monster. Villain. The prophesied Unmaker.
Good. Let them fear her.
There's just one problem: Nyx. The Night Court heir keeps blocking her path, challenging her kills, looking at her like she's something worth saving instead of something that should burn. He's stupidly honorable and catastrophically determined to stand between her and revenge like he has a death wish.
She'll make him regret it.
Eventually.
Enemies-to-lovers | Morally grey FMC | Villain protagonist | He fell first, she fell harder | Slow burn to explosive | ACOTAR next generation
Nyx Archeron fanfic
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In general, Nyx was a confident male. He led legions of warriors from different Illyrian villages; he fiercely faced commanders twice his size and age; he drew up battle strategies with the grace of a maestro. He also knew he was handsome: he had inherited his father’s masculine features—the thick eyebrows, the strong jawline, the high cheekbones, and the straight nose. The color of his hair was also inherited from his father—black as night. But his eyes were his mother’s, a grayish blue that created an interesting contrast with his golden skin.
His appearance wasn’t the problem when it came to females. Nyx felt the weight of stares every time he entered the Tavern of the Fallen Flight, or when he walked the streets of Velaris. And he also knew it wasn’t because he was the son of the High Lord and Lady of the Night Court.
The big problem, perhaps, was his personality. Maybe Drazen was right when he said Nyx was control freak. Even Azriel had called him uptight once—and coming from the Shadowsinger, that was almost an insult. And that made him feel nervous around females.
Enemies-to-lovers | Morally grey FMC | Magic & political intrigue | He fell first, she fell harder | Revenge never looked so beautiful | ACOTAR next generation
Azriel and Nyraelle (OC)
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Two Sides of the Night: a story full of adventure, slow burn and spice.
Azriel x OC.
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Nyraelle is a rebel from the Hewn City and a threat to Night Court stability. And Azriel was sent to silence her. But when duty collides with desire, enemies blur into something far more dangerous. Every step closer to each other threatens not only their loyalties, but the fragile line between survival and surrender.
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"I feel like..." Nyraelle began, her voice a whisper almost swallowed by the sound of the Clavastral. "I feel like I'm inside a dome. An unreal dome, far from reality. Peaceful, comfortable. Where I can laugh, relax, be someone else. Be a person who doesn't need to sleep with a blade under her pillow and one eye open all night."
"I feel it too," Azriel admitted, pressing her hand against his chest.
Gods, he felt so many things at that moment.
"What person do you want to be inside this dome?" Nyraelle asked, her fingers climbing his shoulder, passing over the curve of his collar and interlacing in his hair. Azriel closed his eyes, absorbing the shivers that ran up his neck, feeling her fingers wrap around his strands, her nails gently scratching his scalp.
With a monumental effort, he opened his eyes to find her with a satisfied smile on her lips. "I want to..." I want everything you have to offer me. That's what Azriel truly wanted. All of her. He settled for saying: "I want to be a person who can kiss you without worrying about the consequences."
And that seemed as grand as the other things Azriel couldn't admit he wanted. For Nyraelle's eyes widened almost imperceptibly and her lips parted in surprise.
"You want to kiss me?" she asked and Azriel wondered if she truly had no notion of the power she held over him. If she didn't know that all he could think and want, especially after that day in his apartment in Velaris, was to kiss her, to consume her every sigh, to discover every one of her curves with his hands.
It was impossible. Azriel wore his desire on his sleeve, it was drawn in every expression on his face. Nyraelle had to know.
Still, he admitted, "I want to kiss you so desperately that I don't think I've ever wanted anything so much in my entire life."
Nyraelle's fingers moved to his face, tracing the line of his jaw until her thumb touched his lower lip. She outlined the shape of his mouth with her finger, and Azriel tried hard not to close his eyes again.
"So dramatic," she whispered and he smiled. Because it was true, he dramatically needed her. "I don't think it would be wise for us to kiss."
"Why not?" Azriel replied equally softly, his voice hoarse and shaky. He tightened his hand around Nyraelle's waist, pulling her even closer to his body. Her face was now a few inches from his, and he felt her ragged breath touch his lips. With that, Azriel knew she felt the same as he did, that almost desperate desire.
Nyraelle touched her nose to his, rubbing them together and causing their lips to meet in an indiscernible touch. Azriel moved his hand up her spine, finding her neck and intertwining his fingers in the dark waves of her hair. He moved her head, just so their lips would touch once more.
"Because..." Nyraelle murmured, her eyes squeezing shut. She tried to pull away, but Azriel subtly held her in place by her hair. "Because to kiss would be our ruin. I don't know how we would be able to recover after that.”