RIZI

I love men who lose themselves in you, when nothing exists, just the oblivion and the chase for nirvana between the two of you.

I just love men who blow the cigarette smoke away from your face but are the ones to blow it right into your already watery eyes when he's deep inside, just to patronize you.

I just love men who'll make anyone who makes you uncomfortable see god, yet his hands are the ones who feel you up in ways no less than lecherous. It's straight up sick, perverted and nasty.

martins rap demos are actually so divine 

Let’s be honest. This is not a review.

So Jisub is so hot murdering people, getting bloody, seeking justice and revenge - I’m not okay.

Lee Junhyuk is so hot they had to take him out in Episode 1. Ugh. THE GLASSES. It was a personal attack.

These are the finest brothers.

Choo Young Woo is always hot - he is my husband, evil schemes and all. I don’t care if he’s getting the Nam brothers killed - IT DOESN’T MATTER. I will always want him. I CAN MAKE HIM RULE THE WORLD.

Anyway.

Yes, thank you Netflix for this gem.

It’s violent. It’s bloody. A man gets shot three times, stabbed all over, but doesn’t die until everyone else is dead. Hundreds of men perished by his hand. Justice is served. Blood is spilled.

222, — SYPNOSIS 𓂃

DCA — a school's page dedicated for students to submit confessions, whether it be complaints, information or just silly banter. Every year, there would be a "break list" written by an anonymous sender, it names all the couples that would break up that year, and everyone knows, it always work. But then, to your suprise (and demise) that your name paired with someone who you didnt even know somehow was ranked #1 on that list. Determined, you decided to team up with your now "partner in crime" to prove that list wrong.

𝒮TARRING badboy!nishimura riki x quiet fem!reader

FEATURING enhypen, lara and manon (katseye), xu minghao (svt)

STATUS completed!

GENRE smau + written, fake dating, fluff, romance, crack, a lil angsty, and a sprinkle of enemies to lovers (cus why not)

WRNS may or may not be funny, NIKI BCUS HES A WARNING HIMSELF, kys jokes!!, profanity, yns a biker, niki fights, one (1) mention of smoking 🥀

START 9/7/2025 – 8/9/2025

TAGLIST (CLOSED) @sourkiki @aquadios @t1iqaa @seobrangii @y04wonwon @verialuv @danlovestay @aernx @yunkiism @soona-huh @xiaoquanquans @seyoungiesleeps @skzolover @lisamrrth @nexlynn @middstape @kiromiix @slvdsjjk @heelovesmeknot @hoonkishoe @nyangsterz @yenienha @onementally-unstabel-kid @rikimuraaaa @lveegsoi @bestboileeknow @kimuranirisi @floarisun @cloudzzcoffee @teenagecheesecakereview @dearmynayeon @miyakoa @raven-unkind @shhh1233728 @kittsnewera @stxynh @iboughtnjz @xerophyides @reikaxslvr @hooniebaekgu @i-love-hoon @snooki-doodle @kirakun @lonely-st-143 @toastmenace @jong-caprio @eralansora @ahnneyong @enha4ria @kira-miratd

𝓘ntroduction no.1 artiz and friends.. ig

good boy gone bad 😐

𝓒hapters

OO1 — LEAVE ME ALIEN 😃

OO2 — i wish u were spam

OO3 — i didnt even do anything bro (wc 1.4k + smau)

OO4 — romance is dead 💔

OO5 — THE STREETS ARE CALLING ME 🥺

OO6 — cream

OO7 — WHARRRAAA DOO 💔

008 — what if im into that 😜

OO9 — HES MY BF

O1O — situation = ?????

O11 — her (wc 2.2k)

O12 — him (wc 2.7k)

O13 — oh

O14 — for free ?

O15 — did u punch yn or no

O16 — i didnt know u like then like that

O17 — yes you ate

O18 — OH WHO IS YOU (wc 2k + smau)

O19 — 𝓢𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓮'𝓼 𝓸𝓿𝓾𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰

O2O — very orbit sexsi

O21 — who r u

O22 — not worth the trouble (wc 1.9k)

O23 — she dont want u bro

O24 — ew

O25 — bruises and bad decisions (wc 5k)

O26 — fancy panties

O27 — #finallyreal (wc 1.4k + smau)

O28 — getting freaky without me

O29 — sherlock syndrome

O3O — flop era

fin.

A.NOTES WOW hi its been quite a long time but im here trust 🤞 i dont even have an audience to ask them if they missed me ngl 😹 anyways, as you guys can see with the inconsistency in my posts about the last smau, im here to delivery bad news 🥀 i will be discontinuing it, i just felt like, it was creative yeah, but i didnt execute it properly so its boring and it didnt reach that much audience and i was getting unmotivated so the chapters started to get really boring, i wanted to make something more interesting, more captivating, i myself i also thought that with this concept you guys would eat it up 🔥🔥 and it will be more open to a bigger community!!! I HOPE YOU GUYS WILL LIKE THIS ONE CUS MY HG LIT ATE IT UP WHEN I SHOWED HER (ahem @aernx ) once again thank you and sorry for all the love u guys showed with my last smau, but it was just not it 😓

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to start off strong: i’m a heavily traumatized person. ever since i was child, i’ve had more traumas than i can count. they condition me and my personality, i’ve been to 4 different psychologists through my whole life. i’ve had panic attacks since i was 3, i’ve attempt suicide most times that i can remember, i was heavily manipulated by my dad from the moment i was born until i turned 12, most of my traumas have to do with him and what he’s done to me. thanks to him, when i was little i didn’t even know what a safe place was. love was given to me as a way of manipulating me.

as i’ve always been a lonely person, i used to hyperfixate on different things as a coping mechanism. first it was books, then it was music. one direction came to my life when i was with my dad (lmao, ironic) at a cafeteria and i would watch the mtv music videos on tv. i heard what makes you beautiful and i fell in love with them. one direction were my first safe place. even though niall was always my favorite, i loved all 5 of them. i thought of them as my family, as the people who would love me unconditionally. for about 5 years i was the happiest person alive. every person who knew me knew one direction. then zayn left and my world turned upside down. and when one direction finally “took a break”, it was like starting all over again.

then i got into kpop. i got into a lot of groups, but, ultimately, seventeen was the one that caught my attention the most. i loved them unconditionally, i still do, but it’s not the same as it used to be. i watched i-land for the first time when the performance unit went there. i already knew who jay and jake were, since i was seeing multiple tweets about them in my feed, but i didn’t watch the survival because i’ve never been a fan (+ my picks never debut so i thought i’d do myself a favor lmao)

i fell in love with enhypen when drunk-dazed dropped. they became one of my favorite groups, not as much as svt, but one of my favorites. jay was “my boy” since day 1.

sadly, i was one of those engenes who pulled away from enha when the ultimate hate train came. as jay was one of the most pointed at as being “an evil person,” i figured out i wouldn’t want him in my life anymore. i hated enhypen for years, i called him names, i laughed at them, and i’ll never forgive myself for that. then, on january 5th 2024 at 1:57 am, when i wasn’t feeling pretty good mentally, a video of jay appeared on my fyp. at that point of my life i didn’t hate him anymore, just didn’t care about him, so i decided to skip the video, until i heard—

“why do i feel like i deserve to be hurt” he read an engene’s. question. the words resonated so hard inside my head i was shocked. i stayed. i watched the full video. i cried. when the 3 minute video ended, i realized i had made the biggest mistake of my whole life. i got back into enhypen the next day. jay became my number one again. enhypen “dethroned” every other group in my life, making me almost an only stan. enhypen became my safe place, even though i used to think of them as the worst people alive. in less than a month i became an ot7 biased. i got to see them that same year. i got a tattoo for them 4 months later.

i started this blog around june last year, the same month my depression hit me in the worst way ever. i wanted to die, i wanted to disappear and just stop existing anymore. the only thing that kept me alive was thinking about seeing enhypen later in august. it was the happiest day of my life. i cried, i sang, i danced, i screamed, i spent half of the concert whimpering how sorry i was, how mistaken i was.

now i’m terrified. terrified about the one direction cycle repeating itself. terrified about not being able to cope with the idea of heeseung not being there. terrified about pulling away from enhypen once again. terrified about not standing the idea of them not being “my seven” anymore.