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#RITTERLICH : INDEPENDENT, PRIVATE & SELECTIVE KNIGHT OC WITH VERSES IN HISTORICAL, MODERN & FANTASY SETTINGS (LIKE KINGDOM COME DELIVERANCE, BALDUR'S GATE, HEATED RIVALRY & MORE), TRAUMATIZED BY FLORA SINCE 2012

a study in: a lifetime of war, the prodigal son, war between brothers, loyalty, rebellion, leaving behind a toxic environment & making your own way, softness isn't weakness

affiliated with: @moonsymbols / @bybear, @pirkstein, @chivalrik @captainewyork / @eiqhtyone, @redstrng

guest muses: Cecilia, Jonas

other blogs: @lenzimanot

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I literally started reading one scene in my german special edition of h.r & I instantly realized that apparently I could truly only enjoy the smut scenes as long as it was in english 😂😭

#tbd #I literally read one ‘vögel mich.’ & I was laughing hysterically dhdndndnsks #absolutely no hate to the translation like it’s not their fault #I just think german is an absolutely unerotic language xD #which is also why his partner should never ask wil to talk dirty to them in german bc he would DIE inside

just thinking about how crazy the languages in Wil's household are (specifically in hockey verse) xD like YES english is the main one, but he & Cecilia make sure Jonas learns German too, so when they're alone with him it's usually German. But I also feel like they sometimes just naturally start with English & it takes a while until one of them even notices. Then Jonas also studies French AND he & Wil both speak Russian to an extend xD

#tbd #it's A LOT xD #but yeah i just love languages & i was thinking about that xD #inspired by me visiting my friend in the netherlands & us talking english for extensive periods even tho we're both german native speakers #just bc she mostly speaks english now in her daily life & so when she started my brain stayed with english too xD #& i think the same happens with wil & jonas sometimes xD

@eiqhtyone said : *drops off presents for Jonas*

Somehow Wilhelm isn't even fully surprised when the package arrives. It's not the first time and it certainly won't be the last either, no matter how many times they have the I'm trying to teach my son that he can't just have anything he wants without effort, Lia! conversation.

Wilhelm takes a closer look, recognizing the logo. A Nintendo Switch. He vaguely remembers Jonas had mentioned saving up for one of those when Ilya had last come over. And here it is, just turning up at his doorstep like so many other presents have over the years. Not that Wilhelm can actually be mad, for the most part he thinks it's sweet and understands that Ilya's expressing their love for his son this way.

Just when he's about to send his friend a text, he hears steps behind him and Jonas is peeking over his shoulder. "Oh my god, did they actually?" He can't help but smile at the awe in Jonas' voice and hands the package over. "Greetings from Ilya." "Papa, I swear I didn't talk about the Switch on purpose!" "Sure you didn't."

#eiqhtyone #funcle!ilya my beloved 😂😂❤️

Wil before a hockey game: ok no fighting tonight, I'm cool :)))

also Wil, punching the first opponent who says anything nasty about Scott: whooopss 😅😅

#tbd #i feel like this exact scenarion happened multiple times over the years djfhdjkfhdjkg #(& it doesn't matter if they're friends or married)#i also feel like that those who really aim to get into a fight with wil KNOW #that you only really get under his skin by talking shit about his loved ones #like you can make fun of him all you want & he'll be calm but as soon as it's about those he cares about? it's on sight

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Wilhelm + his relationship with violence

The main thing you need to keep in mind is: To Wilhelm violence feels natural, it feels familiar & even safe in a way. That's deeply rooted in his upbringing, in the violence his father did to him, as well as the violence he was deliberately exposed to. Wilhelm knows how unhealthy this is & he actively works against this, but still he has a tendency to revert to violence as a first reaction, especially in extreme situations or when pushed. Does he hate himself for it afterwards? Yes. There might be a very short moment of satisfaction, but that's quickly replaced by disappointment and self loathing. Because every time he acts on this instinct it feels like his father's still winning, proof that Wilhelm might end up like him no matter how hard he fights against it.

What doesn't help is his tendency to bottle up any pain & anger until it all explodes. Though in pretty much every verse he finds some more controlled way to physically let out those pent up emotions he carries (like in historical/fantasy settings that's sword training & in modern settings hockey & the gym). In the hockey verse serving as an occasional enforcer is also a part of that. In some ways Wilhelm really enjoys the fights, although the same feeling of self loathing hits him afterwards. As the years pass & especially with the growing responsiblities to other people (his younger siblings & his son) Wilhelm steps back from that & will only very rarely get into fights on the ice. He realizes that he can't keep being careless with his own wellbeing & health & fully concentrates on is skills as a defenseman.

#hiii this is on my brain again this morning :)))

are we shifting back into k.cd mode??? *picks up klara, wil & pippa & runs*

#tbd #I’M READYYY #should post this on my multi but anywayyyy 👀👀👀

WILHELM + MODERN WARDROBE EDIT

#🗡･ﾟ:* ( aesthetic. )#lbr most of the time wil does dress like an average dad xD (bc he is)#BUT he does like to put some effort in sometimes #& he loves his layers xD #also the second one with the net top? this feels like a kingfisher outfit actually 👀

I can't stress enough how Wilhelm does have the skills of a great diplomat (something something being forced to read the room & act as a mediator since your childhood 🙃), but at the same time he's pretty much incapable of keeping his facial expressions in check fjdhsfjdhfkdf

#tbd #& tbh diplomacy goes out of the window for him very quickly when it gets personal xD

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The Tudors (2007-2010)

#🗡･ﾟ:* ( visage. )#god his expressions here are SOO wil xD #actual footage of canon wil during every war council when the two commanders are fighting once again jsfhskdhjfl

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guys do I make a whole pride graphic set for wil or nah? 👀👀👀

#tbd #i feel like it but we'll see what i can actually come up with xD #roz did make me my cute pride icon at least <333

btw happy pride month from your local bi, demi enby & their bi, demi muse 😘😘

#tbd #kissing all my fellow queer’s forehead (if you want) ❤️#also someone should take wil to pride just saying

@eiqhtyone said : ❛ i think you had a nightmare … you seemed upset . ❜ | DAWN-FLAVORED.

He takes a laboured breath, staring up at the ceiling. The dream still sits in Wilhelm's bones and his mind's still reeling from the images. It's not often that nightmares like this one haunt him, but they keep returning: the hospital corridor, seeing his mother's lifeless body lying in the bed and him banging against the door, unable to reach her or it's the house he grew up in, he's bloodied and bruised, trying to leave, but the walls are closing in.

"I'm fine", Wilhelm assures, old instincts kicking in automatically. "Just give me a minute." But then he catches himself. There's no reason to hide, not here, not from Ilya. If anyone can understand what's going on inside of him it's them after all. "I did have a nightmare actually. One that keeps coming back. I'm at the hospital, watching my mother die over and over again." He closes his eyes, though that only seems to make the memories stronger and he can feel the tears burning.

#eiqhtyone #🗡･ﾟ:* ( dyn : eiqhtyone ) i dug my heels into the gravel / as evidence for you to unravel.#death tw #thanks i hate it hereeee :))))

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#moonsymbols #🗡･ﾟ:* ( dyn : moonsymbols ) put your head on my chest / that's your safe place.#wil is just 🥺🥺🥺#also just pretend the jersey is his xD

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𝑫𝑨𝑾𝑵 - 𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑽𝑶𝑹𝑬𝑫 . ( words for those whose affections belong to the early mornings. some nsfw implications are present . )

❛ name one reason we should get out of this bed . ❜ ❛ i’m gonna go shower … you wanna join ? ❜ ❛ please … you don’t have to go . i don’t want you to go . ❜ ❛ i’ve never felt like this before . is that crazy ? ❜ ❛ what are your plans for the day , & how cancel-able are they ? ❜ ❛ grab me something to drink while you’re up ? ❜ ❛ how did you sleep ? ❜ ❛ no , nooo - come back to bed . ❜ ❛ wanna help me choose something to wear ? ❜ ❛ i wish the sun would just go back down . ❜ ❛ don’t pretend like you’re asleep . ❜ ❛ i think i can convince you to stay … ❜ ❛ i can feel your heart beating . ❜ ❛ shit , did someone just knock on the door ? ❜ ❛ would it be alright if i borrowed this ? i can’t find my shirt . ❜ ❛ it’s not morning yet . ❜ ❛ stop hogging all the blankets ! ❜ ❛ all these marks - i look like a crime scene . ❜ ❛ well , hello there . good morning . ❜ ❛ how about i heat up the leftovers in the fridge ? ❜ ❛ can you check what the weather’s like today ? ❜ ❛ just one more kiss - ❜ ❛ i think you had a nightmare … you seemed upset . ❜ ❛ i can’t find my [ clothing item ] - have you seen [ it / them ] ? ❜ ❛ i think i’ve fallen a little bit more in love with you . ❜ ❛ someone needs to get up & close the curtains . ❜ ❛ hold me & never let me go . ❜ ❛ is … that my shirt that you’re wearing ? ❜ ❛ it’s nice that your voice was the first thing i heard today . ❜

#🗡･ﾟ:* ( meme. )#me @ me: bitch stop hoarding memes 🔪#AND YET 👀👀👀

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brb just crying about how Wil’s love language is protecting those he cares about, building a safe space for them in every sense bc he never had that growing up (especially not since his mother’s death) :)))

#tbd #I’m fineeee 😭😭😭#also hiii I’ll be back writing I prommy #just been on vacation & had to throw myself back into work immediately afterwards & I’m exhausteddd #abuse tw

“I couldn’t protect her. My mum …. I tried but … I couldn’t fight back”

#tbd #ga.rrett graham stop giving me these wil feels I can’t handle ittt #the ‘what if I’m just like him?’ I CAN’TTT #yeah watching ep 5 & I’m not ok :)))#abuse tw

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