TIREDTIREDTIREDTIREDTIREDTIREDTIREDTIREDTIRED

— @ritalinandpregabalin

I wished you a happy new year, making it clear that I wanted to always be there for you, my love, but you said you wouldn't try again with me… What a good start to the year you gave me…

u'r not bad, and I'm sorry I don't see the good in u… I've loved u despite all the negative things u'v done to me, and I could forget all the bad if I could just see that you keep ur promises. I've loved u for two years, or maybe, for my whole life I've waited for someone like u.

Losing interest in trying to belong somewhere or to a group of people is very sad, but at the same time liberating because I don't have to try so hard not to be myself.

Don't try to love me, please. I won't be able to bear it and my own actions will make you go away, and that will ruin my existence for a while until my mind erases your memories until then you return to being just another stranger.

looking at my old photos and just wanting to have that body again, because I wasn't really fat or ugly, I was beautiful, but my dysmorphia ruined every year of my life.

I'm tired of having to consume (you) more and more to achieve the same effect. What will I do when there is no more left?