About a year since the last time I opened tumblr, all I can say is that everything changes no matter how big it is. Nothing will ever stay the same, everything started with a simple hi, a true believe that everything will happen exactly as planned. Everything will fall in place "someday" and if you were to tell me that its too early I would have said no because I was confident. But we believe and never perceive. When the unavoidable happened my head crashed faster than my emotions and consciousness. I didnt know what too do how to react or what to expect especially since everyone around me began to accept where I was heading. Living in a place where something like depression and emotions didnt exist. I was sucked into it pretty hard, and the help of a little site everything was getting worse and worse. Home wasnt what youd say a support to me it really only added salt to a wound. I debated ending it, I debated running. But Im happy I lived through it. Everything DOES change. I moved on, soon enough ill live the life I always wanted. I met some amazing people and hopefully all goes well. Life doesnt hit in one single way itll throw curves here and there but nothing you cant get through. You need to move with the times and bend with the winds you need to forget the past. Nothing is harder than trying to hold on to a lost cause. Dont pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one -bruce lee