natalie

I didn’t know who that was when I let them into my server, but if you knew them then how about this: remember the time you didn’t bring it to my attention and are now using it as a gotcha?

The first time I knew of twisted-doctor was only a few months ago and that server is LONG OVER a year old and deleted. I already expressed my disgust before on how lied to I felt, how guilty I felt. I didn’t grow up watching animation memes like the guy apparently was known for, so I didn’t know of his existence. I hadn’t even so much as recognized his art style because that’s how little I knew of twisted-doctor.

If YOU did, then why not say something or bring it to my attention? If I had known I would’ve NEVER let a child groomer into my server, let me make that as clear as humanly possible right now; As a victim of grooming myself, I’d never let freaks like those come anywhere near me, or anywhere near other people.

I didn’t know who twisted-doctor was, he lied to ME by not telling me that’s who he was, and I take full responsibility in my not knowing—but that’s all it was. Me not knowing. I don’t know what else you want me to do to make that right.

I made a longer response to this on my twitter under the same handle, but at the end of the day all I can say is that I’m sorry for not knowing, and I had I know he would’ve been nowhere near that server. I don’t have many screenshots from that period of my life but I want it made clear that, as hard as it was to manage all those people, I ALWAYS wanted it to be a safe space for people; and I made that known from the get—go.

the tablet of ahkmenrah.

now i know how joan of arc felt.

* i know the end !