ricky's pond

hello, i'm Ricky Rain Frog~

here you'll find: daily life with the little, a few ponderings, and lots of yearning for the pool ^^

about me: level 97 HCSSF on poe2. still grinding. yes, i'm better than you. currently caring for a little. i love monster (or monstie, how my little refers to it). i love wearing my headphones, favorite nightcore song: l'amour toujours.

my hobbies include: -staring thoughtfully into corners

-diaper wrangling o.O

-collecting mysterious crumbs and socks -reading manga with the little

-memeing, softly but with conviction

my philosphy:

bad days come unannounced. good days sometimes leave early. the important part: try again tomorrow, or at least don't spill your juice box this time xP

tags:

#rickyposting - original posts

#rickyq&a - asks

#raineyposting - features little sis rainey

#frogcg - caregiver ramblings

#littlelogs - daily life with the little

the little brought home new friends.

apparently i “cannot eat them” and “need to stop asking.”

the pond has felt very heavy recently.

the little is feeling down.

rainey has been making the sky grey for a few days now.

even robbie looks more dissatisfied than usual, which is saying something.

i try my hardest to hold everything together. small routines. snacks. making sure nobody feels alone for too long.

sometimes a little loses their caregiver.

and afterward there are all these icky feeling moments.

it’s quiet and you still reach for them anyway. in small ways. silly ways. wanting to show them things. wanting to tell them about your day. wanting them nearby during the hard parts.

but it’s important to remember: the softness you were given does not disappear just because the person is gone.

you are still deserving of care on the days nobody reminds you.

keep tending to the little things. drink enough water. hold your stuffies close. rest when you can. let yourself be small without shame.

little sister rainey, me, and big brother robbie.

the little got her nails done today.

pink, obviously.

on the thumb, she asked for me.

i appear as if i had too many monsties. it’s perfect. very accurate overall.

the little was away for 10 days.

i did not like it.

it was too quiet. i kept reaching for someone who wasn’t there. very embarrassing for me personally.

i thought about whether i failed as a caregiver. i still don’t fully know.

but she came back home.

she’s resting. i’m supervising.

rainey, my little sis, called me a geek.

hmph.

my little bestie.

little one made this outfit for rainey.