im Frankenstein with silk stitches

please just let things go well for me

i can physically feel my patience wane when i talk with the rubix, this little bastard man

my twitter got suspended, no clue why, dont care that much ngl, downloaded plenty of art already, also the rubix is getting real rude to the flower, mind you the flowers done nothing out of the ordinary, rubix is just getting pissy, he blocked them the other day then unblocked and just left things as unfriended and has let their friend req sit on discord, says he finds them annoying. personally i find the two of them nearly identical, media fan who feels things deeply, desperately looking for belonging, slightly obsessed with me, anyway my depressions getting pretty bad, but its improving, almost went to the doctor this afternoon, my stomach hurt too much tho, smth not agreeing with me. pretty sure i heard a mouse in my house. i miss going to my grandfathers place. there was a certain freedom and peace there that i dont got at home