Lone Wolf

Lets talk about greedy- having or showing an intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth or power.

Well one person called me greedy just because I fail to give her the money that I know I already gave her. Maybe I’m greedy, maybe I just dont know it yet. Yah maybe I am.I’m greedy that I let that specific person stay in our house for couple of months when she’s nowhere to go. I’m greedy that I let her use all the minimun supply we have in our house without taking anything from her and still my family treat her good even her own clothes is washed by my mother. Yeah I guess I’m greedy because when all the people around her turn their back during her lowest phase of her life I let her depressive attitude inside our house. Im greedy because when she had her work and still dont have enough resources to go to work I make her something to eat everyday and split my minimun allowance for a day in to two to survive.I’m greedy enough to lend her the phone of my brother for her to have communication with important people. I’m greedy because when my mother talk something bad of her, I choose to move out to prove my mother wrong. I’m greedy that even the pillow she’s using up until this moment is my pillow. I’m greedy because everynight she’s using the bed and the appliances my family provided. Maybe I’m too greedy to stay on a shit hole even if I have a pleasant house to go home with.

I wanna sing a song that no one else know

Go to places, where nobody seen the world

Im gonna light my cigarette in my lips

Drive my car and try to escape the world.

  Now let me listen to the unusual beat

Let me listen to the thrilling beat

Just make me listen to the all-time beat

And I bet I’ll be lost at the beat

  We can hum a rhyme that is just for us

Nod our head as we close our eyes at dawn

We can share the love and feel just fine

No need to worry about tomorrow now

I wanna sing a song for you tonight

Take you to places and feel the dark

Share the love I’ve been hiding all day

Just in time, you capture my eyes

Without doing a single thing

You caught me off guard,

On the midst of giving emotions up

You came and put together my expectation

On love and any kind of passion,

Youthful heart is what you have

True and unpretentious

Is the type of thing that makes you up,

Caring for you is never an option

In fact it is the only choice

I prefer to deal with you,

Emotion towards you is more than a care

Because every bit of you

is unexplainably wonderful.

coffee and cigarette