Rhae96

New episode ✨️ follow Seb into the kitchen! And roll your eyes at Wolfram bragging about himself.

Hogwarts has taught me to care for every animal I come across, and insect.(except wasps)... So today, I made the tiny Jumper's Inn. A house for my garden jumping spiders which I adore, very social, curious and cute. Spent hours watching them while i renovated the fence. So that moment I decided, why not make them a tiny home? 🕷🕸

I don't have anywhere or anyone to rant to about my situation. But I feel I'm slowly losing it. The situation at my home house is getting out of control. My relatives from the second floor are becoming unbearable, tricked my parents to do renovations on the damn house without a contract, now demand money for the renovation although my parents told them they don't have the money to do such stuff and that they should call it off when my parents are capable of helping and paying. Our yard is seperated 50-50 yet now they yell commands for it too, like they own the other half. Always snobbish and trying to sow power lile they're royalty. My mom cries because of this financial assault from their side. And my dad is depressed. Everyday is a new torture with those relative bastards. And I'm afraid... that when i see how theyre sucking the souls out of my parents, and I see my mom crying...And they act like we're tennants and not legal owners of half the place... I'm afraid I'm starting to twitch my eye and enter a rampage mode after so many years.. I have an urge to hurt them in a way they'll never get out of hospital. Since the stupid euro got converted to be our country money. The prices of everything tripled. Everything! I'm working in 3 spots to survive. And Its never enough. And those rich bastards so called aunts uncles and cousins didn't even blink to torture my family like that. Its almost fraud I swear. I just can't right now. I've been through so much in my life. I have always been kind and optimistic. But now I feel numb, cold, irrelevant, and feel a dark spot forming in my soul, as if a monster is emerging. And I'm on thin ice of containing it. They've brought nothing but misery on us. I'm starting to think I should risk my future family, kids,pets, and just get sued for massive beating on relatives with a baseball bat. To everyone whose read this...thank you for listening.

I was anxious and I needed therapy, so I quick drew this in an hour and a half, you can tell it’s sloppy. But, I needed to do something to not think about how ducked life is. 😒

So i sketched somth up a while ago, since I've lost all concience and feeling on my ipad, had pretty rough few years (that keep erasing my drawing talent, caring for family, working two jobs, and trying to focus on chores) but got sad i didnt color it sooo... yeah... I got help from AI. And these are Rhae and Seb. I'm currently using my gift to make handmade leather stuff with my dad (bags,wallets,etc.) and hand paint them, and thats just about it. Tho, maybe in time I'll be back on oil paints, canvases, and real black pencil sketches, when my muse appears. But for now, I'm a farmer, craftsgirl, leather crafter, forklift driver, aaaaaand I do construction stuff around my parents' house... :)))) basically I'm my boyfriend's rival XD

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