humbly offering this to you
HhhhhHhHhHhHhhHhHhrnngnfnfnngngngnfndnvngggggggggggggggggguuuuuguufuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ā¦Mollyā¦.i feel SICK in the head about this. Yeah. Yeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
You know what I think being in a relationship w hiori is like lowkeyā¦
Like I think the desc of him not feeling quite as āwarmā as the other bllk bfs is so accurate because that bit of distance he maintains (at least at first) is the only way for him to Observe you in the way he likesā¦ which honestly really aligns with the whole sadism aspect and His specific brand of sadism on top of that
I donāt think he means to circle you like a predator outside of playtimeā¦but it just comes naturally to him! And he really truly adores you in his own way <3
Like Hiori is such an Eye Contact boyfriendā¦it is constant. in casual and serious contexts alike. And From the outside it just looks like he likes to keep an eye on u and to some extent thatās true but it is more than that to you. Eye contact with him feels so intimate to You cuz he makes the same kind of eyes at you when youāre taking a bite of a fluffy pancake (and heās gotta wipe a bit of syrup off your lip) as when heās got you under him. and it gets you so flustered.
PDA isnāt crazyā¦he likes holding your hand and maybe leading you by the small of your back, temple kisses, adjusting your clothes (and a v specific necklace that is basically a discrete collar)ābut nothing over the top. Any fool who thinks that this lack of outward affection is a sign that you donāt mean much to him/or that they can steal you away is going to learn real fast tho that heās a possessive freak at his core. He spent his whole life pushing down his own desires to keep the peace; itās almost terrifying how much that changes once he decides youāre the one for him. Youāll feel the full brunt of that desire, even if no one else is there to see it.
(Also can I just put out a theory. Just hear me out. Yes heās a sadist. Yes he can get a little psychologically violent when heās on the soccer field. But I think he is actually really, sickeningly verbally sweet to you in bed. Like. Honestly, itās humiliating how much he almost infantilizes you with his cooing and pretending to sympathize with your pain. Insanity levels of praise . And it contrasts so sharply with the pain heās dealing you that it effectively turns ur brain to mush. (He loves studying u once youāre in subspace. He looooooves it. Loves to get real close to your face like your some sort of pet on display. Loves to love on you, loves the aftercare, he just feels closer to you than ever when you look at him so soft and willingā¦he might just give you his cock for being such a good girlā¦he loves you so so much you knowā¦you make him so hardā¦just you <3))
