bella

i hate myself so much it’s physically painful

i’m such a cunt. i threw away the girl i love and i miss her and it’s all my fault

why the fuck am i still alive

nothing hits like ket in the afternoon

hi i’m not dead

starving makes me feel so alive

catching my reflection and seeing all that fat just ruins my entire day. i’m sick of this shit.

guess who’s relapsing ffs.

i’d let u call me anorexic but call me bulimic and then we’ll have a problem

got mascara and vomit down my face and i have 10 mins to clean up before i go to college <3

i have 19 days to get lovely and thin before i see my boyfriend again <3

i’m too weak to exercise i feel like such a failure.

i just wanna be skinny for fucks sake xx

i want to be so thin that i scare people.

bella stop purging challenge