Indie, Low Activity, Selective Fuuka Yamagishi of Persona 3 Coded by Keres A Study In: Lingering Loneliness, the Importance of Connection, the Journey of Self Discovery, the Effects of Bullying, Love that Lingers beyond Death and Learning to Love Yourself Inspiration Found In: Serial Experiments Lain, Kairo / Pulse (2001)

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"Ryoji-kun..." In a few weeks he could be dead or they all could be. This could be their last conversation. Either way she was about to lose a dear friend. How was she meant to cope? She'd just started to enjoy this life. She'd just started to move forward proud of who she felt she was becoming. She was just starting to get to know herself. Now... It was all going away. Slipping out from her grasp like trying to catch the sea in her hands. But like the sea bits of this life still lingered in her hands, didn't it? Beautiful bits of shells that brought joyous memories of time with friends back, remnants of salt left behind from tragedies she had survived through life and specks of water still lingering to remind her that while the water was gone it still existed and it had still changed her... Did it truly matter how much time they had left? She could still hold her head high at the end of the day and say 'I was brave'. She could still step forward without regretting who she was. Because she'd become strong enough to face the waves of life as the person she wanted to become not the person others wanted her to be. Because she had true friends at her side now, even the friends who weren't there were still connected to her. Even if life ended today or tomorrow or in a few weeks, she could be happy because she had lived so deeply connected with those she loved.

And that included Ryoji. She still remembers how he pleaded with them to kill him. To think about ending his life sooner so that all of them could live just a little bit longer. It was her leaders decision, they would have to make that call. She trusted them to do the right thing, make the right call as they always had. She hoped they'd let Ryoji live. She didn't want to live longer if it meant losing more of her dear friends. She smiles at him, sadness still lingering in her hazel eyes but the smile itself holds a kind of resilience that goes beyond her years.

All that above I believe is easy to link to Fuuka. Even the view of her being a 'solitary' person. Others who don't know her very well may see her alone and consider her to be a more solitary person. Yet the friends and connections she has run deep and are incredibly important to her even if she continues to prefer her alone time or her time in smaller groups. Likewise Fuuka is a very intuitive person, she often follows her feelings even if it's 'illogical' to do so and is often correct in having done so. Her intuition is greatly helped by her observance of the world around. She's quick to pick up changes in people's attitudes or in her surroundings making her even quicker to react to such changes. Of course she is highly gentle as well, caring deeply for the feelings of others and moving delicately so as not to upset those around her.

Tying Fuuka to Sika Deer specifically brings in the harmonious act she plays amongst her friends. When conflict arises amongst her loved ones Fuuka is often the one trying to bring harmony back to the situation. Sometimes trying to stop the arguments all together but other times simply trying to allow the argument to be a leveled discussion rather then a heated fight. He desire for harmony also ties to her inner peace. Much of her social link revolved around her creating inner peace through learning to forgive and mend her relationship with her parents, thus offering herself the chance to forgive and mend her own feelings of inferiority. Finally both Fuuka and Sika Deer as navigators of other worlds and the human world, is just kind of self explanatory.

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cloudless sky / ocean waves / winter dusk / deserted rest stops / dust filled book jackets / sea salt in your lungs / open space lofts / mountainside meditation / empty ski lodges / calm before storms / electric charged air / lighthouses / road trips with no destination / desert skies / summer breeze through a cottage window / cool air against water soaked skin / seaside towns during off season / wind-chimes / big bed with lots of blankets / coming home after a long time away / a wolf howling in the distance / fingers dancing along spine / a hug from an old friend / afternoon tea / wild flowers off abandoned highways

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wine soaked lips / internalized rage / blood on knuckles / four poster beds / barefoot on marble floor / velvet drapes / lipstick marks / murder mysteries / old barns with hay lofts / mouth full of weapons / possessive love / dark chocolate / apple orchard visits / handwritten letters / fresh strawberry fields / cherry flavored chapstick / soft candlelight / vintage pumps / tingles over your body / strong but gentle hand around your throat / scarf tied over your eyes / fog on a rainy night / intimate bar settings / complete destruction / kiss swollen lips / scratches against flesh / sitting by a fireplace / blood orange sunsets

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community gardens / sunflower seeds / open fields / blowing dandelion fluffs / bubbles in spring / warm champagne / drafty cottages opened after winter / soft buzzing near your ear / loose braids / flaxen sundresses / handmade straw hats / warm butter on fresh toast / daisy chains / drum circles / sun on your face / maypoles / outdoor festivals / street food / car shows / pop art drawings / fruity flavors / mist on produce / running through sprinklers / cucumber water / wrap around porches / worn pages of a book / honey in tea / yard sales / freckled skin / tarnished gold lockets / angel food cake / windmills / flashlight beams

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marshy swamps / cajun recipes / haunted graveyards / old road signs / the house people tell stories about / lights flickering / jazz music / twig snapping / campfires / ghost stories / urban exploration / vines creeping up brick / wooden flutes / quiet forests / labored breaths / hiking trails / rain on leaves / bonfires / fresh smoothies / water logged grottos / painful whispers from jealous lovers / successful business ventures / leaky cellars / park theater productions / mint scented lotions / ambitious promises / pine needle covered floors / oil lanterns / aloe on warmed skin / crushing floral foam / forgotten towns

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crinkle of leather jacket / midnight walks / bulbs burning out / black lacquered nails / the sound of bats screeching / distant marching band music / noises when you’re home alone / blood soaked knife / dark lipstick on pale skin / scent of sulfur / soot on boots / slasher movies / glint of cat eyes in the dark / oil slicks on dark asphalt / basement bedrooms / investigating a noise / grainy camera footage / black and white photos / dust filled attics / empty theaters / whistling in the middle of the night / scratches at your window / wrought iron gates / lace neck ruffles / long floor sweeping skirts / broken music boxes / needle scratching on vinyl / lost memories / disembodied voices / forgotten faces

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