🌼Nat🌼

Introduction!!:

I’ve been thinking about introducing myself so I guess here’s some stuff about me! :D

I’m a self taught artist, both traditional and learning digital. Mostly draw fanarts, things I’m currently interested in and other random things. I don’t currently do commissions (I’m a bit self conscious about my art skills) so I mostly draw to keep myself happy since it brings me joy and comfort! Drawing has always been a coping mechanism of mine through tough times and it eventually became a constant hobby of mine I tend to indulge in✨

About me 🖤:

Name: Natasha but you can call me Nat!

Age: 20 (February 3rd, quirky Aquarius lol)

Pronouns: She/her

Things I like: Autumn, photography, cats, crows, foxes, rainy days, the little things, music, singing (too shy to sing to others lol), making friends (shy af when doing so), flowers, porcelain dolls (and other dolls too!), hopecore, jewelry, journaling, Pinterest! (Comfort app, pretty pictures), polkadots, ladybugs, trinkets!, stars, vanilla scented things, and early morning sunrises! (With lil bird chirps as background noise) ✨

Things I dislike: Loud noises, medical stuff!! (Ptsd, triggers me bad), creepy bugs like spiders, bugs that fly (lol I love butterflies and yet I freak out when I see a moth), abusers, immature people, and loud chewing.

Stuff I’m into: Mushroom Oasis, creepypastaaa, no I’m not a human, detroit become human, Sun and Moon from security breach, blooming panic, a bit of Minecraft horror mods plus args, etc!

Socials✨:

Instagram: restlessartist__ (need to post more on here)

TikTok: restlessartist_ (probably should post more on there too)

Pinterest: nat33__ (love making boards of characters and stuff, go check out if interested! :)✨)

(It’s the only three other socials I’m currently somewhat active on, other than that I have no other art accounts.)

If you’d like to follow me on them here’s where you can access them :D✨

My tag : #restlessartist_

My yaps: #restless yaps

My reblogs: #restless reblogs

Asks: #restless asks

DO NOT REPOST MY ART ON ANY SOCIALS WITHOUT CREDIT ❌

Other stuff 🖤:

I’m also an ace-biromantic artist so this is a safe place for everyone 🫶🏻✨

If you’re also an artist my age and want to be friends don’t hesitate to talk to me!! I need more art friends (if you like some of the stuff I like as well even better!! :D)

DNI: Proshippers, homophobes, racists, zionists (free Palestine!! 🇵🇸), pedos, transphobes, etc!!

Was having art block so I made Jack and Natt (self insertish oc) scent boards?? But yeah I guess this is what they smell like to me lol

Also made one for past Jack and his entity form :b ✨

(Art by Dmitry Khramtsov)

Like don’t tell me that’s not what he’ll look like well at least that’s how I’d imagine him to look like. Visualizing that is terrifying like holy shit just trying to sleep and it’s dark only to see some tall ass creepy looking clown either watching you right in front of your view, standing like he threw up or something or laying behind you to wrap his arms around you, feeling all needy like AHHHHH I’M SCARED BUT YAY???? 😭

(Not in a ship way just two of my favs!)

Laughing jack 🍬👤:

Toby 🍂🪓:

I’ve been thinking about this for a bit now. If you’ve known Laughing Jack’s story you would know that he was created by a guardian angel. Something I’ve been trying to do is pull away from what the creator of his story planned for him while still keeping the overall concept of boy abandoning his magical clown. Basically I’m trying to make him my own in some way whether physically (in appearance, slight changes) or in his story without being reminded who wrote his story, my own version of him and away from how the creator sees him. I thought of how my version could’ve been born if not from a guardian angel and I thought of him originally being a shadowed entity who was born from negative energies mostly self consciousness and worthlessness all from past people who lived in Isaac’s home. Like all other entities of his kind, he’s supposed to feed onto negative energies like fear and anxiety but instead what fuels him is joy and excitement, very not negative entity like, and very strange. He’s supposed to be troublesome to get emotional reactions from people in the house but he can’t, it’s not him, it’s not who he wants to be, yet his shadowed form of clawed hands, a sharp grin, and white intense eyes say otherwise. He’s supposed to be scary, to cause fear and to feed off of that fear but it’s not who he really wants to be. He’s full of identity issues and self consciousness due to his uncanny appearance. Eventually he ends up binding himself to a jack in the box (its energies are of joy) and becomes attached to it in order to make the boy in the house happy for once in his very depressing life. Jack has the ability to shapeshift so because of him attaching himself to the little clown inside the wooden box he becomes it’s colourful self but bigger to fit his size of 6’5. He doesn’t adapt and develop with Isaac’s changing personality but instead feeds on his joy to continue being his colourful clown self! Unfortunately for him once Isaac abandons him, locking him in that very box away from his positive energies, he slowly loses his colourful form. His bounded form of a stuffed clown now slowly forms with some of his true entity shadowed self and becomes monochrome, hands becoming sharp and clawed like, teeth becoming pointy, an eye becoming full white while the other stays but replacing a blue iris with black, hair disheveled just like his shadow self too. Isaac in a way made him the entity he was always supposed to be, scary and dangerous, but to Jack it’s a nightmare he made him what he never wanted to be in the first place, yes it made him feel like he belonged to his kind but it wasn’t who he really was and it never will be. From an entity only wanting to bring a lonely boy joy and wonder in his life to the entity becoming a nightmare of what he was supposed to be mixed with trauma and having gone bonkers from Isaac. :)

This all came from my head plus a bit of research no ai ew! 💥💥

Here’s a quick doodle I did of Jack’s entity form before the box!

He might look a bit uncanny but he’s really just a sweet anxious guy.

I was debating whether to give him he/it pronouns but perhaps he/him fits him better I don’t think he’d like being referred to as an it since it to him means he’s some scary thing and not a being to be liked.

I think this song kinda fits him

no just me? Okay PFFF

(These are a bit old but don’t think I posted if so NO I DIDNT SHHH)

Don’t tell me this drawing of him I made a while back doesn’t give of long armed velcro monkey plush but big 😤✨✨

Tears in my eyes why did I make him look so innocent looking ugh 😭

(picture not mine)