So, itโs been awhile hasnโt it? Iโm honestly unsure of what I should even say, or what I could even begin to say. Back in july of 2013, my freshman year of high school. I made @warriorofvalhalla. I never thought that a blog I made for a stupid ship wouldโve turned into an almost 4 year journey.ย
Iโve been away for awhile, some of it off of tumblr completely, some just on a different blog in a fandom I feel way more comfortable in. This isnโt under a read more for a big reason, I just want people to see this. I think itโs time I give myself a real break from Lightning, hopefully not permanently because I love her, but just until the muse comes back.ย
In the past year Iโve realized that Iโve felt rather unwelcome in this fandom, now thatโs no oneโs fault but my own. I couldnโt keep in touch with people and I felt left out in a lot of groups or just left behind. Iโm not blaming anyone and I wonโt name names but, there are people who have hurt me and I have moved on.ย
I donโt feel comfortable in the FF or KH fandom anymore, not after being in it for so long Iโve watched it tear people apart, and it finally tore me up. Leaving was the best thing Iโve done in a while (on the internet at least.) Iโve loved the people Iโve met over the past 4 years of writing Lightning, and I hope one day I can come back and continue.ย
I wonโt be deleting this blog just in case, but I think this is something I need to do. Writing didnโt come easy to me anymore and neither did plotting, I couldnโt keep threads going and I could keep in touch with active people anymore. If you want to find me on my other socials here they are. I wonโt be giving out my new blogs just because I need to not be in this fandom for awhile. I hope you guys have a great day and everything, see you around sometime.ย
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