Resident Kitty

I want to go back to how happy I felt this time last year. And I feel tremendously guilty admitting it even to myself, feeling that anyone else would just brush this off as being ungrateful for what I do have, or that I'm living in some fantasy land with unrealistic expectations out of life. So I try and keep my head down and work through it, to find some sense of fulfillment. And it works, for the most part. But some days doubts just start to creep in and no matter how hard I work I feel like I can't quite get there. The to-do lists are too long. I'm only one person. 

I have so many questions about life. Like why does Pandora put Journey on Beatles Radio. 

Kindaaaaa just want to blow through my life savings on a spring break in Florence. And I don't see anything wrong with this. =|

Despite the fact that today was a shit day, I am strangely in a fantastic mood.