evanish

i feel no love in my heart.

the truth that they’re gay.

          “ ignore it. “  his answer is far more commanding than being a contribution to decisions, as he continues to walk along the path with her. he doesn’t attack monsters willy - nilly like some hero, or kind sword wielding man. if he sees them causing trouble, he’ll do his part  &  dispatch them.  “ it’s more trouble than it’s worth. “

          “ not lost, thinking, right. i’ll keep that in mind. “  he’s been sitting on a tree log ever since the knight had begun, deciding not to waste his energy standing around,  &  there was no chance of him following the pacing like some lost puppy.  “ then tell me -- why am i here? it’s not because i enjoy your wonderful, sunshine  &  rainbows company. “

          “ now do you understand why i said not to do that? “  he stands there with his arms crossed, staring at the being who is currently tangled in the bushes, having fallen into them. with a sigh, the guardian finally steps forward, helping the other out.   /   @ancient-wishes  ♥’d

          “ lonely? “   all things considered, he should, shouldn’t he? it’s a normal thing to feel, for someone who’s lived so long, without ever allowing himself to get close to all but one.  ( even then, they came to an end,  &  he walks a possibly fruitless path in search for his one  &  only friend in this never ending world. ) in the end, though, he’s not sure what the feeling is, how to differentiate it from anything else. it could be what he feels always, without ever realizing it.            “ no. i’m not a human spirit, i don’t need company. “

          “ your pacing is driving me mad. “  he says, flatly, watching the knight pace back  &  forth without rest. it was annoying, really...  “ i told you these woods are confusing, didn’t i? i warned you you’d get lost, but you had to drag me into it. “    /   @honourguided ♥’d

          hums. pours an entire pot of coffee onto him  accidentally. 

          uhh ?? i know mortals can sometimes be delusion about themselves but you’re stretching it here.

          pray for yourself.

          “ i don’t realize how time passes around me most of the time, whether it’s slow or quick, most of the time. even if, really, i’m only standing here with nothing to do  &  nothing to think on, it passes without my noting of it. “   a short pause, the spirit crossing his arms.  “ ... it’s hard to want anything else when something like this is all you know. even in the mortal realm, all i do is walk. “