M's PERSONAL DIARY

Masterlist: soon asks: i dont write incest (this includes stepcest too), fluff as plot, actual intercourse and pregnancies.

summarized: you wore another man’s jersey on the opposing team during the game, which angered your “boyfriend” (bully)

noncon, reader is clueless about their status.

You choke on his dirty fingers shoved down your mouth“s—stop!” You said almost in a hoarse yell as he preyed your hands up with his free hand pinning you on the backseat of his car.

“shut up crybaby” he leaned in closer before speaking up in a low tone “you should’ve known better”

he was absolutely pissed not only you supported his opponent during the game, you supported his nemesis; but he was your best friend so ofcourse you supported him and you can’t seem to understand why out of everyone, your bully was so worked up about it.

He ripped your jersey apart that supported the opposing team replacing it with his, leaving you bare except his jersey draping over you with your tits poking out as your eyes did the waterworks, wetting your entire face.

Fuck he loved that, not that he is an sadist or anything but my g0d when it came to you that was a different story, he licked off your salty tears on your face before forming a sly curl on his lips as he leaned closer towards your neck where he starts nibbling on it, to full blown biting, creating a visible red angry mark that matched many others scattered across your neck.

He manhandled you onto your stomach before planting your face into the car seat “l-let go off me I- I can’t bwreathh” your words went unnoticed he simply just put more pressure on your head.

“It’s all your fault for making me lose.” He angrily muttered, “This is the least you could do f’me.”

He was still fully clothed yet with his other hand he pulled oh so easily your hip upwards as he grinded his bulge against you, making him grunt in the process. “I should fuck your cute little ass” you panicked in response and shook your head no frantically but he only chuckled. he wasn’t asking.

“Then tell me why the fuck you were wearing his jersey hm?” He grabbed a fistful of your hair before pulling it up, forcing you to whine in pain.

“B-because h..he’s my bestfrien—“ you sob

Early Valentine’s Day special 🤍🤍

Summarized: You reject your bully’s confession, he doesn’t take it lightly. (Dubcon/noncon)

You didn’t think of anything when your bully dragged you in to the men’s gym dressing room, you’ve grown used to it and fighting back is psychically impossible for you anyway.

But this time instead of threatening you about making his homework, he had something else in mind.

“I like you y/n” he forced a smile, but it horribly turned into his usual smug, cocky grin instead.

Your lips parted. No way.

A weak, mealy voice slipped out of you, “what..?”

“You heard me.” His brow furrowed, also showing clear annoyance in his tone.

Your mind went blank.

“How many times do I have to tell you” he leaned in, towering over you as he tapped on your forehead with his index finger “I fucking love you, dumbass.”

“Now say it back.” His words snapped you back to reality.

“I— I don’t… uhmm” you slowly backed away as you scanned the area for your classmates, anyone.

no one, besides the two of you and the fancy bouquet laying on the floor.

“Go on.” His voice dropped lower.

“I don’t love you.” Your words had caught you both in surprise as you tucked your shaky hands behind your back.

He paused before letting out a faint chuckle while he dramatically clapped “look who is acting all tough, you little whimp.”

Your stomach flipped.

“That’s not what I asked.” He pushed you lightly making you stumble backwards, to taunt you.

With no avail he grew irritated, he pushed you harder this time, slamming your back against his locker “Repeat after me, I. love. you. too.”

In the brink of tears you did what he asked— anything to make him leave you alone. “I- I lowe y— I love you too!”

He grinned uncontrollably, the sight of your teary eyes gets him so fucking hard, so damn cute. “Now gimme a kiss”

Your first kiss with him? To hell! Yet you couldn’t make yourself to move away.

“Cmere” he groaned as he pulled you up closer to his face, making your heart go crazy.

Now forcefully on your tippy toes and with no other option, you reluctantly gave him a peck on his cheeks.

“I know you can do more than that, cmon” He gently held his hand on the back of your head, keeping your head in place as he roughly kissed you.

He had been yearning for this day to come.

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ALSO THANK YOUU SO MUCH for the generous complimentrr

Dubcon, bondage (requested)

You laid beneath your bully on his bed, handcuffed and your legs tied.

You hesitated to fight back but nevertheless you stayed quiet.

“g0d you’re so much cuter this way” he leaned in, picking up your diary— the one he’d taken from you and left it sitting on his lamp table.

“now lets see what you’ve written about me” the corner of his lips curled into a crooked grin.

You clenched your jaw trying to stay calm as possible, but panic crept in. He cant just read your diary like that, your damn privacy was at stake!

“Wai—“ He cuts in, as his tone dropped “think before you speak, nerd”

He cupped your face firmly with his thumb pressed under your jaw. “or do you really like getting beaten up?” He drops his hand from your face, his gaze staying locked on you.

You’d NOT mess with that, so you frantically shook your head no.

“Then stay quiet.”

He played with the top of your thigh highs as he read through your diary, page by page without missing a single syllable.

Your whole face turned beet red during this stupid humiliation ritual.

Until he reached that one page, that made you panic in the first place.

He cleared his throat without saying anything, he definitely had read it.

noncon, messy to read (yet again from my drafts lmao)

You fucked up real bad, like really really bad, you decided to confront your bully, to stop bullying you, well you tried to atleast. you saw him in the hallway, so you hyped yourself up before you start walking past his peers as they whistled and catcalled at you, but you didnt care, you were determinate.

You stopped in front of him

the height difference between you and him is laughable, he ignores you by simply pretending that he can’t see you and continues his little chitchat with his friend behind you.

“u..uhm!” You clear your throat

silence.

“C’mon, man,” someone says behind you. “Atleast hear her out.”

Bully groans and tilts his head down to you “what?”

You open your mouth but you can’t seem utter a single word, you try to make up a coherent sentence but you end up murmuring it.

“say that again shrimpy, I cant hear you” A few people laugh, your ears turns red as he continues, “Oohhh I get it you like me” the corner of his lips curls up

Your stomach drops “What?? No—“ he cuts you off with a lazy wave of his hand

“Yeah, yeah that’s what all of you say, cmere” You step back, he steps forward and grabs you by the wrist, you freeze, he pulls you closer, pressing his lips against yours as he force his tongue in. You bite on his tongue, hard. He stumbles back, covering his mouth. "The fuck was that for?!"

you panic and out of instinct, you turn around to run away, only to face his peers

“Where’d ya going Missy?” His friend rest his hand on your shoulder then they forcibly turn you around, back at your bully

“oh now you’re really getting it, you bitch.” He pushes you against his locker, locking you inbetween him and the locker.

“Take your skirt off." “no??? let go off me!" You try to free yourself from him "no, shrimpy I wasnt asking." He rams you harder against the locker making it dig on your back. “in the count of three or otherwise” "1..2..." "absolutely not! get the fuck away from me!!" "3." you try to yell but he covers your mouth with his palm, his hand is basically your entire face which includes your nose making it harder to breath. "shutup" with his free hand he flips your skirt up, exposing your panties to the public, your cheeks starts to burn. He whistles at you as his peers stands there fixating on you, you start tearing up, begging him to let you go but it got muffled thanks to his hand on your damn face but instead of letting you go, he lets go of your face that is all beat red and teary he reaches for his phone with that hand, points the phone at you and then you hear it— a soft shutter click and it hits you, he just took a picture of you with your skirt flipped up and your face drenched in tears "thanks shrimpy" he flashes the picture of you to his peers, and they start to beg him to forward it them. Seeing you panic he curls up a smirk, “Relax Shrimpy” he murmurs. “This picture is safe with me." he pauses to think "aslong as you act nicely :)" ps: the ones that took a picture of you without his permission got brutually beaten up, only he, himself can have it.

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I made this purposely more “direct” and “straight to the point” to see if people prefer that, than what I normally write… but we’ll see lol

dubcon, not proofread defo messy lol. (this been in my drafts for a reason)

your bully been around you since like what almost a decade? nevertheless you dont know much about him but you do know how he is very very touchy with you

you suck at socializing and that also includes of being alone most of the time, you cant seem to make any friends nor have a lasting bond with anyone and the worst part is your bully calls himself your "friend" and how friends can be "touchy" with each other but your not THAT stupid to believe him -

you sat at the school cafeteria enjoying your homemade lunch that made you wake up extra early for, not noticing the prescene behind you, they placed their palm on your head making you jolt

"whatsup shrimpy" you could regonize that voice anywhere, that deep.. soothing, annoying voice... you’d always freeze of his mere voice and you hate it! you swallow whatever it is in your mouth and spoke back "wh-what do you want?" you dont even look at him, dialating your pupil from the cafeteria, straight back at the lunchbox, stuffing more food in your mouth "I’m hungry,” he says with a sleepy morning groan, following up with, “Is that for me? Thanks.” without waiting for an answer, he just took your lunchbox from your hand, caressed your head making your hair go crazy and then left, what an asshole. during class he would sit next to you, he always does. he would palm and and squish your thighs and under the table and youd always end up leaving with a bluepurply bruise or two nor have your parents ever bothered to ask why noone questioned his behevaiour either Lately he started following you after class and whenever you don’t comply he’d simply pull on your hair dragging you all the way to the janitors closet just because he somehow managed to obtain the key from who knows where

"c-could you stop fucking around and pulling on my hair, it hurts!" you yell at him, pushing him away with both of your hands on his chest creating just enough space for both of you in this cramped closet he doenst say anything he just looks at you, his warmth combined with his colgne is overbearing he struck out his arm making you flinch, which he definitely noticed by the way he’s grinning at you right now.

He straddles your lowerbody making you now even closer to him and basically temporarily inmobile

his breathing is gradually growing heavier, he uses his free hand to cup your face turning roughly and slowly motioning it a little left and right, before gliding his dirty thumb up until it reaches on the corner of your lips slidding it in there, forcing your mouth open "I wonder if I kiss you right now make you like less of a loser" he leaves a raspy chuckle before pulling away and abandoning you in this cold dusty closet, absolutely clueless. _____________________________________________ I NEED IDEAS PLS im starting to bore myself with repetitive scenes so feeel freee tooo send me an anonymous/public tip !

If you’re expecting a lovely-jealous bully here, it’s not it’s extreme dubcon/noncon, literally.

Military bully

You recall a few years ago, in high school you had a bully who would torment you however he would like, you never understood why he targets you specifically

You were just an ordinary girl what’s so interesting about that?!

At first you thought he was interested in you like yk in a teasing way, so you let it slideeeee but increasingly it gets worse, from throwing your notebooks off your hands to straight up being used as a punching bag, not enough to bruise you thankfully, but it really did hurt.

And you were no stupid gal, you immediately told on him to the principal but nevertheless he never did anything, what a fucking douchebag!

so you decided to take action in your own hands, you BEGGED your parents to move schools which obviously they agreed

and now here we are, standing right in front of him, your lieutenant is your “highschool bully” at his office

The moment you and your “lieutenant” locked eye contact, you wanted to run away and hurl, he stuck his hand out for a handshake and introduces himself, you did the same thing.

“Hi.. names y/n” you gulp in a non obvious way hoping he wouldn’t recognize you, your pupils darting towards anywhere but him, your hands shaking his firm hands.

“eyes up here y/n” you immediately dart your eyes back on him, excusing yourself that your a little nervous as a rookie (not true)

he doenst seem to be pleased with that reply, hence the fact that your going to work for him and being a “nervous lil fella” wouldn’t be so quirky on the field.

he tells you to sit down, so you grab the first chair that you see

him sitting infront of you makes it even worse, your sweating bullets!!

You practiced to the mirror for many many months for this moment, only to fail miserably, your sentences were barely coherent but thankfully you managed to keep the conversation going

You signed all the contracts prior to this interview so signing out now is a no go and definitely against the law, unless you flee…

But the pay is soooo gooodddd and maybe just maybe your bully has changed, but the thought of working for him? ugh barf

“y/n” you immediately positioned your back straight, can this guy be any scarier?

“yes, lieutenant..?” You smile right back at him with that oh so sweet smile, unbeknownst to him your nervously fiddling your fingers under the table (he knows)

“it’s nothing.” He clears his throat, HE FUCKING KNOWS OH MY G0D NO, NO NO NO PLEASEEE NOOOOOOOOO, your internal thoughts crashhhh

And so has the interview ended, it didn’t end as swiftly as you thought it would be but jts better than nothing, you walk out of the office when he tells you to leave

Closing the office door behind you, a breath of relief came out of you

Little did you know he was having blue balls from seeing you and definitely will be needing a little “lunch break” after this (he ends up fisting his angry red cok for a good hour to a picture of you…)

For the first few weeks you did amazing, outstanding result compared to others but then you slowly start to lose focus, you’ve been drugged everyday with little doses of sedatives, without notice for months.

You’ve only found out when a friend of yours did a drug test on you for funzies but it came out positive, maybe it was “expired” they said as they grabbed another tester and another and another each with the same answer “positive”

Your friends told you to immediately get to the doctor’s office for an actual test, so you walked out of the girl’s barracks and heading your way to the doctor’s office, no way you’ve been drugged right?!

The narrow hallway is making you feel repulsed, the more you walk the more your head is spinning

A random door opened from the right and pulled you in by the arm, the door locking infront of you

“W-what the hell—??!” Your eyes widen and out of instinct you try to shove— push anything to the person standing infront of you, you barely could even think straight and the room being pitch black, is making it extremely hard for you to do so

“is this some kind of prank?? because if it is it’s not funny, let go of me!” You hear a slight gruff from the other and you tense up, it’s.. so fucking familiar and you hate that you know exactly who it is

“Lieutenant????” please don’t be him please don’t be him 3884748474674x

“Relax shrimpy” you feel his firm hand on your head, patting it, you don’t want to admit that you sorta liked it

“why… are we here, lieutenant..? aha..?” you really really really don’t like being near this man at any cost you immediately lose your composure whenever he’s around

“Tch- shrimpy no way you have forgotten me?” And now suddenly you are grateful for how pitch black it is in this room, you do not know him yup he’s just your lieutenant

“Uhh.. what are you talking about lieutenant?… and why are you calling me shrimpy..?? Ahaha? What a weird name hahahahhaha?” nope that was horrible acting you miserably failed that

you feel him leaning much much much closer than before so you struck both of your hands infront of you “stranger danger aha..” you smell a familiar scent, it’s his same ol cologne, you turn your head side ways praying it’ll help you breath less in of that stupid smell

“that’s funny because I vividly remember y/n l/n and I went to the same highschool and we know each other very well, don’t we?” he nuzzles your neck with his nose and both of hands on each side of your torso , the same fuzzy feeling just like in highschool you can’t stand it! Fuck fuck fuck fuck..

“You probably meant my twin sister! We look alike, I don’t blame you” you push him away, hard. you fucking hate him please leave me alone

“Oh yeah? Your twin sister? Last time I checked you don’t have any siblings” you hear the annoyance in his voice whilst he turns you around like a lil doll

you try to move but his firm grip on your hands hurts like hell, you try to look back but it’s pitch black, his face is fully covered except for his eyes

With his free hand on the back of your head, he plants your face against the the heavily tinted window on the door making you look at the dimly lit hallway.

You should’ve left when you had the chance.

He frees your sore hands from the back, your too weak to fight back even with your hands back, your entire body feels too limp from the sedatives but anxiety kicks in, you move as much as you can but yet again his grip against you is impossible to free from

you hear him unbuckling his belt from behind, you flinch from the click, and he definitely saw that, he gives you a small peck on the head on the back

“I would’ve treated ya real nice if you hadn’t left me like that” you hear his faint manlyish chuckles and even from behind you smell his cologne like crazy it gives you goosebumps

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HOPEFULLY my writing improved gotta feed the gals with longer writings

You thought dating a sweet lover boy would make your bully stop bullying you bcs now your oh so protected by your so called “boyfriend” and that you finally have someone by your side so you wouldn’t be considered a loner

Little did you know this only infuriated your bully more???? What is his problem… you thought so to yourself

him living next door doesn’t help this case either, so the moment you decided to post lil cute soft launch with your new “bf” on TikTok the moment he saw that post he—

You heard someone knocking at your door, shortly after you open it you instantly get a slight glimpse of a familiar face, its bully. which made you get goosebumps you immediately wanted to close your door but his hand stopped you before you even could do so, using his other hand slamming the door wide open, pushing you inside with him then he closed the door behind him, cornerning you at the nearest wall

“The hell have you been up to?” His voice breathier than normal, and what’s even weirder had never went to your apartment like ever until now ??? What’s the change for??

“Wha— what do you mean??”

“Do you seriously think this will make me stop bullying you? Oh wow your finally merely a pathetic loner anymor—“

“SHUTUP!” You really wanted to slap him right then and there, you hate being called a loner you do have friends! You really do !!!.. you clench both your hands, vorming it in a tight fist, holding back to do anything knowing damn well he could break a rib or two if he wanted to.. you gotta think rationally

“What?” Came out flat but his eye twitched like the surprise caught him off guard

“You heard me get the fk out of my house” (i guess not so rationally)

Bully raised an eyebrow, leaning in closer to you, brushing his hand on your neck deciding what to do next, right before.. wrapping his hand over your neck and pulling you up making you get in really uncomfortable position :(

“And what if I don’t shrimpy?”

You struggle to say a word but manages to get a word out “c-..cops—“ your throat was really starting to hurt

Bully leaves a light chuckle “awwww a round of applause to this lil’ shrimpy over here, what? can’t stand this big, big bully?”

He let go off your neck leaving a temporary bruise, you fell hard onto the floor, finally giving you a breath of fresh air instead of his sweaty musky scent, he is really starting to scare you

“Go ahead call the cops” in a completely detached monotone voice

Before you even manage to stand up, he kicks you, grabs you by the arm, pulling you up to him and starts getting really close, leaning towards your earlobe… “Fuckin’ weak”

Before you could react or even process what he just commented he bites HARD on your ear creating a very visible angry red mark

“Shrimpy, you should’ve stayed in your respected pathetic role.. fuckin around, this is all your fault”

This is for the people who wanted me to write longer versions nd I rlllyyy tried, defo not my thing tho

“he’s just so perfect”, that’s what all girls say, completely flawless like a charmer.

Even for you, he’s like a dream which makes u go bazark, why him?? He isn’t even nice towards you so what’s the point

Your friends with his buddies which made childhood!bully hate you even more, I mean why would a pathetic loser nerd like you be with them anyway

Especially when they tease childhood!bully about you guys being a possible cute couple, he would be all dramatic

“gng what? That’s pathetic’ nerd?”

He always shoves you to the lockers out of jealousy whenever you talk to other guys hatred

“Tsk, wht’ a loser”

He covers his face whenever he sees u staring at him tottaly not bcs it makes him blushy blush

His heart melts when y try to fight back with him it’s just too adorable for him to bear, but still keeps it within and show hatred anyway

BONUS:

Childhood!bully grabbed your arm, he looked absolutely furious as he walks in a empty classroom whilst you yell at him to let you go

“Why did you let him touch y’ like that? R’ u a fuckin’ slut hm?” his face turned blushy red just by looking at your adorable face, he roughly forcefully made sat u down on a nearby desk making you yelp as he grabs your left arm tossing it over his back, putting his right warm hand on ur rosy cheek, leaning forward to your face,

Lips on lips…

bear w me IDK HOW TO MAKE IT ANY BETTER LMAO this is just a small daydream I’ve had