i’ve been having fucking cabin fever withdrawal symptoms where after hanging out with my friends i get stir crazy in the house. i tried to watch die, my love yesterday and it was genuinely triggering madness in me. the urge to chew glass and bang my head against the wall was very strong. even my little alley cat was looking at me crazy. i’m so desperate for social interaction but i get no satisfaction out of the time spent with the people around me. the people i love!
i fear that my love for People can’t guarantee personal love and connection with individual people. compatibility, compatibility, compatibility











