Rant Posting

I offhandedly made a joke about a cursed pairing in TADC but I may have unintentionally cooked in my head and now I'm shipping Ragatha and the Gloink Queen. Hear me out... the Gloink Queen is a healthier mother figure that treats her with kindness and makes her feel seen and understood where not only does Ragatha get to open up about what she's been through with her own mother and gets a bit of closure by having it put into perspective by someone who is also a mother (that treats her children with much more care) but she also gets treated as an equal and it slowly turns into romance. No more shouting and throwing things, instead she gets held and comforted and told she's safe and has a bunch of gloinks give little hugs and she learns all their names and takes care of them which makes her feel like she isn't just like her mother but is a kinder, much more capable woman that deserves love AND THEN THEY KISS

Backrooms movie was peak.

The Shapes consume my mind.

You ever have that one comfort character with a fanon ship that you don't ship because the other character is very much not a comfort character, might even be a little cringe to you but whenever you are scrolling the fanart tag it's always there and it's not necessarily a horrible ship that you want to block because the art is so good and you get to see your comfort character happy and in love which is awesome so it just kind of becomes a bycicle situation where the other character in the ship is just there while you gush over the comfort character being in Situations. Now, what if that bycicle character starts mending into the comfort of the other character and now you like the ship... what if you start associating the other character with the gushing and now when you see the comfort character in an image alone it feels wrong? Has anyone found an antidote yet, pls I can't be here gusing over PIM SMILING FRIENDS PLS HELP I CAN'T KEEP GOING ON LIKE THIS, IT IS TORTURE/lh

I think I have fallen into a pit I can never crawl my way out of. I legitemately think I have crossed into a space I can no longer come back from. The fact I get so much genuine comfort from seeing THEIR forms on screen is inexcusable and I would like to apologize to my family, friends and ancestors, they did not ask for one of their own to become like this. I can not describe the way of my brain, I can only theorize and slave over speculation on how we got here but the fact at the end of the day is that I'm here. I am here alone in this prison I've made for myself and the walls are painted in their shapes, their colors and their expressions. I need help. Nothing can fix me. I am broken beyond repair. I'm sorry.

How is the original english voice acting of Angel's Friends WORSE than the croatian dub that I watched as a kid on tv?? I CAN NOT EVEN GET THROUGH THE FIRST EPISODE LMAO?? Don't tell me I'll have to struggle to find the croatian version just to watch it again... this is like trying to find the international english dub for The True Story of Puss 'N Boots that doesn't have William Shatner as the dang cat because his voice direction was HORRENDOUS. (btw if anyone was able to find it pls tell me because I am still unable to)

"Earthquake, lightning, fire and nagging old man. Faced against such natural forces the power of man is trivial." - Yuri from Kyo Kara Maoh what a quote, had to stop the episode to laugh

Status report: Brainrotting over fictional characters.

I have been let loose on ao3, it's so over for my sleep schedule/hj