I love the premise of Feofan killing himself shortly after the events in Sumeru.

But let's spice things up a little. Since we don't really know much about the elixir of immortality, I can imagine its prolonged effects actually making Feofan truly immortal. Something even Dottore did not foresee. So when he finally goes through with it, utterly devastated, longing to see his husband again, he presses the gun to his temple... only to wake up a few hours later.

And that's when the dread starts seeping into his bones.

So he tries again. And again. And again.

He slowly realizes he will be alone in this world forever, with the only constant company being the gods he so despises. In his pursuit of eternal companionship, Dottore actually condemned him to an everlasting hell.

I don’t remember when exactly it was, but I came across this guy on Tumblr. Most likely on my “for you” page, which for me is usually just full of questionable stuff.

What I do remember is that I fell asleep very fast after that, so I thought I had liked the post because the character seemed interesting when I quickly scrolled through the Pathologic tag. Turns out I didn’t, so for a few months, every time I opened Tumblr, I was searching for the mysterious possibly depressed man, which, let’s be honest, narrows it down to everyone on this app.

As you can see, I finally found him. I’ve already watched like three of the underrated/deep-dive videos (loved all of them), I played the demo of Pathologic 3, and this motherfucker is now proudly plastered all over my phone wallpaper like it’s his birthright.

https://open.spotify.com/album/0EFPRoQdehedg80KTtarxy?si=T1uwtzLJQMi7MBN05TM3Qg