This blog i made as a void diary. I dont want anyone who knows me in real life to know about this blog. This is a vent space and space to re direct my energy. And keep track of myself.

I have alters that sometimes will show, but we dont announce when we've changed. Ive talked about it in therapy and was told it was more a symptom of my BPD. And a self soothing coping mechanism. I suffer mostly from BPD, Bi Polar 1, and Eating disorder(s).

Most of this blog is about the £D struggles

I am monogamously married to a man but I am a non-binary pansexual with a female preference. (I love my man a lot more than any one else I've ever met) I have tried polyamory (twice, once for 3 years, paused then tried again for 2) and it isn't for me. I am who I am but I support it if it works for you. 🫶🏼

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Do Not Interact if:

• You are a minor. (I share things I don't feel comfortable with minors seeing)

• You do not have your age in your bio or intro

• You are Trans/gay-phobic.

• You Support "The Orange Man"

• You are Pro- @n@ (convincing people to help you/ join you, asking for a buddy, anything that encourages people to develop or worsen disorders)

• P0r∆ blogs (I don't wanna see that tbh)

• YOU DONT HAVE YOUR FOLLOWING AND LIKES PRIVATE (sorry but I'll block you. They mass report now a days. I'm not tryna lose my diary)

Stats (LBs):

HW: 195

LW: 145

SW: ~185

CW: 175

GW1: 175 ✅

GW2: 170

Updated: 4/06/26

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Interests: Riddim, Festivals, smonking weed, art shit, Nature things, South Park (obsessed low key - ask me anything about this show lol), plants, Parrots (I have 5!), Cats (I have 2!), Working Out, jumping Spiders (I have one!)

L0se 10 lbs (~165 lbs)

✅Get replacement camping gear for Roo

✅Get Loops

✅Work a shit ton to make money for things

Say No to activities more often (if money is required)

✅Pay bills

Gain more of a butt (I have one now! Didn't use to!)

👋🏼Get used to the heat BEFORE JUNE

Not gonna be snacking!

✅Keep my mouth shut