Simply for Single Only

Lahit 5 kilometro ang layo mo sa akin

Pinagtagpo pero di para sa Isa't isa.

We all wear a mask.

my soul

Kaya please lumayo ka na.... 

sya na nga lang nanjan kapag stress nako eh, tataboy ko pa?

That’s common sense leaving your body

my job today cause I want to follow My own dream... And not you.. Asshole :*

If i can be a majestic unicorn 💁🏻🐎🌙🐴⭐️✨🌈

Friends: Jof you're good at cooking! - no I'm not, it just happened that I have no one to cook for me. My mom is nit around as well as my dad. i used to buy cook food but i need to budget my money. theres no one else to cook for me, I have to do it on my own. Even i'm afraid of the knife, cause I used to get cut all the time, I need to used it to cut onions, garlic, meat and etc. even Though im afraid of boiling oil, cause im afraid to be hurt by the scorching drops, i need to conquer it to fry my food. Even though I don't know what it will taste like if I add this and those, I need to put them to know and later on eat it; wether its good or not. i need to learn how yo cook For my own. Friends: Jof your good in drawing! - no Im not. It happens that i'm bored. I used to watch kids outside our gates cause im not allowed to go outside. Im not allowed to watch tv cause its bad for me and we're cost cutting. The only thing that i have is a pencil and a Paper, and my imagination. i have to draw to escape, even for a brink of an eye. Friends: why do you come late? - cause i love sleeping. Im constantly battling a war inside my head, my heart; my soul. Sleeping leads me to a place, where i can find peace. i can feel nothing and think nothing. My last resort. Friends: you have a nice smile. - my dad used to tell me: when you are bullied, just smile at them and ignore, an they'll get annoyed of what you're doing, they'll eventually stop. Since then i always smile. Smile everyday, without anyone knowing what you are thinking. Smiling even your mad, sad, happy, and all. To the point that right now. I can't cry anymore. Cause it just makes me laugh. Friend: you know how to play a guitar? - yes I do. Cause i dont know how to express my emotion. Then one day i learned how to play the strings, true and strong. And i found a place where I belong. It calms my heart, in every vibrations of the strings to my ears. Those echoes that flew through the wind. With my wish, pain and hope. Friends: you're kind you know - thats not kindness. I just know qhat it feels to get hurt, beaten and taken for granted. Every whip that touches my skin. Every sharp words that pierced through my soul. Every actions that breaks my heart. And all the sorrows that tainted my soul. i remember everything. Some would love to share those misery to other that they would do the same to everyone that's around them. But I choose the other way, i did not cause i know how it would feel. I always place myself into other shoes before i act; is it good? Is it necessary? Is it Kind?. I dont want anyone to experienced what i have been through. Thus i just make them happy; by being the stupid one, the idiot- the clown.