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For Fuck’s Sake

Do what you’re going to do to me.  

I will let you.

All I ask is that, whatever you do, don’t do it half-ass.

If I give myself to you, I am giving every ounce of myself to you.

You can do with it what you will, and I will trust that you will care for me.

But whatever you do, make a fucking impact.

I want to feel your hands burrowing into my flesh.

I want you to mark me as yours so that the world will know I’m yours.

I want you to make my ass hurt when I sit two days from now.

I want to see the bruises when morning comes and I step into the shower.

I want my throat to hurt from where you used me for your pleasure.

I want tears in my eyes from where it hurts so good.

I want to wonder if I will be given the opportunity to breathe and when.

I want you to command my next steps with authority and remove all doubt of who is in charge.

I am tired of half-ass.

I am tired of merely existing.

I am tired of just getting by.

For fuck’s sake…make me feel alive again.

If you can do this for me, I will gladly serve you.

If you can do this for me, I will work tirelessly to make you happy.

If you can do this for me, I will fall at your feet and be thankful.

If you can do this for me, I will let you lead and will faithfully follow.

For fuck’s sake…please.