Blog of a weird dragon

Introduction update! Again I know

I'm Ryhad, this is a everything blog. I will talk about my current obsession/interested, which is mainly Towa (slow damage), my OCS and some characters.

My current obsession (often updated): Tartaglia, Durin, Lohen (genshin impact) and my OCS

I will talk/post about subject like disorders/disability, queer and Alterhumanity.

I will try to be the most SFW possible, but because one of the main subject is Towa, who is from a NSFW game, it's difficult. I will put warning when I will talk about more sensible subject and try to not get into details.

DNI: Loli/shotacon, anti recovery, Trump/ice supporter, "haters"( albeist, transphobe, homophobe, racist, mysiginy, anti Xenogender, anti alterhuman, fictophobia, polyphobia, yumeship haters, people who harass others, anti neopronous, people who believe NPD, ASPD and BPD abuse)

More about me:

I use he/him, they/them, masculine and neutral term. I'm transmasc non-binary. I'm on the aroace spectrum, romantic repulsed. I'm kinda attracted to man in a way.

I'm AuDHD+ BPD, with anxiety. I may not reply quickly and it's possible that I misunderstood things.

I'm a yumeshipper, I will talk about it here, it's the main reason why I had created this blog. I only have one f/o, who is Towa. I don't know if I share him anymore. My s/i is a yandere-ish so warning for that

I'm from the alterhuman community, fictionkin and species fluid (dragon, cat and human). I may be plural, I don't know if it's just kin or like headmates.

My interest are: art in general, OCS/characters, psychological story, trinket (keychain, pins, badge, acrylic stand), plushies, doll (bjd style), cats

I'm not interested to having friends, so please do DM me. I just want share what I like.

Tag:

• 🐾🎨- all art, craft that I make

• 🐾🍷 - talking about my selfship/yumeship/my relation with Towa

• 🍷🐈‍⬛ - Talking/post about Towa (for repost I'm just too lazy lol)

• 🐾🌌 - S/I, Ryhad lore, AU, yumeship lore

• 🐾🪷 - About my OCS

• 🐾👥 - About my others favorite characters

• 🐾▶️ - other things

• 🐾💬 - rambling, talking, no particular subject

• 🐾🏳️‍⚧️ - Talking about queer

• 🐾🧠 - Talking about disorder/mental health

• 🐾🐉 - Talking about alter humanity

• 🐾🩸 - for venting (I will not vent here anymore, but still keep the old one)

Talking about alien stage because it's a recent obsession of mine

I love how thet have a succes to describe theirs relationship in one picture. Even if you don't know the characters or the show, you can imagine what type of relationship it is.

And little rant - I dislike so much how the characters get mischaracterized. No one is 100% good and innocent or 100% bad and devil. All are grey characters, and all ship are toxic. Alien stage is stories of loves with characters who doesn't know what is love, how to love and what is to be loved. They don't understand their feelings or/and don't know how to express it.

I love alien stage for that. It show toxic love, how can it be toxic not necessary because the characters are evils, but because the context and the lack of understanding. And a lot of fan tend to forget that, either romantized or demonized characters and ships.

TW: disturbing, violent, blood, alien stage spoiler

I love so much this style of illustration! I want redraw it with my OCS

I like their expression, I find the art so emotional, I don't know how to describe it

Having a hyperfixation on alien stage so I decide to share it here (in several post)

(TW: disturbing, blood, alien stage spoiler)

I just really love how alien stage characters are expressive, I love this type of expression.

Just some of my favorites, I hope that zombie stage will be more horror like Vivinos used to do in the past

Tw blood and disturbing for the next one

Please Lohen come home aaah

The last time I pre order a plush, it have game 8 MONTHS for that I received him T 0 T

Like, they say in September, but it can be more late. I'm just so exited!!! I don't want to wait

I already have Durin, I'm sad that I wasn't able to get Tartaglia...

Link for these who are interested

Been 3 fvcking hours that I work in it aaaaaah

Still not finished but I'm just overwhelmed T o T

A wallpaper with my current obsession/my favorite characters

Some music that I associate with my Yumeship, because I'm bored.

My self insert/persona is a yandere (with Sadomaso tendencies)

TW for somes: Obsessive/Yandere-ish, violent, suggestive, put trigger for the most intense

The Red mean I love you • Madds Buckley 🩸

Never ever getting rid of me • (it have too much name, I don't know where it come from, find it on Spotify)

He's my man • luvcat

Kiss me <3 • vampyx🔞

Stalker tango • autoheart

An unhealthy obsession • The black Robinson synthetic orchestra

All I want is you now • Rebzyyx🔞

Suki Suki Daisuki • Jun Togawa 🩸

Rule #34 • Fish in a Birdcage 🔞

Step on me • The Cardigan

Kiss • Lilith Morris🔞

Bernadette • IAMX

Driving with my darling • And one

A little bit harder now • She wants revenge

Ashes • Stellar

In my mouth • Black dresses 🔞

Cure • Alien stage

I never share pictures of my cats, so here's Charlotte when she play

Please, can we just normalize imperfect and not aesthetic writing?

I always see aesthetic journaling pictures, with pretty handwriting, no fault, everything perfect. Of course, I have nothing against it! It's just became a standard that everything need to be perfect. And for a long time, I wouldn't do anything by fear of not being "aesthetic", "pretty' and perfect.

I would like to see more imperfections on internet, I would like to see more realistic things

"Bad art doesn't exist if it's made with love"

Just something quick, I don't overthink it. Try something new, I have use watercolor, with alcohol marker