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Tips for Healing a Broken Heart

1. Go through – don’t hide from - the experience. You need to fully experience all the negative emotions before the healing process can begin.

2. Allow yourself to wallow in your independence. Don’t rush into a new relationship. You don’t need another person to make you feel complete. You’re enough in yourself. You are NOT inadequate.

3. Make a list of your strengths. It’s important that you focus on your good qualities as a broken heart can cause our self-esteem to plummet. Make a note of your successes and accomplishments. They didn’t disappear with the relationship!

4. Don’t try to suppress all the memories you have. Allow yourself some time to go over one or two … But don’t pitch your tent there - as the future’s now your focus.

5. Reach out to others who are suffering. You’re not the only person who is having a hard time (although you often feel you are when you’re broken-hearted) … and comforting another will distract you from your pain.

6. Allow yourself to laugh, and allow yourself to cry. Both of these are healing, and can bring release. They can help us feel more “normal”, and can bring a sense of peace.

7. Make a “good and bad list”. Make a list of all the things that you need to stop doing, to try and put some distance between you and them. For example, if you’re always checking their stuff on facebook then you’ll likely find it is harder to get them out mind. Alternatively, going out for a jog or meeting up with a friend can help to lift your spirits, and to change the way you feel.

8. Hang onto your hope. When a relationship ends (or if our love is unrequited) we can feel that life is pointless as there’s nothing good ahead. But the future is still open – and there’s definitely hope … And one day you will notice that you’re smiling naturally.

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Kent Melton’s production maquettes for Walt Disney’s Pocahontas (1995).

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When it comes to being gentle, start with yourself. Don’t get upset with your imperfections. Being disappointed by failure is understandable, but it shouldn’t turn into bitterness or spite directed at yourself. It’s a great mistake because it leads nowhere to get angry because you are angry, upset at being upset, disappointed because you are disappointed.

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When it comes to being gentle, start with yourself. Don’t get upset with your imperfections. Being disappointed by failure is understandable, but it shouldn’t turn into bitterness or spite directed at yourself. It’s a great mistake because it leads nowhere to get angry because you are angry, upset at being upset, disappointed because you are disappointed.

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The animation maquette of Meg from Hercules. Sculpted by Kent Melton

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“When nobody else celebrates you, learn to celebrate yourself. When nobody else compliments you, then compliment yourself. It’s not up to other people to keep you encouraged. It’s up to you. Encouragement should come from the inside.”

— Joel Osteen

So done with taking the high road

You would think that after years of growing up and trying to prove yourself that your friends would see the change and be willing to accept you despite your flaws...

Boy was I wrong...

I’m done. It’s not worth it for a group of unforgiving people who are stubborn to stick with their closed-minded views.

Day 26 → What kind of person attracts you?

People who are kind, compassionate, loving, giving, thoughtful, honest, thoughtful, and transparent. I thought back on the men I was attracted to when I dated them and the ones that are still in my life exhibited those traits.

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I don't know why, but for some reason today, I decided to scroll through all my past FB posts up to 2011 and something I definitely notice was that what I'm doing now is no different from what I've been doing these past three years. The only difference between then and now is that I have no one guy to cling on. I suppose it's both good and bad in its own ways. Even though he grew to be more and more verbally abusive towards me as a person, he was still there for me as a friend when I needed someone to lean on during a time where I felt like I had no one to go to.

Looking at where I am now makes me wonder how my life would have been if I still kept clinging on to him while he moved forward and made progress while still continuing to use me for his own selfish gains.

Update: I am also trying to clear out all the drafts from my Tumblr. Since then, he no longer takes up much space in my mind if any at all. Like I could literally care less about what he is doing, and that’s a very good place to be in. I do know he is seeing somebody else, but again, I couldn’t care less about that.

But since then, I’ve moved on to bigger and better things/people in life. My dating life made some giant leaps in early 2016 and all the men I met that time are people I still talk to currently. Sure we have our problems in stuff, but for now, I’m in a good place with them and am currently optimistic with everything.

Inktober Day 5 - Chicken For those who aren't aware, I am tackling my Inktober this year with a twist - all, if not the majority of my Inktober posts will be ZBrush models with a Flat Sketch shader applied. This is actually a low poly chicken just under 1500 polys so it's perfect for a video game, and partially why this is so blocky. The wings are actually spread out flat so I can rig this model in the future. This was also a concept based off a character design I did in college. #chicken #lowpolymodeling #bird https://www.instagram.com/p/BojhHraABkh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zx16y7f2081i

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Inktober Day 4 - Spell #inktober #inktober2018 #sculptember #sculptober #3dconcept #3dconceptart #3dmodeling #3dmodel #zbrush #penshader #magic #cauldron #spell #digitalsculpting #artistsoninstagram #artoninstagram #digitalart #witchcraft https://www.instagram.com/p/Bog2aDrAcuV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=y1nmi11e8nhk

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This song has really been resonating in my mind as my parents continue to compare me to my peers who are already moved out, have successful jobs, and are married to wonderful Muslim spouses, and are rushing me to do the same. If you turn on the lyrics CC, you will see why this song resonates so deep inside of me.

I also learned part of the choreo at my dance class. Hoping to record myself dancing to this song one day once my foot heals.

Inktober Day 3 - Roasted #inktober #inktober2018 #sculptember #sculptober #3dconcept #3dconceptart #3dmodeling #3dmodel #screenshotsunday #zbrush #penshader #barbecue #burger #roasted #digitalsculpting #artistsoninstagram #artoninstagram #digitalart #hotdog #bbq #cooking https://www.instagram.com/p/BoeU88dHwQg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uqdetyujcm57

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Inktober Day 1 - Poisonous. Plot twist: This is actually a Zbrush sketch with a Flat Sketch shader on it to make it look like a pen. This was a shader I found on one of my art groups on Facebook. I think for all of Inktober, I am going to attempt to do 3D models of the prompts and throw a Flat Sketch shader on it so I get the best of both worlds. #inktober #inktober2018 #sculptember #sculptober #3dconcept #3dconceptart #3dmodeling #3dmodel #screenshotsunday #zbrush #penshader #mushroom #poisonous #digitalsculpting #artistsoninstagram #artoninstagram #digitalart #fungi #wildlife #shrooms https://www.instagram.com/p/BoYVw4LH2fB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vshdxr2hug3x

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