Light it up!

washing dishes is evil because you go "oh fuck there's so many dishes this is gonna take foreverrr" and then you enter the dish abyss and emerge with your abdomen somehow covered in water and your hands all wrinky and then you look at the clock and what felt like half an hour was actually 10 minutes

it’s the fact that work is an every day thing that doesn’t sit right with me. like surely not

my dead wife. the ad free internet

watching dreamily recorded footage of a web forum from 2003

you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

The most underrated act of kindness is letting people be. Let them mispronounce a word, talk too much about a show they love, or get excited about something you don't understand. Everyone got something that lights them up. let them shine, even if it's not your thing

The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.

i kinda love to waste time but dont tell anybody

definitely not locked in. but not really locked out either. as that would imply a sort of freedom

"i'd kill for you" okay but would you heal for me?

PLOT TWIST.

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

did you hear? they're saying if you open your eyes to it, love is everywhere to be found. its everywhere its everywhere its everywhere

i haven’t been real for a few days thinking about becoming real again soon though

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away