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🥀 Em

🥀 28

🥀 Minors DNI

🥀 SW: 228.2

🥀 CW: 197.6

🥀 GW1: 199 ✅

🥀 GW2: 183

🥀 GW2: 168

🥀 GW3: 140

🥀 UGW: 129

🥀 I recovered for around 9 years.

🥀 Diagnosed B1pol4r, C-PT5D & 8PD

🥀 Recovering alcoholic. 5 years sober.

🪽Pro-recovery for everyone else. You are beautiful. You are worthy. You are enough 🪽

‼️ Don’t come here expecting to see f4t5p0. I will never drag down another woman. ‼️

Also. I talk about my pets a lot. This is Barney. Barney loves you and Barney wants you to be healthy and safe

This is Goose

This is Bacon

This is Pancake (he’s new here)

This is Egg the wanderer. She escaped for 3 weeks and flew 60+ miles. Shes home now, safe and well.

This is Kiwi. She’s my husbands parrot and she’s mean as hell.

This is Hank. He’s practically a cryptid that we only see when the stars align.

So me and my big sister have had big chats today. And she admitted then when I was a newborn my mum and dad would openly say that they regretted having me because I was “difficult”. I’ve spent my life being the problem and no matter how much I try to prove my worth my mother never seems to see it.

When I told her I was pregnant 4 years ago she cried and later told my sister she knew that she’d end up with custody of my kid (spoiler: that’s not happened and never will). When my husband became paralysed she told my sister that I wouldn’t stay with him because I wouldn’t be able to cope.

The day I got married she sulked throughout the ceremony because I didn’t invite her husband and then she left before the reception started. I have no photos with my mother on my wedding day. Then years later I had to watch as she walked my sister down the aisle (our dad is dead lol) and cried tears of joy.

Just so you all know:

Im a fat loser who disappears for days or weeks at a time. Im very stressed. Thank you for your follow.