City Nymph

I'd had thorts as a kid everyone does your waking up the things like sex and the like I'd had sex first at 15 didn't like it but I made friends at 16 that maybe should have I guess I'd been going to pubs since I was near 16 only good thing about being tall I meet lots of different people from school people bikers, addicts, lunatics,dealers and the like but 2 of my good friends I didn't know were a married couple her 25 him 28 I think lovely funny pair I didnt know at the time she was a dominatrix and he helped out the ran fetish and snm nights In the local strip joint and some time I'd help out when I was 16 until I was looking around at every one in there different states of undress or shackled up and the wife said "you look curious" I just said "yeah" she waved me over to a bench a smiled said "lean over" so I did she put my arms out and in to a set of cuffs I couldn't move she picked up a riding crop and hit me a few times over my arse it fucking hurt was ask "how was that" again I just said "yeah" then I felt her unbuckle my jeans I was terrified the pulled them down and went to town on my bare arse my god IV never forget them because that's what made me think yes I want so much more.

The best thing about a sub is when ever your out in a group together you can whisper to them your such a good girl and you know there underwear is going to be soaking wet the rest of the night.

"Yes" I said "I really do want to be a girl".

Me and someone had been talking for a wile just nice how are you kind of things we were going out most weekends having a good time I was letting off steam figureing out what the hell is going on with my life I was so lost felt like my head want to split about 3 or 4 different ways on our nights out I was dancing singing and being I guess happy (iv all ways loved to drink) but theses nights felt unbelievably different the people around and the pub suddenly so different to my norm they were vibrant such colors and things and the people all so different my head swam with it all it was kinda dangerous because I didn't want it to ever end but I felt seen I guess and talking to her my defense came down stuff I held boxed up in my head came tumbling out stuff I didn't no like I'd locked it away from my self even now I don't remember most of what I let if of the box but few months later she text me say "I was just a cheep fuckin whore" them words hit me harder then anything my tummy flipped I dropped the phone my hart was near coming out of my chest I felt a puls and a throb were I'd never felt it before my breathing got ragged it was scary and I wanted more.

I closed my eyes and suddenly I was the sexyst girl on the pole I probably looked terrible and moved like mum but I felt Alive.

No not that I can think of 😡

I set out to a bar I love to meet with a girl I met maby a week before she got my attention to be honest I didn't recognize her it had been a terrible night we had meet I don't remember much of it but we talked and laughed,drank and made fun of each other I noticed she had a very intense stare made me a bit uneasy but quite transfixed on her we laughed and dance then I looked at her sitting there and started giving her a lapdance iv all ways loved the way lapdancers move I so desperately wanted to move like them but the look I got back from her my god it's was a drug I'd never had but was hooked at first tast.

Introduce to him didn't pay much mind people make me nervous at second glans I was struck at how pretty he was nice edge to him but so pretty I didn't quite believe it I have all ways loved feminine or girly men before I new they were a thing seen few pics but never in the wild shall we say I couldn't believe it so fantastically pretty but very much a man to be honest at that point I didn't care I just wonted one but other things in life then said no.

She pushed me in to a wall no one had ever done that before its something I'd thort about but just passing thought might be ok untill it happened I felt the air forced out of my lungs my head rocked back bouncing off the wall it made my vision blur slightly iv had a few scraps over the years but but nothing has ever hit me as hard as when my eyes focused and I looked at her face and what I sore was I'd hurt I'd fuck you and leave you in a ditch ànd god I wanted it.

TBC

Woke the other day and couldn't shake the thort off of wanted to be pinned down over a table wile being railed hard and having to people Infront of me me wanking off over my face wile being called a dirty whore.