#queer thirst

Requested by stellara-ferrium

Me and someone had been talking for a wile just nice how are you kind of things we were going out most weekends having a good time I was letting off steam figureing out what the hell is going on with my life I was so lost felt like my head want to split about 3 or 4 different ways on our nights out I was dancing singing and being I guess happy (iv all ways loved to drink) but theses nights felt unbelievably different the people around and the pub suddenly so different to my norm they were vibrant such colors and things and the people all so different my head swam with it all it was kinda dangerous because I didn't want it to ever end but I felt seen I guess and talking to her my defense came down stuff I held boxed up in my head came tumbling out stuff I didn't no like I'd locked it away from my self even now I don't remember most of what I let if of the box but few months later she text me say "I was just a cheep fuckin whore" them words hit me harder then anything my tummy flipped I dropped the phone my hart was near coming out of my chest I felt a puls and a throb were I'd never felt it before my breathing got ragged it was scary and I wanted more.