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Masterlist
BTS
-Oneshots:
The Golden Cage (Taehyung x y/n): People loved him, the succesful actor Kim Taehyung, the gentleman who loves his wife so much... but behind closed doors things are not the same
Illusion (Jimin x y/n): After discovering that Jimin staged a terrifying stalking campaign to manipulate her into returning, Y/N flees his control only to find herself completely unable to survive without his protection.
-Part one, Part two
Mad Dog (Jungkook x y/n) You knew being the assistant of the famous Boxer Jungkook and your once bully isn't easy. You thought it was mutual hate work only relationship, yet he seemed to want more than that.
-part one, part two , Part three
The Devil's Cadence (Yoongi x y/n) You thought leaving was easy, yet he proves to you that you can't leave him.
Secrecy (Jin x y/n): Three years, you loved him, he loved you back. Three years of a seceret relationship. You thought it was secert until you both get married and then the typically happy ever after... Only to learn that he got married to someone other than you...
-Part one, Part two, Part Three
-Fanfic
Where the ice cracks (Taehyung x y/n) Mafia themes
chapter: one,
-Requests
Possessive! Mafia Hoseok x y/n he makes sure you know what happens when anyone tries to breath the same air as you.
Accidental Kidnap (Jimin x y/n) when a stupid little prank ended up with you kidnapping a bleeding drug lord.
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The morning after the kiss, the sun didn't bring warmth into the penthouse, it only exposed the sharp, jagged edges of a boundary Jeon Jungkook thought he had erased.
He had expected the kiss to shatter your armor. He expected you to finally surrender to the dark, suffocating orbit he had dragged you into since childhood. He needed you. God he needed you in every darkness of his.
Instead, when he woke up at 8:00 AM, his body aching from the fight and his split knuckles throbbing, he found his training clothes laid out on the foot of the bed, perfectly folded. On the nightstand sat a fresh glass of water, his anti-inflammatory medication, and a printout of his recovery schedule for the week.
When he walked into the kitchen, shirtless and imposing, you were standing at the island, typing on your tablet while reviewing his sponsorship contracts. You didn't look up. You didn't blush. Your lips, still slightly swollen from his bruised mouth hours prior, were set in a tight, unyielding line.
"Your morning protein shake is on the left," you said, "The Head Coach wants a full post-fight medical evaluation at 1:00 PM. I've already confirmed the transport."
Jungkook narrowed his eyes, stepping up to the island, his towering frame casting a dark shadow over your work. "That's it?" he growled, reaching out to catch your chin, his thumb brushing against your lower lip. "No commentary? No small talk about last night?"
You didn't flinch. You didn't lean into his touch, nor did you pull away like a frightened girl. You simply stopped typing, raised your eyes, and looked at him with a dead, hollow indifference that chilled him far more than any anger ever could.
"You won the match, Jungkook. You claimed your... prize. The kiss is done... the deal is sealed" you stated, stepping back just enough to break his grip. "My job is to manage your career. Nothing more. Eat your breakfast."
Over the next three weeks, he tried everything to break that wall. He flexed his power, he threw his violent tantrums, he tried to corner you in hallway corridors, leaning in to press hot, demanding kisses against your jaw, your neck, trying to force a slip in your control.
He didn't understand. He thought you were just playing a game of restraint. He was too blinded by his own ego to realize that beneath your professional composure lay a mountain of unyielding, deep-seated resentment that no amount of his physical dominance could ever erase.
You had never forgotten.
You remembered middle school, when you were just a tired, overworked kid carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. While he was the spoiled son of rich parents who had everything handed to him, you were juggling endless part-time jobs, studying until your eyes bled, and trying to keep your head above water. When he asked you on that stupid, arrogant date back then, you had said no, not out of malice, but because you literally did not have the luxury of time for romance.
And he had destroyed you for it. He turned the school into a living hell, making sure you paid every single day for daring to reject him.
But the real scar, the one that burned in your chest every time you looked at him, happened in university.
Fashion design had been your dream. It was the only light in your brutal, exhausted life. You had spent months, sleepless nights, bleeding fingers, hours stolen from your rare breaks, building a portfolio of detailed, conceptual fashion sketches. It was your one ticket out of poverty; an application for a fully funded scholarship to one of the most elite fashion schools in the world.
And Jungkook had ruined it.
You still remembered the cruel, mocking smirk on his face as he grabbed your sketchbook off your desk, casually flipping through the pages of your soul before tossing it into the university's industrial paper shredder, laughing with his friends as months of your hard work were turned into useless confetti. You had gone home that night, collapsing on the floor of your tiny apartment, sobbing until you couldn't breathe. You tried to redraw everything from memory before the midnight deadline, but panic and exhaustion ruined your hands. You missed the submission. You lost your scholarship. You lost your dream.
And now, here he was, millions in his bank account, thinking a championship belt and a forced kiss in the dark could make you his.
The breaking point came on a rainy Thursday night in his private gym.
The facility was empty. The rain lashed against the high windows, filling the space with a low, ambient roar. Jungkook had just finished a brutal shadowboxing session. Sweating, breathing heavily, and fueled by the quiet rage of being completely ignored for weeks, he marched over to where you were packing his gear.
Without a word, he grabbed your wrist and yanked you backward, slamming you against the wall. He trapped you between his massive arms, his heavy, damp chest pressing against yours, his dark eyes burning with frustration.
"Enough of this fucking act," he hissed, his voice dangerous and raspy. He leaned down, his mouth inches from yours, his grip tightening on your waist. "You're not a maid, Y/N. Stop treating me like a client. You stayed with me for a year. You let me kiss you. Stop pretending you don't feel anything."
"Let go of me, Jungkook," you said, your voice dangerously quiet.
"No," he growled, lowering his face, intent on taking another kiss, intent on forcing you to react, to strip away the cold manager and find the girl inside. "You're mine. You've always been mine—"
CRACK.
The sound echoed through the high-ceiling gym like a gunshot.
Your hand connected with his cheek with every ounce of force, hatred, and repressed agony you had buried for years. The sheer impact snapped his head to the side, the sound of your palm meeting his skin cutting through the roar of the rain.
Silence crashed over the room.
Jungkook stood frozen, his head turned, his jaw clenched so tight the muscles quivered. A bright, burning red handprint slowly bloomed across his cheekbone. His dark eyes shifted slowly back to you, wide with shock, unbridled fury, and disbelief.
You didn't step back. You didn't tremble. You stood your ground, your palm stinging, your eyes blazing with a fierce, terrifying fire that finally stripped away the cold, emotionless mask you had worn for a year.
"Don't you ever touch me like that again," you spat, your voice dripping with absolute venom.
Jungkook’s chest heaved, his voice dropping into a dangerous, lethal register. "You just crossed a line, Y/N—"
"No, you crossed the line!" you shouted, taking a step into his space, driving your finger into his hard chest. "You think you own me because you pay my salary? You think a kiss gives you rights over my body? You think I'm here because I fucking care about you?"
He glared down at you, his fists clenching at his sides, but the sheer fury in your eyes held him in place.
"You ruined my life, Jungkook," you whispered, your voice shaking not from fear, but from the raw, unadulterated pain of a broken dream. "Do you even remember? Middle school? I didn't go out with you because I was working three jobs just to eat! And you made every day a living hell because your bloated, rich-boy ego couldn't handle a 'no'."
Jungkook’s brow furrowed, a flicker of confusion crossing his face, but you didn't let him speak.
"And university," you continued, a tear finally escaping your eye, though your voice remained sharp as glass. "My sketchbook. My fashion designs. I spent months on that portfolio, Jungkook. It was my only chance to get a scholarship. My only chance to have the life I actually wanted. And you threw it in the shredder like it was garbage, just to get a laugh out of your friends."
Jungkook went completely still. The dark rage in his pupils stuttered, replaced by a sudden, jarring jolt of realization. The memory, buried under years of his own reckless, chaotic path, suddenly surfaced—the image of a quiet girl crying in the university hallway while he walked away feeling invincible.
"YOU. DESTROYED. MY. ONLY. FUCKING. CHANCE." you screamed, your voice raising, punching his chest with all your force with each word.
You gave him a last punch in the chest and stepped around his frozen frame, picking up your tablet and your coat from the bench.
"You want to know why I don't flinch when you scream? Why I don't care when you break water coolers or threaten to tear the gym down?" You looked back at him over your shoulder, your eyes cold, dead, and utterly devoid of hope. "Because the worst thing you could ever do to me, Jeon Jungkook... you already did years ago."
Without waiting for a response, you turned on your heel and walked out into the pouring rain, leaving him standing alone, the burning imprint of your hand on his cheek, completely wrecked by the truth.
The stinging, metallic silence that hung in the wake of your exit didn't go when the heavy glass doors of the gym slammed shut. It settled into a heavy and suffocating darkness wrapping around him.
For nearly twenty minutes, he didn't move. He stood there his chest heaving in shallow, jagged rhythms, the burning red mark on his cheek bone pulsing, the punch on his chest turning hot, skin angry and red. The rain outside continued to smash against the reinforced glass.
You destroyed my future.
He looked down at his right hand—the same hand that had earned him millions, the same hand that had held the gold championship belt just weeks ago. His knuckles were scarred, rough, and stained with the memory of a hundred fights. But for the first time in his life, the heavyweight champion felt entirely, utterly powerless.
He had remembered the sketchbook. In his arrogant, reckless youth, it had just been a notebook, a quiet girl’s prized possession that he had ripped away simply to force her to look at him, to force a reaction out of the one person who had dared to treat him like he was invisible. He had never considered what was inside those pages. He had never cared to look. To him back then, it was just a weapon to puncture her cold pride.
He hadn't realized he had destroyed the only thing she had ever built for herself.
Across the city, in the cramped, minimalist staff room of his luxury penthouse, you sat on the edge of the narrow bed. Your hands were steady as you applied a cool damp cloth to your stinging palm. The red imprint of his jaw still tingled on your skin, but inside, the hollow, cold clarity had returned.
You didn't regret slapping him nor punching him . You didn't regret spilling the poison you had carried in your chest for years. If he fired you tonight, so be it. You had saved enough from his absurdly high salary over the past twelve months to survive for a while. You were ready for the end.
At 2:00 AM, the heavy oak door of the apartment unlocked.
You didn't get up. You stayed seated on the edge of your bed, listening as his heavy, unhurried footsteps echoed down the polished hardwood floor of the corridor. The shadow fell across your open doorway, tall, broad, and looming.
Jungkook didn't enter the room. He stood in the doorway, dressed in a plain black hoodie, his wet hair dripping onto his shoulders. The sharp red mark on his cheek had turned into a faint, dark shadow of a bruise. His eyes, usually burning with an erratic, dangerous fire, were subdued—cast in a dark, terrifyingly quiet depth that you had never seen on him before.
"You're not fired," he rasped, his voice rough and stripped of its usual venom.
You raised your head, meeting his gaze with unblinking composure. "Then I expect you to respect the boundaries of my contract. I am your logistical and performance coordinator. I handle your schedule, your recovery, and your media protection. I am not your personal entertainment."
Jungkook’s jaw tightened but nodded his head.
The dynamic shifted drastically over the following weeks. The volatile, explosive atmosphere that usually surrounded Jeon Jungkook vanished, replaced by an unsettling, hyper-focused calm that unnerved his entire team. He didn't yell at his promoters. He didn't kick over water coolers during brutal training sessions. He obeyed every instruction you wrote on his tablet with a terrifying, mechanical compliance.
He ate the exact calories you weighed out. He took his supplements on time. He completed his cardio sessions without a single complaint.
But he was watching you.
Every second you were in the same room, his dark, heavy gaze followed your movements. When you handed him his water bottle, his fingers were careful not to brush against yours. When you adjusted the straps on his training gear, he stood dead still, his breath held, ensuring he didn't crowd your space. It wasn't kindness; it was a dark, obsessive restraint. He was suppressing the beast inside him because he knew that one more wrong move would sever the thin, fragile wire keeping you in his world.
When the notification pinged on your phone that evening, showing a direct deposit that effectively doubled your already outrageous monthly compensation, you didn't feel relief. You felt a cold, bitter knot form in the pit of your stomach.
You walked straight down to the private training floor. The gym was dimly lit. The heavy, rhythmic thud of gloves driving into a leather body shield echoed off the concrete walls. Jungkook was mid-training with his head coach, his massive, sweat-slicked back rippling with every brutal combination he threw.
You didn't wait for his round to end. You stepped right up to the edge of the blue mat, your tablet tucked firmly under your arm.
"My bank account was credited incorrectly this afternoon," you said, your voice cutting straight through the heavy cadence of his breathing. "Your accounting team doubled my base salary. I assume it was an error."
Jungkook didn't stop hitting the shield. Crack. Crack.
"It wasn't an error," he rasped, his breath coming out in heavy, even drags. "I authorized the adjustment myself. You handle double the workload since the rematch campaign. You earned it."
"I work the exact hours specified in my contract," you replied instantly, your tone dripping with a frigid, unyielding detachment. You stepped closer, looking straight past the coach's defensive pads and locking onto Jungkook's dark, guarded eyes. "I don't need your hush money, Jungkook. And I certainly don't want your pity."
The heavy leather pad dropped. The head coach froze, his gaze darting nervously between the two of you, instantly recognizing the dangerous, razor-thin wire the air was suddenly balancing on.
Jungkook slammed a devastating right hook into the center of the shield, the sheer force of the blow sending a dull shockwave through the trainer's frame, before finally stepping back. He wiped the line of sweat from his forehead with the back of his taped forearm, his jaw clenching so hard a vein throbbed along his neck.
"Pity?" he growled, his voice dropping into a low, gravelly register that made the empty gym feel three sizes smaller. "Why the fuck would I pity you?"
"Because you think doubling my check erases what you did," you said softly, your words hitting him with the precision of a scalpel. "You realized you couldn't buy my forgiveness."
Jungkook’s chest heaved, his dark pupils blown out as he stared down at you from inside the ring. He had spent the last three weeks trying everything. He had pulled every string in his multi-million-network, pestering elite international design academies, demanding a seat, offering donations—only to be met with cold, institutional rejection. They didn't care about his fame or his money; the admissions cycles were closed, and age limits and rigid application windows were absolute. His wealth had proven completely useless buying you a seat to your dream, leaving him stranded with a crushing, suffocating realization of his own permanent damage.
And now, here you were, throwing his money back in his face.
A dark, dangerous flicker crossed his face, not of rage, but of a desperate, twisted logic. He couldn't give you back your dream, and he couldn't force you to take his money through logic. But he could gamble for it.
He reached down, grabbing the velcro of his right glove with his teeth, ripping it off with a harsh, tearing sound, followed quickly by the left. He tossed them onto the canvas with a dull thud.
"Get in the ring, Y/N," he commanded.
You didn't move an inch. "I'm not fighting you, Jungkook."
"Get in the fucking ring," he repeated, his tone leaving no room for argument. He turned to his head coach, snapping his fingers. "Give me your towel."
The trainer hesitated for a fraction of a second before handing over a thick, black microfiber cloth. Without taking his eyes off you, Jungkook folded the fabric into a dense strip, wrapped it securely over his eyes, and tied it tight behind his head. Then, with a cold, deliberate motion, he tucked his left arm firmly behind his back.
He stood in the center of the canvas—blinded, one-armed, an absolute titan of muscle stripped of two-thirds of his deadliest tools.
"Here's the deal," Jungkook rasped, his voice echoing in the darkness of the blindfold. "You get three minutes. One round. You land a single clean hit on me, and I revoke the raise. I keep your salary exactly where it was. You lose... or you fail to touch me... and you keep the money. No arguments. No returning it."
"This is ridiculous," you said, stepping back. "You're a professional heavyweight—"
"I am blind, and I have one arm," he interrupted, his head tilting slightly as he tracked the sound of your voice with terrifying precision. "What's the matter, Y/N? You had no problem slapping and punching me in the guts when I was looking right at you. Now I'm giving you a free shot to take everything out on me, and you're backing down?"
The provocation was deliberate, ugly, and effective.
Without another word, you dropped your tablet onto the bench, unbuttoned your jacket, and tossed it aside. You stepped up the steel stairs, unlatched the heavy turnbuckle gate, and walked onto the canvas.
The coach looked at you with wide, concerned eyes before slowly stepping out of the ring, holding up his digital timer. "Three minutes," the older man murmured. "Starting... now."
The buzzer sounded with a sharp, electronic beep.
Jungkook didn't move from the center. He stood casually, his chest bare, his broad shoulders relaxed, his left arm locked behind his back, relying entirely on his hyper-aware senses.
You circled him quietly, keeping your footsteps light on the padded floor. Your heart was pounding a frantic rhythm against your ribs. You weren't a fighter, but you had spent twelve months watching him train. You knew his weight shifts. You knew how he moved.
You lunged forward, throwing a fast, straight right toward his exposed jaw.
Before your knuckles could even graze his skin, Jungkook leaned his head back. The air shifted, and your fist passed harmlessly through empty space. In the same breath, his right hand shot out, his calloused palm catching your wrist with absolute, terrifying ease. He didn't twist or pull; he simply held you anchored for a fraction of a second, demonstrating the sheer, absurd gap in your physical power, before letting go.
"Too loud," he murmured, his blindfolded face turning toward you, a dark, ghostly shadow of a smirk touching his lips. "You're breathing too hard before you strike."
Gasping for air, you stepped back, your palm stinging from where his grip had clamped down. The humiliation of it burned hotter than your exhaustion.
You circled again, waiting for ten seconds, fifteen, letting the hum of the gym's air conditioner drown out your movements. You shifted your weight, fake-stepping to the left to throw off his hearing, before driving forward with all your weight, aiming a sharp blow directly at his exposed ribs.
Jungkook didn't even slip the punch. He simply shifted his hips an inch to the side, letting your wrist slide harmlessly against him. Before you could retract your arm, his right forearm swept around your waist.
With effortless, terrifying strength, he pulled you flush against his chest.
The sudden contact was suffocating. The heat radiating off his bare skin was oppressive, smelling of sweat, leather, and dominance. You were completely pinned against him, your chest pressed against his, his single arm wrapped around your back like a steel band, trapping you entirely.
"Time's ticking, Y/N," he whispered into your hair, his deep, gravelly breath brushing hot against the shell of your ear. "Minute and a half left."
"Let go of me!" you spat, struggling violently against his grip, driving your elbow back into his stomach. It was like striking a wall of solid concrete.
Jungkook didn't flinch. He held you tight against his body, feeling the frantic, rapid thudding of your heart against his ribs. His hand pressed firmly into the small of your back, keeping you anchored, keeping you forced to feel the raw, absolute magnitude of the beast you were trying to fight.
"You want to hurt me?" he rasped, his voice dropping into a dark murmur that vibrated right through your chest. "Do it properly then. Stop pulling your punches. Stop acting like you're just my manager."
With a sudden, fluid movement, he released his grip and stepped back two paces, opening his arm wide, exposing his bare chest and face to you completely.
"Hit me," he growled, standing blind folded in the center of the ring. "Hit me with everything you've carried since middle school. Take it out on me."
Your breath hitched. Tears of pure, unadulterated frustration pricked at the corners of your eyes. You hated him. You hated the way he controlled the room, hated the way he turned even his guilt into a game of dominance, hated that no matter how hard you pushed him away, he found a way to drag you back into his orbit.
You surged forward, swinging wildly, a sharp, desperate right hand aimed straight for his cheek.
CRACK.
Your bare fist connected flush against his jaw.
The impact sent a dull, shooting pain through your knuckles, vibrating up your forearm. Jungkook’s head snapped back slightly from the sheer velocity of the blow, a dark red mark instantly blooming along his jawline where your hand met his skin.
He didn't counter. He didn't block. He stood there, absorbing the sting, taking the full brunt of your hatred without moving an inch.
The electronic buzzer echoed through the facility, signaling the end of the three minutes.
The heavy silence returned, thick and suffocating. You stood breathing heavily, your fist trembling, your knuckles raw and throbbing from the impact.
Slowly, Jungkook raised his right hand. He reached behind his head, untying the knot of the black cloth, and pulled the blindfold away.
His dark, blown-out pupils blinked against the harsh overhead lights, slowly adjusting until they locked onto you. A thin trickle of dark blood leaked from the corner of his lower lip where his inner cheek had smashed against his teeth.
He didn't wipe the blood away, he looked down at your trembling, reddened hand.
"Clean hit," he rasped, his voice rough, eyes fixed on your swollen knuckles.
You wiped the single stray tear from your cheek with the back of your uninjured hand, holding his dark, unreadable gaze. "Then the raise is canceled. Take the money back."
Jungkook looked at you for a long, agonizing moment.
"The raise stays," he said quietly, stepping toward the edge of the ring.
"We had a deal—"
"yes but I am your boss" Jungkook interrupted, his voice dropping into a low, final tone as he stepped through the ropes.
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Park Jimin, known in the underworld’s most dangerous circles as a ruthless drug lord whose smile usually preceded a murder, was currently bleeding through his tailor-made Italian suit. His knuckles were raw, split to the bone, and three of his top most strong men lay motionless in the mud behind him. Four men from a rival gang had him cornered against a brick wall. The lead assassin was grinning, raising a barrel directly toward the space between Jimin’s eyes.
Jimin braced himself, his jaw locked, eyes burning through the shadows. He was ready to go down.
When suddenly the alley didn't just rattle; it exploded.
A silver 2012 Honda Civic came reversing at a terrifying thirty miles per hour straight into the alley mouth, obliterating a line of metal trash cans before violently slamming its rear bumper into the brick wall mere inches from the rival gunman.
The assassin plummeted sideways with a squeal, barely dodging a horrifying death-by-bumper.
"Fuck my driving!" a panicked, remarkably feminine voice growled from the driver’s side window, the engine sputtering violently as the exhaust backfired like a shotgun blast.
The remaining hitmen, utterly terrified and convinced this was a heavily armored, erratic tactical ambush by an unknown third party, panicked. "It's a trap! Fall back!" one yelled. Within seconds, the sound of scrambling boots echoed into the main street as the gunmen fled into the dark, leaving Jimin standing alone in his own dripping blood.
Jimin blinked through the sweat, leaning heavily against the brickwork, breathing through cracked ribs. He raised a hand to wipe his eyes, half-expecting a heavily armed swat team to exit the vehicle.
Instead, a figure leaped out of the driver's side wearing a oversized black hoodie, a neon pink ski mask put on entirely backward, and bright yellow dishwashing gloves.
Before Jimin’s brain could register the absurdity, the figure lunged forward. In one clumsy, surprisingly aggressive motion, a heavy black canvas sack was yanked roughly down over Jimin’s head, blinding him instantly.
"Hey—" Jimin rasped, his lethal kicking in, but before he could drive a blade into the intruder's stomach, a sneaker kicked him brutally right behind his left knee.
His weakened leg buckled. Jimin hit the wet pavement on both knees with a harsh groan, the pain flaring up his ribs like a wildfire. He flexed his fingers, preparing to snap the attacker's ankle, when the voice shrieked in an octave of pure, desperate panic:
"Don't... D-don't fucking move, you hear me?! Or else I swear to God I will throw your brand new PlayStation out the window! I know where you hide it!"
Jimin froze, his hands hovering an inch from his concealed hip holster.
A... PlayStation?
Underneath the coarse fabric of the sack, Jimin’s blood-soaked lips twitched. He was a man who controlled a multi-million-dollar network, operated out of fortified penthouses, and had a bounty on his head large enough to buy a small island. And he was currently being threatened with the execution of a gaming console.
Realizing this was either a bizarre hallucination brought on by blood loss or the most painfully incompetent mistake in human history, Jimin slowly lowered his hands. Whoever this complete idiot was, they had accidentally saved his life. Playing along was better than dying in a wet gutter while his internal organs hemorrhaged.
"What are..." Jimin grunted, forcing his deep, silk-smooth voice into a raspy, pained whisper to keep his lungs from collapsing.
"Shut up! No talking, hostage!" you hissed, practically hyperventilating.
You were far too blinded by adrenaline and the absolute terror of ruining your best friend’s elaborate birthday surprise to notice the actual horror around you. You didn't see the pool of dark blood nor the three motionless bodies slumped behind the dumpsters. Your vision was entirely locked on completing 'Operation Kidnap My Idiot Brother.'
"Up! Get up!" you huffed, grabbing him by his stained suit collar and hauling him toward the back seat of your trusty 2012 Civic.
Jimin let out a ragged wheeze as you shoved him into the cramped, fry-scented back seat. His sharp suit scraped against empty soda cans and old receipts. Before he could adjust his position, you grabbed a thick pack of heavy-duty industrial zip-ties from your pocket.
With aggressive, frantic pulling noises ZIP! ZIP! ZIP! you bound his wrists tightly behind his back.
"Ow," Jimin muttered under the sack, genuine mild annoyance creeping into his amusement as the plastic bit into his skin.
"Save it for the party—I mean, the dungeon!" you yelled, slamming the back door shut hard. You scrambled into the driver’s seat, jammed the car into drive and peeled out of the alley, leaving behind a crime scene, three dead mobsters, and a deeply confused street gang.
In the back seat, blinded by a sack and bound by zip-ties, Park Jimin rested his head against the sticky vinyl seat, listening to the frantic, off-key humming of his oblivious abductor over the roar of a dying muffler.
Well, the drug lord thought, wincing as a sharp pain shot through his ribcage, at least the heater works.
"You must have known, right?" you snapped, glaring into the crack-riddled rearview mirror at the unbothered, motionless shape in your backseat. "It was my driving, wasn't it? That’s how you knew it was me! But at least act surprised, Taehyung! Fight back! Struggle a little! Make my felony feel earned!"
You huffed loudly, aggressively shifting into third gear with a sound that made the poor 2012 Civic sound like it was passing a kidney stone.
"Just so you know, I told her this was a terrible idea," you rant continued, gesturing wildly with one yellow-gloved hand. "I said, 'Hey, maybe let’s just get him a cake like normal, sane human beings.' But no, she insisted! She loves you, Taehyung. God knows why, considering what an insufferable, stubborn ass you are."
In the backseat, blinded by the scratchy black canvas sack and surrounded by the lingering odor of stale French fries and laundry detergent, Park Jimin rested his head against the rattling doorframe. His ribs were screaming, his Italian suit was ruined, and he was actively hemorrhaging blood onto what felt like a questionable tweed seat cover. But he couldn't deny it; this was easily the most entertaining evening he’d had in years.
"And fucking speak! Don't go quiet on me now!" you yelled into the front seat. Reaching out, you slapped the dashboard, slamming the radio on to drown out the awkward silence. Early 2000s pop music exploded out of the blown-out speakers, buzzing with pure static.
"I'm keeping you tied up, by the way," you warned, pointing a finger blindly behind you. "When we get there, you better scream, you better look terrified, and you better act surprised! Or else I swear I will sell your new PlayStation. And you know I'm crazy enough to do it."
From the dark depths of the fabric sack, a low, velvet-smooth rasp cut through your threats.
"If you sell the PlayStation," Jimin murmured, his voice laced with a gravelly charm despite his bruised throat, "how will Taehyung ever forgive you?"
"Shut up! I’m serious, Taehyung!" you yelled over the deafening pop music, smacking the steering wheel in frustration as you hit a pothole. "I swear, you're taking this way too casually! You're supposed to be squirming! You're supposed to be begging for mercy! Instead, you're sitting there like someone who just got a slightly uncomfortable Uber ride!"
Jimin let out a breathless chuckle, wincing as the laughter pulled violently at his cracked ribs.
"Maybe I'm just admiring the tactical genius of my captor," Jimin purred, his lips curving into a sharp, lethal smirk beneath the canvas. "The yellow rubber gloves really pull the whole kidnapping act together."
"They are dishwashing gloves, you ungrateful idiot! They keep my fingerprints off your stupidly expensive jacket!" you retorted, cranking the volume knob even higher until the car practically vibrated. "Now stop talking, fix your posture, and get ready! We’re five minutes away from the house. If you ruin this party after I literally committed a kidnapping and nearly embedded my bumper into an alley wall, I will personally throw you into the river!"
Jimin leaned his head back against the headrest, tasting the metallic twang of blood in his mouth.
Five minutes, he thought, feeling the heavy, cold steel of the loaded 9mm tucked into his waistband, right beneath his ruined suit coat. His second-in-command was probably tearing Seoul apart right now, burning down rival syndicates brick by brick to find his body.
And yet, here he was. Bound by ten-cent zip-ties, kidnapped by a girl wearing dishwashing gloves, and being taken to a surprise birthday party for a guy named Taehyung.
"Whatever you say, boss," Jimin whispered softly, his deep voice swallowed by the blasting radio. "Lead the way."
The hallway was dimly lit, filled with the faint scent of vanilla candles and the muffled sound of a birthday playlist humming from the living room speakers. You pulled hard on the canvas-draped captive, practically wrestling the heavy frame through the front doorway.
"Keep moving," you whispered harshly through your pink ski mask, dragging him by his blood-stained sleeve. "Don't ruin the—"
You froze mid-sentence.
Standing in the center of the warm, balloon-filled living room was your brother, Taehyung. He was wearing his favorite worn-out sweater, holding a half-empty glass of soda, and currently had his arms wrapped firmly around your best friend's waist. She was standing on her tiptoes, completely wrapped up in kissing him.
Between kisses, your best friend let out a soft sigh, giggling into his neck. "I'm so glad you came home early... she's taking forever with that stupid prank."
Taehyung chuckled, pressing another kiss to her lips. "I told you she was probably lost in a parking lot somewhere."
Your brain completely short-circuited.
You stood dead in your tracks, your dishwashing-gloved hands locked onto the sleeve of the man beside you. You stared at Taehyung. Then you stared at your best friend. Then you slowly looked at the blood-soaked man standing motionless beside you in a ruined, custom-tailored suit.
Taehyung was right there.
Taehyung was in the living room.
Who the fuck was in your house?!
Panic, sharp and blinding, shot straight through your veins. Your heart hammered against your ribs like a trapped bird.
Before either of them could turn around, you took advantage of their absolute absorption in each other. You clamped your hand over the mysterious stranger's mouth through the black canvas sack, yanked him backward with a surge of pure, terrified strength, and dragged him down the hallway into your bedroom.
You shoved him inside, threw your back against the door, and slammed it shut, twisting the lock with a desperate CLICK.
Breathing heavily, your eyes wide, you turned around to face the dark room.
The tall stranger stood near the foot of your bed, perfectly calm, his hands still zip-tied tightly behind his back. The heavy silence in your room was broken only by the quiet, ragged sound of his breathing and the faint, alarming dripping of fresh blood onto your flower-patterned rug.
Slowly, deliberately, the man lifted his bound hands slightly behind him, adjusted his balance, and tilted his head toward you under the dark canvas.
"So," a dangerously smooth, quiet voice rasped from beneath the hood, echoing through your small bedroom. "I take it I'm not Taehyung?"
Without waiting another second, you grabbed his broad shoulders and forced him backward, pushing him down until he hit the edge of your mattress with a heavy, muffled grunt.
"I am so sorry, I am so sorry, oh my God," you babbled, your hands trembling violently as you grabbed the coarse fabric of the sack and yanked it off his head.
The breath hitched in your throat.
The man sitting on your bed didn't look like any normal civilian. He had sharp, dangerously handsome features, hair clinging to his forehead with sweat, and dark, piercing eyes that immediately fixed onto yours with absolute composure. But what caught your attention was the dark, slick crimson smeared across his jaw, painting his split bottom lip.
"Oh my God, you’re bleeding?!" you gasped, backing up a step, your hands flying to your pink ski mask and yanking it off your heated face. "Did I do that?! How?! No way! I know I hit a bump, but did my car do this to you?!"
You hovered over him frantically, your yellow dishwashing gloves flapping around his face as you inspected his bruised cheekbone, mentally counting the cuts on his jaw like a manic ER nurse. Then your eyes trailed downward, falling on his custom, midnight-blue suit jacket, which was ripped to ribbons and soaked through with deep, ghastly red stains covering his chest and stomach.
"Wait... are those knife cuts?!" you shrieked, clutching your head. "What kind of car accident—"
"I think," Jimin interrupted softly, his voice a low purr that made the tiny hairs on your neck stand up, "we can start with you taking the zip ties off."
He offered you a faint, wry smirk, a soft chuckle escaping his chest before he winced, his dark eyes flickering with pain.
"Right! Yes! Zip ties! Oh my God, I'm so sorry!" you squeaked, frantically spinning around to scan your messy room. You shuffled through your desk, tossed aside notebooks, and dug through drawers like a lunatic. "Where are the scissors?!"
Jimin watched you with an amused expression. He let out a low sigh, casually rolled his shoulders, and pulled his wrists apart. With a sharp, sudden SNAP, the thick industrial plastic sheared completely in two, dropping to your bedroom floor like harmless string.
You froze mid-search, staring at the snapped plastic, then slowly raised your eyes to his large, veiny hands now resting casually on his knees.
"You... you just..." You swallowed hard, taking a terrified step backward against your closet door. The reality of the situation hit you like a bucket of ice water. You hadn't kidnapped your nerdy brother. "P-Please don't call the police. Please. I have a clean record, I swear it was a mistake—"
Jimin let out a harsh, strained groan, leaning forward as he clutched his ribs, his knuckles turning white. The bloody cuts across his torso were bleeding through his dress shirt, dripping onto your pastel bedsheets.
"Take care of my wounds," Jimin rasped, looking up through his dark bangs, his gaze locking onto yours with terrifying intensity, "and I won't."
"Deal!" you squeaked instantly.
Within thirty seconds, you pulled out your emergency first-aid kit, dumped a mountain of cotton balls onto the nightstand.
"First, take off the jacket," Jimin instructed quietly, his voice dangerously calm for a man whose blood was currently staining your duvet.
You cautiously stepped closer, peeling the expensive, ruined leather and wool from his broad shoulders, flinching every time he let out a tight breath. Following his precise, stern commands you began dabbing rubbing alcohol over his exposed chest.
"Hold still, this is going to sting," you muttered nervously, wincing on his behalf as you pressed a gauze pad into a deep slash across his ribs.
Jimin didn't even flinch. He just sat on your bed, watching your every panicked move through half-hooded eyes, a dark, dangerous smirk lingering at the edge of his lips as your hands shook against his skin.
Working with clinical precision, and a fair amount of frantic hyperventilating, you managed to clean, disinfect, and tightly bandage every slash, scrape, and bruise across his torso. His body was a canvas of older, faded silver lines and fresh, jagged cuts, making it painfully obvious that today wasn't his first time wrestling with death.
"You know..." you muttered softly, dabbing a final strip of medical tape over a nasty gash near his hip, keeping your eyes strictly fixed on his ribcage to avoid looking at his bare chest, "you seem to know exactly what I should do. You've been wounded a lot, I see."
Jimin let out a quiet, rumbling hum, his dark eyes following your shaking hands. Since his tailored clothes were thoroughly ruined and soaked in a mixture of street grime and blood, he had stripped down, tossing the filthy garments into a ball in the corner of your room.
Now, he was lying flat on your mattress, completely naked under the covers, resting his dark head against your soft pillows.
"I'm a drug lord," Jimin murmured casually, his voice velvety and completely devoid of fear. "Park Jimin."
You froze mid-wrap with the leftover gauze, your jaw dropping beneath your breath.
"And you are?" he asked, tilting his head slightly, watching your bewildered expression.
You pressed your lips together, staring at him in utter disbelief. "A... a what?"
"A drug lord," he repeated smoothly, as if he had just told you he worked in accounting.
CLICK.
The bedroom door handle jiggled and swung wide open before you could even move to block it.
"Hey, what the hell are you doing in here for so long? The party's—" Taehyung froze in the doorway, a paper plate with a half-eaten slice of chocolate cake suspended in his hand.
His eyes slowly traveled from you, standing frozen in dishwashing gloves holding bloody cotton balls, to your bed, where a strikingly handsome, intensely dangerous-looking stranger was lying completely naked under your duvet, staring back at him with icy composure.
Taehyung's mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again. "Who... who the fuck is that?!"
Your brain panicked, immediately short-circuiting into survival mode.
"My date!" you blurted out, stepping between Taehyung and the bed, waving a glove dismissively. "It's complicated, Taehyung! He's... sensitive to light! Get out and go eat your cake!"
"Your date?!" Taehyung yelled, staring at the visible tatters of blood-stained clothes on the floor. "He looks like he just got thrown out of a moving helicopter!"
"Out! Out, out, out!" You practically tackled your brother back into the hallway, slamming the door shut in his face and locking it tight once more.
Leaning your forehead against the cool wood of the door, you let out a long, shuddering breath. From the bed, a soft, low chuckle resonated through the room.
"Your date, huh?" Jimin purred, his dark eyes sparkling with dangerous amusement under the dim lighting. "I didn't realize kidnapping came with a relationship status."
You slowly turned around, resting your spine against the locked door as you pressed your lips into a tight, stressed line.
Jimin was resting comfortably against your stack of decorative pillows, one arm propped lazily behind his dark, damp hair. Under your duvet, his broad, bare shoulders were on full display, perfectly framed by the clean white bandages you taped across his chest. He looked completely out of place among your floral bedroom decor.
"So..." you began, crossing your yellow-gloved arms over your chest, "when are you going to leave?"
Jimin’s lips curved into a slow, devastatingly handsome smirk. His dark, sharp eyes tracked you with unhurried interest.
"Leave?" he echoed softly, his voice a low, raspy purr that practically hummed through the small room. "With no clothes? Bleeding through your sheets? While my men are currently turning the city upside down looking for my body?"
He tilted his head, letting out a small, amused huff that winced into a subtle grimace as his sore ribs flexed.
"I think I’m going to stay right here for a bit," Jimin purred, shifting slightly under the covers. "Besides... your date wouldn't just walk out on you after you worked so hard to kidnap him, would he?"
You buried your face in your hands with a deep, suffering groan.
"I am going to throw myself out the window," you muttered into your hands, dropping them to glare at him. "Seriously, Mr. Drug Lord. My brother is right outside that door. My best friend is outside that door. If they find out I brought home an actual criminal instead of a birthday surprise, they’re going to put me in an asylum."
Jimin’s smirk only broadened, a glint of genuine entertainment dancing in his dark eyes. "Then I suggest you keep your voice down, sweetheart."
"Do not call me sweetheart," you hissed, taking a cautious step closer to the bed and pointing a yellow dishwashing glove at him accusingly. "You are a hostage! Well... a former hostage. An accidental hostage! Whatever you are, you’re supposed to be intimidated by me!"
Jimin let out a soft, breathless laugh, wincing slightly as the movement tugged at the bruises across his ribs. He looked down at the bright yellow rubber finger hovering inches from his chest, then raised his gaze back to yours, his dark eyes brimming with dangerous charm.
"Intimidated?" he purred softly, his voice dropping into a velvety register that sent an unexpected chill down your spine. "By a girl in dishwashing gloves and a pink ski mask who threatens people with PlayStations? You saved my life tonight, kid."
"I was trying to kidnap my brother, not rescue a mob boss!" you whispered loudly, throwing your hands up in sheer exasperation.
Before you could argue any further, a soft, heavy vibration echoed from the corner of the room.
You both froze. The sound was coming from the pile of filthy, blood-soaked trousers Jimin had shed earlier.
Jimin’s playful demeanor vanished in an instant. The easygoing smirk melted away, replaced by an intensely sharp, cold focus that made your breath catch in your throat.
"My phone," Jimin said quietly, his tone calm, commanding, and absolute. "Hand it to me."
You swallowed hard, suddenly very aware of the shift in the air. Cautiously, you walked over to the corner, picked up his heavy, slick leather pants using the very tip of your gloved fingers, and fished out a sleek, customized black smartphone. The screen was flashing with an unregistered, encrypted caller ID.
You handed it to him, taking a swift step back.
Jimin slid the phone screen open and brought it to his ear, his gaze remaining locked on you.
"Talk," he commanded into the receiver, his voice ice-cold.
A frantic, muffled voice burst through the speaker on the other end, so loud you could hear the panicked shouting from where you stood. "Boss?! Boss, is that you?! Jesus Christ, we thought you were dead! The alley was a warzone... rivals everywhere... we've been burning down their safehouses for the last two hours trying to track you—"
"I'm alive," Jimin interrupted smoothly, resting his head back against your pink pillow as if he were discussing the weather. "I'm in a secure location."
"Where are you?! We’ll send the entire fleet right now, five-minute ETA—"
Jimin paused, his dark, heavy gaze lingering on your wide, panicked eyes. You frantically shook your head, mouthing, 'NO MAFIA! NO MAFIA MEN IN MY DRIVEWAY!'
A subtle, amused twitch returned to the corner of Jimin's lips.
"Stand down for now," Jimin ordered into the phone, his tone leaving zero room for argument. "Send a clean vehicle and a fresh suit to the coordinates I text you in an hour. No heavy artillery, no motorcade. Just one driver."
"Boss? Are you sure? Who saved you?"
Jimin kept his eyes fixed right on you, a slow, breathtaking smile spreading across his face.
"Just a very dangerous operative," Jimin murmured softly into the mic. "Bring a new PlayStation, too."
He ended the call, tossed the phone onto the nightstand, and crossed his arms behind his head, looking up at you with absolute delight as you stood there, utterly dumbfounded.
"You..." you stammered, pointing at him. "Did you just order a PlayStation?!"
"Consider it my payment for your medical services," Jimin purred, sinking deeper into your duvet. "Now... are you going to stand there looking terrified, or are you going to go get your 'date' a glass of water?"
You hurried into the hallway, shutting the bedroom door behind you with a sharp, decisive click. Slinking toward the kitchen like a fugitive, you grabbed a tall glass from the cupboard and filled it with water, your mind running a mile a minute.
You turned around and nearly dropped the glass.
Taehyung and your best friend were standing right there, blocking the kitchen doorway with their arms crossed. Taehyung still held his half-eaten slice of cake, staring at you with a mix of utter confusion and intense concern.
"Alright, spit it out," Taehyung demanded, narrowing his eyes. "Who is the guy in your bed, why is he bleeding?"
Your best friend nodded in agreement, looking genuinely bewildered. "Yeah... the plan was for you to bring Taehyung here, not host a bleeding man in your bedroom."
You looked between the two of them, pressed your lips together, and let out a long, heavy, defeated sigh. There was no point in hiding it anymore.
"Okay. Do not scream," you whispered aggressively, taking a step closer and gesturing wildly with the glass of water. "I fucked up. I fucked up so bad."
"What did you do?" Taehyung asked, his brow furrowing.
"I kidnapped the wrong man!" you hissed, keeping your voice low enough so it wouldn't carry back down the hall. "The alley was pitch black, okay?! I slammed into the wall, threw a sack over his head, zip-tied his hands, and shoved him into the Civic! I thought he was you, Taehyung!"
Your best friend gasped, her hands flying over her mouth. Taehyung just stared at you, blinked once, and then twice.
"You... you kidnapped a stranger?" Taehyung asked slowly, as if trying to comprehend the sheer scale of the mess. "A stranger who was bleeding?!"
"Yes! And he is not happy about it!" you panicked, wildly waving your gloved hand. "He has knife cuts! He has broken ribs! I literally had to stitch him up on my bed! And right now, he is sitting in there, wrapped in my duvet, threatening me!"
"Threatening you?!" Taehyung's posture immediately stiffened, his brotherly instincts kicking in as he took a step toward your room. "I'm calling the cops right now—"
"No! Are you insane?!" You lunged forward, grabbing Taehyung's arm with your dishwashing glove. "If he calls the police, or if we call the police, it won't be a funny little birthday joke! We're talking false imprisonment, and assault with a motor vehicle! If the cops get involved, it won't be a joke, and all three of us will get arrested!"
Taehyung froze, his hand hovering over his phone. Your best friend looked like she was on the verge of faint.
"So what are you saying?" she squeaked softly.
"I'm saying," you whispered, taking a deep breath and steadying the glass of water in your trembling hands, "that right now, he is my 'date.' We are going to treat him like royalty, feed him water, keep him happy, and pray to God his ride gets here before he decides to sue us."
Taehyung looked toward your bedroom door, then back at you, completely speechless.
"Just... go back to eating your cake and act normal!" you ordered, squeezing past them toward the hallway.
Carrying the glass of water like a sacred offering, you tiptoed back to your bedroom, unlocked the door, and slipped inside, carefully locking it behind you.
Jimin was still resting comfortably against your pillows, watching the door with that same unreadable, dark glint in his eyes. He raised an eyebrow as you approached the bed, extending the glass to him with both hands.
"Your water, Mr. Drug Lord," you muttered flatly. "Please don't send us to prison."
Jimin’s lips twitched into a amused smirk as he reached out, taking the glass from your trembling, gloved hands.
Jimin took a slow sip of the water, his dark eyes fixed on you over the rim of the glass. The icy, dangerous aura he had projected during his phone call dissolved back into that unbothered, velvet charm.
"Prison?" he purred, setting the empty glass on your nightstand with a quiet clink. "And miss out on my host’s wonderful hospitality? I wouldn't dream of it."
Before you could respond, a low, rhythmic rumble echoed from the driveway outside your window. It wasn't the sputtering exhaust of your dying 2012 Civic. It was the deep, purring growl of a twin-turbo V8 engine, a sleek, pitch-black matte SUV idling quietly right in front of your house.
Jimin’s phone buzzed once on the nightstand. He glanced at the screen, then swung his legs over the edge of the bed. He winced slightly, pressing a hand to his bandaged ribs, but stood up smoothly.
"That's my ride," he said softly.
He walked over to the corner where his men had left a freshly pressed, immaculate black suit bag right outside your window, dropped off silently by his second-in-command without a sound. Within two minutes, Jimin was fully dressed in a tailored black suit, crisp white shirt, and silk tie.
He turned toward you, stepping close enough that you had to tilt your head up to look at him.
"You know," Jimin murmured, his voice dropping an octave, reaching out to gently touch the edge of your chin with his knuckles, "most people who kidnap me end up at the bottom of the river. But you stitched me up, gave me water, and threatened my life with a PlayStation."
"It was a very serious threat," you muttered, your heart pounding against your ribs.
Jimin let out a low, breathless chuckle. He reached into his inner suit pocket, pulled out a sleek black card with a numbers and slipped it gently into the front pocket of your oversized hoodie.
"Call that number if you ever need anything," he whispered, his thumb lightly brushing your cheek.
He stepped toward your bedroom door, unlocked it, and pulled it open.
Taehyung and your best friend were still standing in the hallway, practically frozen like deer in headlights. Taehyung raised his paper plate of cake like a pathetic shield as Jimin walked out.
Jimin paused, looking Taehyung up and down with an amused smirk. "Happy birthday, Taehyung. You have a very... aggressive sister."
With a polite nod, Park Jimin walked down the corridor, opened your front door, and stepped out into the night. Sitting on your front porch mat was a brand-new, unopened PlayStation 5 box, topped with a giant red bow.
Taehyung stared at the box, then looked at you with wide, disbelieving eyes. "Did... did a mob boss just buy me a birthday gift?!"
You slumped against the doorframe, letting out a long, exhausted breath, looking down at the sleek black card tucked into your pocket.
"Happy birthday, Taehyung" you muttered flatly. "Don't ever ask me for a surprise again."
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tw: dark romance , extreme possessiveness & obsessive behavior, violence, bone cracking & blood, forced viewing of violence.
The leather of the armchair creaked softly under Hoseok’s weight, the only sound in the dimly lit study save for the erratic, shallow breaths escaping your lips. The air was thick with the copper scent of blood and gunpowder.
You sat on the plush velvet sofa opposite his desk, trembling violently, your knees pulled tight to your chest. Your eyes were glued to the floor, desperately trying to avoid the broken, bleeding figure lying on the rug between you and the man who ruled your world.
Julian, a lower-tier associate from a rival crew who had stupidly miscalculated his boundaries, let out a wet, gurgling groan. He had made the fatal mistake of lingering too long at your side at the Hoseok's Friend wedding earlier that evening—touching the small of your back to guide you through a crowd, his hand resting a second too long, his lips leaning just a fraction too close to whisper a compliment into your ear.
Hoseok hadn’t said a word at the party. He had simply watched, his dark eyes tracking every breath Julian took near you, every inch of space the man dared to invade.
And now, the bill had come due.
"Look at him, little bird," Hoseok’s voice sliced through the heavy quiet, smooth as silk and cold as ice. The nickname he loved so much felt like a heavy collar around your neck.
When you didn't move, too terrified to lift your head, the shift in the room was instant. In two long, measured strides, Hoseok crossed the floor, his leather shoes stepped casually around the pool of blood spreading across the rug.
Large, warm fingers wrapped firm and unyielding around your jaw, tilting your head up until your wide, tearful eyes met his. Hoseok’s expression was soft, a striking contrast to the absolute violence radiating from his soul. His thumb brushed over your cheekbone, tender against your flushed skin.
"I said look," he murmured, his voice dipping into a low hum that vibrated against your chin. "I need you to see what happens when someone forgets who you belong to. I need you to learn, my sweet girl."
"Hoseok, please..." you whispered, your hands trembling as they gently rested against his forearm, begging for mercy not just for the man on the floor, but for your own fragile sanity. "Please, no more..."
"Shh," he hushed softly, leaning down to press a warm, lingering kiss to your forehead. His breath smelled faintly of the expensive cigar he likes. "Don't cry for him. He breathed your air. He put his filthy hands on what is mine. He marked himself for death the second he looked at you like you were something meant for this world to share."
Hoseok turned you slightly, forcing your gaze back toward the floor. He didn't let go of your jaw; his grip remained a firm, possessive anchor, keeping your eyes locked onto the scene.
With his free hand, Hoseok pulled a sleek, silver-plated pistol from the holster beneath his tailored suit jacket. The metallic click of the safety being disengaged sounded like a thunderclap in the small room.
Julian tried to scramble backward, coughing blood onto the ornate rug, his hands raised in a desperate, futile plea. "Jung... please, I didn't know—I didn't mean anything by it—"
"You touched her," Hoseok interrupted calmly, signaling for his man who immediately stepped forward and placed the polished dress shoe firmly on Julian’s outstretched wrist, the very hand that had rested against your spine hours earlier. Julian screamed, a sickening crunch echoing.
"You stood in her space. You dared to breathe the same air as my little bird."
"Hoseok!" you sobbed, trying to pull away, trying to close your eyes, but his grip on your face tightened just enough to keep you held.
"Keep your eyes open," Hoseok commanded, his tone dropping all warmth, replaced by the sheer, unadulterated authority. "Look at what your sweetness causes, little bird. Look at how I destroy them for you."
Julian’s muffled pleas were cut short. Hoseok raised the barrel, aiming with casual, practiced precision.
Crack.
The muffled gunshot choked the room. Julian slumped forward, instantly still.
The silence that followed was suffocating. You gasped, tears spilling over your eyelashes, streaming down your cheeks and over Hoseok’s knuckles. Your whole body shook with violent, breathless sobs.
Hoseok casually engaged the safety of his gun and slipped it back into his jacket, as if he had done nothing more than signing a contract. He turned fully back to you, his dark eyes softening into that terrifying, obsessed adoration he reserved exclusively for you.
He crouched down in front of the sofa, slipping his hands up to cup both sides of your face. His thumbs gently wiped away your tears, smearing a faint trace of blood onto your pale skin, marking you all over again.
"There now," he whispered, pressing his lips to yours in a possessive kiss that tasted of absolute ownership. He drank in your panicked gasps, pulling your small frame tightly against his broad chest until there was no space left between you. "No one else will ever touch you. No one will ever speak to you, look at you, or take the air from your lungs ever again."
He pulled back just enough to look into your terrified, wide eyes, a beautiful, cruel smile touching his lips.
"You're mine, little bird. And I will burn the entire world to ash before I let anyone forget it."
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The click of the bedroom lock was quiet, but to Jin, it sounded like a heavy iron vault slamming shut forever.
He stood frozen in the middle of the quiet living room, staring at the closed wooden door. The silence in the penthouse was suffocating, heavy with the absolute weight of what he had just done. His chest heaved as he swallowed hard, trying to push down the rising panic that was clawing its way up his throat.
I called her a gold digger.
The thought burned through his brain like acid. Of all the cruel, unforgiving things he could have said, he had accused the only woman who had ever loved him for his heart—the only person in his entire world who didn't care about his title, his family's wealth, or his stock options—of wanting his money.
Jin slowly walked over to the bedroom door. He raised a hand, resting his knuckles against the wood, trembling.
"Y/N?" he called softly, his voice cracked and stripped of all its usual corporate polish. "Sweetheart, please..."
No response came from inside. Not a sound, not a breath.
"I didn't mean it," he whispered, pressing his forehead against the cold wooden frame, closing his eyes tightly as tears finally burned his own lashes. "I'm sorry. God, I'm so sorry, Y/N. I was angry, I was panicked, I... please open the door. Just talk to me."
Inside the dark bedroom, you were sitting on the edge of the mattress, your hands folded tightly in your lap. Hearing his desperate voice on the other side of the door didn't bring you any satisfaction. It didn't make you feel victorious or validated. It only made the deep, hollow ache in your chest throb harder.
Slowly, you stood up, walked across the floor, and unlocked the door. You pulled it open, standing in the doorway with a completely blank, exhausted expression.
"What?" you asked quietly.
Jin took a sharp, breath at the sight of you.
"I was out of line," he choked out, the words tumbling out of him in a desperate, breathless rush. The powerful Kim Seokjin was utterly unraveled, his chest heaving under his crisp white shirt, his eyes glossy and bloodshot. "What I said... it was disgusting. You've never, not once in three years, asked me for a single thing. I know that. God, I know that better than anyone. I was terrified, sweetheart. I felt like I was losing control, like I was losing you, and I lashed out like a coward."
He reached for your hands, his fingers trembling as he encased your hands within his ones, gripping you like a drowning man reaching for a lifeline.
"Please don't talk about leaving. Don't talk about returning the penthouse or giving up the gifts. I built all of this for you," he begged, his voice breaking as a single tear escaped his eye, tracking down his sharp cheekbone. "I know things have been chaotic. I know I've been distant and stressed with work, but I can fix it. I will fix everything, I promise you."
You didn't pull your hands away, nor did you squeeze his back. You just watched him, watching the man you worshipped completely lose his mind over a lie he was still actively maintaining.
Jin took a deep, shuddering breath, a sudden, wild resolve flashing through his tear-filled eyes. He thought he finally understood what was wrong. He thought you were pulling away because you were tired of waiting in the dark, tired of being hidden, tired of the uncertainty of your future together.
Without breaking eye contact, Jin slowly sank down onto his knees right there.
He held your right hand tightly between both of his, pressing a desperate, kiss to your knuckles before looking up at you from the floor. His broad shoulders shook, his dark eyes pleading with every ounce of soul he had left.
"Marry me, Y/N," Jin whispered, his voice trembling with a frantic, suffocating sincerity. "Marry me. Let me make you my wife."
You stood there frozen, the room tilting on its axis as his words hung suspended in the heavy air between you.
Marry me.
The phrase you had spent three years longing to hear, the words you had dreamed of in quiet, late-night whispers while wrapped in his arms, now landed like a cold, sickening punch to your gut.
Your mind stalled, completely unable to process the sheer audacity of the man kneeling at your feet. How? How could he stand at an his own wedding two weeks ago, slip a band onto another woman's finger in front of his family and the elite world, and now look up at you with tears in his eyes, asking you to be his wife?
What lie was he going to construct this time? Was he planning a fake ceremony? A forged marriage license? A secret, invalid wedding tucked away in some private island where no one could ever verify it? Did he truly believe he could manage two separate lives, two wives, an entire web of deceit, just to keep you from walking out that door?
You stared down at Kim Seokjin.
He was still holding your cold, limp hand tightly against his cheek, his breathing ragged, his dark eyes searching your pale face with a frantic, desperate hope. The powerful CEO was literally on his knees, weeping for your hand, completely oblivious to the fact that the entire illusion had already burned to ash.
What about Jenny? What about his real wife, the woman resting in his family's estate while he begged on the floor of a penthouse he bought for his mistress?
A heavy, suffocating silence stretched between you. You couldn't move. You couldn't pull your hand away. You just stared at him, your mind spiraling into a deep, dark void of disbelief, searching his face for any sign of the man you used to worship, and finding only a master of deception. A liar. A scammer, who scammed three whole years of your love.
Your voice was so quiet, so hollow, it was barely louder than a whisper. Yet each word struck Jin like a violent, physical impact.
"Will it be public?"
Jin’s heart stopped. His grip on your hand tightened instinctively, his dark eyes wide as he stared up at you from the floor.
"Your family... will they finally meet me?" You looked down at him, your eyes completely devoid of the old warmth he depended on, filled instead with a devastating, flat quietness. "Your co-workers? Will... Will we have pictures together?"
The silence that followed was suffocating.
Jin swallowed hard, his throat working against a sudden, violent lump. The frantic, desperate energy that had driven him to his knees evaporated into sheer, icy terror. He had expected tears, joy, hesitation, even anger about how long it had taken, he had expected anything except this.
He didn't answer. He couldn't.
His lips parted, but no sound came out. How could he answer? He couldn't bring you to his family; his father had arranged the union with Jenny's family months ago. He couldn't introduce you to his co-workers; they had all attended the grand wedding reception two weeks prior. He couldn't stand beside you for a single public photo without plunging Kim Enterprises into a catastrophic scandal and destroying the delicate, high-stakes corporate alliance he had just sealed with his ring.
The lie died right there on his tongue, suffocated by the brutal reality of his choices.
You watched the color slowly drain from his handsome face. You watched the frantic hope in his eyes crumble into raw, guilty paralysis. You didn't need him to answer out loud. His silence was the loudest confession he could have ever given you.
Slowly, deliberately, you pulled your hand out of his trembling grip.
He didn't try to stop you this time. His fingers just fell limply to his lap, his shoulders slumping as he remained kneeling on the floor, looking up at you like a man who had just watched his entire world crumble before his eyes.
"I thought so," you murmured softly, taking a single step back into the dark bedroom.
You gently grabbed the edge of the door frame, your hand steady, your posture upright for the first time in weeks.
"Please leave, Jin."
He opened his mouth, a broken, barely audible sound escaping his throat. "Y/N... please..."
"Bring your lawyer tomorrow," you cut him off, your voice quiet, unyielding, and final. "I don't want your money. I don't want the penthouse, the cars, or the gifts. The only thing you were ever proud to give me, the only thing you never hid, was your wealth. Keep it. Write everything back under your name."
You looked at him one last time, seeing the tears finally spilling over his sharp cheekbones, the CEO stripped of everything that ever made him feel untouchable.
"And then," you whispered, "we break up."
Without waiting another second, you closed the door between you, turning the lock with a soft, decisive click that signaled the absolute end of his three-year secret.
~~
Two days bled into one another in total, terrifying silence.
There were no late-night phone calls, no urgent knocks at the door, and no sleek, black Maybach idling quietly in the penthouse garage. Kim Seokjin had vanished. The man who had occupied every corner of your heart, every hour of your days, and every thought in your head for three long years had effectively erased himself from your existence. No lawyer arrived with transfer documents, no courier came to collect his belongings, and no message was sent to signal how, or if he was handling the wreckage left behind.
He was hiding. The powerful, unflappable CEO was retreating into the shadows of his own corporate fortress, unable to face the reality of what he had destroyed.
By the morning of the third day, you realized that if this chapter was going to be closed, you would have to be the one to turn the final page.
You dressed simply in dark jeans and a plain black sweater, pulling your hair back and leaving behind every piece of designer jewelry he had ever bought you. You left the penthouse keys resting neatly on the quartz kitchen island alongside your black card, taking only your small canvas tote bag filled with the few clothes and personal items you had owned before he entered your life.
You took the subway downtown, a sharp, grounding return to the real world and walked into the towering glass skyscraper that housed Kim Enterprises’ chief legal counsel.
The reception desk on the forty-second floor was quiet, smelling faintly of expensive leather and polished wood. When you gave your name to the receptionist, the woman’s polite smile faltered slightly, her eyes widening in subtle recognition before she hurriedly typed into her terminal and picked up the desk phone.
Ten minutes later, you were sitting in a quiet, sunlit conference room opposite Mr. Kang, Seokjin’s senior family attorney.
The older lawyer looked visibly uncomfortable, adjusting his glasses as he sat across from you with a thick leather binder resting unopened between his hands. He knew who you were. He was the man who had drawn up the deeds to the penthouse, the registration for the car, and the legal structures designed to keep you comfortably taken care of while remaining completely invisible to the public eye.
"Miss Y/N," Mr. Kang began, his tone measured and professional, though a faint note of hesitation laced his voice. "Mr. Kim did not instruct me to schedule this meeting. In fact, he explicitly instructed my office yesterday to suspend all actions regarding your assets until further notice."
"It doesn't matter what he instructed," you said quietly, your hands resting calmly in your lap. "The assets are currently legally under my name. Which means I have the authority to surrender them."
Mr. Kang paused, searching your face. He was used to dealing with high-society divorces, corporate greed, and messy financial settlements where people fought over every fraction of a percentage point. Yet here you sat, completely composed, asking for nothing.
"Are you entirely sure?" Mr. Kang asked softly, his sharp legal demeanor softening into something akin to quiet sympathy. "The penthouse alone is worth several million dollars. The funds transferred into your private account were set up as irrevocable gifts. You are under no legal obligation to give any of this back."
"I am sure," you replied, your voice unwavering. "Draft the transfer deeds, Mr. Kang. Transfer the title of the penthouse, the vehicle, and the entire balance of that account back into Kim Seokjin’s name. I want every single document signed and finalized before I leave this office."
The lawyer stared at you for a long moment, seeing the quiet, unbreakable finality in your eyes. He let out a low sigh, nodded slowly, and turned to his computer.
For the next two hours, the only sounds in the room were the hum of the air conditioner, the rhythmic clicking of a keyboard, and the crisp rustle of high-grade paper. Mr. Kang laid out document after document in front of you; property transfers, power of attorney revocations, and asset surrenders.
Page by page, you picked up the pen and signed your name.
With every stroke of black ink on the white paper, you systematically cut every single golden tie that bound you to Kim Seokjin. You severed the financial lifeline he had used to keep you captive in his secret world. You stripped away the luxury, the comfort, and the security, returning yourself to absolute, complete zero.
When the final document was signed, Mr. Kang gathered the papers, aligning them neatly with a soft tap against the mahogany table. He looked up at you, his expression heavy.
"It is done," he said quietly. "As of this moment, everything has been legally restored to Mr. Kim. You owe him nothing, and he retains no legal claim over you."
"Thank you, Mr. Kang," you said, standing up from the leather chair.
"Where will you go?" the attorney asked, unable to stop the personal question from slipping out as he watched you pull your simple canvas bag over your shoulder. "If Mr. Kim asks me... what should I tell him?"
You stopped at the threshold of the office, turning back to look at him one last time. There was no bitterness in your face, no lingering anger, only the clean, quiet freedom of a woman who had finally stepped out of the dark.
"Tell him the penthouse key is on the kitchen island," you murmured softly. "And tell him not to look for me, he have a wife to take care of."
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The hours that followed didn't pass in a normal progression of time. They bled into one another, slow and agonizing, as the sun crossed the sky and cast long, dark shadows across the cold hardwood floor of the penthouse.
You hadn't moved from where you collapsed against the kitchen island. The coffee stain on your clothes had dried into a stiff, dark mark, and the broken ceramic shards lay scattered around youو sharp reminders of the exact second your life split into before and after.
You stared at the front door.
For three years, that door had been the entrance to your heaven. Every time you heard the soft, electronic beep of the keyless lock, your heart would leap. You would run to greet him, throwing your arms around his broad shoulders, breathing in the expensive cedar-and-amber scent of his cologne. You had memorized the sound of his footsteps, the specific way he shed his coat, the soft exhale he released only when he was safely inside with you.
Now, that door felt like the entrance to an execution chamber.
Eventually, you practically dragged your heavy body off the cold floor. Rationality returned in cruel, mocking whispers: leaving right now wasn't efficient. You had nowhere to go. You had no savings, no independent lease, no job. You hadn’t worked a single second since the day he gently stroked your hair and convinced you to quit. "I just want to watch you be taken care of," he had murmured back then, his tone so full of devotion as he persuaded you to leave your multiple low-paying jobs. He had built a gilded cage, cut your wings, and you had happily walked inside, completely blind to the trap.
You washed your pale face with freezing water, unable to look at your own hollow reflection in the mirror. You pulled on a thick sweater and sweatpants, but your body remained freezing cold, so completely numb and overwhelmed by the sheer shock that it couldn't even regulate its own temperature.
Around eight o'clock, the electronic lock chimed. The door clicked open.
You tried putting a faint, fragile smile on your face, sitting motionless on the sofa, deliberately failing to walk over and welcome him as you usually did.
Jin stepped inside, loosening his tie. But the moment his dark eyes landed on you, his charming expression shattered into deep, genuine concern.
"You look so exhausted, baby," he murmured, crossing the room in long strides. As he approached, his sharp eyes instantly caught the mess on the floor, the dried coffee, the scattered ceramic, and the tiny, dried drops of red mixed into the spill.
His eyes snapped back to you, panic bleeding into his tone. "Show me your foot."
Before you could pull away, Jin dropped to his knees in front of you. Softly, infinitely carefully, he lifted your bare foot. He noticed the bruised skin and a small piece of dark ceramic stabbed into the heel—not too deep, luckily, but deeply flushed with red. You hadn't even felt it. Your entire body was in far too much emotional agony to process a physical cut.
"Baby, what's wrong? How did this happen?" he asked softly, his voice trembling slightly. Without taking his eyes off your foot, he pulled out his phone with one hand, rapidly dialing his private doctor to come immediately.
He set the phone aside, leaning up on his knees to hover over you. "Look at me, sweetheart," he breathed, his face filled with so much agonizingly real worry as he reached out, taking your lips into a tender, soft kiss.
You tried to hold it together. You tried to ignore the sickening twist in your stomach. But as his lips pressed against yours, a scent drifted from his suit lapel—not just his familiar cedar and amber, but the heavy, suffocating trace of an expensive floral women's perfume.
Jenny.
It was your body's ultimate breaking point.
A sudden, violent wave of nausea hit you like a physical punch. You shoved his broad chest with all the strength left in your trembling arms, scrambling off the couch. Ignoring the sharp, stabbing pain in your bruised foot, you sprinted blindly toward the hallway bathroom.
"Y/N?!" Jin gasped, completely caught off guard as he pushed himself up from the floor.
You slammed the bathroom door shut, turning the lock with slippery, shaking fingers, and fell to your knees before the toilet. You threw up violently, your body violently purging last night's meal, the last time you had eaten anything at all.
"Y/N, baby, open the door! Let me in!" Jin's frantic voice slammed against the wooden panel. He rattled the handle violently, his hands sliding over the metallic frame as he looked around for where a spare key might be hidden, terrified that you were going to pass out inside.
You curled into a ball on the bathmat, chest heaving, sob after sob tearing out of your throat. You were completely unable to stop the agonizing cries escaping your chest. The sound of your own heartbreak filled the small room, echoing uselessly off the tiles.
Jin heard you weeping, his calls growing more desperate. "Please, sweetheart, open the door! Talk to me!"
Inside, as you tried to pull yourself up using the sink, your dizzy, trembling body gave out. Your elbow slammed hard into a ceramic vase sitting on the vanity.
CRASH.
The heavy vase shattered violently against the marble floor, followed instantly by a heavy, dull thud as your body collapsed helplessly beside the shards.
"Y/N!"
Silence fell from inside the room. Jin lost his mind. Without another second of hesitation, he threw his entire weight against the heavy wooden door. He slammed his broad shoulder into it once, twice, three times, the wood splintering under his force until the lock finally gave way with a crack.
The door swung open.
Jin stumbled inside, his face pale, his heart hammering in his throat, only to freeze at the sight before him. You were lying completely still, passed out cold on the bathroom floor, the broken vase scattered inches from your bare, bleeding feet.
~~
When your eyes fluttered open, the harsh glare of a hospital room made you wince. The faint, rhythmic beep-beep-beep of a heart monitor echoed in the sterile space. An IV line was taped securely to the back of your hand, cold saline slowly dripping into your veins.
You shifted slightly, a sharp, dull ache throbbing in your foot. It was neatly bandaged now, expertly stitched and cleaned.
"Sweetheart?"
The voice broke the quiet. You didn't even have to turn your head to know he was there.
Kim Seokjin was sitting in the chair beside the hospital bed, looking more disheveled than you had ever seen him in your three years together. His pristine tuxedo jacket was gone, his crisp white shirt unbuttoned at the collar with the top few buttons undone, sleeves rolled up to his elbows. Dark, heavy shadows sat under his eyes, and his hair was messy, as if he’d spent hours running his hands through it in pure, frantic panic.
The moment he saw your eyes open, he scrambled out of the chair, dropping to his knees beside the bed. His large, warm hand immediately reached out, carefully cupping the side of your face, his thumb softly stroking your cheekbone.
"Thank God," Jin breathed, his voice cracking with raw, unadulterated relief. "Thank God you're awake. The doctor said you had a high fever, severe dehydration, and an extreme stress reaction. You passed out from sheer exhaustion, baby..."
He leaned down, pressing his forehead against your shoulder, letting out a shaky, trembling exhale. You could feel his broad shoulders quivering against the mattress. He had been terrified. The powerful, unflappable CEO was entirely undone, reduced to a desperate man weeping at your bedside.
For a second, the old habit took over, your hand twitched, wanting to lift up and brush through his soft hair, wanting to soothe his pain as you always did.
Then, the phantom scent of her floral perfume flashed in your mind. The memory of the news headlines flashed behind your eyelids.
Your arm fell limply back onto the bed.
You stared blankly at the white ceiling, your voice hollow and completely stripped of life. "I'm fine, Jin. Just... exhausted."
You couldn't let him know. Not yet. Not while you were this helpless, sitting in a hospital room he was paying for, living in a penthouse he owned, without a single cent of your own money to survive on. If you confronted him now, he would use his wealth, his smooth words, and his sweet affection to trap you again. You needed time. You needed a job, a place of your own, and a way out.
Until then, you had to play the part of the devoted, clueless girl for just a little longer.
Jin pulled back slightly, his eyes searching your pale face with intense scrutiny. He kissed your forehead, his lips lingering against your skin, hot and desperate. "I was so scared," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "I thought I lost you."
You didn't look at him. You just closed your eyes, letting a single, cold tear escape, pretending it was from the pain in your foot. "I'm just tired, Jin. So tired."
"I know, baby," he murmured, gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, completely oblivious to the quiet, deadly resolution forming in your heart. "I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere."
The two weeks it took for your foot to heal were the longest, most suffocating days of your life. Jin was supposed to be with his wife, on their honeymoon. Yet he was there around you as much as he could.
Jin visited the penthouse every chance he got, showering you with endless gifts, organic soup bowls from five-star restaurants, and quiet, worried glances. But the air between you had shifted, growing cold and dense. You pushed him away far more often, always finding a quiet excuse. If he tried to pull you into his lap, you winced and murmured that your foot was throbbing. If he leaned in to kiss you, you gently turned your head, claiming you felt nauseous from the heavy painkillers.
Jin felt the shift. It ate at him. He would sit on the edge of the bed late at night, watching you pretend to sleep, a deep, restless knot tightening in his stomach. He tried to brush it off as post-trauma from your sudden collapse, but the distant, hollow look in your eyes whenever you looked at him felt like a slow, quiet withdrawal.
The very day the doctor cleared you to walk normally, you didn't waste a single second.
As soon as Jin’s car pulled away from the building in the morning, you grabbed your coat and left the penthouse. You walked the bustling streets with a fierce, quiet desperation, applying to every help-wanted sign you saw. You didn't care about the pay, the long hours, or the exhaustion. You needed independence, and you needed it fast.
Within days, you secured three different positions: early morning shifts as a waitress at a local neighborhood café, evening hours as a bartender at a quiet lounge, and weekend afternoons babysitting for a family a few blocks over. You returned right back to the grueling cycle of low-income jobs you had worked before Jin ever entered your life.
You didn't actively try to hide it from him, nor did you announce it. You simply lived it. If he noticed your absence or the smell of coffee beans and stale lounge air on your sweaters, it was fine. If he remained completely oblivious in his own world, that was fine too. Every single dollar you earned was deposited straight into a brand-new, private bank account that he had no access to, your quiet ticket out of his cage.
Meanwhile, miles away in the top-floor corner office of Kim Enterprises, Seokjin was staring down at a mountain of financial reports, his mind completely elsewhere. He hadn't seen you in two days due to back-to-back corporate board meetings, and the distance was driving him mad.
Suddenly, his private phone chimed against the desk.
It was a text from one of the discrete security guards he had assigned to keep watch over your building for your protection. Jin unlocked the screen, expecting a routine update that you were resting safely inside.
Guard: Mr. Kim, just updating you. Miss Y/N has been leaving the residence early every morning. She just finished a full shift at a local café downtown and was seen entering a residential building for a childcare interview. She also accepted a evening position at a lounge on 4th Street.
Jin froze. The phone nearly slipped from his fingers.
He stared at the words, reading them over and over until they blurred together. A waitress? A bartender? A babysitter?
Why? Why were you working multiple grueling, low-paying jobs when you had a black card sitting in your wallet? Why were you exhausting your newly healed body when he had personally ensured you would never have to lift a finger for the rest of your life?
A sudden, sharp panic flared in his chest—a instinctual, primal warning that something was going terribly, dangerously wrong. He pushed his chair back violently, grabbing his suit jacket from the rack.
"Cancel today's meetings," Jin barked into his intercom, his voice laced with an edge of raw tension his secretary had never heard before. "I'm leaving for the day."
He took the private elevator down to the underground garage, stepping into the back seat of his Maybach. "Take me to the penthouse," he ordered, rubbing his temples as his heart hammered wildly against his ribs. "Drive fast."
The elderly driver nodded smoothly, pulling out into the afternoon traffic. For a few miles, the only sound in the luxury vehicle was the soft hum of the engine and Jin's heavy, uneven breathing.
Looking to break the suffocating silence, the driver glanced into the rearview mirror, offering a polite, warm smile.
"If you don't mind me saying, Mr. Kim... congratulations on your marriage. My daughter showed me the photos over the weekend. You and your bride looked very elegant."
Jin’s entire body went rigid. The blood drained so rapidly from his face that he looked like a ghost.
"Where?" Jin’s voice was barely a whisper, cold, trembling, and stripped of all composure. "Where did she see photos?"
"Oh, on the news, sir. Social media, news blogs, the morning papers—it's been all over the Internet these past two weeks."
No. No, no, no.
Jin’s phone slipped out of his numb fingers, clattering onto the leather seat.
Press was strictly barred from the venue. It was supposed to be a quiet, private arrangement between families—a sterile corporate merger with zero media coverage. He had made sure of it. He had taken every single precaution to ensure you would never see it, to ensure the fragile, beautiful secret world he built with you remained completely untouched by his real life.
His mind raced backward at terrifying speed, piecing together the timeline with brutal clarity.
The morning after the wedding... the broken mug... the fever... the silent weeping... the hollow look in your eyes... the way you pulled away from his touch... the jobs.
You didn't pass out from exhaustion. You knew. You had known all along.
The front door unlocked with a soft, electronic chime.
Jin practically burst through the entrance, his broad chest heaving, his tailored suit jacket thrown haphazardly over his arm. His face was pale, his dark eyes wide with a terrifying mixture of desperation and denial. The reality of what his driver had said was still echoing in his head.
You know. You have to know. Or... do you?
He rounded the corner into the living room, stopping dead in his tracks.
You were sitting quietly on the corner of the plush sofa, wrapped in a oversized beige sweater, a hot cup of tea resting between your hands. The television was on, casting a low, flickering glow across your face. You looked so small, so gentle, so devastatingly calm. There was no anger on your face. No red-rimmed eyes from weeping. No frantic packing of bags.
Just a quiet, heavy silence.
Jin swallowed hard, trying to force his trembling hands to steady. He desperately grasped at the sliver of hope remaining in his chest. Maybe you hadn't seen the news. Maybe you were just feeling insecure. Maybe—just maybe—he could still fix this, still smooth it over with his soft words and gentle hands.
He cleared his throat, trying to force his voice into its usual calm, authoritative pitch, though it cracked slightly at the edges. "The weather's supposed to drop tonight," he offered, stepping slowly into the room as if approaching a skittish animal. "It's going to rain later."
You didn't turn your head. You just took a slow sip of your tea, staring blankly at the TV screen. "Is it?"
Jin took another step closer, the metallic taste of panic lingering on his tongue. Your complete lack of warmth was far more terrifying than any shouting match could ever be. His mind was spinning out of control, screaming the same question over and over: Did you know yet? Did you see it? Please tell me you didn't see it.
"Sweetheart," he began, his voice dropping into a tender, almost pleading tone. He sat down on the edge of the coffee table right in front of you, reaching out to rest a hand on your knee. "Why didn't you tell me you were looking for work? My security guard told me you took shifts at a café and a lounge. Why would you do that to your body when you're still recovering? If you needed something, if you wanted anything at all—"
You softly, deliberately shifted your leg away from his touch, crossing your ankles. You didn't accuse him. You didn't yell. You simply shrugged, your voice airy and detached.
"If you died and I wasn't your wife... I would have no income source," you murmured smoothly, taking another sip of tea. "So why not?"
The words hit Jin like a physical strike to the ribs. His breath caught in his throat. Wife. The word hung in the air between you, heavy, sharp, and suffocating. He searched your face frantically, looking for anger, for sarcasm, for a hidden glint of accusation—but there was nothing. Your eyes were completely soft, completely quiet. Blank.
"You're pushing me away," Jin said, his voice barely above a whisper, his knuckles turning white as he clenched his hands on his lap.
You kept your gaze fixed on the glowing screen. "Am I? Didn't notice."
A quiet beat passed. You set your tea cup down on the glass table with a faint, deliberate clink.
"Do you want to buy this penthouse, Jin?" you asked softly, finally turning your head to look at him. "Since it is under my name... would you like buying it?"
Jin blinked, stunned by the sudden turn. "Why sell it?"
"I want to get something else."
"I will buy it for you—" he blurted out instantly, leaning forward, eager to throw whatever astronomical sum of money it took to make you smile again, to keep you grounded here with him. "Whatever house, whatever apartment you want, I'll buy it for you right now, sweetheart. Just tell me where—"
"No, thank you," you interrupted quietly, your voice devoid of any edge. "I will find someone else to buy this penthouse. If I sell it, I will rent a studio room and send you the location. I miss those studio rooms... they were small, warm. Not as... vast as this penthouse."
Jin felt the floor slipping out from beneath his feet. The penthouse he had proudly gifted you—the symbol of the lavish, comfortable life he had provided—was being reduced to a cold, empty box in your eyes.
"You... I got you so many things," Jin stammered, his usual composure completely crumbling as he gestured blindly around the room at the designer art, the rare sculptures, the high-end jewelry resting in the bedroom. "I got you so many gifts, and—"
"Yeah, I know," you cut him off smoothly, your voice soft as silk. "There will be no room there for them. That's what I was going to talk about next."
You turned your body fully to face him, resting your hands in your lap.
"Take your gifts. Put them somewhere, anywhere really. I won't have place for them."
A dark, volatile wave of frustration and panic snapped inside Jin. The suffocating uncertainty, the guilt, the absolute terror of losing you boiled over into misdirected anger. He stood up abruptly, towering over you, his features twisting into a bitter glare.
"Why not sell them as well? You'll get lots of money then!" Jin bit out, his dark eyes burning with a desperate, wild fury as he tried to hurt you before you could shatter him completely. "You want money, right?! Is that what you want?!"
You froze.
You looked up at him slowly. For the first time since he walked through the door, the blank mask on your face cracked. Your eyes filled with a profound, crushing disappointment, a look so heavy and deeply hurt that it made Jin's heart instantly drop to the pit of his stomach.
Tears forced their way up, brimming at the edges of your lower lashes, glittering under the dim living room lights. You pressed your lips tightly together, swallowing hard, fiercely refusing to let a single tear fall in front of a liar like him.
"I never wanted money, Jin," you whispered, your voice trembling violently. "Never. If you were poor, I would have dated you still. I only ever cared about... you."
On the word you, your voice shattered completely, breaking into a quiet, raspy sob.
Jin gasped softly, the anger draining out of him in a single second, replaced by a sickening, agonizing wave of horror at what he had just said. He took an instinctual step forward, reaching his hands out. "Y/N—"
You shut your eyes, taking a long, deep breath to steady the agonizing ache in your chest. You opened them again, looking right past him, stripping every last bit of warmth from your posture.
"I am not selling the penthouse," you said, your voice entirely flat, entirely finalized. "Get the lawyer. I am writing everything you wrote under my name back under your name."
Without waiting for his response, without giving him another second to look at you, you stood up and walked away toward the bedroom, shutting the door softly behind you, leaving Kim Seokjin standing alone in the vast, freezing silence of the living room.
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Three years. It had been three years of this—of late-night arrivals, quiet dinners tucked away in private rooms of restaurants, and endless weekends spent tangled in high-thread-count sheets in this quiet penthouse he’d bought for you. You loved Kim Seokjin with every cell of your being. He was your first in every sense of the word: the first man to make your heart race, your first kiss, the first person to whom you completely surrendered your heart and body.
You worshipped him. Whatever Jin asked of you, you did without hesitation. If he asked you to wait, you waited. If he preferred to keep your relationship tucked safely away from the eyes of the public, you swallowed your pride and accepted it. You had searched his phone in the early months, feeling guilty, but found absolutely nothing, no hidden texts, no strange contacts, no suspicious photos. So, you had reasoned with yourself: he was a high-profile CEO. Naturally, he wanted privacy until he was ready to make the ultimate commitment.
And you had talked about marriage. He’d kissed your temple late one night and whispered about a quiet future, an escape from the corporate noise. You knew, with every piece of your naive, devoted heart, that he was going to marry you one day.
Your mind drifted to how it all began—that rainy evening three years ago at a charity gala where you were working as a low-level organizer. You’d spilled a tray of champagne glasses, horrified as the crystal shattered across the marble floor. But instead of the scolding you expected, a tall man in a tailored tuxedo had stepped in front of you, shielding you from the venue manager's glare.
"It was my fault," Jin had said smoothly, his deep, resonant voice cutting through the tension. "I wasn't looking where I was walking. Please bill me for the damage."
When he turned to you, his dark eyes had softened. He didn't look at you like an inconvenience; he looked at you like you were the only person in the crowded room. From that night on, he pursued you with a gentle, overwhelming persistence.
He flooded your life with luxury, designer clothes, rare jewelry, trips to private islands. But you had never cared about his money. He noticed it from day one. Whenever he presented you with a velvet box containing something absurdly expensive, your eyes would immediately bypass the diamonds to find his. You searched his expression, desperate only for his warmth, his presence, his approval. You didn't love Seokjin the CEO; you loved Jin, the man who held you when you were sad and laughed at his own cheesy jokes just to hear you smile.
Even last night had felt so painfully sweet, though looking back, a strange shadow had hung over him.
He had come over late, carrying a small, elegant box. Inside sat a delicate ring set with a brilliant, tear-shaped diamond. He had slipped it onto your finger with careful, almost reverent hands.
"Can't wait to see our marriage rings one day," you had murmured, looking up into his dark, beautiful eyes, completely ignoring the fortune resting on your hand.
Jin hadn't answered your words. He simply hummed softly, a low sound in the back of his throat. He closed the tiny distance between you and pressed his lips to yours. But he was tensed—more tense than usual. His broad shoulders were stiff, and you could feel his lips trembling slightly against yours as he kissed you with a sudden, desperate intensity.
"I have a busy week starting from tomorrow," he had whispered directly into your lips, his hands gripping your waist just a little too tightly.
You had immediately pouted, wrapping your arms around his neck, carelessly pushing away the hand holding the expensive ring. "You're leaving me?" you frowned, leaning in to press soft, lingering kisses into the warmth of his skin right beneath his jaw. "I hate your busy weeks..."
You meant every word. You hated the days he went dark, the business trips that kept him away. You pressed closer, eager to leave a soft, passionate mark on his neck to claim him as yours.
But Jin had softly, firmly pulled you back before your lips could bruise his skin. It was done so gently, so tenderly, that you didn't even process the rejection. Instead, he leaned back in, his mouth trailing down your throat, pressing his lips hard against the junction of your shoulder until he left a dark, blooming mark of his own on your skin. A reminder of who you belonged to.
Next day, miles away in the grand ballroom of an ultra-exclusive estate, light shattered through crystal chandeliers, reflecting off thousands of white orchids.
It was a true luxury wedding, the event of the year for the business elite.
The media was barred from the entrance, but it was impossible to keep a lid on an event this massive. One of Jin’s younger cousins had snapped a quick, candid photo of the bride and groom at the altar and posted it online. Within minutes, social media was erupting. The enigmatic, brooding CEO Kim Seokjin was officially off the market.
On the center stage, soft jazz filled the air. Jin held his newly wedded wife, Jenny, in a slow dance. She wore a hand-stitched, million-dollar gown, her smile radiant for the cameras. She wrapped her arms around his neck, leaning up until her lips were inches from his ear.
"When are you going to leave your 'mistress'?" she whispered, her voice laced with sweet venom.
Jin’s brow furrowed, his eyes darkening instantly. The smooth, charming mask he wore for the crowd cracked for a fraction of a second.
"I believe we had a deal," Jin replied, his voice dropping into a dangerously cold, low register. "You get five prime commercial properties written under your name, and in return, I get to keep her. Do not cross the line, Jenny."
Jenny let out a soft, amused chuckle, resting her cheek against his stiff shoulder. "Jin, baby, look at reality. You are a CEO, a extraordinarily handsome rich man. Rich men marry women like me—for status, for family mergers, for power. People like her are mere mistresses. Men in your position are supposed to change mistresses every few months. But you’ve stayed with her for three whole years now. It’s—"
"It's none of your business," Jin interrupted, a tight, forced smile plastered on his face as he flawlessly spun her around to keep up the facade for the watching guests.
"It's just so annoying," Jenny continued, pulling back to look at him, her eyes sharp. "She seems to have you wrapped around her fingers. It's embarrassing, really, a powerful man strung along by some nobody—"
Jin didn't let her finish. He faked a polite, tight-lipped smile, stepping back and dropping her hands. "Excuse me. I need to use the restroom."
Without waiting for her reply, he turned on his heel and walked away, ignoring the calls of business partners and relatives as he retreated down a quiet, dimly lit marble corridor toward the private executive lounge.
Back in your apartment, the warm bathwater lapped gently against your skin. You were tracing patterns in the bubbles when your phone, resting on the wooden tray beside the tub, buzzed.
You picked it up, a bright smile instantly sweeping across your face when you saw his name.
"Aww, Jin," you answered, pitching your voice into a sweet, playful pout.
On the other end of the line, standing in the quiet solitude of a locked bathroom, Jin leaned his forehead against the cold mirror, letting out a long, ragged exhale. The noise of the wedding vanished, replaced entirely by the sound of your voice. Hearing you was like suddenly being able to breathe after drowning. A real, genuine smile finally touched his lips.
"I missed you so much," you continued, splashing the warm water teasingly. "I almost thought about burning your whole house down cause you didn't call me all day."
"I missed you too," Jin sighed. All the tension in his broad shoulders seemed to drain out of him at once, replaced by a heavy, aching longing. "I missed you so damn much, sweetheart."
"I'm in the bathtub right now," you murmured softly, your voice dropping into a relaxed, intimate purr. "It smells so good, and it's so warm... so relaxing. I'm actually a bit turned on. I really wanted you here tonight... I could have used some help."
Across town, surrounded by the hollow luxury of his own wedding night, Kim Seokjin closed his eyes tightly. His breath hitched sharply in his throat.
"Yeah?" he rasped, his hand tightening around the phone until his knuckles turned white. "Tell me more..."
"nah won't tell you nothing, you might have to wait until you get home"
Jin let out a low, breathy chuckle, the sound vibrating against the quiet marble walls of the bathroom. For a fraction of a second, he forgot where he was. He forgot the black tuxedo he was wearing, the gold ring heavy and foreign on his left hand, and the hundreds of wealthy strangers waiting for him just beyond the heavy oak doors.
"You're cruel, you know that?" he murmured, his voice dropping into that deep, velvet tone reserved only for you. He pinched the bridge of his nose, resting his elbow on the marble vanity. " teasing me when you know I can't just drop everything and come over..."
His voice trailed off slightly, a sudden, sharp ache blooming in his chest. I can't. That was the truth, wasn't it? Tonight, he couldn't just walk out. Tonight, he was bound by a contract, a marriage built on corporate power and greed, while the only woman he actually cared for was home alone, soaking in a tub he had bought her, dreaming of a wedding that would never happen.
"Fine," you giggled on the other end of the line, the sound of water splashing softly through the speaker. "I'll be nice and let you get back to your super important meetings. But you owe me, Jin. Big time."
"I know," he whispered softly, his eyes opening to stare at his own reflection in the mirror. He looked pristine, powerful, and utterly empty. "I owe you everything."
"You sound tired, baby," your voice softened, all the playful teasing instantly evaporating into genuine concern. "Are they working you too hard today? Did you eat anything?"
That was you. Always asking about him. Never asking for the expensive jewelry, never caring about his title or his money, only ever caring if he was tired, if he was fed, if he was happy. While Jenny spent the evening calculating how much his family's stocks were worth, you were worrying about his stomach.
Jin swallowed hard over the lump forming in his throat. "I'm okay, sweetheart. Just... a long day. A lot of nonsense."
"Get some rest as soon as you can, okay? I'll leave the porch light on for you whenever your busy week is over. I love love love you, my Jin."
Your words hung in the air, light and effortless, completely unaware of the crushing weight they carried.
Jin's hand trembled against the phone. He swallowed, the lie burning his throat, but the truth of his feelings forcing its way out anyway. "I love you too. More than you know. Don't... don't wait up for me tonight, okay?"
"I know baby, you have lots of big people work. Goodnight, my handsome CEO."
The call ended with a soft click.
Jin slowly lowered the phone, standing in the silence of the room. He stared down at his screen, at the wallpaper—a candid photo he had taken of you sleeping in his shirt six months ago, bathed in morning sunlight.
Suddenly, a loud knock rattled the bathroom door.
"Jin? Are you in there?" Jenny's voice filtered through, cold and impatient. "The photographers want the cake-cutting shots now. Everyone is waiting."
The illusion shattered. The warmth of your voice receded, leaving him cold.
Jin locked his phone, slipping it into his inner jacket pocket right above his beating heart. He smoothed down his lapels, wiped every trace of soft emotion from his face, and locked it behind the icy, unyielding mask of a CEO.
He opened the door, stepping past his new wife without a glance. "Let's get this over with," he said coldly.
Meanwhile, in your apartment, you set your phone down on the wooden tray and sank deeper into the warm water, a small, contented smile resting on your lips. You leaned your head back, closing your eyes, imagining the day he would finally come home, drop to one knee, and give you the real ring.
You had no idea that as you drifted off to sleep, the notification bell on your tablet in the living room was quietly going off—social media alerts popping up one after another, headlined by a trending photo of Kim Seokjin feeding wedding cake to his bride.
~~
The morning light broke through the sheer curtains of your bedroom, painting warm gold stripes across your bed. You stretched lazily under the soft duvet, feeling completely relaxed after your bath from the night before. Your heart was still buzzing with that familiar, warm affection.
walking barefoot into the sunlit living room, you grabbed your mug of coffee and picked up your tablet from the kitchen island to check the morning news, like you did every day.
The screen woke up, and immediately, an avalanche of notifications flooded the top bar. Trending alerts. Social media tags. News flashes.
You blinked, confused by the sudden chaos on your feed, and tapped on the top trending headline under the entertainment and business tab:
"THE WEDDING OF THE CENTURY: CEO KIM SEOKJIN MARRIES HEIRESS JENNY PARK IN ULTRA-EXCLUSIVE CEREMONY."
Your thumb froze over the glass.
What?
A nervous, breathless laugh bubbled up in your throat. "What kind of fake news clickbait is this?" you muttered aloud to the empty apartment.
You tapped the article, expecting some trashy tabloid rumor. But the page opened up to a massive, crystal-clear high-definition photo gallery.
The first image hit you like a physical blow.
It was a candid shot, lit by the grand crystal chandeliers of a massive estate. Standing at a floral altar was Kim Seokjin. He was dressed in an immaculate, bespoke black tuxedo, looking devastatingly handsome—just as he always did. Standing beside him was a stunning woman in a towering lace gown.
You swiped, your hand suddenly trembling violently.
Another photo: Seokjin holding her hand, slipping a thick diamond band onto her ring finger.
Another photo: Seokjin leaning in, his face inches from hers on the dance floor.
Another photo: Seokjin cutting a seven-tiered wedding cake, his signature, polite CEO smile plastered across his famous face.
The dates underneath were stamped: Yesterday evening.
Yesterday evening.
While you were sitting in the bathtub humming to yourself, teasing him about how much you missed him, he was standing somewhere promising his life to another woman, all while he was telling you "I love you too, don't wait up for me," he was at his own wedding reception.
The quiet, beautiful world you had built over the last three years shattered into a thousand jagged pieces in a matter of seconds. The realization didn't come in a wave; it hit you like an iron wall.
The secret relationship.
The sudden "busy weeks" that always came without warning.
The reason he never wanted to take a single photo with you.
The reason your relationship was kept in the dark, buried so deep that no search on his phone or laptop ever yielded a trace.
He hadn't been hiding you to protect your privacy until marriage. He was hiding you because you were the dirty secret. You weren't his future wife. You were his mistress. Someone he for sure wasn't proud to be seen with.
The mug in your hand slipped. It shattered against the hardwood floor, sending hot coffee and white ceramic shards splashing across your bare feet, but you couldn't feel a thing. Your lungs locked up, refusing to pull in air as tears instantly welled in your eyes, burning hot and fast down your cheeks.
"No... no, no, no," you sobbed, dropping the tablet onto the counter and backing away as if the screen was burning you.
You clutched at your throat, struggling to breathe. Your mind raced back to every sweet moment, every gentle kiss, every time he wrapped his arms around you and made you feel like the safest person on earth. It was all a lie. The care, the tenderness, the rings—it was all a beautifully built lie to keep you quiet while he prepared for his real life.
Your phone rang from the counter.
The screen lit up with his contact name. The custom ringtone you set for him vibrated through the silent apartment.
Jin.
Your heart hammered violently against your ribs. You stared at the phone as it bounced softly against the countertop, his name flashing over and over like a warning sign. He was calling you. Less than twelve hours after his wedding, he was calling you.
The phone vibrated continuously, the quiet hum of the motor echoing off the cold quartz counter and sending tiny ripples through the puddle of spilled coffee on the floor.
Jin.
His name burned on the screen. For three years, that notification had been your primary source of joy—a warm signal that he was thinking of you, that he was free, that he was coming home. Now, it looked like an insult. A sick joke.
Your fingers shook uncontrollably as you reached out, swiping the screen to accept the call. You pressed the phone to your ear, but you couldn't speak. Your breath was trapped in your chest, hot and jagged.
"Sweetheart?"
His voice came through the speaker, low, smooth, and laced with that familiar, easy warmth. There was no strain in it, no guilt, no frantic rush. He sounded like a man who had just stepped out of a routine morning meeting.
"I woke up thinking about you," Jin said softly, the faint sound of paper rustling in the background indicating he was likely in his private executive suite. "I know I said I'd be busy this week, but I'm going to try to clear my schedule tonight. I can come over around eight. Does that sound good?"
Silence stretched over the line. You closed your eyes, a single tear spilling over your lashes and dripping down your chin. You could hear the faint murmur of his assistant through the line, confirming an appointment, followed by the soft click of a door closing as Jin sought privacy.
"Y/N?" His tone shifted slightly, the easy warmth giving way to subtle concern. "Are you still there? Are you alright?"
"S-sorry the connection seems lagging" you tried sounding normal.
Jin let out a low, soft sigh of relief through the receiver, the subtle tension leaving his posture as he settled back into his plush leather chair. "Ah, I see. I thought for a second something was wrong." He paused, his voice softening into that velvety, intimate tone reserved strictly for you, the tone that used to make your heart flutter, but now sounded like ice water running through your veins. "You sounded so far away."
You clamped a hand over your mouth, biting down hard on the flesh between your thumb and forefinger to stifle the violent sob rising in your throat. You looked around the sunlit living room. Everywhere your eyes landed, there was evidence of his so-called devotion. The original oil painting hanging over the velvet sofa. The imported marble coffee table. The high-end appliances, the designer wardrobe filling the bedroom closets, even the very deed to this luxury penthouse resting safely in your desk drawer, completely legally bound under your name.
He had taken care of everything. He had bought you a life of absolute safety, financial freedom, and unmatched comfort. He had wrapped you in silk and gold, ensuring you would never have to worry about a single bill for the rest of your life.
And you hated it. You hated every single thread of it. None of it was love. It was compensation. It was the price he paid to keep you tucked away in a cage, a soft and sweet secret to return to whenever his real, sterile life as a high-society CEO became too suffocating.
"I'm... I'm okay," you managed to force out, your voice tight, thin, and brittle like dry leaves. You stared down at the spilled coffee soaking into the hem of your pajama pants, the broken ceramic shards gleaming mockingly under the morning sun. "Just... tired. I didn't sleep well."
"You worry too much when I'm away," Jin murmured softly, a small, fond chuckle slipping from his lips. You could almost picture him leaning back, resting his jaw on his palm, looking out the floor-to-ceiling windows of his executive suite. "I told you not to wait up. Did you drink warm milk like I always tell you to?"
"Jin..." Your voice broke slightly on his name, a soft, pathetic murmur.
"Hmm?"
Why didn't you tell me? Why did you make me love you like this? Why did you let me build my entire world around a man who belonged to someone else?
The questions screamed in your mind, burning your throat, but the love you had nurtured for three long years was an intoxicating, treacherous poison. Even now, staring at the blatant proof of his betrayal, part of you was terrified of the sharp, final edge of reality. You were terrified of hearing him confirm it out loud, terrified of hearing the cold, corporate detachment that would inevitably replace his warmth once the secret was officially out. You felt a sickening guilt, an absurd, tragic instinct to protect the fragile illusion just a little bit longer, simply because facing the truth meant losing the only man you had ever worshipped.
"Are you... really coming tonight?" you asked quietly, your fingers gripping the edge of the quartz counter so hard your knuckles turned white.
"I'm going to do everything I can," Jin replied smoothly, his tone utterly unshaken. "I have a few press conferences and high-level meetings to clear, corporate obligations, you know how tedious they get. But I'll handle them quickly. I want to see you, sweetheart. I need to see you."
Press conferences. You closed your eyes as a fresh wave of tears tracked silently down your cheeks. He called his wedding debriefs and joint corporate press statements with his new bride's family "tedious obligations."
"Okay," you whispered, the word tasting like ash.
"Get some rest today, alright? Don't stress yourself out," he said, his voice dropping into that tender, protective register that had fooled you for three years. "I'll let myself in tonight. I love you."
"I..." Your vocal cords seized. You couldn't say it back. The words felt like physical daggers in your throat. "Goodbye, Jin."
Before he could question your tone, you pressed the red button, cutting the connection.
The silence of the penthouse collapsed back onto you, heavy, suffocating, and absolute. You slowly slid down the side of the quartz island, unheeding of the wet coffee stain on the floor, and pulled your knees tight against your chest. The tablet lay on the counter above you, its screen still faintly glowing with the high-resolution photo of Kim Seokjin, immaculate and breathtaking, holding another woman's hand in front of the world.
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Mad Dog (part 2)
Jungkook x y/n
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The heavy, suffocating silence of the gym lingered long after Jungkook’s forehead left your shoulder. He didn't apologize, he didn't possess the vocabulary for it, but the raw violence that had filled the room slowly turned into something cold, focused, and utterly lethal. "if I win I get to do whatever I want with you, kick you out or kiss you or... And you wouldn't mind" he growled and you looked at his eyes that were full of hate, he would probably kick you out you thought to yourself knowing he wouldn't kiss you, he hates you so much to do that, so you shrugged "and if you lose I get to slap you and you do absolutely nothing" you said and he chuckled darkly nodding his head. You made a deal.
When he finally stepped back, the sudden space between you felt freezing. He wiped the sting of sweat from his eyes with the back of his taped forearm, his dark gaze dropping to the faint, blooming red marks his fingers had left on your jawline. A dark, ugly flicker of satisfaction crossed his face, before it was quickly swallowed by the return of his usual scowl.
"Now..." You let out a slow, controlled sigh, adjusting your rumpled collar. "Let's get a doctor to look at those knuckles."
You guided him toward the leather couch in the corner of the facility, pulling out your phone to ask for his personal physician, who had been waiting on standby in the outer offices. Within minutes, the doctor was quietly working, cleaning the split skin of Jungkook's knuckles, applying antiseptic, and re-wrapping the hands with clinical precision. Throughout the entire process, Jungkook sat like a statue, his eyes never leaving your face as you stood nearby, organizing his schedule on your tablet.
Once the doctor bowed and exited, you went to work on the next phase of his recovery. You prepped the tub, filling it with warm water and magnesium salts to draw the lactic acid from his tortured muscles.
When you led him to the bathroom, he was quiet. He was still rough, of course, rudely jerking his wrists away when you tried to help him unfasten his remaining wrist wraps. Yet, despite the underlying current of violence, he complied with your silent orders. He stepped into the tub, sinking his massive frame into the steaming water with a low, gravelly groan.
You moved to stand behind him at the head of the tub. Pouring a specialized, cooling shampoo into your palms, you reached down and began to wash his thick, sweat-matted hair. Your fingers worked methodically, massaging his scalp to ease the tension built up from hours of clenching his jaw. Jungkook’s head tilted back against the porcelain lip, his eyes closing as he surrendered to your touch. Moving lower, you dug your knuckles into his broad, sore shoulders, applying the deep, crushing pressure his dense muscle desperately needed. He flinched slightly at a particularly deep knot, but he didn't pull away, "too fucking good for your own good" he groaned his body relaxing further. He hated you and he made it his mission to remind you.
Leaving him to soak, you slipped back into the kitchen to prepare his immediate post-training nutrition. You mixed a blend of electrolytes to prevent the severe cramping that usually pained his calves after a midnight session, and prepared a warm bowl of oatmeal swirled with honey, giving his brain the glucose it desperately required.
When you returned, he was still socked in the tub. You sat on the stool opposite him. Without a word, you lifted the spoon, feeding him the warm meal, ensuring he chewed and swallowed. It was intimate, twisted, and entirely routine. It was your job, after all, to think for the beast when he no longer had the capacity to think for himself.
By 6:00 AM, you finally managed to get him back to his room. Jungkook practically collapsed into his king-sized bed, his massive body sinking deep into the mattress. Within seconds, the dark, suffocating weight of sheer physical exhaustion claimed him, throwing him into a dead, dreamless sleep.
You, however, did not sleep. You closed his blackout curtains, set his alarm for exactly four hours later, and sat in the living room with a lukewarm cup of black coffee, answering emails from promoters and organizing his dietary intake for the week.
When 10:00 AM struck, you walked back into the darkened bedroom.
"Jungkook," you called, standing a safe distance from the bed. "Wake up. Head Coach is meeting us at the facility in forty-five minutes."
A low, menacing growl vibrated from the pillows. A massive arm shot out, throwing a heavy down pillow directly at your head. You moved your head an inch to the left, letting it sail past you and hit the wall.
"Five minutes," he rasped, his voice deep, gravelly, and laced with morning malice.
"You don't have five minutes," you replied coldly, walking over to pull the curtains open, flooding the room with the blinding Seoul morning sun.
Jungkook hissed, shielding his eyes with his heavily tattooed forearm, cursing your entire lineage under his breath. But ten minutes later, he was dressed in the clothes you had laid out for him, eating the breakfast you had portioned, and sitting silently in the back of the SUV along side you.
The remaining six days before the rematch were a blur of absolute, calculated torture.
The meeting with his head coach had been tense. The older man laid out the tape of the previous fight, highlighting the exact moment Jungkook’s arrogance had failed to notice the incoming hook. Jungkook had looked ready to murder the man, his eyes flashing with that terrifying, familiar high school rage, but your calm presence at the edge of the ring, holding his water bottle, acted like an anchor holding back a hurricane.
He trained like a man possessed. There were no more flying tantrums. The anger had become cold. Calculated. Elegant. He ran until his chest heaved, he hit the heavy bags until the leather split, he sparred with three different partners back-to-back until they were bruising and breathless.
And through every grueling second, you were there. Giving him his towels. Getting his heavy lifting machines ready. Keeping the doors locked to the media. Staying quiet when he needed to simmer, and pushing the water into his hands when he needed to hydrate.
Seven days after his first career defeat, the night of the grand rematch arrived.
The crowd was a sea of thousands, their chants vibrating through the concrete floors of the stadium. The media had spent the entire week predicting the downfall of Jeon Jungkook, calling him a broken genius whose temper had finally derailed his talent.
In the locker room, the air was deadly silent.
Jungkook stood in the center of the room, fully wrapped, wearing his silk black robe. He looked immense. The sheer mass of his shoulders and the terrifying focus in his dark eyes made the trainers and cutmen keep their distance.
You walked up to him, holding his custom mouthguard. He looked down at you, his breathing steady, the heavy scent of liniment clinging to him like a second skin.
"This is it," you said softly, your voice the only calm current in the stadium. "Go take back what's yours."
Jungkook didn't say a word. He leaned down slightly, letting you insert the mouthguard into his jaw. As you pulled your fingers away, his large, wrapped hand suddenly caught your chin, his thumb brushing over the faint, fading yellow bruise his fingers had left there a week ago. His eyes locked onto yours with a possessive, dark intensity that promised ruin to anyone who dared stand in his way.
Then, he turned and marched down the tunnel.
The arena erupted. The walkout music thundered.
The bell rang for Round One.
It wasn't a boxing match; it was an execution.
The opponent, the man who had scraped a split-decision victory a week prior, looked confident for exactly ten seconds. Then, Jungkook closed the distance. The absolute precision of his movement was terrifying. He didn't rush in with blind fury like before; he moved with the clinical, terrifying patience you had forced him to practice.
A devastating left jab shattered the opponent’s guard. A sickening crack echoed through the front rows as a right hook caught the man flush on the jaw.
By Round Three, the opponent was a bloody, broken mess, desperately trying to survive the onslaught. Jungkook loomed over him, a predator tracking a wounded animal. He didn't even look tired. His muscles shined under the stadium lights, mapping a portrait of absolute dominance.
With a final, terrifying combination, a body shot that took the man’s breath, followed by an uppercut that lifted the fighter slightly off his feet, it was over.
The opponent crashed to the canvas, completely unconscious before he even hit the floor.
The referee didn't even bother to count. He waved his arms, calling the fight.
The arena exploded into a feral roar. The championship belt was hoisted into the air, gleaming gold under the lights, but as the crowd screamed his name, Jungkook didn't look at the cameras. He didn't look at the promoters. He stood in the center of the ring, his glove raised by the referee, his dark, blown-out eyes scanning the edge of the canvas until they found you standing by the stairs, holding his white towel.
He stared straight at you, a proud, vicious smirk cutting through his sweat-streaked face. I won.
The gold plating of the championship belt caught the harsh, white glare of the arena lights, reflecting a fractured prism across Jungkook’s sweat-soaked chest. The stadium was still vibrating, thousands chanting his name, but inside his head the noise already died, his dark eyes locked entirely on you.
He didn't celebrate. He didn't play to the cameras. He simply walked down the steps of the turnbuckle, batting away the hands of his promoters and trainers like they were bothersome insects, and marched straight toward you.
Without a word, you stepped forward, raising the white towel to drape it over his massive, trembling shoulders. As you did, his hand—still encased in the heavy, bloody leather of his fight glove—shot out and gripped your wrist. Not enough to break it, but enough to anchor you to the spot. His smirk was feral, the sharp edge of his mouthguard still visible through his parted lips.
I won. The silent boast hung between you, heavy and thick with the terms of your dark wager.
"Get the bag," his voice was a gravelly, breathy scrape against your ear as he blew past you toward the locker room. "We're leaving. Now."
The ride back to his luxury high-rise penthouse was conducted in a suffocating, charged silence. Jungkook sat in the back of the SUV, the gold belt resting carelessly across his thick thighs. He hadn't stripped off his hand wraps; the frayed gauze was stained with his opponent's blood and his own sweat. You kept your gaze trained on the road ahead, your fingers wrapped around the work tablet, the weight of his looming victory pressing down on your chest.
When the elevator finally dinged, opening directly into his expansive apartment, the tension snapped.
Jungkook walked in first, tossing the multi-million-won championship belt onto the kitchen island with a dull, disrespectful thud. He didn't turn around. He simply stood there, a towering silhouette against the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city skyline, his broad shoulders rising and falling with a slow, deliberate cadence.
You stepped inside, closing the heavy oak door behind you. You didn't take off your coat. Instead, you walked straight past the kitchen, past the living room, and down the long corridor toward the small staff room he had assigned to you a year ago.
It was time to pay the debt. He had won, which meant he possessed total dominion over your contract. And knowing the bitter, black-hearted boy who had spent years making your childhood a waking nightmare, you knew exactly what was coming. He hated you, hated that you saw through his armor. He was going to throw your pride in the dirt and cast you out.
You pulled your duffel bag from the closet and laid it on the mattress, calmly folding your few uniform shirts.
A heavy, deliberate shadow fell across the doorway.
You didn't look up, keeping your fingers busy smoothing out a crease in the fabric. "I'll be out in ten minutes, Jungkook. I'll leave the keys on the counter. You'll need to contact the agency for a replacement by Monday morning."
A dark, low chuckle rumbled from the doorway—a sound that made the small hairs on the back of your neck stand up. Jungkook leaned against the doorframe, his massive frame completely obstructing any exit. His silk fight robe hung open, exposing the magnificent canvas of his chest, the purple bruises from the fight already beginning to bloom against his skin. His hands were finally free of the wraps, his raw, split knuckles exposed and trembling slightly from the adrenaline withdrawal.
"Who the fuck said you were leaving?" he asked, his voice dropping into a deep, dangerously smooth register.
You paused, your hands resting on the edge of the bag. Slowly, you turned your head to meet his gaze. There was no victory high in his face; there was only a hungry, predatory focus.
"Our agreement," you said, your voice a model of clinical detachment. "You won. You said you get to do whatever you want. We both know how much you despise me, Jungkook. You've wanted me gone since the day I signed the paperwork."
Jungkook stepped into the small room. The space was instantly halved. He moved with that same elegance he had used in the ring tonight, closing the distance until the heat radiating from his skin washed over you.
"You really don't know anything, do you?" he murmured, looming over you until you were forced to tilt your head back just to keep him in frame. He reached down, his large, calloused hand gripping the edge of your duffel bag and violently throwing it across the room. It hit the wall with a loud smash, your clothes scattering across the floor.
You didn't flinch, but your breath hitched in your throat.
"You're a loyal dog, Y/N," he growled, his voice thick with a strange, toxic fondness that felt far more terrifying than his anger. His hand came up, his thick, bruised fingers wrapping around the back of your neck, his thumb pressing firmly into the pulse point beneath your jaw. He squeezed just enough to make you hyper-aware of his absolute strength. "Why the fuck would I kick you out? Nobody else stays. Nobody else knows how to clean up the blood. I prefer something else."
"Jungkook—"
"Shut up," he whispered, stepping closer, his thighs crowding yours, pinning you against the edge of the mattress. "You stood there in that gym and told me I was pathetic. You told me my ego was too high. You think because you knew me when I was a kid, you get to look down on me? You think you're above me?"
"I don't think I'm above you," you breathed, your hands coming up instinctively to press against his bare chest, feeling the frantic, hammer-like beating of his heart.
Jungkook leaned down and captured your mouth in a kiss that tasted of iron, adrenaline, and pure possession. Or maybe hate.
It wasn't gentle. It was a heavyweight fighter claiming his prize, his lips bruising yours with a desperate, crushing force that mirrored the way he wins his matches. He growled into the kiss, his teeth scraping against your lower lip until you gasped, allowing him to deepen the intrusion.
He pulled back just an inch, his breathing ragged, "You're mine," he rasped, his thumb sweeping across your swollen bottom lip, pressing hard enough to hurt. "You don't get to quit. You don't get to leave."
He leaned down again, burying his face in the crook of your neck, his teeth nipping at the sensitive skin right above your collarbone, leaving a deep, dark mark that would match the bruises on his own skin by morning.
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The silence that followed his confession that night didn't shatter; it dissolved into something terrifyingly smooth.
In the days that followed, Park Jimin didn't lock you in his penthouse with iron bars. He used his love instead.
He apologized with a devastating, quiet humility that made your head spin. He uninstalled the surveillance software in front of you, handed you his phone unlocked, and swore on everything he held that he had lost his mind out of fear of losing you forever. And then, he set out to prove that he could be every single thing you had ever dreamed of.
For five months, Jimin was perfection. Your Jimin was back, and you couldn't be happier.
He spoiled you rotten. He woke up early to cook breakfasts, left handwritten notes in your coat pockets, and brought you flowers for no reason other than the turn of your head toward a florist shop window. When you were stressed, he massaged your shoulders; when you wanted to talk, he listened with an undivided focus that made the rest of the world blur into background noise. He became the gentle, devoted man you had fallen in love with years ago.
Slowly, the trauma of the cameras receded into a dark corner of your mind, replaced by the suffocating, intoxicating warmth of his love.
Until the afternoon you found the leather-bound notebook inside his study desk.
You had been looking for a spare pen. Instead, you found detailed entries—dates, times, names of men who had glanced at you on the street, timestamps of when you entered and exited every building, and reports from hired security detail detailing every step you took when Jimin wasn't by your side.
He hadn't stopped. He had simply learned to hide it better.
The betrayal hit harder the second time because you were always taught that stalking wasn't something to settle for. That was the mistake you will regret soon.
"I can't do this," you said, throwing the notebook onto his desk when he walked into the apartment, keycard clicking smoothly in the lock. "You promised me, Jimin. You swore to stop!"
The color drained from his face, but this time, he didn't hold back his desperation. When you packed your bags, he fell to his knees, catching the hem of your coat, tears streaming down his face.
"Please, y/n! Please, don't do this to us!" he begged, his voice cracking with a raw, agonizing strain. "The world is dangerous! I can't breathe if I don't know you're safe! I'm doing it because I love you, you're the only person in this world I care about! Please, it not me not trusting you, it's me keeping you safe, keeping you the queen I always see you as!"
"You're sick, Jimin," you choked out, your chest heaving as you tore your coat from his trembling grip. "This isn't love. It's a cage."
You slammed the heavy oak door behind you, ignoring his desperate cries echoing down the corridor.
This time, he didn't follow you. He didn't text. He let you go.
The first month of freedom felt like breathing fresh air after years underground. But by the second month, the air turned bitter.
Without Jimin, the world hit you with a blunt, merciless force. You moved into a modest apartment in the city, intent on rebuilding your independence. But you had forgotten how loud, chaotic, and uncaring the real world was before Jimin, you forgot how much you used to suffer trying to keep everything safe before you have ever met Jimin.
It started with small things. The landlord ignored your calls about the broken lock on the front lobby door. The streets felt darker at night. Then came the evening you walked home from work and a man pushed past you on the sidewalk, shoving you hard against a brick wall and snatching your leather shoulder bag before disappearing into an alleyway.
You stood on the rain-slicked pavement, scraped elbows stinging, shivering violently as passerby walked right past you without a second glance.
Three weeks later, you came home to find your apartment door ajar. The lock had been snapped. Inside, your drawers were pulled out, your personal belongings scattered across the floor, your laptop and jewelry gone.
Sitting on your ruined bed in the cold, dark apartment, the realization crept over you like a frost: when you were with Jimin, these things never happened.
You remembered how, back when you were together, a shady man following you down a street would mysteriously get cut off by two men, or how your locks were always reinforced before you even noticed they were loose. He had kept hidden security around you at all times. He had taken the hits for you before they could ever reach your skin.
Now, his protection was gone. You were completely exposed, broke, terrified, and utterly alone.
Your friends didn't check on you; they were too busy with their own lives. No one called to ask if you had eaten. No one brought you tea when you were sick. Jimin had spoiled you so thoroughly, conditioned you so completely to an absolute standard of care, that living like an ordinary person felt like slow torture.
By the third month, you were utterly tired.
You realized the horrifying truth of his design: he hadn't just protected you; he had made you completely incapable of surviving without him. And the worst part was, you didn't even care anymore. The illusion of freedom wasn't worth the cold, terrifying reality of being uncared for.
It was raining heavily when you stood outside his penthouse building three months after leaving.
Your clothes were damp, your hands were trembling, and your heart pounded against your ribs with a desperate, humiliating rhythm. You rode the elevator up to the top floor, every floor number lighting up feeling like another layer of your pride stripping away.
You knocked on his door.
When it opened, Jimin stood there, dressed in a dark tailored sweater and slacks. He looked calm, and breathtakingly handsome. He didn't look like a man who had been crying on his knees three months ago. He looked like a king looking down at a beggar.
"Y/N?" he said softly, his voice polite, cool, and detached.
The sight of his composed face shattered what little restraint you had left. Tears burst from your eyes, and before you could stop yourself, you hugged him, clutching at the fabric of his sweater.
"I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. You were right. Please let's get back together. I'll do whatever you want. I won't question you ever again. Just please... let us be."
You waited for his warm hands to hug you back. Waited for his soothing words to ground you.
Instead, there was only silence.
A long, agonizing beat passed. Then, Jimin stepped backward, forcing your hands to slip off him.
You looked up, shocked.
Jimin was looking at you, his dark eyes smooth and unreadable. There was no pity in his face. No desperate love. Just a calm, terrifying patience.
"I accept your apology, Y/N," he said softly, his tone light and entirely conversational. "And of course I forgive you. We were together for a long time, after all. I'll always consider you a dear friend."
The word hit you like a bucket of ice water. Friend.
"F-friend?" you stuttered, your eyes wide with panic, yes you have left him yet you never thought that he would say something like that. "Jimin, no... please. I came back for us. I love you. I need you!"
Jimin let out a small, quiet sigh, tilting his head with gentle condescension.
"Love?" he murmured, stepping back inside his apartment and reaching for the handle of the door. "Y/N, you walked out on me twice. You shattered my trust. Did you really think you could run away whenever things got uncomfortable, and then just walk back in whenever the world got a little too rough for you?"
He offered you a small, beautiful, devastatingly cold smile.
"I forgive you, truly," he repeated, his voice smooth as glass. "But I've moved on. I don't think it's a good idea for us to see each other anymore."
"Jimin, please!" you gasped, reaching out to catch the edge of the door, panic clawing at your throat. "I'll do anything! Please don't leave me out there!"
He looked down at your hand on the doorframe, his dark eyes glittering with a subtle, dark satisfaction that made your blood run cold. He didn't pull away. He just stood there, watching you unravel, watching you destroy every last shred of your dignity right before his eyes.
He had orchestrated every single second of this. He had let you go knowing the world would beat you down. He had waited three months for you to come crawling back, and now, he was going to make sure you were brought so low that you would never, ever dream of standing up against him again.
"If you really want to convince me, Y/N," Jimin whispered, leaning in close enough for his warm breath to brush against your wet cheek, "you're going to have to try much harder than that."
He didn't close the door. He just stood back, waiting to see how far you were willing to go.
When you hesitated, the dark, expectant glint in Jimin’s eyes didn't soften. He simply gave a casual, indifferent shrug.
"That's what I thought," he murmured quietly.
Without another word, he stepped back and pushed the heavy door shut, the metallic click of the deadbolt echoing like a gunshot in the carpeted hallway.
Panic surged through your chest. You threw yourself forward, pounding your palms against the polished wood.
"Jimin! Wait, please! I'm sorry! I'll do anything. I mean it! Please!"
Silence. No footsteps, no lock turning, no response.
Desperate and lacking anywhere else to go, you collapsed against the wall beside his door. The night stretched on, cold and agonizingly slow. You sat on the carpeted floor of the hallway, shivering in your damp clothes, jumping at every minor sound, terrified and exhausted.
At seven in the morning, the lock finally clicked open.
Jimin stepped out, wearing a black leather jacket, dark trousers, and silver jewelry, carrying his gym bag for the dance studio. He didn't look at you as he pulled the door shut behind him.
You scrambled up from the floor stepping directly into his path. "Jimin—"
He stopped, his expression completely blank, devoid of any anger or affection. He looked at you as if you were an inconvenient stranger blocking his path.
"Y/N," he said, his tone flat. "I already told you last night. I forgive you, and I consider us friends. But you are trespassing. If you don't step away from my door right now, I will call building security and the police."
The word police sent a spike of pure dread through you. With your old apartment sold and the lease gone and nowhere to turn, the thought of being dragged away in handcuffs broke the last remnant of your composure. You took a step back and let him walk past you to the elevator without another word.
You spent the entire day wandering the city in a haze of cold rain and exhaustion, sitting in drafty cafe corners until your remaining cash ran out. By nightfall, with nowhere left to sleep, the sheer instinct for survival drove you straight back to his floor.
You knocked softly on his door at nine in the evening.
When Jimin answered, he looked annoyed, holding a glass of iced water. Before he could speak, you rasped out the words you had rehearsed all afternoon.
"Can you... can you please just help a friend?" your voice trembled, your eyes fixed on the floor. "I don't have anywhere to stay tonight. My lease is gone. Just... just until I can find a place. Please, Jimin."
Jimin tilted his head, taking a slow sip from his glass as he observed your state. A faint, calculating smile touched the corner of his lips.
"A friend?" he repeated smoothly. "Well, I suppose I have a spare maid's quarter off the laundry room. But if you're staying under my roof as a guest who can't pay rent, you'll need to make yourself useful. You clean, you cook, and you handle the laundry. Do we have a deal?"
"Yes," you breathed instantly, a wave of pathetic relief washing over you. "Yes, thank you. Thank you so much."
The dynamic shifted into a quiet, brutal form of domestic servitude.
During the first week, you threw yourself into the chores, desperate to earn a sliver of the warmth he used to shower upon you. You scrubbed his floorboards, prepared his favorite home-cooked meals, and kept his clothes folded with painstaking precision.
He barely acknowledged your existence. He would eat the food you made in complete silence, scrolling through his phone, offering only a brief, polite "Thank you" before placing his empty plate in the sink for you to wash.
Desperate to break through his cold wall, you remembered what used to drive him wild. One evening, after finishing the kitchen, you changed into one of the soft silk slip dresses he had bought you months ago, the deep emerald one he used to rave about.
You brought a fresh cup of tea into his dark study, stepping close to his desk, letting the soft fabric brush against his arm as you set the mug down.
"Jimin?" you whispered softly, leaning in slightly, your heart pounding. "Is there... anything else you need tonight?"
Jimin stopped typing. His eyes slowly swept over you, taking in the exposed skin, the silk dress, and the subtle plea in your eyes.
A quiet, condescending chuckle left his lips. He picked up his tea, didn't drink it, and set it right back down.
"Put a sweater on, Y/N," he said calmly, not even looking back up at you as his fingers returned to his keyboard. "Don't put my ex-girlfriend's clothes on when you are here just a maid. Make sure the hall light is off when you go to bed."
The rejection burned hotter than any argument ever could. You retreated to the tiny room off the laundry room, crying silently into the thin pillow, realizing with terrifying clarity just how completely the power had shifted. Before, he had been the one desperate for your touch, begging at your feet. Now, you were starving for a single glance.
Three weeks passed and you stopped asking for anything. You stopped trying to coax him. You simply served him, spoke only when spoken to, and accepted your position as an invisible fixture in his penthouse.
It was a rainy Tuesday midnight. Jimin was sitting on the living room sofa, reading on his tablet, his dark hair falling softly over his forehead. You had just finished folding his workout gear and walked over to set the neatly stacked pile on the coffee table.
As you turned to leave, your knee brushed against the corner of the table, making you stumble slightly.
Before you could fall, Jimin's hand shot out, his fingers wrapping firmly around your wrist, pulling you back.
The heat of his palm against your skin felt like an electric shock after weeks of total deprivation. You froze, your breath catching in your throat.
"You're clumsy tonight," he murmured softly.
You didn't dare pull away. You stayed to your spot before nodding your head "yeah" you muttered.
Jimin stared at you for a long, heavy moment. The coldness in his eyes finally dissolved, replaced by a dark, possessive satisfaction. He had broken you down to the exact point he wanted.
"why so far? Sit down" he ordered and you immediately went to sit next to him, his hand still held your wrist, his thumb drawing circles on your pulse point.
Slowly, deliberately, he raised his free hand and ran his thumb gently across your lower lip.
A shudder ran through your whole body at the simple gesture.
"You really learned your lesson, didn't you, sweetheart?" he whispered, his voice dropping into that low, hypnotic tone from before.
"Yes," you sobbed softly, leaning your face right into his palm, clutching at his wrist as if he were your only anchor to the earth. "Yes, I did."
He slid his hand up into your hair, gripping it gently, and tilted your head back. He leaned down slowly, closing the distance between your lips, hovering just a breath away until you couldn't take the anticipation anymore and closed the gap yourself.
The kiss was slow, heavy, and intoxicatingly possessive, a silent declaration that you were entirely back in his cage, and that this time, you would never try to open the door again.
In the underground underbelly of Seoul’s premier boxing circuit, Jeon Jungkook wasn't just a fighter; he was a predator trapped in a cage of his own making. And when he lost, the cage shattered.
The dressing room door didn’t just open, it practically flew off its hinges, bouncing off the concrete wall with a crack.
You didn't flinch. You had learned exactly twelve months ago that flinching was an invitation for him to press harder. Instead, you kept your eyes trained on the floor, your hands methodically folding his white towel.
"Get out," Jungkook snarled, his voice a rough, breathless rasp. He wasn't talking to you. He was talking to his head coach, and the two PR reps who had foolishly followed him down the corridor trying to handle the fallout of his first major defeat in three years.
"Jungkook, we need to address the media—"
"I said, get the fuck out!"
A heavy, leather gym bag flew across the room, smashing into the water cooler. Water erupted across the floor. The entourage scrambled backward, slamming the door shut behind them.
Then, there was only the sound of his ragged breathing.
Jungkook was huge. The papers called him a heavyweight talented mad dog. His broad shoulders heaved under the sheen of sweat and bruised skin, his knuckles, even wrapped in blood-stained tape, looked lethal.
Slowly, his dark, blown-out pupils drifted through the room until they locked onto you.
"You're still here," he spat, stepping into your space. The heat radiating off him was oppressive.
"I am," you said softly, keeping your tone perfectly level. Monotone. Unbothered. It was the only armor you had.
"Why?" He loomed over you, his shadow swallowing you whole. "You love seeing me like this, don't you? Fucking happy that the great Jeon Jungkook finally hit the canvas."
You didn't answer. You stepped forward, entirely bypassing his glaring gaze, and reached up. Your small, pale hands contrasted sharply against the brutalized canvas of his body as you began to unlace his boxing gloves.
He didn't stop you, but he didn't make it easy either, keeping his forearms tense as iron bars.
This was the dance you had performed for a year. While five previous assistants had quit within their first week, driven out by his temper, his flying fists, and his verbal cruelty, you had stayed. Because to you, this Jungkook wasn't a shock.
You had known him back at school and at university. Back then, before the millions he made and the championship belts, he had been the school’s golden boy bully, and you had been his favorite target. He used to knock your books out of your hands just to watch you scramble on the floor. Now, he threw gym bags and water coolers.
The stage had changed, the years had passed, but the monster remained exactly the same. And ironically, knowing the worst of him from before was exactly why you were the only one who could survive him currently.
"Eat," you murmured, nodding toward the meal prep container sitting on the bench. "Steak, sweet potatoes, greens. I prepared it three hours ago."
Jungkook let out a dark, mocking laugh, the sound scraping against his throat. With a brutal swipe of his wrapped hand, he sent the container flying. The grilled steak and vegetables scattered across the dirty floor, mixing with the spilled water.
"I don't want your fucking food," he growled, stepping closer until his chest almost brushed your nose. "I just lost a split decision to a nobody, Y/N. My career is crumbling right now, and you're handing me a Tupperware container?"
You looked down at the ruined food, then back up into his eyes. There was a raw, dangerous flash of darkness in his gaze, the same look he used to give you in the high school hallways before making your life hell. He wanted a reaction. He starved for you to scream, to cry, to give him a reason to shatter the rest of the room.
"I will clean it up," you said, your voice entirely devoid of emotion. "And then I will prepare another one. Because tomorrow at 5:00 AM, you have roadwork. And if your body lacks glycogen, you will lag. And if you lag, you will lose again."
The word lose struck him like a physical blow.
Jungkook’s jaw clenched so hard a vein throbbed in his temple. He grabbed your upper arm, his grip rough that would undoubtedly leave bruises on your skin by morning. He pulled you flush against him, forcing you to look up at his face, a cut above his eyebrow was leaking a slow trail of blood down his cheek.
"You think you're so smart," he whispered, his breath hot against your lips. "You think because you knew me when I was a kid, you can predict me? You’re just a maid, Y/N. A glorified servant I hired because nobody else could stomach the sight of me."
"I am," you agreed, refusing to let your voice show the deep rooted fear you have towards him. "I am exactly what you pay me to be. Now, let me get the ice."
For a long, agonizing moment, he didn't move. The tension in the room was a living, breathing entity, thick with a year's worth of unspoken history and dark, twisted codependency. He hated that he needed you. He hated that you were the only person in his entire empire who didn't look at him with fear or greed—just a cold, unyielding perception.
Slowly, his grip loosened. Not out of kindness, but out of a sudden, exhausted defeat.
He sat onto the leather bench, burying his face in his wrapped hands. The great, terrifying Jeon Jungkook looked small for a fraction of a second, swallowed by the silence of the locker room.
You didn't offer words of comfort. You didn't tell him he did his best. You knew him too well for that. Instead, you grabbed a fresh cloth, wet it with ice water, and stepped between his heavy thighs.
Gently, firmly, you pressed the cloth to the bleeding cut on his eyebrow.
Jungkook flinched, his eyes snapping open, burning into yours. But he didn't pull away. He sat perfectly still, letting you clean the blood from his skin, his massive hands resting heavily on his knees, gripping the fabric of his shorts until his knuckles turned white.
He let out a long, ragged exhale, his eyes tracking the movement of your lips before shifting back to your unreadable eyes. "You really hate me, don't you?"
You pulled the cloth away, throwing it into the laundry bin with a dull thud. You grabbed his gym bag and slung it over your shoulder.
"I don't have the luxury of hating you, Jungkook," you said, looking back at him over your shoulder. "I'm on the clock."
The rhythmic, bone-deep thud-thud-thud of leather tearing into the sandbag had been the sole soundtrack to your night.
It was 4:15 AM. Jungkook's private gym was illuminated only by the harsh, buzzing fluorescent tubes directly above the boxing ring. The air was thick, hot, and smelled heavily of sweat, iron, and a desperate, toxic pride.
He hadn't slept. You knew this because you hadn't slept either. You had spent the last six hours in the adjacent breakroom, monitoring his vitals via the smart-tracker synced to your tablet. You watched his heart rate spike into dangerous, red-lined zones hours ago, staying there like a flatline of pure fury.
Now, you stood at the edge of the mat. In your hands, you held a fresh gallon of electrolyte water and a cold compress.
Jungkook was a vision of raw, unchecked self-destruction. His shirt was long gone, discarded somewhere in the dark corners of the room. His massive back, mapped with thick, dense muscles that was slick with a layer of sweat. He was throwing combinations at the heavy leather sandbag—brutal, terrifying shots that echoed through the empty facility like gunfire.
"You should take a rest," you said. Your voice was flat, cutting through the heavy, rhythmic violence of the gym.
He didn't even acknowledged you. A sharp punch rattled the heavy steel chains anchoring the bag to the ceiling. Crack.
"Jungkook—"
"Shut the fuck up!" he growled, his voice a gravelly bark. He didn't break his rhythm. He threw a devastating right cross, the sheer velocity of the impact violently distorting the shape of the dense sandbag. He was punching with enough force to shatter his own bones, completely disregarding the fact that his hands had been wrapped for nearly twelve hours straight.
You took a deliberate step forward, standing between him and the sandbag.
"You pay me to ensure you have exactly what it takes to win," you said, looking him dead in his bloodshot eyes. "I am doing the job I am paid for. You need to do a lot of things if you want that belt back, Jungkook. And it starts with resting."
Jungkook’s chest heaved, his ribs expanding violently as he fought for oxygen. The sheer size of him was overwhelming up close; dense, unyielding muscle locked and right now, every single inch of him was vibrating with a dangerous warning, he didn't mind punching you.
"I pay you to follow my fucking orders," he snarled. "Don't forget your fucking place."
Before you could draw a breath, his wrapped hand shot out, grabbing you by the collar of your shirt. His damp, sweat-soaked hair fell over his eyes, casting his face in shadow, making him look less like a man and more like a monster, a real mad dog, an effect only amplified by the staggering size difference between you.
You didn't flinch. You looked straight through the curtain of his hair, into his dark, burning eyes.
"You used to be aggressive back in school because it was the only way you knew how to grab attention," you said, your voice steady, hitting him with the precise weapon of your shared history. "And now you're doing it again. You're rough, you're aggressive, pushing your body to the edge because you're terrified that no one will ever look at you if it wasn't for your wins."
Jungkook growled, a low, animalistic sound tearing from his throat. With terrifying ease, he lifted you off the floor by your collar, driving you backward until your spine hit the concrete wall. Your toes barely scraped the floor.
"What did you just say?" His voice was laced with a cocktail of self-hatred, the agony of defeat, exhaustion, and above all, pure spite that the quiet, weak girl he used to bully was the one stripping him naked to his core.
"You heard me—"
BOOM.
His free fist slammed into the concrete right beside your head, the shockwave vibrating through the wall and into your skull. He didn't let go of your collar. Instead, the hand he had just cracked against the wall shifted, his large, taped fingers gripping your jaw tightly, forcing your face up.
"Don't act so strong," he whispered, his hot, ragged breath wiping across your skin, "when we both know how fucking pathetic you are."
"I know exactly how pathetic I am, Jungkook," you retorted, refusing to let the trembling in your bones reach your voice. You reached up, your small hands wrapping around the thick wrist holding your jaw. "I live with it. I face it every day, and that's why I'm stronger than you. You can't even face a single loss. Please..."
He clenched his jaw, his thumb pressing dangerously hard into your cheekbone.
"I hate you," you whispered, looking past the beast to the boy who used to ruin your childhood. "But I hate seeing you lose this pathetically even more. So let me do my job. Let the coach do his. Allow your body to actually get ready to win. Because your loss last night wasn't because of weakness. No you are pure muscle Jungkook, a real mad dog. But... your ego was just too high to notice the hit coming."
For a long, agonizing second, the gym fell completely silent. The only sound was the erratic, heavy thudding of his heart beneath his ribs. You could feel the raw tremor in his grip—not from weakness, but from the sheer, exhausting effort it took to keep himself from breaking you. He wanted to break something. He wanted to break you. But the absolute truth in your words had pierced through him.
Slowly, his hand slipped from your collar, and your feet hit the solid ground again.
He didn't walk away. He lowered his forehead until it rested against your shoulder, his massive, sweating body slumped against yours, letting his dead weight lean into you. It was an incredibly heavy, stifling embrace, born out of pure exhaustion and a toxic, twisted dependency he would never admit to.
"If I lose the rematch," Jungkook muttered, his voice muffled against the fabric of your shirt, dark and lethal, "I'll tear this whole place down. And I'll start with you."
"You won't lose," you said softly, your hands remaining on his wrists, feeling the heavy, steady pulse of the predator finally calming down.
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The silence in your apartment had become a physical weight, pressing down on your chest until every breath felt like inhaling smoke.
For two years, Park Jimin had been your oxygen. He was the boyfriend who didn't just love you, but seemed to anticipate the very trajectory of your moods. He knew to text you when you are having a busy day at work, enough to make you feel anchored, never enough to make you feel smothered. He knew exactly when to pull you into his chest and let you cry, and he knew when to quietly slip out of the apartment to give you space to breathe.
Until the everything broke.
The discovery hadn't been a dramatic explosion. It was a series of small, sickening realignments: a locked screen left face down, a unfamiliar scent of expensive, heavy vanilla perfume clinging to the wool of his favorite coat, and finally, the glance at his iPad while he was in the shower. The thread of messages with a contact saved only as a single punctuation mark. The words exchanged were devastatingly casual, the kind of intimacy that implied a routine.
When you confronted him, he hadn't raised his voice. He had fallen to his knees, his hands trembling as he held your wrists, his eyes full with a desperate, terrifying sincerity.
“It was a mistake, Y/N. A stupid, meaningless mistake. Look at the timestamps I haven't replied to her in weeks. I stopped it. I swear to God, I stopped it because I realized it was killing me to look at you knowing what I did. Please. Don’t do this.”
It was true. The logs showed he had cut it off. But the fracture in your chest was too wide, the illusion of his perfection too thoroughly shattered. You broke up with him. You packed your things and walked away.
Then, exactly seven days later, the first message arrived.
It came from an encrypted, unlisted number. No text. Just an attachment.
When you tapped the screen, the breath tore from your throat. It was a photo of you, taken from a high, angled perspective near the ceiling of your own bedroom. You were asleep, tangled in the gray sheets, your shoulder bare, the morning light cutting across your face.
Your heart clenched. Who? How?
The next day, another arrived. This one was worse. Much worse. It was a photo of you standing in front of your full-length mirror, wearing a sheer, lace lingerie set you had bought a few months ago—a set you had only ever worn for yourself on a night you felt confident, a night Jimin hadn't even been home. You were completely exposed, your body captured in a sharp, high-definition clarity that made your skin crawl with a violent sense of violation.
By the fifth day, the photos became entirely explicit. Close-ups of you stretching after a shower, nude, completely unaware of the lens.
You had spiraled into a state of acute, paralyzed paranoia. You searched your apartment frantically, ripping down smoke detectors, tearing through light fixtures, checking the vents until your fingernails bled, but you found nothing. You texted the number back, your thumbs shaking so hard you could barely form the words.
-What do you want? Who is this? Please, stop. What do you want from me?
No reply. Just another photo, sent three hours later, showing you sitting on your living room rug, clutching your knees, crying over the previous text.
They were watching you right now.
You felt your life collapsing. Panic was clawing at the inside of your ribs. You needed a protector, someone to stop this. But your social circle was a minefield. Your friends were the type who thrived on hidden flaws; they loved you when you were successful, but a vulnerability this graphic, a scandal this humiliating, would become the centerpiece of their next wine night. They would pity you to your face and dissect your ruin behind your back.
There was only one person who had ever truly kept you safe. One person whose instinct had always been to shield you from the harshness of the world.
You didn't think. You couldn't think. Driven by fear, desperate suspicion, and a primal need for comfort, you took a cab and drove straight to Jimin’s upscale apartment complex.
The elevator ride up to his penthouse felt heavy. Your mind was a chaotic Was it him? It had to be him. He was the only one who had access to your life, the only one with the motive to destroy your peace after you left him. But as you reached his floor, a counter-thought whispered insidiously: Jimin loves you. Jimin wept at your feet. Jimin would never degrade you like this.
You reached his door and pounded against the heavy wood, the sound echoing loudly in the carpeted hallway. You knocked again, harder, your breath coming in ragged, shallow gasps.
"Jimin! Open the door! Jimin!"
The lock clicked. The door swung open.
You froze, the accusation dying on your tongue.
Jimin stood in the entryway, looking utterly a mess, a beautiful mess. His hair, usually perfectly styled, was a wild, tangled mess. He was half-naked, wearing only a pair of low-slung black sweatpants. But it was his skin that made the world tilt on its axis.
His collarbone, his chest, and the pale column of his neck were covered in fresh, angry, unmistakable hickeys. A dark, purplish bite mark bloomed right over his pulse point.
"Y/N?" he muttered, his voice thick with confusion. He frowned, his eyes blinking rapidly as if he couldn't quite process the sight of you on his doorstep. He looked entirely caught off guard.
"Jimin," you choked out, your voice cracking. The sight of those marks on his skin felt like a physical blow to your heart. He was already with someone else. A week. It had only been a week or two, and he was already replacing you.
"I'm... I'm currently b-busy," he muttered, shifting his weight uneasily, his hand lingering on the edge of the door as if hesitating to let you inside.
Before you could speak, a soft, feminine voice drifted from the depths of his darkened hallway. "Jiminie? Who is it? Come back to bed."
The sound of that voice broke something inside you. The paranoia, the fear, the exhaustion of the past five days caused you to give a desperate, ugly sob. You didn’t care about pride anymore. You didn’t care that he was with another woman. You were drowning, and he was the only shore you knew.
"Please," you wept, stepping forward, pushing past him into the safety of his home. "Please, Jimin. Someone is... someone has photos of me. They're watching me. I don't know what to do."
Jimin’s eyes widened, a look of profound shock and immediate concern washing over his features. The hesitant, awkward ex-boyfriend vanished, replaced instantly by the fiercely protective man you remembered. He grabbed your shoulders, his touch warm and grounding, though the sight of his marked-up chest close to your face made your head spin with a sick, confusing jealousy.
"Hey, hey, look at me. Breathe," he commanded softly, closing the front door behind you, shutting out the world. He looked back toward the bedroom corridor, a flash of annoyance crossing his face. He turned back to you, his expression softening into pure empathy. "Stay here in the living room, okay? Let me... let me get rid of her. Give me five minutes. Don't move."
You nodded dumbly, collapsing onto his plush velvet sofa. Your eyes stared blankly at the floor as you heard his quiet, urgent whispers echoing from the bedroom down the hall, followed by the rustle of clothes, a soft whine from the woman, and finally, the sound of the front door opening and closing as she was escorted out.
When Jimin returned, he was wearing a soft, oversized gray hoodie that hid the marks on his chest, though the ones on his neck still peeked through the collar. He carried a mug of steaming milk tea and a heavy fleece blanket.
He didn't ask questions immediately. He sat on the coffee table directly opposite you, draping the blanket over your trembling shoulders and placing the warm mug in your hands. He wrapped his palms around yours, squeezing gently.
"Tell me everything," he said, his voice a steady, calming anchor.
Through choked tears you confessed it all. You showed him your phone. You showed him the chat from the unknown number. You hesitated, your cheeks burning with shame, before showing him the photos. The ones of you sleeping. The one of you crying just hours ago.
Jimin took the phone. His jaw clenched so hard the muscles ticked beneath his pale skin. His eyes turned entirely dark, a terrifying, protective rage consuming his features as he scrolled through the images.
"This is disgusting," he whispered, his voice trembling with what felt like pure, anger on your behalf. "This is sick, Y/N. Someone put cameras in your apartment. Who has your spare key? Did you hire a handyman? Did anyone follow you home?"
"I don't know," you cried, covering your face with your hands. "I checked everywhere. I can't find them. I feel like I'm losing my mind, Jimin. I can't sleep. Every time I take off my clothes, I feel like someone is breathing down my neck."
Jimin immediately moved from the coffee table, sliding onto the sofa beside you. He pulled you into his arms, tucking your head securely under his chin. He smelled like his usual expensive cologne, mixed with a faint trace of that unfamiliar vanilla perfume, but right now, you didn't care. His arms were tight, a fortress against the unseen monster terrorizing your life.
"You're safe here," he murmured into your hair, his hand gently stroking your back in long, soothing strokes. "You're not going back to that apartment. You're staying here with me. I'll handle this. I'll hire a private security firm to sweep your place tomorrow. I'll find out who did this to you, sweetheart. I promise."
"But... your guest," you whispered, your voice small against his chest, your eyes fixed on a dark red mark on his neck. "I ruined your night."
Jimin sighed, a sound of heavy, exhaustion-tinged regret. He pulled back slightly, looking down at you with raw honesty.
"She doesn't matter," he said softly, his thumb gently wiping a stray tear from your cheek. "I was lonely, y/n. I was miserable. Since you left, this house has been a graveyard. I drank too much tonight, she came over, and... it was a mistake. A pathetic attempt to numb how much I miss you. But seeing you like this? Hearing that someone is hurting you? Nothing else matters to me. You are my priority. Always."
A strange, conflicting emotion bloomed in your chest. A part of you felt a twisted sense of validation, that even in your brokenness, you still held total power over him. He had thrown another woman out into the night the second you cried. He was still your Jimin. The man who would burn the world down to keep you warm.
You leaned back into his embrace, letting the warmth of his apartment wrap around you.
The next three days passed like the days before the break-up.
Jimin was perfect. He took total control of your crisis, effectively insulating you from the terror. He contacted a security team, handles the communications, and told you that they were analyzing the digital footprint of the blackmailer. He bought you new clothes, cook your favorite meals, and insisted you stay inside where it was safe.
He didn't press you for romance. He slept on the couch, leaving his massive, luxurious bed entirely to you. When you felt overwhelmed, he knew exactly when to sit by your side and hold your hand, and when to leave you alone in the bedroom to rest.
Yet, a heavy feeling began to grow in the quiet corners of your mind.
You were sitting at his kitchen island on the third evening, watching him slice vegetables for dinner. He looked beautiful, bathed in the warm ambient light of the kitchen, hummed a soft, wordless melody.
Why did the blackmailer stop sending photos the moment you moved into Jimin's apartment?
The thought struck you like a sudden drop in temperature. You pulled out your phone. The unknown number had been completely dark for seventy-two hours. Not a single text. Not a single image.
"Jimin?" you asked quietly.
"Yes, love?" he replied, not breaking his rhythm as he neatly chopped a zucchini.
"Did the security team find anything about the IP address yet? You said they were tracking the signal."
Jimin paused, his knife hovering for a fraction of a second before continuing. He turned to you, a look of gentle, sympathetic disappointment on his face.
"They're working on it, Y/N. These cyber-criminals use advanced VPNs and encrypted routing. It takes time. But hey," he walked over to you, placing his hands on your thighs, looking at you with those big, soulful eyes. "Why are you worrying about that right now? You're safe here. Whoever it is can't get to you in this building. Let the professionals handle it. Just focus on healing. Focus on us."
Focus on us.
Your gaze drifted down to his neck. The hickeys from three nights ago had faded into faint, yellowish bruises. Suddenly, a memory flashed in your mind, the woman’s voice from the hallway. 'Jiminie? Who is it? Come back to bed.'
Something about the memory felt wrong. It felt... staged. The messy hair, the exposed chest covered in marks, Jimin was a man of extreme neatness. Even when he was drunk, he was neat, never haphazard. Why would he open the door half-naked to a harsh, aggressive knocking if he had a guest? Wouldn't he have told her to be quiet? Wouldn't he have checked the peephole first?
A cold thread of doubt began to untangle in your gut.
Are you being paranoid? you asked yourself, a wave of intense self-loathing hitting you. How could you think that? Look at what he’s doing for you. He’s taking care of you. He loves you. You’re projecting your trauma onto the only person who actually supports you.
"Right," you whispered, forcing a smile. "Thank you, Jimin."
He smiled back, a warm, dazzling expression that reached his eyes, and kissed your forehead before returning to the stove.
That night, you couldn't sleep. The luxury mattress felt like a bed of needles. The silence of the penthouse, once comforting, now felt heavy.
You looked at the digital clock on the nightstand: 3:14 AM.
You slipped out of bed, your bare feet making no sound on the thick rugs. You walked out into the living room. Jimin was asleep on the sofa, his face peaceful in the moonlight filtering through the floor-to-ceiling windows. He looked so innocent, so fragile in his sleep.
On the glass coffee table lay his personal phone and his work laptop.
Your heart hammered against your ribs like a trapped bird. Don't do it, your conscience warned. If you do this and he catches you, you destroy the last safe relationship you have left. You’ll be entirely alone.
But the terror of the unknown was a stronger motivator than the fear of loneliness.
You crept to the table and picked up his phone, fingers hovering over the screen. You knew his passcode, it had always been your anniversary. You typed it in. Incorrect.
Your breath hitched. He had changed it. He had changed it after the breakup. That was normal, wasn't it? People change their passwords after a breakup.
You set the phone down, your hands shaking and looked at the laptop. You lifted the screen, it was asleep, but to your surprise, it hadn't been locked. A spreadsheet was open on the monitor—a budget for his dance studio.
You were about to close it, feeling a profound sense of shame for doubting him, when you noticed the minimized browser tabs at the bottom of the screen. One of them had a strange, generic icon—a small camera symbol.
Your finger moved the trackpad. You clicked the tab.
The screen flickered, and your heart stopped beating entirely.
The screen split into a four-quadrant live video feed.
The first quadrant showed a wide angle of your apartment's living room, the second showed your kitchen, the third showed your bathroom vanity and the fourth... the fourth was your empty bedroom, the gray sheets tossed and turned exactly as you had left them three days ago.
In the bottom right corner of the browser, a folder icon was labeled with your name.
With a numb, paralyzed hand, you clicked the folder. Inside were dozens of files. File names like Y_N_Sleep_07_12.mov, Y_N_Lingerie_07_13.jpg.
There was a sub-folder titled Sent. Inside it were the exact cropped images you had received on your phone from the anonymous blackmailer, compiled neatly alongside a digital log of an SMS gateway application used to mask phone numbers through encrypted servers.
The room spun. The air left your lungs in a silent, suffocating gasp.
It was him.
It was all him. The cameras, the violation, the terror that had driven you to the brink of insanity, it was a trap designed by the man who claimed to be your protector.
"You shouldn't be looking at that, love."
The voice was low, smooth, and utterly empty of the warmth he had used to comfort you over the last three days.
You turned around, your back slamming against the edge of the coffee table.
Jimin was sitting up on the sofa. He wasn't blinking. He didn't look like a man caught in a lie. He looked completely calm, his dark eyes reflecting the cool blue light of the laptop screen.
"Jimin..." your voice was a broken, terrified rasp. You clutched your chest, your knees buckling beneath you. "You... you did this? Why? Why?"
He stood up slowly, walking toward you with a relaxed, graceful stride. He didn't look angry. He looked profoundly patient, like a teacher explaining a simple concept to a child.
"Because you left me," he said simply, stopping just a foot away from you. He reached out to tuck a stray lock of hair behind your ear, and despite the horror curdling in your veins, your body automatically leaned slightly into his touch out of sheer, conditioned habit. You hated yourself for it.
"I told you it was a mistake with that woman," Jimin continued, his voice dropping to a gentle, hypnotic murmur. "I told you I stopped it. I begged you to stay, Y/N. I gave you everything my time, my love, my protection. But you walked away so easily."
"So you... you decided to blackmail me? Violate me?" you screamed, tears streaming down your face, your hands pushing against his chest. "You put cameras in my home? You sent me those pictures? You made me think I was being stalked by a some sick bastered!"
"I didn't make you think anything," he corrected softly, holding your wrists in a firm grip. "I just reminded you of a very important truth, sweetheart. The world out there is cruel. It’s full of monsters who want to degrade you, who want to expose you, who want to ruin your peace. Your friends don't care about you. The police won't care enough to actually look into it. The only place in this entire world where you are truly, completely safe... is right here. With me."
He stepped closer, pressing his body against yours, trapping you between his frame and the desk.
"I didn't want to hurt you," he whispered, his eyes swimming with that same intense, terrifying devotion that had made you fall in love with him at the first place. "But you needed to realize how much you need me. Look at the last three days, y/n. Weren't you happy? Didn't you feel safe? Didn't you feel loved?"
"It was a lie," you choked out. Was it a lie? The comfort had felt so real. The safety had felt so absolute. He technically speaking had taken care of you.
"It wasn't a lie," Jimin muttered, leaning down to press a soft, lingering kiss to your trembling lips. You tasted salt from your tears, but his lips were warm, familiar, and devastatingly sweet. "My love for you is the only real thing in your life. No one will ever hurt you."
He let go of your wrists, instead wrapping his arms tightly around your waist, pulling you into his embrace, burying his face in the crook of your neck. "I missed you so much darling" he breathed into your neck taking in your scent, softly kissing you despite your trembling body.
"What about the woman?" you whispered, your brain desperately grasping for any thread of reality to anchor your rage. "The woman from three nights ago. The hickeys. You were with her."
Jimin let out a soft, amused chuckle against your skin.
"There was no woman, love," he murmured. "I hired an actress from the studio for ten minutes. I told her I needed to make an ex jealous. I knew you'd come tonight. I tracked your location on your phone. I needed you to feel that sting, y/n. I needed you to realize that if you leave me, I will move on, and you will be left entirely alone."
He pulled back, looking down at you with a beautiful, serene smile.
"But you're home. We can go back to how we were." He whispered against your neck.
"I love you and I know you too do" he added before adding more kisses along your collarbone, his hands softly, protectively adding a squeeze to your waist.
At the Baeksang Arts Awards, under the blinding cascade of flashbulbs he was the definition of grace. He stood with his arm draped protectively around your waist with his signature boxy smile. When the reporters asked him the secret to his consecutive acting daesangs, he looked down at you, his eyes softening into a gaze so filled with adoration that a collective sigh rippled through the crowd.
"My wife," he murmured into the microphone. "She is my anchor. Everything I build, I build for her."
You smiled on cue, leaning into his side. You had practiced the exact pose in the mirror for three hours the night before. You knew precisely how much pressure to apply to his arm to signal your devotion.
But as his hand tightened against your ribs just a fraction too hard, a silent warning to keep your posture perfect you knew to lean and kiss him, so softly, so full of love.
The heavy iron gates of your secluded villa closed behind the town car, shutting out the rest of the world. Inside the vehicle, the silence was immediate and suffocating.
Taehyung didn't look at you. He unbuttoned his designer suit jacket, his movements slow, deliberate, and mesmerizingly elegant. The warm, doting husband from the red carpet vanished, replaced by a cold, calculating stillness.
"You spoke to Min-jae tonight," he said. His tone was conversational, almost light, but it made your stomach drop.
"He came over to congratulate us. I only said thank you." Your voice was barely a whisper. You tried to keep it steady. You knew the rules.
He tilted his head, finally turning his eyes toward you. In the dim light of the passing streetlamps, he looked like a masterpiece carved from marble perfect, flawless, and entirely devoid of warmth.
"A simple 'thank you' doesn't require you to look into a man's eyes for five seconds, darling. We've discussed this. It makes you look desperate. It makes us look weak."
"I'm sorry," you breathed, the familiar script slipping from your tongue. "I didn't mean to."
"And yet, you did." He reached out, his long, elegant fingers tracing your jawline his touch soft yet you can feel the warning of it. "I work myself to the bone to give you this life. To protect you. And you repay me by acting careless."
When you entered the house, the atmosphere was thick with tension. The villa was a minimalist masterpiece and entirely designed by him. Every piece of furniture, every painting, even the clothes in your closet were chosen by Taehyung.
You walked toward the kitchen to get a glass of water, but his voice stopped you in your tracks.
"Where is your black card, Y/N?"
You froze, turning slowly. He was standing by the marble island, loosening his silk tie.
"I... I have it in my clutch," you muttered.
"I saw the bank alerts today. You purchased a flight ticket to visit your mother next month. Without asking me."
"It's her sixty-fifth birthday, Taehyung," you pleaded softly, stepping closer, desperately searching his face for a flicker of the man who used to love you before the fame and the obsession consumed him. "I haven't seen her in a year. I used my own allowance—"
"Your allowance is my money," he interrupted, his voice dropping to a dangerous, quiet register. He walked over to you, his footsteps silent on the hardwood. He took your clutch from your hands, opened it, and slid the black card out, placing it in his breast pocket. "You clearly aren't mature enough to manage your finances if you're making impulsive decisions. You will stay here and I will send your mother a bouquet. That is more than enough."
"Please," a tear slipped down your cheek. "Don't do this. I just want to see my family."
Taehyung’s expression didn't change, but a shadow of profound disappointment crossed his eyes. He hated when things weren't perfect. He hated when you cried. To him, your tears were a betrayal of the paradise he had built for you.
He stepped closer his towering frame casting a shadow over you. He didn't strike you, he rarely resorted to physical violence knowing it left marks that the public might see, but he grabbed your chin, tilting your face up with a grip of iron.
"Look at me," he whispered, his breath warm against your lips. "Who feeds you? Who clothes you? Who shields you from a world that would tear you apart in a second? I do. You are mine, Y/N. Your time, your body, your thoughts they belong to me. When you question my decisions, it tells me you don't love me."
"I do love you," you choked out, trapped in the terrifying paradox of your existence. You feared him, yet you were entirely dependent on him. He had systematically cut off your friends, your family, and your financial independence until he was the only gravity left in your universe.
"Then prove it," he murmured, his thumb brushing the tear from your cheek with a sudden, agonizing tenderness that made your heart ache. "Go upstairs. Wash your face. Put on the white silk dress I bought you, and wait for me in the bedroom. No more tears. No more mistakes."
He let go of your chin, patted your cheek gently, and gave you a small, beautiful smile—the very same smile that graced the covers of a hundred magazines.
"We are going to be perfect tomorrow, aren't we, sweetheart?"