Apparently to rachel shanes ED was selfish and she REALLY regrets “suggesting” he has autism ??? And apparently he was going to go along with the coaches plan to say the kiss video was a joke and stay in hiding with ilya ????? she even said when she watched the show she was thinking ilya should consider svetlana ://///
I have NEVER seen an author talk about even their villainous characters this way and it gets to a point and im done being made to feel crazy now
Its very clear to me that she wasn’t expecting to have to fully deepen and flesh out a gay relationship besides Wattpad style smut and fetishisation. She regrets not just creating a straight romance to project herself onto the woman because she now has to actually see two men in a relationship as human and she can’t live through them personally and shes getting mad and petty at people wanting Shanes issues to be addressed and taken seriously











