The Heartsick Lunatic

"on and off, on and off just like a burnt out light bulb but somehow this scenario is no longer new for you" -MBSUy, Sparks 2016.07.31

"we were in some sort of relationship, it was not clear... but I know that it was real." It used to make me feel alive... -MBSUy 2016.07.13 I borrowed the background image from: https://goo.gl/images/0Tzjo9 Thanks to the owner 😃

Translation: "My Love, understand that the words "I Love You" would not be enough..." "Mahal, hindi sasapat ang mga salitang"Mahal Kita"..." -MBSUY July 06, 2016

“I was yours… But you were never mine. -MBSUy, 2016

"I feel like throwing up, whenever I remember how you run and play with me in circles." -MBSUy 2016.06.22

I hate myself when I was with you. You told me I was pretty, But those were the times that I was the ugliest. I was insecure. I was irrational. I compared myself to everyone. I got jealous over petty things. I was possessive. I was so scared to lose you then. I don't like how I made a fool of myself in front of everyone. I only saw what's good in you, I only saw you. I only believe in you and I didn't even listen to my friends. I didn't care what was right and what was wrong. I was stubborn, hard-headed, selfish. Totally unlikable. But I would like to say that was then, Because I just realized that... I was no good for you, As you weren't any good for me. -Her letter to a Former Lover, MBSUy 2016.06.20

I want to capture it but too afraid… Guess my only option is to watch, Coz it’ll not be good if I do, choose touch. -MBSUy

“you’re just going to leave it… wretched… dead... because it’s just another carcass… and you’re just another LEO.” -MBSUy

and distance grows, grows, and grows wider... -MBSUy

Ang tanong... Pilipinas ... malaya ka na nga ba? happy nga ba ang "independence" day? June 12, 2016

He "was" mine... and I "was" once his girl... -MBSUy 2016.06.10

MBSUy 2016.06.10

I must accept the fact that, he will forever stay in my heart... but not in my arms. -MBSUy 1016.07.08

All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king. J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring (The Lord of the Rings)