#pundido

"ang ilaw pag on and off ng on and off, napupundi, nasisira ng tuluyan, kailangan ng palitan ng bago" --->LexKath

tama nga naman kami ng kapatid ko.. may mga bagay na hindi sinasadyang masira, pero nasisira dahil sa kapabayaan..

may mga bagay na dapat ng tapusin.. lalo na kung sobra na.. sagad na.. sakit sakit na.. oo.. tama ka.. usapang break up eto.. :)

anong dahilan ko at tinapos ko ito?

>selos is the common denominator

>too much of something is bad enough

>nadedepress is equal to nakakapayat

>future was always been the priority

>loving name and dignity is more than loving me

>proud of keeping me like i am a monster or name-wrecker

>using someone just to let other convince that i am no one

>denies me billion times like hell

>never proud to have me

>keeps on promising good things then end up doing it BUT in a short period of time, seems like expiration date was the new found BFF

mahirap mag move on lalo pa't sa tagal ng pinagsamahan, you're used to it, things like:

>checking your inbox and log from time to time just to check if your love's name visited

>answering calls telling you "i love you"

>travel a long distance to see and be with me

>staying up late, doing something important, still manage to drop by, to talk, ask how's my day

>a constant reminder, "eat your b'fast, lunch, 'yenda, dinner", "wake up, duty mo na"

got no idea what more, maybe, that's it.. :)

tama ka.. pag ako tumalikod, talagang wala ng lingon-likod, at pag ako nagdesisyon ng final, wala akoong pinagsisisihan.. lalo na kung alam ko sa puso ko na malinis intensyon ko bakit ko pinili to..

weh? sayang? hindi yan.. ^^,

>pinagsamahan na halos limang taon? ("In a relationship, it's always quality over quantity. Not how long you love, but how much you love." Very well said, di ba?Yun na!)

>yung emosyon at pagmamahalan naming totoo? (parehas tayong nagbigay at nakatanggap, naging masaya at makabuluhan naman ang relasyon natin, tama ba?)

>pangarap sa future (sabay tayong nangarap, edi ipagpatuloy, laging tandaan, na libre lang mangarap forever, and it doesn't end today just because we broke up, ayt?)

>mahal na mahal mo ako, true love natin ang isa't isa (oo na, andiyan na tayo, ngunit sapat pa ba yan na dahilan, sometimes love really ain't enough, you need to reconsider so many things; feelings, emotions, health status, mga kung ano ano pa, tao ako, nasasaktan, napapagod, sumusuko, nagpapalakas, at muling lalaban)

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you read this very carefully.. we're OFFICIALLY SEPARATED now.. i'm really working hard to win back my self, the old me, so that i can use it in self-renewal process.. i want space.. i want to move on.. please let me move on.. let's be strangers, again.. moving on doesn't mean i'll forget everything about you.. everything we had.. all the sacrifices you made.. all the laughter we shared.. all the things you gave.. all the memories will be treasured.. i just want to let go.. by the time, i'm okay, healed and renewed.. that's probably the time that i can offer a friendship with you.. i'll be ignoring you, cause i have to.. you take good care of yourself.. i know you can do it.. God bless you more.. and for the last time, I LOVE YOU, HAZEL DENISE CULILI.. :))) BUT GOODBYE, GOODBYE, ADIOS, ADIOS.. :)))

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Blooper Question of my Sister 

Lex: Ate, final na ba yan? Baka semi-final pa lang yan ah?

Me: Haha! BALIW KA!

Lex: Ganiyan ka naman, mugto mata mo, tapos iyak ka ng iyak, sasabihin mong pagod ka na, ayaw mo na, tapos, break na kayo, tapos, ano?!!! kinabukasan, sasabihin mo, "kami na ulit", niloloko mo lang sarili mo....

Me: Oo na! Hindi na mauulit! :)

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P.S Hindi ko na dadalawin any of your accounts, promise! :)))

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