Ok so. Today I logged in on tumblr and I saw that I had a lot of messages and a post saying βvideo of Johnny abusing Amber. My heart stopped, I started to shake. I thought: βgod no, it canβt be true, not him.β So I watch the video and what do I see? A man at his lowest, completly confused and upset and in chaos. I see his wife, who instead of calming him down or leaving, is filming him and asking him questions like βwhat happened?β and βhave you drunk this whole thing this morning?β with other words: getting a responds out of him, making him worse, provoking him, doing nothing to help him. I did not see a man who was violent, I was a troubled man. I saw images of a man in his own home, his sanctuary with his own wife, getting filmed, realizing he is being filmed and getting even more upset. A man who has been pushed to the edge. I saw a video completly out of context, I saw a video I wasnβt even supposed to see. I saw a man getting emotionally abused by his wife. I saw him all alone in a circus and noone there to help him, calm him down. Nothing but pouring kerosene on someone whoβs already on fire. I saw a video whoβs only purpose was to manipulate, controle and divide. My heart broke, I started to cry, I couldnβt believe that stuff like that had happened to him. Dear, precious, sweet Johnny; stay strong, I love you, I believe in you and Iβm glad you are out of this terrible relationship. I hope you have peace of mind now. That you feel save, protected and cared for. I wish you could see all the support you are getting from your fans bosses. There are more of us then youβll ever know. Iβm proud of you my prince, always have and always will be. Shine on you crazy diamond.
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