There is no easy way from earth to the stars

The chaos in my life reflects the chaos going on inside of me, and it's terrifying.

It actually makes me kind of sad looking back at my posts when I'm happy and seeing how depressed I get.

How do you tell someone you're depressed? Like, I feel I'd be better off dead, but don't worry, it always passes. In the meantime, can you just tell me it will get better, that it doesn't matter if you love someone that doesn't love you back, that at some point life stops shitting on you. Tell me that your soul heals itself, and you won't always feel hopeless and broken, can you do that for me? 'cause I'm not sure what to do anymore. But it will pass, it will pass, it always does. It's just so heavy right now.